Chapter Seventeen #4
“Ugh!” I groan dramatically and walk away from him to go back to the field.
When they join me, we start playing again. I try to stay where Mason can’t pass to me, but he does anyway. I catch the ball and take off running, dodging Jake and Billy. Del and Ben close in on me, or at least I think they are.
Stacy comes out of nowhere and tackles me. I scream then laugh when she jumps on my back, taking us both down. “You suck,” I say, still laughing. She moves off of me, and we’re both lying on the ground looking up at the sky.
“You run so fast,” she laughs breathlessly.
“I didn’t expect you to do that. I thought Del or Ben would get me,” I say.
“Can I ask you something?” she asks.
“Mhmm,” I sigh.
“What were you thinking when Jake pinned you to the wall?” she asks. I turn and look at her. “Because I was turned on just watching that go down.”
“You’re always turned on,” I cackle. “It was unexpected.”
“Oh, come on. Girl code. What were you thinking?” she asks.
“Honestly?” I ask with a sigh, and she nods happily.
“That… I wanted more from him,” I say quietly.
“The man looked like he was ready to fuck you. I think that feeling was mutual,” she laughs.
“Does that make me a bad person? Billy did something similar in the basement and… it got in my head.”
“No, babe. Lance, Dean, and Mason gave them permission to fuck with you,” she says.
“When you were out of it after they railed you, Jake mentioned how comfortable you are with them being around for things like that. Dean says when you are stressed out about something, the more intense the easier it is for you to process. If you didn’t call it, then it only played into the intensity you needed. ”
“How did they lead to that?” I ask.
“Oh. Jake said they can’t say things like that because he’d be too tempted to “take care of you” if you were being a brat to him. Mason said that as long as you didn’t say no, then to go slow with you. Then you screamed at him.”
“Did they… I don’t know how to take that,” I say.
“Do you want me to be blunt?” she asks, and I nod. “Your boyfriends want to share you. With all of them… They are just letting things play out so you all can get comfortable with the others being all… dominant with you.”
“At least I have Todd not wanting to bend me over,” I laugh and run my hands down my face.
“Don’t be so sure,” she says as she stands and offers me her hand. I take it and stand up, confused.
“What do you mean?” I ask.
“I mean that Todd and I are very open with one another about our… fantasies… Todd would fuck you senseless if any of you ever gave him the green light.”
“I… feel like I should apologize,” I say with a frown.
“Why? Because you’re a temptress who wants to throw your pussy around to your friends?” she asks, nudging me.
“Oh, shut up,” I laugh.
“Look, babe. I’ll be honest. I will happily and willingly let any of those eight men do anything they want to me,” she says. “And, so there is no confusion, I absolutely mean your boyfriends.”
“I don’t know how to take that, Stacy. Especially considering…” I say, but catch myself and shut up.
“Say it, say it, say it,” she says, jumping around excitedly.
“I… So, Billy cornered me in the basement. Between him and Jake, I got super worked up and… fantasized a bit in the shower,” I say. “About everyone. Including you.”
“Girl!” she says loudly, grabbing my face. I can’t help but laugh at her. “I will abso-fucking-lutly have an orgy with you!”
“Is that what that is?” I ask, and she giggles happily, shaking my shoulders. “You are way too excited about my whorish thoughts.”
“Tell me more!” she says, looping her arm in mine so we can join the others at the tables.
“Well… We’d be blindfolded,” I laugh.
“Fuck yes! We would be blindfolded. Go on,” she says.
“That’s about it. Blindfolded. No safewords,” I shrug.
“I could fucking kiss you, woman,” she says, turning to grab my face. “Why do you look like you’ve been caught committing a crime?”
“Because I… might have…”
“If you got yourself off thinking about our eight friends fucking us, I’m going to be too fucking tempted to make this a reality,” she grins. When I smile at her, she squeals and jumps around.
“You are so over the top,” I laugh and shake my head at her. “Also, they are watching us right now.”
“That’s okay. They think we are talking about Leo, so I’m happy to confuse them,” she laughs. “I hope you know I don’t want to like... steal your men.”
“No, I know,” I say. “I know you’re not like that.”
“I want you to be really fucking honest with yourself right now, then... Is this something you would entertain?”
“Uh... Yeah,” I say, and she smiles. “I just... need to get used to the idea of it. I also need to have a conversation with the guys when the time feels right to bring it up.”
“Are we still going on our camping trip like we planned?” she asks as we walk toward the guys again.
“Yeah,” I say. “Just need to get through this week. Mason booked the cabin last month.”
“Ah! I’m so excited,” she says happily. “But no pressure. I can keep me and my fantasies between me and my toys.”
“You are something else, Stacy,” I laugh.