11. Chapter Ten
Chapter Ten
Spencer
The last two and a half months have been a whirlwind. Cade has moved all his things into my house. It’s incredible that we’ve somehow lived in the same town but only met when we both took a vacation away! Having him here has been the most wonderful change. I love having him here, I love having him in my space, I love that he’s made this place into our home .
I’ve had to take an extended break from work because I’m already fucking huge. I love being a cat but right now, my body isn’t the happiest with me. My pregnancy will only last another couple weeks so my body is rapidly forming another person inside of me, stretching me to my seams. Thankfully, the school was incredibly understanding and I’ll be back at the beginning of next fall.
I walk through the hall, following the sound of Cade humming to himself. I find him in our baby room, putting together our second crib.
To say it was a shock to find out we were both pregnant was an understatement but at this point, the news has already sunk in. I can’t imagine being happier than I am right now. But that happiness doesn’t stop me from being jealous as hell at the sight of my mate.
I lean my hip against the doorframe, pouting. Cade looks exactly the same even after two months. Apparently manatee pregnancies take a year which means he won’t be showing for months . He’s still able to do everything he could do before getting pregnant and he hasn’t had a single symptom so far. I love that for him, but I’m still jealous. I was so fucking sick for the first month, this month I’m growing super fucking huge. Who knows what I’ll be dealing with next before the baby comes.
Cade finally looks up, finding me watching him. “Hey, sweetheart. What’s got you looking like that?”
“You,” I tell him, giving him an even bigger pout. “How dare you look so good while being just as pregnant as me.”
Cade chuckles softly, standing up and putting the tools down. He steps over to me, wrapping an arm around my waist. My swollen belly bumps his, further proving my point.
“I still have ten months,” he says softly. “Just you wait. I’ll be looking like a beached manatee in no time.”
“You better,” I tell him with a whine. “I wanna be the one to take care of you for once.”
“You will,” he says, leaning up and stealing a kiss. “You look beautiful today.”
I shake my head. “I’m huge.”
“Yes, you are. That doesn’t stop you from being beautiful. And your scent is growing stronger every day. I can’t get enough of it.”
His praises wash over me. A moment ago, I was annoyed and pouting, but suddenly, all of that fades away, leaving a warmth in the pit of my gut. How can I be upset when Cade is looking at me like that?
“You’re so fucking beautiful, Spencer. When you’re doing day to day things, I have such a hard time keeping my eyes off of you. Your body is a temple and if you ever need a reminder, I’m more than willing to get on my knees and worship it as thoroughly as it deserves.”
I tilt my head back, letting out a whimper as my body sparks with excitement. The motion draws Cade’s mouth and I lift my hands, cupping the back of his head, making sure he’s not planning on going anywhere.
I suck in a sharp breath as his teeth dig into my skin. My stomach quivers with arousal and everything I was worried about simply slips away.
“Fuck,” I gasp out as Cade works on sucking a mark into the sensative skin at my throat. “Fuck, Cade. That feels so good. Mark me.”
“Mine,” he rumbles in response, digging his teeth even harder. My cock is rock hard in my pants and I can already feel my ass begin to slick. How is my libido on such a hair trigger? Why the fuck do my hormones have me hornier than when I was a teenager so quickly?
“Gods, Cade. I want you.”
“I want you too. Always. Want to worship you.”
I nod my head. “Then do it,” I tell him seriously, pulling his face away from my throat so I can look down at him.
Cade grabs the back of my hair and pulls me down into a fierce kiss. I whimper into his mouth, opening my lips so our tongues can touch. My stomach flutters so wildly it makes my knees weak and I’m overwhelmed by how much I want him. I clench around nothing and whine in frustration. I need him inside me.
“Cade,” I murmur against his lips between hurried kisses. “Cade, please.”
“What do you need, sweetheart?” Cade asks, nipping at my bottom lip and making me whimper.
“I need you.”
“Need me how, Spencer?” Cade’s hand runs down my body, caressing my round stomach before slipping lower, cupping my erection through my pants. “Use your words.”
