3. Beast
Chapter Three
BEAST
Her skin was a smooth, dark brown, blemish-free except the scar that rested above her right eye and nose bone.
Her right eye had scar tissue leaving it slightly swollen; not too much but enough to notice.
It gave her a sex appeal to a nigga like me.
While Laquanna cracked jokes saying how ugly and fat she was, I saw nothing but raw and a little bit of rough beauty.
She wasn’t a picture-perfect broad but to me, she had an aura about her that made things shine all around the vicinity she occupied.
She was straight to the point, honest and I could feel it inside of me that I could trust this Kayori chick around my princess.
I just didn’t like how she struggled to make eye contact.
Women that did that struggled with self-esteem.
Her light brown eyes told a story that I didn’t mind listening to.
Which made me check myself, cause I never thought too deep into a chick besides my first love Nia.
Nia was the only female I could sit up and talk to for hours and not think to tell her to shut the fuck up.
The mere thought of Nia pained me bad. So I opted out of feeling anything for this Kayori chick but signing her a check.
I didn’t deserve another Nia, after what I did to my baby.
All I deserved was a good nut, to be a good father and a strict ruler to the streets.
“That bitch got some sexy ass lips. She’s a lil too big for me but I’d sure let her suck my dick with a bag halfway on her face.” My brother joked causing me to look up at him with a serious face.
“What? You can’t sit here and say she look rough on one side of her face but the other half is sexy with them slanted light brown eyes and that ass! Lord knows she got ass for days! I’d for sure hit from the back.”
He took a hard hit from his blunt. I felt myself getting annoyed by his words. He was so quick to judge a person without knowing shit about them.
“I think she sexy as fuck; scars in all. The scars add to her sex appeal. If the opportunity presents itself I would for sure hit! Make her my side bitch.” Shaking my head, I took the blunt from Teflon and remained quiet. I didn’t want to input anything.
“What you think, B?” Teflon asked with a comical yet serious face as he wiped the sweat from his forehead. The sun was beaming down hard on us, making me miss Cali’s weather. Vegas weather was unpredictable, but in the summer, it always was super fucking hot.
“I think that she better observe and protect the fuck out of my daughter or else the bitch is dead.”
I passed the blunt back to Teflon and walked back into the house to my baby girl cuddled in Kayori’s arms. She rubbed the right side of her face and smiled while sucking her fingers.
Kayori giggled a bit as she read the story to my baby with a high-pitched but cute animated voice.
I stood there speechless, not wanting to fuck up the moment.
I let her finish as Quanna stood back with a proud smile fucking up the moment I wanted to save.
Pulling out my phone I snapped a quick picture and put it in my back pocket.
“I told Kayori I could use her for more than security. You can pay her extra to babysit and be her bodyguard at the same time. I wrote a list of things for her that you can add to her work duties.”
Clenching my jaws, I snatched the paper out of her hands.
“Do her hair? This ain’t in the job description. That’s some shit her momma’s ‘pose to do,” I spat as I looked at Laquanna with disbelief.
“I don’t mind…”
I held my hand up cutting her off as I motioned for Laquanna to follow me to the back towards the kitchen area.
This bitch was always trying to get out of motherly duties with my kid.
It pissed me off cause she was the one who went through hoops to have her.
Yet, she barely wanted to do the things that a mother was supposed to do.
When we made it into the kitchen, Laquanna already started popping her shit.
She was always in defensive mode because she knew I called her bullshit when I saw it.
“Before you start, I could use the help! You always saying how I don’t do shit but wait on a handout from you and what kind of role model will I be for our daughter so I signed up for cosmetology school.
I start school in two weeks. Since I’m already kind of good at doing hair, I figured I’d make a career out of it. ”
I couldn’t even say nothing bad to her because for once, I was proud of her for making a decision to better herself.
I wouldn’t mind helping her do that. She was the mother of my child and I wanted my baby girl to grow up and not see that she had a gold-digging hoe ass mom.
