Chapter 13
Chapter Thirteen
“What about Hope? Will she be mad?” Nolan asked. Or at least upset?
After eating dinner at the lodge, they had stopped over at Heaven and stood in front of a few playrooms that had open blinds until they were both hard as a rock and ready to get down to business with each other.
Some of the resort’s guests certainly were into roleplaying, whether pretending to be a doctor or even a stripper.
Nolan wasn’t sure if he’d try it himself, but he found himself surprised when a foursome in Room Three, the Puppy Playroom, turned him on. While he’d heard about puppy play before, he’d never seen that kind of kink in person.
Three of the four occupants in the room wore leather canine masks with ears, muzzles, and even anal plugs with dog tails attached.
The sole woman in the room appeared to be the canine pack’s “trainer.” She disciplined “bad” dogs with a rolled up newspaper or a sharp yank on a pronged collar.
One “bad dog” was even caged in an oversized dog crate.
It certainly was a different dynamic, but exciting nonetheless.
However, as turned on as Nolan became, Cam still insisted they continue on to his cabin instead of taking care of each other in Heaven’s hallway, where there were security cameras. Nolan figured it had to be due to Cam being the head of security.
Nolan could understand how uncomfortable that might get if your subordinates watched you getting off, especially with another man, when he wasn’t yet out to his staff or the owners.
As they headed back to Cam’s place, the anticipation was killing Nolan.
“Mad about what?” Cam’s question brought him back to the conversation.
Oh, that’s right. He had brought up Hope. “Us hooking up.”
“Having sex twice doesn’t make a relationship. Or a commitment.”
While that was true… “You don’t think she’ll have an issue?”
“No,” Cam confirmed.
“Good.” A smile spread across his face. “Because I can’t wait to have sex with you, but I also don’t want to screw over Hope.” Nolan glanced over at Cam, who matched him stride for stride. “But you do want to fuck her again, right?”
“I wouldn’t say no. I also wouldn’t say no to a chance at your ass, either.”
Nolan’s feet stuttered for a second until he recovered and continued on. “Why do you assume I’m a bottom?” Did he come off as one?
“I wasn’t assuming. I was hoping.” Cam glanced over at him. “Are you?”
They stopped in front of the cabin’s door, and while waiting for it to be unlocked, Nolan nodded and smiled. “I am.”
Cam tucked his keys into his pocket and turned to face Nolan. “Good. I was worried that might be a problem.”
“Do you ever bottom?” Nolan asked out of curiosity.
“I prefer not to,” Cam answered. “Do you ever top?”
“I will if asked.” He wasn’t against it, but it wasn’t his preference when it came to men.
Cam opened the door and tipped his head, indicating Nolan should go inside ahead of him.
“Do you know how hard it was—hell, how hard I was—listening to you fucking Hope last night?”
“Were you jealous?”
Nolan shook his head. “No. The truth is, I wanted to join you. Both of you.”
“I wish you would’ve.” Cam’s low chuckle sent sparks flying through Nolan. Of course, they all landed in his cock. “But I’m not sure how Hope would’ve reacted to you inviting yourself into the mix.”
“That was one reason I didn’t. Add in the fact I didn’t know you were bi. If I had burst in ready for action and you weren’t, that might’ve been really awkward.”
Cam laughed as he ensured the cabin’s door was locked, then went straight to the fridge to grab two bottles of water.
Nolan accepted one and cracked the lid to down a third of it. His mouth was as dry as the Mojave Desert. It had to be nerves.
Today was completely changing the dynamics of their long friendship.
Cam leaned back against the counter and studied him. “You’re trembling.”
Damn. Busted. “I’m always worried about the first time with someone new.” Particularly when that someone is you.
“I’m not new to you.” Cam tipped the water bottle to his lips and Nolan got sucked into watching his throat work as he swallowed.
“We were friends, not lovers. That’s a huge change, Cam. A friend’s expectations are different than a lover’s.”