I can’t fucking think when he’s stroking me like this. It feels so good. I could close my eyes and hump against his hand until I come so easily. But I also want more. A war rages inside of me, forcing me to choose between coming now and coming with Cade inside me.
“I want you inside me. I want you to fuck me,” I finally gasp out, making up my mind.
“But what if I wanted you to fuck me?”
“Don’t tease me!”
Cade kisses me again. “I’m not teasing. Do you trust me?”
“Always,” I say without even needing to think about it. The next kiss is just as heated as the rest, but I can feel the way we’re both smiling against each other’s lips. Even when we’re both out of our minds with lust, there’s still that level of affection in all of our movements.
Cade makes me feel things I’ve never felt before. I love him. I love him so much and I can feel the way he loves me too through every touch, every kiss, and every soft word. He’s the parent to my children and the man I plan to exchange mating bites with. It’s time that I finally told him that.
I open my mouth to whisper love into his skin when his tongue pushes past my lips. I moan into the kiss, swept away by Cade’s passion. Who am I to stop a man on a mission?
Cade takes my hand and tugs me out of the room, down the hall, and into our bedroom. He gently nudges me towards the bed and tells me to get naked. A full body shiver runs through me at his commanding yet gentle voice. I’m breathless with how fucking horny I am.
My hands are shaking as I slip out of my pants, shimmy out of my boxers, and pull my shirt over my head. Then I hop up onto the bed, sliding myself back until my head is on my pillow. I open my thighs and touch my cock, wanting to show myself off for my mate.
Cade ducks into our closet before pulling something out. My stomach tenses at the sight of a double ended dildo in his hand. Oh. My. Gods. My mate is a fucking genius.
“Yes,” I say, holding out my hand for the dildo. “You’re brilliant.”
“I know,” Cade says, giving me a wink. But he doesn’t hand over the toy. Instead, he keeps it away from me as he gets out of his clothes.
What a fucking tease. As much as I’d like to growl and demand my mate hurry up and fuck me, I sit back and enjoy the sight of Cade getting naked instead. Maybe if I focus on that I won’t die of frustration!
“Come on,” I say with a whine. “Hurry up, Cade.”
“You’re so impatient.” Cade lets out a chuckle, finally slipping out of his clothes. Fucking finally . “It’s adorable.”
I narrow my eyes at him and it makes him laugh even harder. Cade reaches across the bed and grabs my ankle, giving it a gentle squeeze. Then he crawls onto the bed, leaving soft kisses against my skin as he goes.
As much as I want to be a brat, the only thing coming out of my mouth right now is whimpers and pleas for more.
“So perfect. So responsive. All mine.”
“Yes,” I say, nodding my head. “Yours, Cade.”
Thick fingers touch my hole and I cry out in pleasure. If I’m not careful, I’m going to come as soon as he gets this dildo inside me!
“You’re so fucking wet, absolutely soaking for me, sweetheart. Let’s get you stuffed full, shall we?”
As Cade brings the dildo to my hole, I let out a shaky breath before gritting my teeth, doing my best not to instantly come. I really don’t want this to be over yet. I want to see Cade ride the other end of this toy. I need it more than I need air.
My hole stretches around the dildo beautifully and I take it into myself without much effort, the slick does its job. I moan in pleasure as I’m stuffed full, just the way I wanted, just the way I needed.
“Look at you. Taking it so well,” Cade whispers, pulling the dildo out before pushing it back in, nice and slow. It’s a tease of what’s going to come.
“Now you,” I say breathlessly. “Please, Cade. Wanna see you take it too. Need it.”
Cade nods his head before moving. I’m not sure what I’m expecting but it’s not this. Cade turns around so his ass is turned towards me. While kneeling, he slowly backs up until he’s straddling my left leg which is stretched out in front of me. Then he reaches back and grabs my right leg, pulling it over his left shoulder so I’m on my left side. I can still look down and watch him while making sure I’m not on my stomach or uncomfortable with how round I am.
Cade moves the dildo, pushing it deeper inside of my ass before bringing the other end of it to his own. He pushes it into himself, groaning in pleasure as he does so.
