6. Lyra
N ever in my life had I been so sex-crazed that I’d forgotten about the knot while giving an Alpha a blow job. I knew this happened all the time, and some Omegas loved having their mouth knotted. However, I’m sure they'd been prepared for it and knew what to expect. I was neither of those things.
Zachary’s chocolate-colored eyes danced in the low light, telling me he was fighting off laughter. If I’d been in his shoes, I might have also thought this was funny, but to me it was humiliating. Unable to keep looking at Zachary, I closed my eyes since I couldn’t turn away and sighed heavily.
A hand stroked my head, combing his fingers through my hair. “Are you okay, starlight? I know you can breathe thanks to Fawn ending up in this position a time or two, but how’s your jaw?”
How exactly did he plan on having me answer that question? It’s like when the dentist wants to chat while you have their fingers in your mouth.
Thankfully, my jaw didn’t hurt at the moment, but depending on how long it took his knot to go down that could change. I let out a frustrated grunt, then offered a thumbs up in answer.
“Good, I’m glad you're not in pain or anything,” Tanner murmured, continuing to play with my hair. It was incredibly soothing. “My knot shouldn’t last too much longer with how anxious I feel right now.”
My eyes rolled up as far as I could to see Tanner’s face, and I was greeted with a rather distressed look. I wanted to tell him that I wasn’t upset with him and he’d done nothing wrong. The three of us had been in the throes of passion making it incredibly hard to think critically. Tanner’s other hand was resting on his thigh so I grabbed it and squeezed it gently, offering what support I could without words.
The bed dipped as Zachary joined us once more. He came to kneel over me and massaged my back. Something cool drizzled over my skin, but the liquid warmed when he rubbed it into my back. His touch was heavenly as fingers worked over my body turning me into Jell-O.
“This is a warming oil which also happens to be infused with CBD,” Zachary shared. “I use this on Tee’s feet every night to help with the lingering pain of his accident.”
Tanner’s feet still cause him pain? I suppose that makes sense since he shattered his ankles and broke many bones in his feet in a skateboarding accident.
“Figured while you’re stuck laying here there’s no reason why we can’t turn this situation around,” Zachary said as his hands continued to force moans out of me with how good it felt.
He’d been right, I wasn’t thinking about how embarrassed I was or worrying about how long I’d be stuck like this. Zachary stretched his body over mine, placing my arms above my head to rest on Tanner’s thighs. I could feel his cock which was still hard, teasing the valley of my ass, and I couldn’t help but wriggle, begging for more.
“No moving, starlight,” Tanner warned with a slight hiss. “Fuck, I’m so turned on watching Zac’s hands gliding over your skin. I’m not sure my knot will ever go down.”
Zachary chuckled as he pushed up and captured Tanner’s lips with his own. After a moment, Zachary nipped Tanner’s bottom lip before he pulled back. “Don’t be selfish, my love, our Omega deserves another orgasm, but I can’t give it to her until you let her go.”
“You’re right,” Tanner agreed, then looked down at me and ran his fingers through my hair. “She needs both her Alphas to show her how much we love having her in our pack.”
As if those had been the magic words, Tanner’s knot shrank enough for me to free myself. Zachary wasted no time before he yanked me back and flipped me over. His large body caged me in, looming over me as if he was afraid I’d run away. Typically, I wasn’t one who enjoyed being dominated and forced into submission by an Alpha, but with Zachary it was different. Deep in my soul, I knew he’d never hurt me or abuse the trust I was giving him. No, the look in this man’s gaze told me how strongly he cared for me.
“Tell me, honey bear,” Zachary murmured as he leaned closer so our noses almost touched. “Where do you want your Alpha’s cock? Your pussy or that perfect ass of yours?”
My breath hitched at the sultry yet filthy words brushed along my skin, causing me to shiver. “I don’t care as long as you make me come.”
Zachary closed the distance between us and slammed his lips to mine at the same time his cock buried itself in my pussy. I screamed in pleasure, but Zachary swallowed it as his tongue swept in to caress mine. Slowly, he pulled back until the tip almost slipped out of me only to plunge balls deep once more. This was repeated until my eyes rolled back and my back bowed as an orgasm crashed into me.
