4. Troy
TROY
There are things you want so badly but you spend years pretending you don’t. Then one night, you’re lying beside your ex-girlfriend’s bestie—the bratty Little who’s been climbing the walls of your self-control since you met—and suddenly, it isn’t a pipe dream anymore.
It’s real and literally naked in your arms…and you don’t have a plan. That’s where I was when she wiggled against me and started mumbling in her sleep.
When I put Willa to bed a few hours ago, it wasn’t my plan to sleep with her. But I couldn’t deny the thrill that shot through me when she begged me to stay, even though I knew it would bring up things for me that I wasn’t sure how to address.
As always, I gave her what she needed. Willa had been single the entire time I’d known her, and that girl needed supervision.
Not when she was out in the world. Most of the time, she was tough and determined and completely capable of achieving anything.
But once she was behind closed doors and able to indulge her Little side, she was unpredictable and wild and more mischievous than all the girls put together. I fucking loved it.
So I stepped into the Daddy role that she needed like I’d done so many times before. And like all those times before, I pretended it was just for her.
I shouldn’t have been completely shocked when the Willa-shaped furnace pressed against me started grinding her diaper against my thigh.
Her nipples got hard and poked my skin, making me curious what she was dreaming about.
What it was, it couldn’t have been any hotter than the reality I was experiencing at that moment.
My entire body was taut and I was afraid if I breathed too hard, she’d wake up and the magical spell she was under would be broken.
But then she spoke and that changed everything for me. Maybe confirmed was the better word. She confirmed so many things that had been on my mind since before Kylie and I called it quits. "Be my Daddy, Troy. Please." She choked on a sob. “Want me as much as I want you.”
She muttered a few more incomprehensible words and then settled back to her deep breathing while I had stopped breathing all together.
Obviously, she was dreaming. And things we said in our sleep didn’t always reflect what we felt when we were awake…
but sometimes they did. What if Willa truly meant those words and wanted me to hear them?
She obviously trusted me to be there when she was most vulnerable because she knew from past experience I would never judge or question her needs.
A vise tightened around my heart as I considered how much courage it would take for her to say those words to me when we were both fully awake and face to face.
But that obviously had to happen first before anything else could.
At least, anything beyond the friendly caretaking I’d already provided and would continue to provide when she woke up.
She stirred again and her bare skin dragged across my belly. The friction of her breasts on my skin made my cock throb with pent up desire. I didn’t want to move at all. I was afraid that if I shifted her weight, she might wake up and the magic of the moment would be lost. Maybe forever.
A proper gentleman might have gotten up and gone to the guest room or couch, but I wasn’t a gentleman. I was a Daddy who had a gorgeous, precious girl in my arms and I didn’t have the strength to walk away from her.
Not yet.
The sun was slowly rising and light began to fill the room. There was no chance I was going back to sleep, but I wanted to let Willa sleep for as long as she needed, so I just held her and listened to her breathe.
It was a perfect plan until she squirmed again and her hand slid down my belly and didn’t stop until she was fully cupping my cock over my boxers.
I wanted to die. I thought I’d combust. There was no way she didn’t know what she was doing but I wasn’t about to ask her for a vibe check so I just stayed completely still, even as my dick hardened under her grip.
The urge to rut against her palm was so strong that I had to stifle a whine from escaping my throat. But then she was asleep again. Or pretending to be. Either way, I took a deep breath and allowed myself this moment.
A few more hours passed before she was fully awake. I knew when she was there because her breaths quieted and her grip pulsed over me a few more times before she slid her palm up to my abs and gripped my hip. Willa pressed her face into my chest and sighed. "Thank you for staying, Daddy."
My throat was dry so I cleared it once and ran my hand up her bare back. "I’ll always be here for you, baby girl."
Neither of us moved for a good five minutes.
Then she finally craned her neck up and rested her chin on her hand. “Good morning.”
Fuck, she was beautiful. “Good morning, Willa Rose.” I ran my fingers through her wild hair and cupped the side of her neck, rubbing her jawline with my thumb. “How are you feeling?”
She made a face. “Gross but happy. And a little surprised you’re still here.”
"Told you I would be." I rubbed her back again, ignoring the way her bare nipple tightened from the cool air. It looked like it was exactly where it belonged next to my bare chest.
