19. Maddison
Maddison
M y body thrums and my legs are trembling to the point that I’m not sure how much longer I can hold myself up.
The feel of Hunter’s mouth on me sends shockwaves up and down my spine.
His tongue circles my clit and I want to scream, but as my inner walls clench against nothing, I find myself plummeting when I should be flying.
I tug at my hair, wanting to rip it from my scalp just so I can feel something to fill the void deep inside me. I freeze. “No,” I tell him, gasping back a sob. “Stop.”
Hunter releases his suction grip on my clit. “What’s wrong?”
“Everything!” I say with unexpected venom.
He doesn’t try to stop me at first as I scoot down his body.
His arms let me go as I straddle his chest, then his abs, my pussy leaving a soaking wet trail along his torso.
I feel his steely shaft hit my ass and I lift up, positioning myself so the crown of his cock is about to be seated at my entrance.
Hunter catches up with what I’m doing and grabs my hips, holding me above him and stopping me from taking what I need. I don’t know if the throbbing I can feel comes from him or me. We don’t break eye contact, seemingly trapped in a stalemate.
“Fuck me, Hunter,” I demand.
His fingers dig into my hips a little harder. “No, Maddie. It’s never going to happen so for the love of god, stop pushing me. I won’t do that to you.”
“But it’s OK for me to sit on your face?” I ask. “And you’re quite happy to have my lips around your cock? What difference does it make?”
He shakes his head, dismissing me, discounting my feelings. “It just does.”
“No, Hunter!” I yell. “You might think you’re protecting my honor or some stupid shit, but you’re not!
You’re reinforcing how I’ve been treated my whole goddamn life!
You don’t see a person. You see a piece of property!
And my only value is based on a thin piece of tissue inside my vagina remaining intact. ”
His eyes blaze. “Fuck you, Maddie. That’s not what you are. Not to me!”
“Really? How can you say you were proud of me today when you’re still treating me like I’m some kind of vessel with an unbroken seal?
” I hiss, lowering myself so my hardened nipples stroke his chest. My lips hover an inch above his.
“Take away my virginity and you think what my brother thinks – that I’d be worthless. ”
“You’re not worthless,” he answers, his gaze hardening as he constructs those damn walls to keep me out.
I grind my hips against him until he forces me to a stop with a harsh jerk of my hips. It’s a mistake on his part because my adjusted position has allowed for the tip of his cock to rest against my entrance.
“You can’t ruin me, Hunter. Do you want to know why?” I ask as my breath quickens. “I was ruined back in that hotel room, in the shower. And I don’t mean when I held your cock, or even when I let you come all over my belly. It happened the moment you lifted me off the floor and took care of me.”
Hunter grabs my head and brings my mouth crashing against his.
He pushes my lips apart with his tongue and he steals my groan of frustration.
I can feel my juices dripping all over the head of his cock, and now that he’s not holding me in place, I sink lower, attempting to push him inside me.
Hunter’s fingers rake through my hair, his grip turning painfully tight as he yanks back my head, stilling my movement.
“I know I ruined you,” he admits, his voice gravelly and dark.
“Then what’s wrong with you? Why won’t you fuck me?” I hiss. In one move, he could be inside me. I want him inside me, and if he won’t give me what I want, I’m going to take it. I shove my hips lower and feel unmistakable pressure.
Hunter flings me off him so fast that I grunt as my back hits the mattress. He flips over with me so our positions are reversed. He could remove himself from temptation, but he doesn’t. He rests on his elbows and settles against me, lining himself up so I feel that same pressure at my entrance.
Rather than look at me, Hunter kisses my neck, trailing his tongue up to my ear. He’s going to give in. I can feel it. He wants this too. He just needs to get over whatever this macho honor bullshit is about.
“I’m sorry,” he whispers.
I jerk my head away from him. “Are you fucking serious?” I cry out. “You can’t keep rejecting me like this, Hunter. I’m your damn wife! ”
Knowing that he’s about to pull off me, I wrap my legs around him, my ankles locking against his ass. I feel the head of his cock press into me, but Hunter’s too strong for me to wrestle any real control.
“For the love of god, stop!” he barks.
My vision blurs with tears. I keep my legs locked around him, but his rejection stings and there’s a part of me that wants to push him away. I thump my fist against his tensed shoulder. I’m pretty sure the strike hurts me more than it hurts him.
“Why?” I cry out, hitting him again. “Why is fucking me such a terrible idea? I get that you want to protect me, but not like this! I don’t need protecting from you!”
Hunter takes hold of my wrists and pins them to the sides of my head.
His pulse throbs at his temples and his neck cords.
“I’m not protecting you, damn it! I’m protecting me!
” he argues back. “I can’t take any more pieces of you, Maddie.
I don’t fucking dare. Because if I do, I don’t know how I’ll be able to give you back.
That’s why!” He takes a gulp of air, as shocked as I am by his outburst. He shakes his head and his voice softens when he adds, “If ever there was a woman who could ruin me, it’s you. ”
I have to blink hard to clear my vision so I can look up at him. I gulp back my sob, but my breath stutters when I say, “You mean I haven’t already?”
Hunter’s expression darkens, but then something breaks inside him. He actually laughs. “You really don’t give up, do you?”
“Not a chance,” I say. “Please, Hunter. Let’s ruin each other a little more.”
“If we do this, it doesn’t change a thing, Maddie,” he insists. “We have an arrangement that has a finite shelf-life. When this deal is done and I leave Brimstage – and I will leave Brimstage – we get divorced and become nothing more than business partners. That’s how it has to be.”
“I know,” I say, ignoring how my heart sinks at the thought of Hunter leaving. “But can’t we just enjoy being married while it lasts? It has to be better than this torture.” I squeeze my legs tighter around him, letting him know exactly where our torment is concentrated. “Please, Hunter.”
