Chapter Twelve #2
She went out into the garden, and was engaged in snipping the dead heads off a few late-flowering plants when she saw her sister-in-law come out of the house, and stand hesitating, looking about her in a timid way, as though she feared to be pounced on suddenly by some ogre.
She waved to her, and, as Charlotte started towards her, strolled to meet her.
Charlotte was wrapped in a shawl, and looked pale, and rather hagged.
She said, with her nervous smile: ‘Oh, good-morning, Miss Lanyon! – Venetia, I mean! I thought I might take a turn in the garden, or – or perhaps just sit for awhile in the sun. I have the headache a little, and it was so hot in the kitchen, and I don’t know how to cook, or – or any recipes, so I slipped away.
Mama – Mama is telling your cook the French way of making veal into a ragout. ’
‘How very wise you were to slip away!’ said Venetia, laughing. ‘I can readily imagine the scene, and only hope the meat-axe may not be within reach!’
‘Mama thinks she is a very good cook!’ Charlotte said quickly. ‘She complimented her on her pastry, and – and –’
‘My dear, I was only funning! Have you been conducted all over the house, and are you quite exhausted?’
‘Oh, no!’ Charlotte replied, sinking rather limply on to a rustic seat.
‘That is – it is so very large, and rambling, and I am so ignorant about managing a house! I know Mrs Gurnard despised me dreadfully – though she was very civil! Oh, Miss – Oh, Venetia, I know it is silly to be afraid of a housekeeper, but I don’t know what to say to her, because I can’t ask her questions, like Mama!
I wish Mama had made me learn those things! ’
‘Do you? Then I can tell you just what you should do!’ said Venetia, in a heartening tone.
‘What’s more, nothing would please Mrs Gurnard more!
One day, when you have an hour to spare, go to Mrs Gurnard’s room, and tell her just what you have told me.
She knows, of course, that you have never managed a house, and she will like you the better for owning it.
Ask her if she will teach you! You will find that you are soon on the most comfortable terms with her. ’
‘Do you think so?’ Charlotte said, rather doubtfully. ‘I would like to learn, but perhaps Mama would not wish me to ask Mrs Gurnard –’
‘Perhaps she would not,’ agreed Venetia dryly. ‘But it is what Conway would wish you to do!’
She left this to sink in. Charlotte sat pondering it, and presently sighed.
‘Oh, if only Conway were here!’ She turned her face away, and after a moment said in a trembling voice: ‘I never thought, you see, that I should have to come here without him! I don’t mean – of course I like to be at Undershaw – and you have been so very –’ Tears choked any further utterance.
‘I know exactly what you mean,’ Venetia said, taking her hand, and patting it. ‘It was infamous of Conway to send you home in such a way! But, indeed, Charlotte, we are all very happy to have you, and we shall try to make you happy as well. And Conway will soon be with you again, won’t he?’
‘Oh, yes! You are so very good to me! I didn’t mean to complain!’ Charlotte said, hastily drying her eyes. ‘I beg your pardon! It was only not feeling very well, and then having to go with Mama and Mrs Gurnard – But it is all nonsense! Nurse said – Oh, Venetia, Nurse is very kind, isn’t she?’
‘Ah, so you’ve made Nurse’s acquaintance, have you? I am so glad – and that you like her!’
‘Yes, indeed, she made me feel so comfortable! She was putting a hot brick in my bed when I went up last night, and she helped me to undress, and made me drink a posset, and told me about Conway, when he was a little boy! It was she who brought up my breakfast tray, too.’
Thankful that her thoughts had taken a more cheerful direction Venetia encouraged her to continue talking in this strain, and was presently helped by the arrival on the scene of Nurse herself, bringing a cup of hot milk to Charlotte.
It was immediately made apparent to Venetia that Nurse had decided to admit Charlotte into the ranks of her charges, for she began scolding almost before she came within tongue-shot, demanding to know what was this that she had heard about her ladyship’s not fancying her nuncheon?
To Charlotte’s faint excuse that she was not hungry she replied severely: ‘Never you mind whether you’re hungry, my lady!
You’ve two to feed now, and you’ll just do what Nurse says, and no nonsense!
Now, you drink this nice cup of milk!’ As she put it into Charlotte’s hand she looked sharply at her, and said: ‘Who’s been upsetting you, my lady? Not Miss Venetia, I know!’