“And I gotta pee.” She smiled at me but I could see the vulnerability in her eyes.
"You’re diapered, if you’re not ready to get up yet.
" I stroked her hair and tried to stay completely neutral. I didn’t want to push her in any direction, but if she was willing to use her diaper when she wasn’t fully Little, that would speak volumes about the level of trust she had in me.
And maybe a taste of what our future mornings could look like.
"Or I can keep the bed warm while you get up. "
Her cheeks went pink in an unexpectedly shy moment, but she held my gaze. “I don’t want to get up yet.”
I pulled her up higher so she was fully lying on my body. Her diaper was pressed against my thigh and we both ignored my hard dick as I wrapped my arms around her back. “I’ve got you, baby girl. You’re safe with me.”
A moment later, the thick cotton on my thigh was warm and the muscles in her body were tight. I kissed the top of her head. “Such a good girl.”
Willa’s muscles relaxed and she exhaled slowly. “Perv.”
I chuckled, glad for the tension to be eased between us. "No argument there." I say, and mean that, too.
We lay there for a while before I patted her bottom. “Time to get dressed, wild thing. Let’s go get breakfast. There are a few things we need to talk about.”
Taking off her wet diaper and getting Willa dressed for the day was fucking intoxicating.
I’d done it before as a caretaker and with her friend as my girlfriend, so it was different.
Now that we were both single and at least attracted to each other, there was a different weight that every glance at her perfect tits and just as bare pussy had on me.
Instead of looking at her from a slightly detached, clinical sense. I was able to sneak peeks as a man looking at a gorgeous woman. And I wanted her to know how I felt. “You’re very beautiful, Willa.”
I’d never known her to have a shy bone in her body but she blushed again. “Thank you, Troy. So are you.” She winked, and my dick did too.
I helped her into a summer dress and put on the clothes I’d been wearing the night before and we headed to a diner I went to at least a few times a week. Once we were seated across from each other at a table and our breakfast was ordered, I couldn’t avoid this conversation any longer.
"You want to tell me about that guy last night?”
She made a face like that was the last thing she wanted to talk about.
“No idea who he was. I had a wedding across the street, so I stopped in for a bedtime drink. He sat down next to me and started talking. Seemed nice enough, but I guess he’s too much of a loser to get a girl with his charm alone.
He has to drug them up to get his dick wet. ”
I cringed at the thought of what could have happened if I weren’t there to stop her from finishing that drink.
“So you don’t have his name or number?”
She shook her head and laughed. “Hell, no. I don’t just give my number out to randos.”
That was a relief. Okay, it was time to switch gears. "You talk in your sleep, ya know."
She flushed instantly and covered her eyes with her hands. "Oh god. I didn’t say anything embarrassing, did I?"
I briefly considered softening the blow and letting her off the hook, but that didn’t help either of us. If there was the possibility of something real between us, I owed it to both of us to pursue it.
"You said you wanted me to be your Daddy." My tone was soft but serious as I watched her face carefully.
Her hand dropped and her eyes locked with mine. For a second, I saw panic in her eyes but then it was there. The thing I’d been waiting to see for longer than I could admit.
"Are you mad?" Her voice was small but not full of shame or regret. Just genuine interest.
“Not at all, sweet girl. I’d never be mad about hearing you speak honestly.” I cleared my throat and conjured up my own courage to keep going. “Is that honestly how you feel?”
She took a drink of her orange juice through the bendy straw and nodded. “Yeah, I guess.”
Fuck me. “You guess?”
She rolled her eyes and put down the glass. With her arms crossed over her chest she sighed. “Fine, yes. That’s how I feel. Do you want me to spell it out in Sharpie on my forehead?”
There she is. My tough brat.
I choke out a laugh. "No, little one. That won’t be necessary. Hearing your words is enough."
She relaxed slightly as she stared at me. “Enough for what?"
"Enough for me to be honest enough to tell you that I’ve been attracted to you for a long time. And hearing you say that you want me too fills me with a hope I can’t remember ever feeling before.”
Willa beamed at me and completely ignored the server as our plates were put in front of us. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.” I winked at her and pointed at her plate. “Now, eat up and then we’ll talk more.”