17. CHLOE
17
CHLOE
Callum and Emerson are running the Chicago marathon today, and I’m reminded why the only thing I run from is my past.
I’m bored. I’m cold.
They are getting bananas, pretzels, and who knows how much alcohol while running, and I’m packed like a sardine against the metal barrier, waiting for them to run by.
I saw them at mile five and then again at mile eighteen. I weaseled my way into a spot near the finish. Slipping my phone out of my pocket, I pull up my text thread with Callum.
We haven’t gotten to spend much time together in the past few weeks—not that I want to spend time with him.
The Hayes has been ridiculously busy, especially for the Chicago marathon.
I’ve stopped by his office to drop off lunch, and we’ve exchanged a few texts here and there. He doesn’t stop, though. You’d think he was a racehorse with the blinders he has on. I get he wants everything to be perfect and successful—and it is—I don’t understand where the pressure is coming from. It’s not from Liam.
Run faster, I’m bored.
Could have more than that kiss if you ran faster .
October 31st
CAL: I am NOT wearing this
You don’t have a choice. Emerson and I can’t be the Powerpuff Girls without Bubbles.
CAL: Seriously, Henry?
Stop acting like a Mojo Jojo. You’re supposed to be sweet and innocent.
CAL: I’d rather be a chimpanzee than Bubbles
But you look like her.
CAL: Is that supposed to be a compliment?
Get dressed. We’ll be there in 10!!!
Emerson left last night for London—bought a one way ticket.
I’m trying to convince myself that she isn’t leaving me, that this isn’t a goodbye, but habits die hard, including the negative thoughts you tell yourself.
Cal being busy is probably a blessing. The last month outside of work and Riley, I spent it with Emerson. Packing suitcases, visiting our favorite restaurants, binging TV.
November 2nd
Go get ’em, Tiger!! Don’t jump his bones too much!!
EMME: Please never say that again
EMME: BUT
EMME: Tiger is caught
Good 3 I’m happy for you
EMME: Thanks for listening to me talk about the same boy and situation repeatedly
What are girlfriends for?
I swipe out of my texts with Emerson, a massive smile on my face—because I am happy for her. Proud, but I already miss her. I didn’t expect to feel alone instantly—and pull up my thread with Callum.
The Eagle has finally landed
PRETTY BOY: Are you quoting Princess Diaries ?
You know what Princess Diaries is?
PRETTY BOY: I have a sister
PRETTY BOY: And if we are being specific, it’s The Princess Diaries Two: The Royal Engagement
I hate you
PRETTY BOY: No, you don’t
Do you think they’ll get engaged?
PRETTY BOY: Yeah
Me too. I’ve officially decided I like Liam
PRETTY BOY: Did he unfreeze the ice queen?
Never
Don’t tell him
PRETTY BOY: Wouldn’t want to blow your cover
PRETTY BOY: What about you? Do you think you’ ll ever get married?
Callum Sullivan, are you asking me to marry you?
PRETTY BOY: I can’t even get you to commit to being my fake girlfriend
November 3rd
PRETTY BOY: Are you coming to yoga tonight?
Nah, hot date with a six-year-old
November 4th
Thank you for the coffee
PRETTY BOY: Like you needed any more caffeine today
Just say you’re welcome
PRETTY BOY: Date went well?
*attached photo*
He wore me out
November 5th
PRETTY BOY: Emailed you photos from the opening
Emerson already sent me some
I guess I’m her favorite best friend…STILL
PRETTY BOY: Who’s yours?
If I tell you mine, will you tell me yours?
PRETTY BOY: This isn’t show-and-tell
There is no showing anything
PRETTY BOY: Pretty sure you already did
November 8th
PRETTY BOY: Do you want to come over for dinner tonight?