Chapter 17
Nessa
I held on to the toilet for dear life as I threw up everything I’d eaten that day.
This has become normal for me the past two months.
After I’d peed on thirty-five pregnancy tests and every single one of them was positive it was no denying that there was a baby inside of me.
That explained why I’d gotten so queasy after my shot in Atlanta, and from there on out I didn’t drink anymore.
When Nina informed me that she’d been dreaming of fishes it further confirmed my suspicions.
“You really gonna hide this pregnancy from Nas again?” Yas questioned as I exited my adjourning bathroom.
“I’m not hidin’ it,” I halfway lied.
“But Nas still doesn’t know you’re pregnant and you’re almost fifteen weeks pregnant.”
“I’m just processin’ everythin’.”
“Nessa, you know I’ma keep it real with you and it’s givin’ you’re hidin’ this baby too. The only difference is that Nas is out and I’m sure he would want to be a part of it.”
“Yas, I’m not tryin’ to hide it honest. I’m processin’ it because how the fuck did this happen? Then I gotta figure out who the fuck the father is. This shit is too fuckin’ much man.”
“Vanessa Aaliyah Evans don’t piss me the fuck off! You know Nas is the fuckin’ dad because we both know he was the only person you were fuckin’ on.”
“I did have a nigga.”
“A nigga you were one foot in and one foot out with, so be so fuckin’ forreal.”
“Maybe you’re right.”
“You’re damn right I’m right. Now the next thing you need to do is tell Nas.”
“Give me some time.”
“Nessa, it’s been two months since you found out you were pregnant, so you’ve had more than enough time.”
“I hate when you call me out on my shit.”
“It’s called being a real friend. Now, march yo’ ass next door and tell yo’ baby daddy that y’all got another baby on the way.”
“Alright, now if I don’t come back within the hour call the damn police.”
“Ain’t nobody studdin’ that shit you talkin’. Gone on now. I got Nyla. Hell, I’m surprised she ain’t told on you.”
“Oh, she doesn’t know.”
“I know you fuckin’ lyin’. My baby about to be a big sis and you ain’t told her yet.”
“Because I was battlin’ with the decision to keep it or not. Yas being a mom is hard as fuck man.”
“From somebody who regrets getting an abortion don’t do it. I don’t know all the depths of motherhood, but I know you weren’t alone then and you’ll never be.”
“You know what,” I sighed as I moved towards my room door. “Maybe you’re right. I should just go next door and tell Nas. Maybe that’ll help take some of the stress off my shoulders. That’s the last thing I need right now while carryin’ a child.”
“Exactly,” she agreed as she followed me out of my room. “I got baby girl. Go handle that like you should’ve been did. Just stay calm no matter how he reacts.”
The dread I felt as I walked over to Nas’s house felt like it weighed a thousand pounds.
True enough I should’ve handled this, but I was truly still processing everything.
Hell, I was one and done when people asked me if I wanted any more babies.
This pregnancy had my hormones all over the place, and I barely had control over my emotions.
I prayed that I held everything together so I could get through with telling Nas about the baby.
Taking a deep breath, I knocked on the door as I waited for Nas to answer.
A few seconds passed and then I heard the locks unlock.
Just as I was about to blurt out the news my words were caught in my throat as Nas stood there shirtless.
His abs and muscles were on full display as I took in his rock hard body.
I bit on my bottom lip as my body temperature rose causing my body to become hot and ready.
Words were coming out of Nas’s mouth, but my head was in the gutter and couldn’t make out what he was saying.
These last two months I’ve been hornier than a muthafucka and with Nas standing here looking like a whole snack I was ready to jump his bones.
The naughty thoughts that consumed my head had me zoned out.
Ready to put this baby on him by fucking the shit out of him, I threw caution to the wind and give into my desire.
I pressed my lips against his lips to shut him up before wrapping my arms around his neck.
Not missing a beat, Nas picked me up by the ass cheeks and walked us into the house.
As we moved deeper into the living room, our kiss deepened as he rubbed all over my ass.
At this point I was ready to get to the main event; I broke our kiss before instructing him to put me down.
Standing in front of each other we undressed in silence because clearly no words were needed for what was to come.
He grabbed my hand before leading me over towards his suede love seat.
The way he positioned me had me in the center of the sofa with my legs spread wide open and my hands holding them up.
