Chapter One #2
His brows snapping together in a fierce scowl, he slid another dark look at his hand-wringing father.
“I will not have her, do you hear me?” He seethed, pausing long enough in his pacing to yank shut a crooked-hanging window shutter.
“Saints, but I’d forgotten how draughty this pile of stones can be! ”
“But, Magnus, she is a fine lass,” his father beseeched him. “Mayhap the fairest in all the Isles.”
Magnus swung back around, and immediately wished he hadn’t because the old man had shuffled nearer to a hanging cresset lamp, and its softly flickering light picked out every line and hollow in his father’s worry-fraught face.
Magnus’s frown deepened.
“It matters not a whit to me how bonnie she is,” he snapped, and meant it.
The saints knew he’d had scarce time for wenching in recent years. And now, since the horrors of Dupplin Moor, he had even less time and inclination for such frivols.
In especial, wifely frivols.
Setting his jaw and feeling for all the world as if someone had affixed an iron-cast yoke about his neck, he strode across the room and reached for the latch of another window shutter. This one kept banging against the wall and the noise was grating sorely on his nerves.
Truth be told, he was tempted to stand there like a dull-witted fool and fasten and unfasten the shutters the whole wretched night through.
Anything to busy himself.
And help him ignore the sickening sensation that he’d been somehow turned inside out.
That the sun might not rise on the morrow.
His father appeared at his elbow, his watery eyes pleading. “The MacLeans—”
“—Are well-pursed and rightly so,” Magnus finished for him, turning his back on the tall, arch-topped window and its sad excuse for shuttering. “They ken how to hold on to their fortunes.”
“’Fore God, son, set aside your pride for once and use your head. Her dowry is needed, aye, I willna deny it. Welcome, too, but that isn’t the only consideration.” Clucking his tongue in clear dismay, his father set to lighting a brace of tallow candles, his age-spotted hands trembling.
Magnus glanced aside, ran an agitated hand through his hair. He would not be swayed by pity. And ne’er would he take a wife to fatten coffers he’d failed to fill.
Not Amicia MacLean.
Not any lass his stoop-shouldered da cared to parade before him.
And if they all came naked and bouncing their bonnie breasts beneath his nose!
The back of his neck hotter than if someone held a blazing torch against his nape, he strode across the room and snatched the dripping candle from his father’s unsteady fingers.
“Mayhap your father’s idea isn’t such a bad one,” Colin Grant broke in from where he rested on a bench near the hearth, his wounded leg stretched toward the restorative warmth of the low-burning peat fire.
“I wouldn’t have minded going home to have my da tell me he’d procured a fine and comely lass to be my bride. ”
At once, sharp-edged guilt sliced through Magnus, cutting clear to the bone. Colin, a friend he’d made on the tourney circuit and who’d fought beside him on the blood-drenched banks of the River Earn, didn’t have a home or family to return to.
The Disinheriteds and their Sassunach supporters had burned the Grants’ stronghold to the ground . . . and Colin’s kinfolk with it.
Naught remained but a pile of soot and ash.
That, and Colin’s unflagging determination to rebuild it as soon as he’d recovered his strength. But even if he could, which Magnus doubted for Colin’s coffers were as empty as his own, Colin’s loved ones were forever lost.
They couldn’t be replaced by all the coin in the land.
“’Tis well glad I am to be home, Da, make no mistake,” Magnus said, deftly touching the candle’s flame to the remaining unlit wicks . . . without spilling melting tallow all o’er the table and onto the floor rushes. “But I see you’ve gone a mite addlepated in my absence. I do not want a wife.”
“I pray you to reconsider,” his father said, his tone almost imploring. He tried to clutch Magnus’s sleeve, but Magnus jerked back his arm.
“There is naught to think over,” he declared, laying a definitive note of finality onto each word. “I’ll have none of it.”
Resuming his pacing, Magnus tried not to see Colin’s sad gaze following his every angry step.
Nay, Colin’s reproachful gaze.
He also strove not to notice the chamber’s sparseness, tried not to remember how splendidly outfitted it’d been in his youth .