That shit would reflect back to me on what type of man I was.
“Okay Quanna, I’m proud of you no doubt. I’m willing to help with that ma, but if I see you taking advantage of some shit, I’m gon’ call you out on it.”
I looked her right in the eyes to let her know how serious I was.
She smiled wide and ran up to me placing her breast on my hard chest and kissing me on the neck.
I felt my manhood swell up so I wasted no time turning her ass around and bending her over the island.
Yes, I didn’t mind fucking my baby’s mother but it had to be for a good cause.
Digging into my Levi jeans, I pulled out a condom from the inside of my wallet.
Rolling it down my wide shaft I thrust hard into her while squeezing her perky breast. Her walls could use a tune-up, but it was wet pussy for the moment so I made the best out of it.
I gave her death strokes as she tried her hardest to stifle her moans.
“Ooooo baby daddy you killing this pussy.”
No response was the best response I could give.
I pictured Nia’s face scrunched up from my long strokes and almost reached my peak until Laquanna started bucking hard on my dick snatching the nut that I had on the rise.
I had to straighten myself as well as my thoughts, I couldn’t keep picturing Nia every time I fucked someone.
Doing that only put me in a more somber mood and filled with more guilt.
“You think I can get some more tonight?”
I thought to tell her ass no but then I thought about the deep throat head she gave.
I nodded my head as I prepared to take Kayori to the gun range.
I needed to make sure her aim was on point in case a pussy nigga tried her while she was taking care of my daughter.
Focusing back on the mission at hand, I decided to hire Kayori.
I didn’t feel like going through extra interviews with other people.
I also wanted to keep a good distance from her, because she intrigued me.
Intrigued me in a way to want to know her story and how she got those scars.
I mentally checked myself. It was none of my business and I didn’t need to get on a personal level with the help.
However, I wanted to create some sort of relationship with her because she was going to be taking care of my daughter.
“How much you think I should pay this chick for watching Mattea?” I don’t know why I asked my BM such a question.
I was really just thinking out loud. You think she’s gon’ be like Nia when she’s not, dumb nigga!
You need to just beat her momma’s ass and make her be a real mother when she’s the reason our Nia is dead.
I shook off that crazy voice that entered my head from time to time and looked a Quanna for her response.
She gave me a look but answered me anyway.
“A chick like her? Shit, she would be good with a salary of twelve hundred based upon her attire.” She chuckled and I ignored her ignorance. “B you sure you ok? You want me to take you back to that doctor? You seem like you be dazing out.”
She tried to touch my arm but I stepped away from her and gave her a serious look.
You need to handle her before I do! You see how she always trying to fuck with some shit?
Clamping my eyes shut, I pinched the bridge of my nose and calmed myself, making a mental note to take my medication when I got home.
“She needs more than that. My daughter’s gon’ be in her care.”
Walking away from Quanna, I made my way back into the living room. Kayori sat peacefully as she patted Mattea’s back. She was sound asleep as Kayori texted with her free hand, bouncing her leg.
“Well, I want to welcome you on board. You will start next week with a salary of forty-five hundred a month.”
She stood to her feet all smiles and shook my hand eagerly.
“Thank you so much Mr. Praise. You will not be disappointed.”
Her eyes misted over as she let my hand go to calm herself. That made me happy that I would be able to change whatever financial situation she was in. I could see the relief on her face as she grabbed her purse preparing herself to leave.
“I know it’s last-minute but I need to take you to the gun range to see what you working with. You will have a pistol whenever you’re out and about with my daughter to protect her.”
I watched her face go through a series of emotions, then it went to no emotion as she smiled and spoke.
“Sure, ok I’m free for the evening.”
Later That Evening…
“It’s about time you brought your sexy ass home.”
My in-denial baby momma was living in a fantasy world as she attempted to approach and kiss me.
Of course, I curved her lips. I kept shit smooth for my little shorty.
I broke Quanna off whenever I had the energy too, but it was slim to none.
It was like every couple of months. I was so paranoid fucking her I could barely stay hard.
