Chapter 20
ALEX
D inner was the last thing I wanted.
Ever since that world-imploding kiss on the beach, I could barely think, let alone make conversation.
Jared and Aiden tasted even better than I had imagined, and my fantasies lately were pretty fucking intense.
We’d crossed one line, and now I was ready to run right over any remaining ones.
Kissing my boss and his lawyer was not my smartest move. But it wasn’t just my dick involved. I’d been tempted by other men that I had professional relationships with.
But Jared and Aiden?
I couldn’t deny them anything.
A fierce need to claim and be claimed was so powerful, it thrummed in my veins like liquid fire. I wanted it to consume me, wiping away any anxiety until their pleasure—and mine—was the only thing I knew.
Unfortunately, my desires would have to wait.
I glanced at the text message Jared had received. Someone on his team was involved in these threats. I just needed to ferret out who.
Once we were on board, I took an ice-cold shower to wash away the day. Feeling calmer, I responded to emails and messages.
Recent photos of Jared and Dylan around Bangkok surfaced on gossip websites.
I knew it wouldn’t be long before paparazzi would be following our film crew around Thailand. And given that, it wasn’t surprising that Jared’s stalker knew where he was. The only part that bothered me was the ship.
Someone who knew about our arrangement had blabbed to the media. Either that or the stalker was bribing someone in Jared’s employ. I didn’t like either scenario. And either way, it was someone in Jared’s inner circle.
The only people who knew about his stay on board were me and my security team, Jared’s assistants, and some of the actors that he trusted. The staff on board knew we were here, but given that George had worked with them before and they were fully vetted, I didn’t have concerns there.
I texted Aiden and asked for his PI to dig into everyone that had a close connection to Jared and the film, including Jared’s employees. Catching the leak meant getting closer to the stalker’s identity.
I also sent a note to my team about the photos and told them to be prepared for more media in the days ahead.
After tomorrow, the remaining filming would be completed on Khao Phing Kan, also referred to as James Bond Island, so we would be pulling anchor again.
That gave me a sense of security. The more we moved, the less chances there were of being caught.
After finishing up my emails, my stomach rumbled, and I realized that my appetite had to be sated.
One of them at least…
As I made my way up on deck, and glanced at Aiden and Jared, I realized it was just the three of us tonight. My belly flooded with nervous anticipation, like I was about to freefall.
I sat down and listened to them volley back and forth, sharing forkfuls of each other’s dinner and trading banter.
A plate with a delicious display of sautéed shrimp and noodles sat before me, but I barely registered eating it.
“Are we going to talk about what happened today?” Jared finally asked in a serious tone as he looked at me, his hand touching mine.
“I…don’t know,” I whispered as I took a slow sip of water.
These intense feelings were not easy for me to deal with. They frightened me, since I was always in control, always aware of rules and boundaries.
Except with these two.
I wanted to say fuck everything else, jump, and let them catch me.
But my concerns and questions lingered. For their sakes, not mine.
“Okay then.” Jared’s hand retreated and his face turned away.
I reached for him and squeezed his hand tight. Just touching him like this made a delicious shiver wash over me.
“I won’t deny that the chemistry the three of us have is real and amazing. But this could be a monumental mistake. Are you prepared for what happens if we fall out? Or if the press gets wind? Come on, Jared, you need to think of that.”
Jared’s grip tightened. “I’ve been followed by media for most of my adult life, and you know what?
Fuck them! I’m tired of letting other people’s perceptions matter more than my own.
This—you, me, Aiden—feels like the best goddamn thing that’s ever happened to me.
I’m sick of denying myself. Don’t tell me you don’t feel it too. And that goes for you as well, Aiden.”
Aiden licked his lips and his eyes caught mine. Concern warred with desire.
He was as fucked up as I was.
“If we were all strangers in a club, no problem. We’d fuck and when it was over, walk away, no looking back,” Aiden replied as he took Jared’s other hand, then reached out for mine.
“But Alex has a point. We wake up tomorrow and there’s no escaping this ship.
Or the case. Or each other. Our lives are intertwined for the foreseeable future.
Adding sex might create a perfect storm that will have unintended consequences. ”
“I’m willing to take that risk. I guess the question is, are you?” Jared asked and looked at Aiden and then me.
My heart was racing. Excitement, trepidation. The only thing I knew for sure was how much I wanted them.
Rather than answering, I let go of their hands and stood up.
Aiden shot up out of his chair and we faced off.
Jared was unmoving.
Until he threw down his napkin and slowly stood up. He made to turn around, but before he could walk away, I slid my arm around his waist and drew him in tightly, his back to my chest.
“Where do you think you’re going?” I asked as I leaned down and nuzzled his neck.
Aiden stepped forward and reached for the two of us.
Tucking us into his embrace, I felt the final piece of our puzzle lock into place.
Jared turned his head and when those golden eyes met mine, that was it.
I was helpless to do anything but surrender.
Aiden gently took hold of Jared’s chin and took his lips in a slow kiss that was pure seduction. Jared slid his hands into Aiden’s hair, and their mutual moans electrified every one of my senses. I slid my hand over Aiden’s firm ass, and suddenly we were moving as one.
Aiden leaned back, and Jared murmured his protest.
“Inside. Now,” Aiden demanded.
Aiden’s commanding tone flipped a switch inside of me. For once, I could let go and let someone else lead. Let someone else take charge.
But only someone I trusted. And Aiden was that person.
Aiden pulled back, took Jared’s hand then mine, and led us inside. My cock pulsed so heavy and hard it was difficult to walk, let alone keep up with the rapid pace Aiden set. It might have taken us two seconds or two minutes, I had no idea.