“Such pretty sounds you make as you come,” Tanner purred once Zachary pulled back enough for me to see my other Alpha’s face. “Tell me, starlight, is one cock enough for you, or would you like another?”
“Please, Alpha, will you knot my ass while Zachary knots my pussy?” I asked, reaching up to cup his face with one hand. “I want to feel you both come inside me.”
Tanner grinned at me, clearly delighted with my answer. “Who could deny such a request?”
Before I could say anything more he kissed me, just like I’d seen Spiderman kiss the woman he loved while hanging upside down. It was a little awkward but sexy as hell to experience. Far too soon for my liking Tanner broke the kiss and helped support me as Zachary rolled to his back, never letting his cock slip from my dripping pussy.
I sat up and shifted into a slightly more comfortable position as I felt Tanner’s chest press to my back. “Now, starlight, I want you to lay on Zac’s chest and relax as we spoil you with as many orgasms as we can manage before knotting deep inside you. Then you’re going to sleep sandwiched between us the rest of the night so we can instantly remind you you’re not alone.”
Warring emotions churned in my chest as I felt tears prick my eyes. At the same time, my pussy pulsed with excitement and anticipation of his promise. Unsure if I could speak without my voice cracking, I did as instructed and nuzzled my face against Zachary’s chest. The scent of fresh evergreen and worn leather had my whole body melting against my Alpha. Seconds later, Zachary purred as I felt Tanner’s hands grasp my ass, spread me open, and slip his thumb inside me.
Omegas didn’t need much preparation for sex in any entrance an Alpha might choose to use. Yet I had a feeling it was out of habit since he needed prep before getting fucked. The last thing any Alpha would want is to hurt their partner, Omega or not. When Tanner could easily get three fingers in my ass, he removed them only for me to feel the warm blunt head of his cock. Unable to stop myself, I wriggled and pushed back desperate to feel that fullness I knew was coming.
“So eager.” Tanner chuckled. “Well, Zac, it looks like we’re gonna need to fuck her good and hard if we plan on getting her to sleep.”
“Challenge accepted,” Zachary agreed with a smirk and rolled his hips, thrusting into me. “Now hurry up, or I’m going to do this without you.”
This was all Tanner needed to hear because the next thing I knew, I had two Alphas balls deep. I moaned as I clung to Zachary, trying not to get fucked right off the man’s chest. Tanner’s hand grabbed my hips right where they connected to my body, holding on tightly as Zachary’s arms wrapped around me. Now that I was secure, my Alphas made good on fucking me until I didn’t think I could handle coming anymore on their cocks.
“ Ah ,” Tanner growled out as his hips snapped forward once more before his knot expanded.
Zachary was right behind him, burying his face in the crook of my neck, his teeth latching onto the skin of my neck. I screamed as another orgasm exploded within me as they flooded my body with their cum. Once spent, Tanner lowered himself so he was draped over my back but made sure he didn’t smother me. Then both Alphas began to purr, causing my body to convulse with orgasmic aftershocks, the likes of which I’d never experienced before.
My fingers dug into Zachary’s back to the point I thought my nails might have broken the skin as his tongue licked over the spot he had bitten. “Do it.” I gasped. “Finish what you started. Mark me, make me yours, stake your claim on my body for all to see.”
Both men abruptly stopped purring as their bodies became slightly more rigid at my words. Their silence was so loud it was almost deafening.
What had I been thinking, asking them to mark me like that? Yes, I was bonded with Fawn, but that had been an accident. No one knew two Omegas could bond the same way they did with an Alpha. Not to mention, this week, I’d snapped at them and kicked everyone out of my room. Who would want to bond with an Omega who’s such a disaster like me? An ache I’d felt twice before in my life tore at my chest, followed by unbidden tears which landed on Zachary’s chest.
“Tanner, we need to roll over,” Zachary ordered, his voice gruff.
