Chapter 13
Chapter Thirteen
TILLY
Generators are really freaking stupid. Okay, not really, but if there wasn’t one, then I’d have to be in the living room snuggling up to Paxton to keep warm by the fire.
Instead I’m tossing around in his bed with his scent all around me with my mind on him and the dirty things he could be doing to me.
When he touched me, my whole body came alive in a way it never had before.
It only solidifies in my mind that he has to be the one.
I’m pretty sure I knew that from the first time I saw him when he moved to town, but I was too scared that he’d break my heart.
I know I put on a hard front, but inside I’m all marshmallow.
Unable to sleep, I grab my phone off the nightstand and open my reader app and start reading the last erotica book I downloaded.
Which is stupid of me. Why would I do that to myself?
Now I'm picturing Paxton as the hero, but the heroine's name is Monica, and it's making me mad whenever the hero, who is Paxton in my mind, says her name.
I really can be ridiculous.
My phone goes off with a text from Molly checking in to find out if I murdered Paxton and reminding me that the ground is way too hard for us to be digging a grave right now.
I send her a long-ass text filling her in on everything that happened. My phone vibrates with an incoming call from Molly only a couple of seconds after I sent it. I have no clue how she read it so freaking fast. Thankfully, I've learned to keep my phone on silent at this point.
“What?” I whisper.
"You lost your virginity before our last call and you didn't tell me?" Molly manages to hiss the whole sentence, which is impressive.
"I was still processing it, and I'm not sure that counts. We didn't have full-on sex, and it was your fault."
"How is it my fault?!"
"Shh!" I whisper too loudly. "Because you're the one who was blowing up my phone, and it surprised me, and I jerked onto his cock.”
"I can't." Molly snorts a fit of giggles.
"Whatever," I huff while she gets herself under control.
"All right, all right," she says, catching her breath. "But what the hell is with Brian catfishing? I don't understand that. It's a small town, and he was bound to get busted. Plus, he couldn't meet up with anyone." Brian and Paxton are night and day. No way could Brian pass for him.
"I don't know. He's strange." Brian is what most would consider hot. It's not hard for him to snag a tourist into bed. They don’t know that the town all refers to him as Creepy Brian.
"You know, it's not lost on the town that you and Doc Paxton have been circling each other." If that’s true, there are likely bets happening on when we’d finally crack.
"Okay." I'm not sure what that has to do with anything, but Molly keeps going with her line of thinking.
"It's also not lost on me that Brian has had a crush on you for years." I roll my eyes at that.
"No, he doesn't. He's got an ego problem and is annoyed I won't give him the time of day so he can get into my pants.
" Nothing pisses off a cocky asshole more than you snubbing them.
I mean, someone has to keep them in check.
I'm willing to do that for the females everywhere.
I take pride in knocking his ass down a peg or two.
"Exactly. His pride has been hurt, so what better way to get back at you than by trying to sabotage you and Paxton? It's not too far-fetched."
"You think he'd do that?"
"Yes," Molly says without hesitation.
"Well, it didn't work, so it doesn't matter."
"Maybe," she sighs. "But what if he figures out it didn't and he tries something else?"
"What else can he try?"
"I don't know. He could murder both of you."
"You need to lay off the true crime podcasts."
"Okay, you might be right, but Brian is already creepy, and we know he has a temper. These are the kinds of things that end up in the news. Everyone always thinks not them, but it's gotta be someone."
“Let’s not allude to that someone being me.”
“If you say so.” She clucks her tongue.
“Let’s get back to the important topic here. How do I get Paxton into this bed?”
“You’re really asking me that?”
“I mean, I know you’re not experienced, but—”
“That’s not what I meant. I only mean you’re making this complicated. Either go out there naked or go lie on top of him.”
“Seriously?”
“Yes seriously. He’s a man, isn’t he?” I groan, not sure I'm down with this idea. "Or you can go be the Tilly I know you are and demand he get into bed with you."
"No, I can’t do that." Shyness is holding me back. I'm not used to feeling this way, but I think it's because I never cared before. With Paxton, I definitely care. I also feel more feminine with him, which I’m loving.
"Okay, then just scream. He'll go running and save the day! Men love doing that."
"I'll scare our babies." There are a donkey and kitten to think about.
"I'm running out of ideas here."
"I'll figure it out." I blow out a breath.
"Text me." Of course she wants the details. I would too.
"All right, I love you. I'm getting off the phone."