He narrows his eyes. “Let me think about it.”
I’m about to complain, but he starts kissing my neck. He trails his lips down my chest, taking one of my pebbled nipples in his mouth. As pleasure skitters down my spine, my hips buck and I feel that pressure again, but not enough to breach the resistance.
Hunter nips at my nipple and I cry out. My hands remained pinned against the mattress. He has absolute control and all I can do is wait to see what he allows to happen next. I writhe beneath him as he brings his face back to mine.
“OK, I’ve had time to think and here’s what’s going to happen, little bird,” he says. “You’re going to unhook your legs from around me. Now.”
As I prepare for more frustration, I let my legs drop.
“Good girl,” he whispers. His thumb strokes the pulse point on my wrist. “Now, I want you to relax.”
I give a nervous laugh. “I don’t think I can.”
Hunter tilts his head. “Then I won’t fuck you.”
My heart stutters. He’s going to… We’re going to… There’s a rush of heat that makes every muscle below my waist contract. That’s not what I need right now. I take a slow breath and let go of my tension as best I can.
Hunter releases my wrists, and slides an arm down so he can hook it under one of my knees, opening me wider. He holds me in his gaze. “Are you sure?”
The second I nod, Hunter slowly drives forward. The pressure seems to go on forever and then there’s a sting that makes me gasp. My body clenches in shock and Hunter grunts. There’s a sheen of sweat on his brow and his biceps ripple with tension.
“Are you OK?” he asks.
I purse my lips and manage a nod.
“I don’t want to hurt you,” he says. “We can try again another time if it’s too much.”
Tears flood my eyes. I can’t help thinking about how Barrett had called me frigid. Like he could take one look at me and know. “Am I no good?”
“Fuck, Maddie, you’re perfect. And your pussy is perfect,” Hunter whispers, leaning down to kiss away my tears. “I’m only half way in and I’m ready to damn well explode. But I want you to enjoy this too.”
My breath hitches as I concentrate on the sensation of Hunter inside me. The stinging isn’t so bad now, and my body is adjusting to the invasion. I feel a fluttering in my core and my back arches. “Then fuck me, Hunter. I want all of you.”
Hunter groans into my ear. His body trembles as he inches forward slower than I know he wants to. “You take me so well, Maddie. Now you have all of me.” He’s smiling as he lifts his head to look at me. “Fuck, I really am ruined.”
I grind into him, enjoying the fullness I’d been longing for. Pleasure coils around us both, keeping our bodies locked. “Yes, you are,” I say with a note triumph. “Now show me what all this fuss was about.”
His laugh vibrates through his chest and into mine. “ And what exactly would you like me to show you?” he asks as he rolls his hips gently.
I’m panting as I lift my head and steal a kiss. “Show me your moves, Hunter,” I whisper. I press a hand to his chest and let my fingers follow the outline of a griffin wing. “Make my pussy shatter around your cock. I want to come undone. I want you to ruin me over and over again.”
“You and your damn books,” he mutters as he grinds against me. “Fine, if you want to come undone, you’re going to have to work for it.”
He drops my leg so he can brace himself on both his arms. His elbows lock as he positions himself higher so I can feel the pressure of his body against my clit. He rolls his hips again before withdrawing a little way, then pushing back into me.
“Now lift your hips up, Maddie. Feel me fucking your tight little pussy. Feel me rubbing against your clit. Take what you need.”
I plant my feet on the mattress and push up against him. A rolling heat builds in my core and everything clenches. Hunter’s next thrust is harder and my pleasure mixes with pain. He mutters a curse under his breath when I yelp.
“Don’t you dare stop,” I gasp, lifting my hips up to meet him.
Hunter dips his head to look down through our moving bodies. “You’re so fucking beautiful,” he says with a rasp. “And your sweet little pussy is so goddamn tight. I could stay inside you all day.”
As he looks back up at me, his movements become intense, more desperate. “Next time I fuck you, I won’t be so gentle,” he pants out. “You’re going to have your legs around my shoulders and I’m going to nail you to this bed. I’ll make your damn pussy shatter a thousand times. ”
I’m not sure if it’s the image he’s putting in my head, or the pounding he’s giving my clit, but my belly has turned into a pressure pot of heat and desire.
My arms wrap around him and I push his ass down onto me.
I can feel his glutes flexing as he drives into me with an urgency that isn’t only mine.
“Come for me, baby. Come for me right, fucking now.”
A fluttering in my core is all the warning I get. “I think… Oh, god, Hunter…” I can’t get the words out.
My jaw drops and the only sound I’m able to make is low mewling as he drives into me at a piston pace. The pressure that starts in my core rises in a never-ending wave until I’m there at its crest. And I just let go.
There’s a bone dissolving rush that travels up through my spine, and the only way I can release it is with a scream.
My vision explodes into a galaxy of stars, and I enjoy the aftershocks of my orgasm as Hunter continues to fuck me.
The sting is still there, but my pussy walls clench around his cock of their own accord.
I cling to him as his movements become erratic, and then he bellows with a final thrust, my name on his lips.
I take gasps of air as I watch Hunter’s face contort. His eyes are closed as he rolls against me some more. I can’t quite believe what’s just happened. He’s inside me, spilling into me, and I’m never going to be the same again.
He must know I’m staring at him, because his mouth tugs into a smile as he opens his eyes. “Will that do, wife?”
My thighs clench and my muscles spasm. “It might keep me quiet for an hour or two, husband.”
Hunter lowers himself to kiss my lips, my jaw, and my neck before whispering in my ear. “Don’t relax yet, little bird. When you’ve caught your breath, I need to take care of you in the shower.”