Both men shifted until my head rested on both of their arms, and I stared into Zachary’s eyes. He raised his free hand and gently tucked some hair behind my ear that had fallen forward. Then he used his thumb to brush away a tear that slipped out before kissing me. Zachary’s kiss was charged with such intense feelings, it nearly had me sobbing.
“Lyra,” Zachary whispered against my lips as if my name was a prayer. “I need you to look at me when I say this.”
I shook my head slightly. “It’s fine, forget I said anything. I was caught up in the moment and wasn’t thinking clearly.”
“Don’t do that, Lyra,” Zachary warned, his voice tinged with the commanding tone all Alphas possessed. “I won’t let you push me, us , away after the amazing moment we shared. If you make me, I will force you to do as I’ve asked. I refuse to let your fear win ever again if I can do something about it.” He rested his forehead against mine as his thumb continued to gently stroke my cheek.
Slowly, my eyes flickered open, which allowed a few more tears to escape, but Zachary kissed them away. Butterflies erupted in my stomach, chasing away the shadows of doubt and fear. Tanner nuzzled his face against the back of my neck as he used his free arm to hug me tightly to his chest.
“There you are,” Zachary crooned, pressing a soft, quick kiss to my lips as his fingers brushed down my neck only to stop where he’d bitten. I knew that’s where it was since the skin there was a little sore. “I’m sorry, Lyra, it was wrong of me to bite you if I wasn’t going to mark you right then and there.”
A whimper escaped past my lips as I shrank against Tanner. I’d been right, Zachary didn’t want to claim me.
“ No ,” Zachary snapped, curling a hand lightly around my throat as he thrust into me, which pulled a gasp from me as another aftershock hit.
His gaze bore into me like he could see into my soul as he spoke. “Don’t mistake my words, Lyra, you are mine. You belong right here in our home, our beds, and our lives, never question that. What I was trying to say and clearly failing to express is I fucked up. I know better than to tease an unbonded scent matched Omega. I’m aware of how anything but following through on my actions feels like the biggest rejection you could ever experience. The next time my teeth touch your body, it will be to leave my mark so you never doubt how I feel about you.”
“Starlight, it takes every ounce of control we have to keep from marking you the second you’re in our arms,” Tanner added, pushing up on his elbow so I could see him better. “However, how we feel doesn’t matter because it’s your body, your life, and you have to be the one to say the word.”
Frowning slightly, I looked between the two men. “I did ask, though.”
Tanner smiled and kissed my forehead. “Yes, you did, while high off multiple orgasms and an almost bite. The need to be bonded is so strong that it can cause you to become…” Tanner paused as if searching for the right word, “… intoxicated. We could both see the haze your instincts put you in, and neither of us will ever be willing to make a life-altering decision without your full consent.”
I could feel Zachary’s chest rumble with agreement at Tanner’s words. “I’d rather you be pissed at me for not following through than realize once the high faded, this wasn’t what you wanted. None of us are going anywhere, and we’ll wait however long it takes. What all of us want most in the world is for you to choose to spend the rest of your life happily bonded to our pack.”
A sob crept up my throat, and no matter how I tried, I couldn’t swallow it back down. Once more, tears flowed, and I covered my face, hating how I couldn’t control my emotions better. Yet hearing how sincere they’d both been about giving me as long as I needed seemed to stitch back another piece of my broken heart.
“I don’t deserve any of you,” I admitted with a slight shake of my head. “How could such amazing people be meant for me?”
Neither of my Alphas responded to my question. Instead, they just wrapped me up in their arms, stroked my hair, and purred for me as I cried, purging a little more of the hurt I’d been carrying around for so long. I was even more grateful that tomorrow I was meeting with Dr. Mann. Hopefully, she’d be able to help me reach the place I needed to be so I could become the Omega this pack deserved.
“Thank you both for fighting for me and not letting my fear win,” I whispered before snuggling even deeper between my Alphas and letting out a contented sigh.
Tanner purred as he shifted in his sleep and tossed a leg over my hip, making it impossible for me to sneak out of bed. Not that I planned on doing so since I was far too comfortable wrapped up in an Alpha sandwich.