“Oh. My. Fucking. Gods!” Sweat drips down my spine as I whimper. This is so fucking sexy. This is so fucking good. I know for a fact that I won’t be able to stay in this position for very long but in all honesty, I don’t think either of us need very long to get off, not with how keyed up we both are. Pregnancy hormones are making us even more desperate than usual.
Cade begins to move, swiveling his hips and riding back against the dildo. As he moves, the end inside my ass jostles, massaging my inner walls. It’s not as much movement as I would normally want but the visual of Cade fucking himself makes up for it.
“Keep going,” I gasp out, clenching around the dildo inside me. “Fuck, Cade. Do you have any idea how fucking hot you look like this?”
“I have an idea,” he says with a chuckle, his voice strained as he rides the dildo. His cock presses against the inside of my left thigh. Cade grinds against me, humping my leg as he moves against the dildo. Jesus fucking Christ, that’s so hot.
Cade’s back and ass are covered in dark hair. I reach down as best as I can, slapping his ass cheek just because I can before running my fingers over his spine, feeling his hair against my fingers. I watch as the dildo moves in and out of his hole, my mouth watering as the scent of his slick hits my nose.
I pull my hand away from Cade in order to reach behind myself as best as I can, grabbing the dildo somewhere in the middle. I start to move it back and forth, fucking both of us with it. The sounds Cade starts to make drive me wild with lust, little whimpers and groans of pleasure.
“Fuck, Spencer. Keep going. Faster. I’m so fucking close, sweetheart.”
My wrist is starting to cramp but I don’t fucking care. I’m also so close and I’m not even touching my cock. I could come just from this, just from hearing Cade, just from the both of us fucking on this dildo together.
“Cade,” I gasp out as I pick up speed, fucking both of us faster. “Cade. Fuck. I love you!”
Cade makes a startled noise before my thigh is splashed with warm liquid. His body locks up as he comes, covering my leg with his cum.
“Fuck! Jesus Christ!”
Feeling him come is the last piece I needed. Lightning runs down my spine as I fuck myself even faster, shoving the dildo in and out of my hole as fast as I can. I clench around it as the pleasure builds and builds and builds before crashing over me. I come with a high pitched whine, my cock completely untouched.
I’m panting as I lay back on the bed, doing my best to catch my breath after that mind melting orgasm. Cade moves first, sliding off of the dildo before standing up on shaky legs. He pulls the other end out of me, tossing the dildo towards the bathroom and getting back into bed.
“Turn on your side, sweetheart,” Cade whispers, sliding against me from behind in order to spoon me. I shiver as his naked skin touches mine, feeling safe and warm in his arms.
I could fall asleep like this, but Cade’s voice keeps me awake. “Can I ask you something?”
“Of course.”
“Did you mean it?”
I think back to what we’d just done and startle as I realize I told Cade I loved him. Oh my gods, that’s so embarrassing! I said it while we were fucking!
A shaky breath leaves me and I nod my head. “Yeah, of course I meant it, Cade.” I flip over so that we’re face to face. Cade deserves to hear those words while eye to eye.
“Oh,” is all he says, watching me closely.
I touch Cade’s cheek, bringing our faces close so I can kiss him. Then I tell him, “I love you, Cade. I should have told you at a better time but I was so caught up in the moment, I couldn’t hold it back a second longer.”
Cade’s face breaks out into a wide smile. Gods, he’s so beautiful like this. “That’s okay,” he whispers. “I’m just happy you said it, I’m happy to hear it anytime, anywhere.” He takes a little breath. “I love you too, Spencer.”
“Really?” Fuck, I should really try to break that habit.
Cade just chuckles at the response he’s gotten used to by now. “Really. I love you so much. I’m so fucking happy we’re together. You’re mine and I’m yours through vacations and kids and everyday bullshit. I want to do it all with you by my side.”
I smile so wide that my cheeks hurt. “Okay. I think we can make that happen.”
“I know you can. We’re in this together. Hopefully forever.”
My stomach warms at the thought of spending the rest of my life with Cade. That sounds perfect to me.