Chapter 206
Then the summer. So, at this point, I’ll believe it whenever I see it.”
“Right. Look, Christian, it’s really not like that. I don’t want you to think that I’m giving out false hope. Things just kept coming up—”
“Was those things more important than your fucking kids?” I snapped, tired of hearing the fucking excuses.
Tera had honestly blown my mind. She had been the textbook good girl.
Stayed out the way. Was loyal to a nigga.
Even when I wasn’t ready to do the same.
I can admit that I played around, and fucked several bitches while we were together.
But I loved her. I also took care of her, and did my part.
Or at least I thought I did. In hindsight, I could now see how I hadn’t been doing enough, but I digress.
After fucking with this broad named Tree a little too hard, I stopped coming home. Had Tera crying and pleading with me to do right. And then one day, she just snapped out whatever spell I had on her ass. She grabbed the girls, packed their clothes, and left.
Initially, I thought that Tera leaving me was temporary.
Just a phase that we were going through.
Then a whole year tipped by, and I’d begged for my family back, but she wouldn’t budge.
She went and got herself a boyfriend and all.
She was getting serious, and I hated it.
Would even pop up at her house and stir up confusion.
Admittedly, I was toxic, as fuck, but that was the only way I knew how to express myself.
I used to think that Tera was the perfect woman that I’d just met in the wrong season.
I was having too much money. Facing too much temptation.
And I folded like a lawn chair. But I wanted her back, and vowed to never love another.
Then I became resentful, as I saw that she was living life, not thinking twice about me.
I would sometimes intentionally make co-parenting difficult, out of