Chapter 65
KAI
I pin Diana against the apartment door.
Heart racing, head empty, my hands shake as I kiss her. A desperate moan reels out of my throat when I taste her, and the champagne and rain on her lips.
I thought I’d forget what she felt like.
But it’s all so familiar. The way Diana’s hands trail down my chest and tuck under my shirt, slipping off my rain-soaked jacket and damp hoodie. The way her body curves into my bare chest, the way she gasps my name when I kiss her neck.
“Kai,” Diana breathes out. “Do you have your jersey with you?”
“Yeah, I do.” It’s a little superstition we have where we gotta be the ones carrying our own jerseys and twigs back home from an away game.
“Don’t worry about the smell, though. Luke made us wash them before we flew back.
He didn’t want the hockey musk overpowering the new air fresheners he bought for the apartment. ”
Diana laughs. Her finger brushes down the column of my neck before she cocks her head. “Can I wear it?”
“Right now?”
“Mhm,” she whispers. “I want your name on my back while I take your cock down my throat.”
My knees almost give out right then and there. I don’t even remember taking out the new maroon and red jersey and giving it to her.
Diana steps back. With her eyes on me, she reaches up to slip off the straps of her dress.
The dress pools at her heels, leaving her naked in front of me.
Her curls cling to her damp skin and trail down to her chest where her nipples harden just for me.
My hands twitch at my sides. I hate how I only have two of them when there’s so much I want to do to her in one sitting.
The list multiplies as Diana slips my jersey over her body and goes down on her knees.
“Bordel de merde.”
My vision blurs as she sucks me off. I sink my fingers into her hair, fisting it tight. Her eyes water. Still, Diana bobs her head, licking and sucking until I’m so hard, I can barely think.
I don’t want anyone else wrapping their lips around me like this.
“Hey.” I tug her head up. The words grind out, rough and hoarse. “This is what you’re gonna do for me every night when I get off the ice. You’re gonna get on your knees and suck my cock, do you understand?”
Diana nods, her eyes wide and teary with desire.
“This is what happens when I make you mine.”
She deepthroats me in answer.
I brace my hand against the wall, groaning.
“G-Good. We agree.” A breathless laugh pushes out of me. I rip Diana’s mouth off my cock and force her onto her feet. “Now be a good whore and let me fuck you.”
I push Diana up against the floor-to-ceiling window.
Her mouth drops. Her eyes roll to the back of her head as my fingers plunge into her wet pussy.
“Y-Yes! Right there.” Desperation ravages her face, as she cries out, “No one else does it like you do.”
“And no one else will have it like you do.”
I twist her around until her hands press up against the window. It fogs up fast from how hard I pound her. Diana moans into the glass. The skyscrapers glitter in front of us. They illuminate the flush on her cheeks and the tears dripping off her lashes.
“Keep moaning like that for me, princess.” I smirk. “Let the city see how you like getting fucked on your birthday.”
Watching me take control of her like this makes my cock even harder. In the Howler and the HMG, Diana is so dignified and composed that it turns me on knowing that I’m the only one who can turn her into a sopping, needy mess who doesn’t care about being fucked raw against a window.
“You’re in so deep,” Diana gasps. “I-I can hardly think.”
“I know, princess. But I want you to get one thing through your head.” With my hand around her throat, I jerk her upright and force her eyes to look into mine.
“I’m not letting you walk away again. If you ever think about breaking up with me, I’m gonna take you right back here, bend you over, and fuck that nonsense out of your head. ”
I kiss her so softly, she whimpers for more.
“You’re it for me, Di. You’re the one I’m made for.”
The city lights glow like a thousand stars in her eyes. They take me in and soften in wonder.
“I love you.”
My head spins in shock and my thrusts slow down, as I try to wrap my head around what she just said. “You love me?”
Diana nods. She switches positions by pushing me down on an armchair nearby. I groan when she straddles my hips and pushes me inside of her.
Diana kisses my ear, her smile grazing across my skin. “I love how gentle and patient you are with me.”
I bite my lip as she kisses my jawline.
“I love how you handle the weight of my emotions.”
She kisses my neck.
“I love how driven and ambitious you are.”
I arch into her as Diana kisses my chest. “I love you so much it consumes me.”
“I love you, too, Di.”
She glances up at me. A small flicker of surprise shines back at me. My lips brush hers, before I give myself to her in all the languages I know.
“Je t’aime. Ua here au ia 'oe. I love you so fucking much.”
Diana kisses me. The kiss grows hungry and frenetic that we can barely come up for air. My last shred of control rips when Diana slowly starts to move. I groan, my hands gripping her hips tight as she rides me. Diana tosses her head back.
Watching her eagerly bounce up and down on my cock while wearing my number and my name drives me insane.
I push the jersey up and take her tits in my mouth, sucking on them so ravenously, Diana bucks faster into me.
The sound of our rebellion and our desire fills the apartment.
Fuck rationality.
Fuck what the media thinks.
Fuck what the Huangs and the Valdises want to do to us.
None of it matters as long as I have her.
Diana whimpers. Her face scrunches up in agony. “I-I’m so…I’m so close, Kai.”
“It’s okay. C-Come for me, princess. I’ll fuck you as many times as you want tonight. J-Just please,” I rasp against her skin, “Remind me how it feels to have that pussy gush all over me.”
Diana struggles to nod her head. “Okay.”
“Okay.” My hand wraps around the nape of her neck before I start fucking up into her. My grunts and Diana’s cries echo off the walls so loudly I don’t care who hears us. Sweat wets our skin, as they slap together in a desperate, savage pace that has me seeing white.
“Don’t stop, Kai,” Diana sobs. “I want you to fuck me through it.”
Our orgasms breach at the same time, crashing and colliding until we’re breathless and clinging to each other, gasping ‘I love you’s’ on the way down.
I keep going and drain out every last bit of pleasure as Diana shakes and convulses against me.
When we come down from our high, Uncle Manu’s words find me again: You deserve everything that’s good in this life, Kainoa, and out of all the truths you come to realize about yourself, I hope that one is the first.
I hug Diana close as we try to catch our breaths.
She smiles at me with her eyes crinkling together.
I’m the luckiest guy in the world to find her through the ruins of everything I’ve lost.
“Do you want to go on a date with me?” I whisper.
She giggles. “I think it’s a little late for that, don’t you think?”
“No, seriously.” I squeeze her hand and hold it to my heart. “I want to do it all with you, starting with taking you out on a real date where I open my car door for you, pay for dinner at a restaurant, and sweat through my shirt the whole time because I’m so goddamn nervous.”
Diana laughs into my chest. I watch her, mesmerized until she looks back up at me and nods.
“Okay. Let’s go on a date.”
“Let’s go on a date.”
She tips her head back as I tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. Our lips brush together before I kiss her again.
Right there, in the place where we first fell apart, we came back together.