Chapter Fifteen – Emeline #2
My heart thumped against my chest as it beat rapidly. I tried not to fidget when the sudden pulsing moved to my lower stomach. “But you’re never alone. You’re staying with your mother and father.”
His eyes darkened. “Not that kind of alone, Em. The kind of alone when you’re lying in bed and your mind won’t stop thinking about someone.”
My mouth dropped open slightly as I fought to make my brain work. “I know that kind of alone all too well.”
Something inside of me clicked. The cautious Emeline Wilde was no longer present. She disappeared the moment I opened the door and saw Levi. This new Emeline was going to take her older brother’s advice and do what she wanted.
Setting my plate down on the coffee table, I crawled onto Levi’s lap. His hands instantly grabbed my hips. It didn’t take long to feel his erection grow.
“We said slow,” I whispered.
“Did we? I suddenly can’t remember.”
I smiled. “But every time I’m near you, my body comes alive, and I’ve been fighting it for so many years. I’m tired of doing so. I want you, Levi, and—”
My words were cut off when he leaned forward and captured my mouth with his. The kiss was hot and desperate, and I soon found myself squirming on his lap. The feel of his hard erection against my core was heavenly.
Pulling his lips from mine, Levi panted, “If you keep moving like that, I’m going to come in my pants, Em.”
With a wicked smile, I moved my hands to his jeans. “We should probably take these off then, don’t you think?”
He closed his eyes. “You’re fucking killing me.”
I bit on my lower lip as I rolled my hips.
Levi dropped his head back and groaned. “Em.”
“If you want me to stop, I will. I know you said you want to go slow.”
A low growl came from Levi right before he cupped my face and drew my mouth down to his. I moaned as I melted into his body and deepened the kiss. My hips rocked against Levi as he lifted his own to get more contact.
Jerking his mouth from mine, he grabbed my behind and stood, taking me with him like I weighed next to nothing.
“Bedroom,” he demanded in a raspy, low voice.
“Down the hall, first door on the left.”
Once we were in my room, Levi put me down and quickly started to pull the oversized shirt off, while I stripped away my sweats. Then I stood before him in a red lace bra and matching bikini panties.
“Fucking hell. You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever laid eyes on, Em.”
I went breathless as I watched his gaze take in every inch of my body. Reaching behind my back, I unclasped my bra and let it fall down my arms and to the floor.
Levi’s breath hitched, and he closed his eyes, an almost painful expression appearing on his handsome face.
Waiting for him to open them again, I hooked my thumbs into my panties. Once he was looking at me, I slowly shimmied them down my legs and gave them a little kick across my bedroom floor.
My heart hammered in my chest. I’d never been so brazen as to undress in front of a guy like that before. But this was Levi. The man I’d been dreaming about making love to since I was old enough to know what making love meant.
“Your turn,” I whispered as I let one foot slide up and down the side of my other calf, trying not to cover myself.
He shook his head. “I want to taste you.”
I swallowed hard. No man had ever done that to me before. It was something I wouldn’t let them do. It felt too personal…and I’d been saving it for the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
Was that Levi?
If it was up to me, yes, I would spend the rest of my life with this man. But was that something he wanted? He wasn’t even divorced yet.
The hungry look in his eyes made my entire body tremble. If there was ever a guy I wanted to be so intimate with, it was the one standing before me.
“I’ve never…”
My voice trailed off as a look of surprise crossed his face. “Em…are you?”
I giggled. “No, I’m not a virgin. I just…” My cheeks heated, and I wished I hadn’t said anything.
Levi cupped my face and gently brushed his lips against mine. “We don’t have to do that if you don’t want to.”
I reached up and held on to his forearms, more to keep myself upright than anything. His lips moved down my neck as his hand cupped my breast. I moaned when he lightly pinched my nipple.
Suddenly, I was in his arms, and he was placing me on the bed. He stepped back and reached down to pull his T-shirt over his head. My chest rose and fell quickly as I took in his chiseled chest and abs.
“My God, do you live in the gym?” I asked, my fingers twitched to touch him.
He chuckled as he unbuttoned his jeans and slid them down his hips. My brows rose as I leaned up to recline on my elbows. I took in every inch of him. He was thick and…oh dear…long. “Commando, Mr. Tucker?”
“I need to do laundry.”
I laughed and dropped back to the bed as he crawled onto it. He lay next to me and ran his fingers lightly over my body, causing goose bumps to break out everywhere.
“You’re so beautiful, Em. I could just lie here and look at you.”
“That won’t make either of us orgasm, though.”
His one brow rose. “Is that a challenge?”
Somehow, I knew he could probably make me come by simply looking at me, but I wanted…needed more.
“I want your hands on me, Levi.”