When I nutted, I took my condom, wrapped it in a paper towel, and tucked it in my pants pockets.
“Where my princess Mattea at?” I asked as I looked around the house to make sure it was clean and up to par.
Rolling her eyes, she switched her narrow ass away from me sitting on the couch with her legs opened giving me a view of her pussy.
She was so damn desperate, it turned me off tremendously.
Laquanna was a beautiful dark skin woman.
She would have been even more beautiful if she acted like a lady and not a slut all the damn time.
She was far from wifey material but even though she was trifling, she tried to be the best mother she could and I couldn’t deny her of that.
I secretly hated her though. I held resentment towards her for my Nia baby.
In my eyes, I felt like if she never threw that party for our daughter, my baby would still be here.
She wouldn’t have packed up and left. Deep down I knew it was all my fault still to begin with but Quanna was the main reason Nia left.
Staring at Laquanna I said a silent prayer.
I prayed that she found a decent man for herself so she could stop hounding me.
She stayed all in my grill, calling me twenty or more times a day.
If she saw me with a girl, she would act a fucking fool.
All while knowing I ain’t with her. She felt like since I was her baby daddy, I was her man and that shit made me sick to my stomach.
“She’s sleep B. I still can’t believe you even named my baby that ugly ass name.”
Mattea meant the gift of God. Quanna was just too lazy or slow to look up the meaning so I never explained the shit.
I called her Tea for short at times, but I loved her full name.
She held her iPhone in front of her making a video.
She was making ugly ass faces and she thought was cute.
She turned the camera my way as I stomped toward her.
I snatched her phone and broke it, before throwing it down.
“Bitch is you TMZ! You know I don’t play those games with you. Now get your ass up! Put some clothes on. I only came to give Tea a kiss before I head home.”
She gave me sad, puppy eyes, and I exhaled pinching the bridge of my nose. She was about to start up her bullshit. I dug in my pants pockets and threw a couple hundred on the bed so she could buy herself another phone tomorrow.
“I thought you said I could have some more.” Her voice went small and low as I shook my head.
“I thought so too but I have other things to do.”
“But I told Tea that daddy would make breakfast with me in the morning. You don’t think it’s good that she can wake up to her daddy for a change?”
Pulling out a blunt, I lit it as I pushed my thoughts to the back of my head.
“Look Quanna I got a couple of moves to make. If I do come back, I’ll sleep in a guest room but not with you. Stop trying to make this shit into something it’s not.”
I turned on my feet ignoring whatever it was she was about to say and headed out the door.
Quanna
Idid a quick line of powder soon as Beast walked out of the house.
I was super fucking horny. I needed dick like now.
The shit made me want to cry. Before I got pregnant with my daughter, Beast was fucking me every other day sometimes twice a day.
Now I’d get lucky if I got him to hit it once a damn month.
I wanted to be a family with his crazy ass so bad.
When I first met him, I fell in love. Now I’m infatuated with him.
Knowing Beast was going out tonight, I needed to find out where so I picked up the second phone that I had hidden from Beast. I called my informant well my secret fuck buddy to get the tabs that I needed to have on my man.
“Quanna what you want? I’m supposed to be meeting up with B in a minute baby.”
Rolling my eyes I felt my nipples grow hard.
“Tell him you got something to do, I need you now. Where y’all going tonight anyway, and don’t lie nigga!
” I yelled as I took another line in. Niggas were weak well niggas like this one.
Most niggas needed a good shot of pussy and head from a bad bitch like me and you could control their entire life. I just wish Beast could be that way.
“Alright, baby. I’m on the way. Get naked for daddy.”
I got excited as I ended the call and made my way to my master bedroom to shower and get fresh.
I lit candles, unlocked the front door, and lay in the middle of my bed as I started to play with my yoni.
I hated to stoop low on Beast but I also had needs.
While I figured a way to his heart like that bitch Nia, I’d stay close to my side nigga so I could clock my main niggas moves.