I couldn’t understand anything except the furious pounding of my heartbeat.
And then we were in Jared’s suite. Someone closed and locked the door. It could’ve been me...
Second guesses. Practical reasoning.
All of it vanished.
The only thing that mattered now was this moment.
And these men.
Suddenly we were eager hands and tongues and lips. Husky groans and urgent touches.
With shaky hands, I yanked my shirt off. Jared did the same, and pushed down his shorts to reveal that long, lithe body. He was perfect to me, with a swimmer’s build and miles of smooth skin, his cock hard and heavy.
Aiden walked around the bed and yanked on the nightstand drawer. Searching, he pulled out a string of condoms and a tube of lube and threw them on the bed.
I was too overwhelmed to move.
Next thing I knew, Aiden stood beside us, and the contrast between him and Jared was night and day. Both were incredibly beautiful.
How fucking lucky am I?
Aiden’s broad chest was covered in dark red hair, and I finally let myself do what I was aching to do. I reached out with one hand to test the softness.
He had impressive pecs and flat, brown nipples that hardened at my touch. I licked my lips as my eyes made their way down his body to his perfect treasure trail and his huge dick. Fuck, I wanted that monster cock inside of me.
I hadn’t bottomed in three years, but I was ready.
Jared turned around, and his gorgeous, tight arse was there for the taking. Mine.
I didn’t waste time.
I dropped to my knees and ran my hands up his smooth thighs, cupping his arse, gripping his cheeks, and tasting each one in their turn. My tongue slicked down his crease and his moans grew louder.
I kissed my way back up to the dimples at the curve of his arse, then I tilted my head to witness Aiden on his knees, sucking Jared’s cock like a man starved.
“Fuck, yes!” Jared cried out.
I leaned back into Jared, peppering his skin with heated kisses and nips.
Pulling his arsecheeks apart, I dove in and ate him out. His tight hole clenched, and I speared my eager tongue inside, tasting every part of him.
“God, that’s so…fucking good…I…fuck,” Jared panted as his body quivered. “More.”
His hips swiveled back and forth, unable to choose between chasing the tongue in his arse or the mouth sucking his cock.
Soon it wouldn’t just be my tongue, it would be my cock.
Just thinking about fucking Jared got me so hot so fast that I grabbed my dick with one hand to stave off my orgasm.
Jesus Christ, I was ready to shoot like an overeager twenty-something.
Once I got myself under control, I resumed teasing Jared with steady strokes, using my scruff to rub against his cheeks and my teeth to gently scrape against his skin, heightening his pleasure.
One of Aiden’s hands slid around Jared’s hips and interlocked with mine.
My heart throbbed as hard as my dick.
I slid my tongue lower, teasing Jared’s taint, then back up again to his hole. His moans got louder, more desperate.
“What do you want, sweetheart?” I asked, my voice hoarse. “Whatever it is, I want to give it to you.”
Jared’s arse clenched and he threw his head back.
“Alex,” he groaned out my name.
Then I realized what I had called him.
I wouldn’t take it back.
“Do you want more of my tongue in your arse? Do you want me to rim you until you come down Aiden’s throat?” I whispered against his hole.
“Yes, I need…I need both of you. Oh God, Aiden,” Jared moaned, and I watched as he slid his hands in Aiden’s hair, tugging the strands.
Aiden pulled off Jared’s cock and licked his swollen lips. “Fuck my face, luv, and don’t hold back. I want it all.”
Aiden leaned forward again, swallowing Jared’s dick in one go. And fuck, that image was burned in my brain. Jared’s hips began to pump.
Jared did as he was told, thrusting faster and faster, fucking Aiden’s face.
Aiden’s answering groan was so deep and loud that I knew that he was getting close. I stood up behind Jared, so I could get a better view of Aiden’s blow job. Aiden looked up and I caught the feverish intensity of his hazel eyes.
I traced the curve of Jared’s arse with one finger, then slid between his crease, teasing him.
“Can I touch you here?” I asked, gently biting his ear.
I was hesitant to push too fast, too soon.
“For fuck’s sake Alex, yes, yes, yes,” Jared chanted as he writhed. “Rim me, finger fuck me, shove that enormous dick up my ass. Just do something. I need you.”
One of Aiden’s hands cupped Jared’s balls. Then Aiden’s fingers slid higher, touching mine. I looked around and spotted the lube on the floor. Picking it up, I squeezed a good amount in my hand and then did as Jared asked.
“Are you ready?” I asked, my slick finger tapping on Jared’s hole.
“If you don’t get your finger up my ass right now, I’m going to walk over to the bed, grab the dildo in my nightstand, and ride it instead. While you watch,” Jared bit out.
Holding back a chuckle, I slowly pushed inside him, watching my finger get swallowed up in Jared’s body. I crooked it and he shuddered, moaning out my name again.
I was helpless to do anything but give him what he wanted.
“Next time it’s going to be my cock,” I growled against his shoulder. “I’m going to fill up your arse with my cum. And then it will be Aiden’s turn. Then there will be no question about who you belong to.”
“Yes,” Jared’s body tightened. “I want that, I need it.”
Aiden’s cheeks hollowed as he sucked Jared all the way down again. I added another finger, drilling deeper into Jared’s arse and his hole spasmed.
“Yes!”
I held onto Jared as his body shook and shuddered with the force of his orgasm. Cum dripped out the sides of Aiden’s mouth and down his chin.
I wanted to paint Aiden’s mouth with my load so he could taste both of us.
All three of us here together felt like a dream.
If it was, I never wanted to wake up.