‘Oh, no, no! I was silly – it’s nothing!’
‘She misses Conway,’ Venetia explained.
‘To be sure she does, but crying won’t bring him home any the sooner,’ said Nurse briskly.
‘There, now, my lady, drink up your milk, and you’ll be better!
What you want to do is to go with Miss Venetia for a walk in the park, instead of moping here.
You’ll have your Mama coming to find you before you know where you are, and you’ve had enough worriting for one day.
You take her, Miss Venetia, but not too far, mind! ’
‘I will, and gladly,’ Venetia said, getting up. ‘Would you care for it, Charlotte?’
‘Yes, please – only will it not be damp? Mama said –’
‘Now, what did I tell you, my lady?’ said Nurse. ‘There’s no need for you to cosset yourself. It’s what I don’t hold with, and never have, and so I shall tell your Mama.’
‘Oh, Nurse, pray –!’ gasped Charlotte imploringly.
‘Don’t you worry your pretty head, my lady!’ advised Nurse, with a grim little laugh. ‘There, you go along with Miss Venetia, and no more nonsense!’
‘I’ll fetch the dogs: they need a run,’ said Venetia, unaware that she was striking dismay into Charlotte’s heart.
‘You won’t do that, miss, for Master Aubrey took them with him,’ said Nurse, to Charlotte’s great relief.
‘Yes, you may well stare! Gone off riding, he has, and not a bit of heed would he pay to me, except to say that if he didn’t try whether it hurt him he wouldn’t ever know.
The next thing we know we shall have him abed again, for he that hath a forward heart findeth no good, Miss Venetia, as I’ve told him often and often! ’
‘When Nurse becomes Biblical, it is a sign that she is much moved!’ Venetia said, as she and Charlotte crossed the lawn together.
‘Aubrey had an accident a few weeks ago, and we are afraid his weak leg may not yet be fit for riding. However, I expect he won’t persist, if he finds it pains him, and in any event it doesn’t do to try to coddle him: he doesn’t like to have his lameness mentioned, you see. ’
She led Charlotte into the park, chatting of such commonplaces as she hoped might set the girl more at her ease.
Charlotte had already asked her if she was very bookish, and she had gathered that the epithet stood in her mind for all that was most alarming.
She could not help thinking, as she recounted an anecdote of her childhood, that Charlotte would have little reason, after this session, for believing her to be very clever.
Charlotte seemed to enjoy her walk, but as she favoured a dawdling method of progression, and contributed nothing to the conversation but some rather trite observations on the scenery, a description of her wedding-dress, and several uninteresting stories about a school-friend, Venetia was soon heartily bored.
She was about to suggest that it was perhaps time they made their way back to the house when the sound of cantering horses made her turn to look across a stretch of turf towards the avenue.
She saw that the riders were Aubrey and Damerel, and at once waved to them, saying to Charlotte: ‘Shall we walk to meet them? The man with Aubrey is Lord Damerel, our nearest neighbour. I expect Aubrey brought him to pay his respects to you.’
Charlotte assented, but in a scared voice which Venetia set down to shyness, and thought it best to ignore.
Charlotte, however, was not thinking about the stranger she was to meet: she was hoping very much that the dreadful dogs bounding behind the horses were not savage.
The horses were pulled up; Damerel drew his bridle over Crusader’s head, and gave it into Aubrey’s hand; and, to poor Charlotte’s dismay, three of the dreadful dogs came racing towards her.
She shrank instinctively, but was relieved to discover that so far from biting her the spaniels paid no heed to her at all, but fawned round Venetia with as much exuberant delight as if they had not seen her for weeks.
Then a whistle from Aubrey made them all tear off again, and Charlotte was glad to see that he was riding on to the stables, and taking the dogs with him.
Damerel, coming towards the ladies with his easy stride, met Venetia’s eyes for a pregnant moment before turning his own to the bride’s countenance in a swiftly appraising glance.
That second’s interchange proved almost too much for Venetia’s composure; there was a very slight tremor in her voice as she greeted him.
‘Good-morning! My odious little brother, I perceive, has stolen a march upon me, and told you our exciting news. All that is left for me to do is to present you to my sister-in-law, and although that is a very agreeable task I had hoped to have astonished you! This is Lord Damerel, Charlotte – our good friend and neighbour.’