Luckily my stomach was still flat despite being more than three months pregnant.
I looked down at Nas as I stayed still in my position.
The sly smile he had on his face let me know that I was in for some shit.
The way he held eye contact as he spit into my pussy, my head fell back as he licked it up.
My body slightly shuddered as he sucked my pussy lips into his mouth.
As I struggled to keep my legs up, I lost that battle when he moved his hands up my stomach to play with my nipples.
My legs clenched to the side of his head as I gripped the sofa for dear life.
My orgasm ripped through me as the euphoric feeling took over.
“Drown me with that wet ass pussy,” Nas demanded before smacking one of my ass cheeks before feverishly rubbing my throbbing clit. That shit had me squirming and trying to run away from his ass. “Nawl, stop all that fuckin’ runnin’. You started this shit and now I’m ‘bout to finish it.”
“Nas, please,” I whimpered desperately. “I can’t take no more.”
When he stopped rubbing per my request, I instantly became pissed with myself because I needed more. He stood up before grabbing my neck and pulling me to my feet.
“Taste yo’ self,” he demanded before kissing me. I sucked on his tongue as he slid it in my mouth. Once I felt like I’d sucked off all of my essence, I broke our kiss before licking all my juices off his lips. “Shit taste good, don’t it?”
“Yes,” I agreed as I nodded my head slowly while looking up at him.
He still had his hand around my neck as I wondered what he was going to do with me next.
His dick hit my stomach as the thought of returning the favor popped into my head.
I started caressing his dick while still holding eye contact.
The grip he had around my neck started loosening before I was freed.
I squatted in front of him as I became eye level with his dick.
Opening my mouth, I guided it slowly as I looked up at him.
Once it was inside I decided to suck and jack it at the same time.
His head fell back as I channeled my inner Supa Head.
I took him deep into my throat before I started humming.
With him as deep as I could take it, I massaged his balls to help pull that nut out.
When he gripped my head and started face fucking me, I knew it was close.
He pumped in and out of my mouth quickly before he thrusted deep and his nut shot to the back of my throat.
“Bring yo’ pretty ass here so I can show how much I been needin’ you,” Nas demanded as he helped me to my feet. He guided me over towards his massive mirror in the corner. “Grab them ankles and keep yo’ eyes on me in the mirror, understood?”
“Yes, daddy,” I purred before bending over in front of him.
As I grabbed my ankles, I looked into the mirror, and he was looking at me.
He twirled the head of his dick at my opening, getting the tip nice and wet before sliding in.
My eyes rolled to the back of my head as he filled me up. “Oh my God.”
“God ain’t got shit to do with this. This all me matter of fact it’s all you ‘cause who dick this is?”
“Mine.”
“I can’t hear you. Who dick this is?” He questioned as he thrusted deeper causing me to scream.
“Mine! Fuck its mine!”
“And this my pussy right?”
“Yes.”
“Yes what?” He inquired as he stopped pumping and just stared at me in the mirror.
“Yes, Daddy, this yo’ pussy. Please don’t stop.”
“Daddy, love when yo’ pretty ass begs for this dick,” he smirked as he started slow stroking.
He grabbed the sides of my waist as he continued to deliver slow deep strokes.
The sex faces we both made as we each enjoyed the moment while watching each other was such a turn on.
The wetter I became the more I felt it dripping down my thighs as a small puddle formed underneath me.
As he picked up the pace, he pulled his bottom lip into his mouth.
The grip I had on my ankles tightened as I welcomed the trip to pound town.
“Fuck!” He groaned as he thrusted deep and sprayed my pussy walls with his seeds. “That pussy gets better and better every time I slip in.”
“Damn that felt so fuckin’ good,” I admitted as I slowly stood up.
“Come on, let's go get cleaned up.”
After our shower, I dressed in the clothes that I’d come over in.
At this point I’d forgotten why I’d come over until I felt sick to my stomach.
Darting back into the bathroom, I made it to the toilet just in time.
Once I was finished, I rinsed my mouth out with some water.
When I opened the door, I was startled at Nas standing there.
“You just threw up?” He inquired as he looked me up and down.
“Yeah, it was probably somethin’ I ate,” I lied as I avoided eye contact with him.
“Something you ate huh?”
“Well, it has somethin’ to do with my stomach.”
“Nessa, what’s goin’ on?”
