5. Livvy
5
LIVVY
A dam Redfern is a complete enigma. Big and rough-looking with all his tattoos. But yet so sweet and gentle with me and Sam that it’s almost scary how much he changes.
It’s been weeks and he’s taken us to restaurants, outside of town because he says he doesn’t want anyone to interrupt our dates. He’s taken us walking in the woods and taught Sam how to fish with the infinite patience I’ve come to expect from him. He’s been a perfect gentleman and it’s driving me crazy.
After all, it’s been almost eight years since I was with a man and I have never felt as turned on as I do when Adam flashes me his crooked smile with the dimple in the left cheek or gives me a wicked look out of his dark, honey-brown eyes.
Mrs. Madison is watching Sam tonight because Adam’s taking me dancing at a new bar a couple towns over. I’ve primped and scraped and shaved every inch of my body and I know what I’m hoping for even if I can’t say the words.
I want Adam Redfern in the worst way and it feels all kinds of wrong. I slept with his brother and had his baby. It should completely take anything off the table with him. But I can’t seem to tell my misbehaving body that. My clit throbs and my whole body is thrumming with anticipation.
And when he shows up? He’s wearing brown cowboy boots, his beaten-up brown leather jacket, a brown cowboy hat and jeans that cup his perfect ass like they were made just for him.
His brown eyes fire up with golden sparks when he sees me. “Wow,” he whispers. “You are gorgeous, angel. Like you just fell straight from heaven.”
Giggling, I let him take my hand as he usually does, tucking it into his arm. “You say the funniest things. It’s just a dress.” My favorite dress that swishes around my calves and twirls up to bare my thighs when I’m dancing. Yeah, I’ve got plans for tonight.
He stops and stares into my eyes, serious and solemn. “I’m serious as a heart attack, angel. You look perfect.”
I flush and duck my head when he holds the car door open for me. “Thank you.” I go to duck inside but he holds an arm across and stops me.
“I hope you realize that there’s more going on here than just Sam, angel. There’s something bigger going on between you and me. I’m being patient but you need to understand that I’m coming for you, angel. We’ve got a future together. All of us. I intend to claim you as mine. No matter how long it takes or how much I have to fight you to do it.”
Sucking in a sharp breath, I glance at him out of the corner of my eye and lick my lips, loving his low groan. “I’m not going to fight you at all, Adam. I want you. And if it’s just for one night, I’ll take it. I just want to be with you.”
He shakes his dark head and bends down until his soft lips whisper a breath away from mine. “No. It’s not one night. This is for all the nights, angel. You’d best understand that when I take you, claim you, it’s for always. Now and forever. We’re going to be a family. And one of these days, I’m going to put another baby in that belly and watch you grow round with my child.” His lips dance along mine, clinging softly as he whispers between kisses. “And then I’m going to put another child in that belly and another. As many as you’ll let me.”
“Oh…my,” I whimper, my whole body molten with desire. His long fingers trace my jawline and he runs his tongue along my ear, whispering all the dirty things he wants to do to me and fire erupts inside me, flaring into life like a four-alarm blaze.
I reach up and tentatively wrap my fingers in his gold button-down collar, tugging his closer. “Do you think we could skip the dancing, Adam?” I whisper, my cheeks flushing beet red.
His dark eyes search mine. “I don’t want to pressure you into anything, angel. I just wanted you to know what’s going to happen. I am being honest about my intentions. My hopes and dreams.”
I shake my head. “I want you. I don’t want to wait.”
His soft lips crash down on mine and it’s like a wave cresting over my head, sucking all the air out of my lungs and drowning me in desire. Gasping, I lean into him and answer him back kiss for kiss, tongue against tongue and lips nibbling on lips. He’s stealing my soul with each lick of his tongue along my bee-stung lips and I’m here for it.
His teeth bite down on my bottom lip gently, making me jump and moan. Then he strokes it with his tongue, soothing the brief sting.
“I want you spread out on a bed right this second, baby. I want to spend my time feasting on every part of you until you’re so strung out and sated that you can’t move.”
My clit throbs and I moan, “I want that too.”
He throws me up and over his shoulder, slapping my ass. “Last warning.”
“I don’t need it. I just need you.”
He stomps back up on the porch and through the house until he is in the bedroom. He flips on the light and throws me on the bed, pointing a finger at me. “Undress. Now. Or that beautiful dress you’re wearing is going to be a pile of rags by the time I’m done with it.”
I undo the zipper under my arm and over my hip, then slip it down, lifting my hips to drop it to the floor, leaving me sitting on the bed in just a teal bra and panties and a pair of teal socks after I slip my worn cowboy boots off.
“Lord, you’re a sight,” he breathes. “So pretty and perfect and mine. All mine. Forever.”
I want to tell him that I understand that he doesn’t mean that but I don’t. I watch, leaning back on my elbows as he strips out of his clothes and they land on the floor around us, raining down like a scorned woman throwing them from a window.
Then he falls down across me and his big body drives me into the mattress. His scent is all around me, pine and citrus and man and I can’t take a deep breath without feeling it sink into my bones, into my soul. One hand holds him up and the other comes up to surround my jaw and he stares in my eyes. I shiver, his dark eyes molten with desire, raking my face and sliding down my body.
“I have waited for so long to touch you like this, angel. I don’t know how long I’m gonna be able to last. I hope I don’t disappoint you.”
Shaking my head, I run my fingertips across his broad shoulder and down his sculpted abs, one ladder at a time. He shudders and closes his eyes. “You could never disappoint me. Never,” I whisper under my breath. “I’ve wanted you too. So let’s stop wanting and start taking.” His eyes open and then his mouth comes down on mine, taking my soul apart and rebuilding it just for him. Only him. His lips break from mine and then he moves down lower.
His dark head comes down and his mouth closes around my nipple, licking, sucking and laving it until it’s a stiff peak and my whole body is writhing with need. “Don’t stop. Please.” My fingers tangle in the short lengths of his soft hair, jerking gently. He grins up at me.
“Oh, I’m not stopping until you’re screaming my name. Twice,” he grunts.
His head goes lower and I feel his warm breath on my thighs as he shoves them apart to shuffle himself between my legs. I groan when I feel his breath on my lower lips, warm and gentle and so damn perfect.
One quick lick and my whole body melts into a puddle in the bed. Then he dives in and growls, his mouth and teeth and tongue making a meal out of me until I’m moaning, twisting my fingers into his hair and driving my hips into his face.
But he doesn’t stop. Just keeps on going until spiraling pressure builds up and then explodes out of me, washing over me like a tsunami of lust.
“Yes, yes, yes!”
My throat burns from my screams but he doesn’t stop. Just keeps driving his tongue into my tunnel, making the most wet, lascivious sounds echo around the room and my cheeks flush.
But it doesn’t take more than mere seconds before I scream again, “Yes, Adam!”
As I shudder and shake through my climax, barely conscious of what’s happening, he sheathes his thick cock with a condom and slams so deep inside me that I see stars in an inky black sky.