“I’ll give you that. Would you rather wait and go slow? If that’s what you need…”
Nolan shook his head. “I’ve known you a long time. I trust you. This isn’t your first time and it certainly isn’t mine. I think we’ll be okay.” Or at least, I hope so.
Cam set his water bottle on the counter, took two long strides over to Nolan, and pulled him close. When their eyes met, he whispered, “You expressed your concern about this ruining our friendship and I want you to be absolutely sure about this. I want you to be comfortable.”
Nolan nodded. “I’m sure. I’ve wanted this forever. I just didn’t think it would ever happen.”
“Same.” Cam released him and tipped his head toward his bedroom. “Let’s go. I can’t wait to fuck you.”
Nolan lost his breath for a second. As soon as he recovered it, he followed Cam inside and eyed the king-sized bed. It was definitely big enough for two, but would it be big enough for three?
He wouldn’t mind Hope eventually joining them. If she’d be into that, of course. Because he wasn’t sure if this ended up long-term between him and Cam that he’d be okay with Cam being with Hope without him.
Again, Nolan didn’t want to alienate Hope. He liked her. Clearly, they had the same taste. He didn’t mind sharing but he didn’t want to feel like a third wheel.
However, they needed to get through tonight successfully first. Later, they might be able to figure out a way to include Hope.
Besides simply outright asking her.
“I hope you don’t mind, but that time we spent up in Heaven has made me want to get right down to business.”
“You said you like eating ass,” Nolan reminded him.
One of Cam’s eyebrows cocked. “I do and I’d be glad to oblige. Not sure how long I’ll last doing it, though. I’m so ready to be inside you.”
“I’m ready for that, too. If you want to skip it for now, we can.” Though, Nolan had been looking forward to it since Cam mentioned it. He’d had it done to him only once before and, once he got over being self-conscious, the experience had been amazing.
Unfortunately, he never found anyone else who was into it. Until now. “Just like you said you could wait for relief earlier in your office. I can wait for this, too.”
“But you didn’t make me wait,” Cam reminded him.
“Since this is our first time together, Cam, I’m okay with waiting for that. Like you, I’m anxious for you to be inside me.”
“Okay, well…I’ll give you an I.O.U.” Cam grinned.
It should be illegal for the man to be so damn handsome. As well as hot and sexy. Not to mention, fuckable.
Had Nolan won the lottery? Because he felt like one lucky man right now.
When Cam sat on the bed to remove his shoes and socks, Nolan joined him to do the same. But once they both were back on their feet, Cam stopped him from removing the rest of his clothes. “Let me.”
Nolan held his breath as Cam peeled off his shirt with excruciating slowness. His fingers skimmed here and there over Nolan’s heated skin. He peppered kisses on each spot being revealed.
A stroke of a tongue, a brush of fingers, a scrape of teeth…
Nolan jerked when Cam flicked one nipple, then the other, before leaning in to take turns sucking them both.
Nolan’s sigh ended on a groan.
They were actually doing this. His fantasy was finally coming true. The years of suppressing his desire for Cam had finally come to an end.
A sudden thought caused Nolan’s brain to spin: If this turned out to be a disappointing experience, it would crush him. If after having shitty sex, could they really go back to who they were prior?
The anxiety of possibly losing Cam as a friend began to ramp up and take over. Maybe they should rethink this before it was too late.
He swallowed to loosen up his tight throat, but failed.
Cam unfastened Nolan’s jeans. “Are you okay? You seem tense.”
“I’m—”
His jeans were yanked down in a flash. Cam spun him around, then squatted down and sank his teeth into Nolan’s ass, making those muscles bunch and tighten.
“Fine,” Nolan managed to finish. He needed to get out of his head and stay present in the room. Continuing to worry would ruin the moment. Hell, ruin the whole night.
“Are you sure?” Cam tapped Nolan’s ankle so he would lift his foot free of his gathered jeans and boxer briefs.