“I’m pregnant,” I barely whispered still terrified to speak it aloud.
“Come again, say what?”
“I’m pregnant, Nasir.”
“Really?!”
“Yeah, I’m ‘bout fifteen weeks and before you ask it’s yo’ baby. I wasn’t fuckin’ Desmond when I started fuckin’ you.”
“Fifteen weeks?! And I know it’s mine and don’t even try me like that. No way you’d fuck that lame ass nigga after you got dick’d down by a real one. But help me make it make sense because you just said you’re ‘bout fifteen weeks. So, what the fuck took you so long to tell me?”
“I just didn’t know what to do.”
“So, you were gonna hide another pregnancy away from me?!”
“I don’t know what I was doin’. Shit I was processin’ being pregnant. I weighed all options because I had no plans of havin’ another child. Especially with you still in the streets.”
“Nessa, I respect whatever decision you would’ve made but it would’ve been nice to know when you found out.
I can’t and won’t force you to have a baby if you don’t want to.
All I can say is that this time is different because I’m not going nowhere.
I’m making moves for my family that allow me to make more money, and I promise I’m not on any radars.
So, yeah I’m in the streets but not in the same way as before.
I told you I got you and I meant that shit.
You know it’s Nas and Nessa forever baby. ”
“Hell, it’s Nas, Nessa, Nyla and whatever this lil’ bugger gonna be named forever baby.”
“You got a point,” he chuckled, causing the mood to be lightened. “So, you’re keepin’ it?”
“As long as you can promise you’re gonna be there every step of the way even if we’re not together?”
“Damn, I mean yeah, but we still ain’t together? So, you just came over here to put that good pussy on me for what?”
“To butter you up plus to remind you of what you’re missin’” I winked before walking past him. “We’ll tell Nyla together this weekend, ok?”
“You ain’t right, but alright.”
Walking back over to my house, I felt so much relief with Nas knowing about the baby.
With everything out in the open and Nas excited, I couldn’t wait to tell Nyla.
She’d expressed wanting a baby brother or sister, and she would truly make a great big sister.
When I made it home, I checked in on her before I went to find Yas to tell her about what happened.
When I found her stretched out on my bed asleep, my phone started ringing in my pocket.
I grabbed it to silence it, so she didn’t get woken up.
Imagine my surprise when I saw Desmond name on my screen.
“Everything ok?” I questioned soon as I connected the call.
“Yeah, everything ok,” he answered.
“Ok, good. Well, wassup?”
“I think I found it.”
“Found what?”
“I think I found Nyla’s photo album that her grandma made her. Remember you were lookin’ for it when we packed up y’all stuff but couldn’t find that.”
“Oh my gosh! I can’t believe you found it! Are you off tomorrow?”
“I get off at four and will be here for the rest of the night.”
“Ok I’ll come over after four.”
“Alright, see you then. I miss you, Nessa.”
“Look I gotta go Desmond but thank you. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
I hung up the phone to prevent him from making the call more awkward.
The photo album was important because Mama Eva made it and I wanted to keep it for Nyla to look back on.
It fucked with me thinking it I’d been so careless and lost it.
With all the good news I received today I was on a natural high.
“What the hell did Desmond want? And why you goin’ to see him tomorrow?” Yas interrogated, causing me to jump from her startling me.
“Yo’ ass was supposed to be sleep,” I rolled my eyes as I walked over to my bed. “You do remember you have yo’ own room here why you always tryna take over my bed?”
“I ain’t stunnin’ nothin’ you sayin’. Give me the damn details.”
“Desmond found Nyla’s photo album and I’m gettin’ it from him tomorrow.”
“That’s great! You felt so bad about misplacin’ that. Now how did it go with Nas? Yo’ ass was over there for way longer than an hour.”
“It went great and he dick’d me down. He was a lil’ mad but happy once he realized I was keepin’ it.”
“I ain’t even surprised you horn dogs got it on, but I’m so happy that you finally told him.”
“Me too. I feel so relieved. We plan to tell Nyla this weekend.”
“Finally, because my girl stays askin’ for a siblin’.”
“I know. Hell, I was hopin’ you’d give her a God sibling but nooooo you put it on me.”
“Outta the both of us you were the main one gettin’ dicked down.”
“Don’t say it like that, but you’re right.”
“Exactly. Now come on I wanna get in the pool before I go check on my dad.”