He licked his lips and leaned closer, taking my nipple into his mouth while his other hand slowly moved down my body. I spread my legs wide and arched my back when he slipped his fingers inside of me.
“Fuck, you’re so wet, Em.”
“Levi,” I begged as I lifted my hips for more. “Please…please.”
His mouth was all over my body, causing me to feel like I was on fire.
“Tell me what you want, sweetheart.”
I was practically thrashing on the bed as he worked his fingers inside me.
“You. Inside of me. Please.”
He went to get up, and I grabbed his arm. “Where are you going?”
Nodding toward the floor, presumably at his jeans, Levi replied, “Condom.”
“I’m on the pill. I’ve only been with two partners, and we always used a condom.”
His eyes narrowed. “You don’t want me to wear one?”
I panicked. “I mean, you don’t have to if you…” Squeezing my eyes shut, I wished I could take the last minute back. Opening my eyes, I found Levi studying me. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have even suggested it.”
He moved over me, and I felt his erection pressed against my body. “Are you sure, Em? I mean, I want to feel you bare more than I want my next fucking breath. But I can wear one. I was tested after Caroline and I separated.”
I ran my fingertips over his back. “I want all of you, Levi.”
He growled right before he pressed his mouth to mine in a kiss that was so devastating, I was almost moved to tears. Then he was there.
I wrapped my legs around him, and when he finally started to enter me, I wanted to cry out in ecstasy. My dreams of this moment were nothing compared to the real thing. It had been over a year since I’d been with anyone, and Levi wasn’t exactly small in size.
I gasped, and he stopped moving.
“You’re so tight. Fuck, Em.”
Levi buried his face in my neck as he slowly rocked in and out of me until he was entirely inside. My breathing had increased to a pant, and I was willing myself to relax.
“Are you okay, sweetheart?”
Squeezing my eyes shut, I replied, “I just need a minute to adjust to your…size.”
He chuckled before he kissed my forehead, then each eye. He licked my lips, and I opened to him. The kiss was sweet and slow, and my body instantly melted around him.
I bucked my hips, and he ended the kiss.
“More, please.”
Our eyes met and held as he slowly pulled almost all the way out, then pushed back in.
“God, that feels like Heaven,” Levi whispered.
My back arched as he took a nipple again and started to suck. I could feel the buildup beginning already, and I was stunned. Holy crap! I was about to come.
I’d never had an orgasm with a guy inside of me.
I’d heard my girlfriends talk about how it felt when they had, but I’d always needed something more.
My fingers or my partner’s on my clit were the only way I could come with a guy inside of me.
And now I was about to orgasm, and holy hell, was it going to be a big one.
“Oh God…Levi!” My hips bucked in a silent plea for him to go faster…deeper.
He drew back and met my dazed eyes. “Do you want more, Em?”
All I could do was nod.
Levi knelt, grabbed my hips, and drove into me faster and harder.
“Yes, oh God, yes! I’m going to come, Levi! I’m going to come!”
My entire body shattered in the most intense orgasm I’d ever had. I screamed out his name as he thrust into me again and again. He never took his eyes off me as he moved. When my body finally stopped pulsing, he dropped over me.
“I’m coming, Em,” he said before taking my mouth with his and moaning into the kiss. I swore I felt him get harder and bigger as he came. He was the first man to ever come inside me without protection, and something about that felt right. Like he was claiming me as his.
When he finally stopped moving, we lay there, our breathing perfectly matched as we drew in quick, exhausted breaths.
“Holy shit,” we both said at the same time.
Levi laughed and pulled out of me, causing me to instantly miss the feeling of him. He rolled over and lay next to me, his hand taking mine.
“That. Was. Amazing,” I managed to get out between breaths.
When Levi didn’t say anything, I turned my head to look at him, a sudden feeling of dread washing over me. What if he regretted it?
Then he looked at me. Those light brown eyes were filled with pure happiness.
“I’ve never experienced anything like that before in my life, Em. It was…”
I nodded as I rolled to my side. “I feel the same way.”
He rolled over and ran his finger down the side of my face. “Thank you.”
With a chuckle, I replied, “I should be thanking you. I’ve never orgasmed with a man inside of me without having to use my fingers on my clit. You have a magical dick.”
Laughing, he shook his head. “I don’t think that had anything to do with it. That felt…different.”
“From?” I asked.
“From every other woman I’ve ever been with.” He palmed the side of my face before kissing me.
I practically melted into the bed as he rolled and got on top of me once again. He caged me in with his arms and kissed me like I was the very air he needed to breathe.
When I felt his erection growing, I wrapped my leg around his, adjusting my hips until he slid back inside. We both moaned as Levi moved inside of me. This time, it was slow and passionate, and when we came together, I squeezed my eyes shut to keep my tears from falling.