No. “Yes.” Nolan lifted his other foot.
Cam swept away the pile of discarded clothes and surged to his feet. “Good.” Still completely clothed, Cam went over to the nightstand and pulled out a strip of condoms and a tube of lube, throwing them onto the bed.
“Are we going to need all of those?” If so, Nolan might be a bit sore tomorrow.
“I guess we’ll see. Better to have them readily available, than not.”
Nolan perched himself at the bottom of the bed. “It’s unacceptable that you’re still dressed. Get naked. I want to see every inch of you.”
“Every inch?”
“Every single, delicious inch.”
Cam tossed each piece of clothing onto a nearby chair as he stripped down in record time. Nolan wished he’d gone slower, but the result was still the same…
Worthwhile.
But instead of immediately approaching the bed, Cam stroked his cock while standing a couple feet away from where Nolan sat.
Oh yes, he was about to be the luckiest man on the Earth. Or at least on Double D Ranch. His mouth watered when Cam squeezed the head and a pearly drop appeared at the tip. “Don’t tempt me to suck you off again.”
“If you do, it’ll derail the rest of the evening.”
“I’ll save that for another time, then.”
“Since I gave you an I.O.U., I’ll take one from you for that. I’ll never say no to you wrapping your mouth around me.”
“So, I didn’t suck,” Nolan teased.
Cam grinned. “You did suck and it was great.” After two more fist pumps, he stalked toward the bed. When he reached it, Cam shoved Nolan’s shoulder, knocking him onto his back. “Get on your hands and knees.”
Nolan’s breath shuddered. “I thought we were waiting for that.”
“We are. I only want a quick taste and to give you a little preview. Move farther onto the bed, and I want you head down, ass up.”
He didn’t need to tell Nolan that twice. He quickly turned over and moved up the bed on his hands and knees until he was in the center, where he planted his forehead.
The mattress shifted as Cam followed, only stopping once he was between Nolan’s spread legs. Cam’s warm lips dragged over his flesh before he separated his ass cheeks.
“I feel so exposed,” Nolan grumbled.
“Because you are. And let me just say, it’s a beautiful sight.”
The tip of Cam’s tongue tickled his hole, warm and wet for just the briefest of moments, before pulling away and reaching for the nearby lube.
Oh yes, Nolan would definitely take Cam up on his offer to have him do this in the future.
The snap of the cap on the tube, then the squirting sound of lube made him tremble even worse from anticipation.
He was never like this with anyone else, but he couldn’t shake this nervousness from being with Cam for the first time.
First, he heard the tear of the condom packet, then felt the slight shake of the mattress as Cam rolled it on.
Seconds later, lube dripped onto his ass and slipped down his crack before Cam gathered the excess and circled his entrance, distributing it.
But it was when those thick fingers slipped inside him and began to plunge in and out, that he groaned again. And once more when Cam stroked his prostate. By doing so, his friend was entering dangerous territory.
“That alone makes me want to come,” Nolan warned.
“Resist.”
“I’m trying.”
“Try harder.”
“Cam,” Nolan whimpered. “Take mercy on me, unless you want me to come right away.”
Cam slipped his fingers free and nipped at his ass cheek. He tapped Nolan’s hip. “Flip over.”
“I don’t know if I can stare you in the eyes when you fuck me for the first time.”
Cam stilled. “I thought you wanted this.”
“I do. I’m afraid I’ll be distracted.”
His eyebrows pinned together. “Why?”
“Because I might be staring into your eyes the whole time, wondering if this is real.”
The concern on Cam’s face was replaced with understanding. “Stay on your hands and knees, then. I’m fine with that. This time.”
The blunt latex and lubed, covered crown pressed against his hole. Nolan relaxed as much as he could.
This was the moment they couldn’t return from. The moment where things would shift between them. From friends and former co-workers to friends and lovers.