. . or think about how much of its former glory he could have restored had the fortune he’d amassed over the last three years not been stolen from its hiding place whilst he’d fought a vain battle against the English on Dupplin Moor.
He slid a look at his father as he marched past Colin, and hated to see the old man’s misery. But it couldn’t be helped. With time and hard work, he’d set things aright again.
He’d also rebuild his da’s proud fleet of galleys . . . even if he had to work his fingers to the bone and scrape the very sides and bottom of his strongbox to make it happen.
“You need heirs. I . . . I am not well, son.”
His father’s voice brought him to an abrupt stop.
Magnus swore beneath his breath, squeezed shut his eyes. “I will take a wife and sire bairns after I’ve regained our fortunes,” he said, thick-voiced. “You have my oath on it.”
“Well you say it, but I . . . I fear—”
“You fear what?” Magnus’s eyes flew wide. He wheeled toward the old man, found him hovering on the solar’s threshold, his rheumy gaze darting between Magnus and the gloom-chased corridor yawning beyond the solar’s half-open door.
Gloomy and shadow-ridden because the once-great Clan MacKinnon could no longer afford to keep their stronghold’s many passageways adequately illuminated.
A sorry state made all the more glaring by the light, hesitant footfalls nearing from the distance.
His father blanched at the sound and crossed himself. “Oooh, sweet Mother Mary preserve me,” the old man wheezed and pressed a quavering hand against his chest.
Magnus shot a glance at Colin, but his friend only shrugged his wide-set shoulders. Whipping back to face his father, he was alarmed to note that his da’s face had gone an even starker shade of white.
“What is it?” Magnus demanded, the icy wash of ill ease sluicing down his back, making his words come out much more harsh than he’d meant. “Are you taken sick?”
Purest dread, nay, panic, flashed across the old man’s stricken face. “Aye, ’tis sick I am,” he said, raising his voice as if to overspeak the fast approaching footsteps. “But not near so much as I’m about to be.”
Magnus cocked a brow. Something was sorely amiss and he had a sinking feeling it had to do with his father’s determination to marry him to the MacLean heiress.
Almost certain of it, Magnus folded his arms and fixed the older man with a stern stare. “Does your illness have aught to do with my refusal to wed the MacLean lass?”
A sharp intake of breath from just beyond the doorway answered him.
A feminine gasp.
And an utterly shocked one.
But not as shocked as Magnus himself when the most stunning creature he’d e’er seen stepped out of the vaulted corridor’s gloom.
’Twas her.
Amicia MacLean.
He hadn’t seen her in years, but no one else could be so breathtakingly lovely.
Even as a young lass, the promise of her budding beauty had undone him. Saints, her presence at an archery contest had once distracted him so thoroughly, his arrow had missed its target by several paces.
Her presence now, here in his father’s threadbare solar at Coldstone, undid him, too, but for wholly different reasons . . . even if some boldly defiant part of him fair reeled with the impact of her exquisiteness.
“Christ God and all his saints,” his father found his voice, and promptly crossed himself again. “I meant to tell you, son, I swear I did.”
“Tell me what?” Magnus demanded, though deep inside he already knew.
The pallor and shock on Amicia MacLean’s bonnie face told the tale . . . as did his mother’s sapphire ring winking at him from the third finger on her left hand.
The lass herself squared her shoulders and lifted her chin.
She met his stare unblinking and her courage in a moment he knew must be excruciating for her did more to soften Magnus’s heart toward her than if she’d thrown open her cloak and revealed all her dark and sultry charms.
Stepping forward, she reached for his father’s hand, lacing their fingers. “I suspect your father has not told you that you already have wed me, Magnus MacKinnon. We were married by proxy a sennight ago,” she said, just as he’d known she would.
Magnus’s jaw dropped all the same.
His heart plummeted clear to his toes.
Her heart stood in her eyes and seeing it there unsettled him more than any deadly arcing blade he’d e’er challenged.
The image of serenity and grace, she’d wield her weapons with even greater skill. That he knew without a shred of doubt.
And worst of all, his damnable honor wouldn’t let him raise his own against her.