"Love you too!" Molly chirps through the phone before ending the call.
“I can do this,” I whisper, giving myself a pep talk. I'll go out there and see what he's doing. Maybe he’s still awake. I have a whole hour before I'm supposed to check on him, and I suppose I could do it early. I’m being extra cautious.
Knowing that I won’t be able to sleep, I force myself to get up. I make it to the door, my hand on the knob, and have a silent war with myself. Then I remind myself I’m Tilly. I got this.
I jerk open the door, letting out a small gasp when I see Paxton standing there, his hands braced on each side of the doorframe.
“I was—”
“I need you,” he says, cutting me off as his mouth takes mine and he lifts me off my feet.
I wrap my legs around his waist as he carries me to the bed. Turns out he’s giving both of us what we truly need. Each other.
Chapter 14 Paxton
“I couldn’t sleep,” I say between kisses as I climb onto the bed. She’s wearing one of my old shirts to sleep in, and when it rides up, I can feel her bare ass.
“Me either.” Tilly pulls back to look in my eyes and there’s a playful grin on her lips. “I was trying to come up with a way to tell you to get in here.”
“I’m weak, what can I say?” I shrug, and it makes her laugh.
“Right now, I’m thankful for it.”
“I kept kicking myself for trying to go slow, and maybe I still should—”
“You shouldn’t,” she says, cutting me off.
“All I could think was that you’re it for me, Tilly.
That might be heavy to hear right now, but this thing between us isn’t something I’ve ever felt, and I don’t take it lightly.
I’ve been waiting my whole life to feel this way, and now that I’ve got you, I can’t play it cool.
I want you, and not for tonight. Not for a month or a year.
I want you for a lifetime, and if that’s too much, then I’d rather know before I take this any further. ”
“Paxton,” she says softly while reaching up and cupping my face.
“I want that too. It’s wild that this is happening so fast, but we’ve been headed in this direction for a while.
” Her grin spreads as she bites her bottom lip nervously.
“Mother Nature seems to be the one pushing for this to happen sooner than later.”
“Well, I guess we should trust that she knows best,” I tease as I press her into the bed.
Stretching out on top of her, I let her have my weight.
“You’re so damn beautiful, Tilly.” Her lips part as I brush my fingers along her cheek, and I bend down to kiss them.
My tongue sweeps against her, and she moans into my mouth. “I need to taste you everywhere."
Reaching for the shirt, I pull it up and off her then stare down at her naked body. The bedside lamp is on, and she looks like she’s glowing in the soft light. Her pink nipples are tight little peaks, and her legs are spread wide, showing off her slick cunt.
“Fuck, I don’t know where to start.” I lick my lips before falling on her, kissing her lips and then down her neck.
“You can start anywhere,” she breathes as her fingers grip my hair. "Just swear to me you won’t stop.”
“Your wish is my command.” My mouth moves to her nipple, and I suck the pretty bud into my mouth. She arches her back to get closer as I hum with pleasure.
Her skin is so fucking soft as I run my hands over every inch of her, unable to stop myself or slow down.
I move my mouth from one nipple to the other, greedily sucking them before kissing down her stomach.
My hands go to her knees, and I push them farther apart to make room for my shoulders as I kiss my way to her pussy.
“Paxton,” she moans when I press my nose against her and inhale the sweet scent. “That’s so dirty.”
“I fucking love the way your pussy smells. I want it all over me.”
I open my mouth and cover her pussy with it, licking up the center. She practically sits up in bed, and I have to pin her down to keep her from wiggling away from me.
“Be still or I’ll tie you down,” I tell her, and she doesn’t seem turned off by this threat. If anything, she wiggles more. “Hmm, I guess I know what to do next time.”
A rush of hot desire coats her pussy, and I lick it up, loving how turned on she is.
When I suck on her clit, she goes utterly still, and I flick my tongue over it back and forth.
That’s all it takes to set her off, and she cums with a scream.
I drape my arm over her hips to pin her down while I drag it out for her, making the orgasm more intense.
One orgasm turns into two, and they wear her out.
She falls to the bed, soft and willing, as I climb up between her spread thighs and grab the base of my cock.
Her eyes are hooded as I look down at her and swipe the fat head of my cock between her pussy lips to coat it.
Once it’s slick, I push into her hot little hole and thrust all the way inside.
“Fuck,” I groan as I fall on top of her, burying my face in her neck. I pull out and thrust in again, and she lets out a little whine.
“It’s so big.” Tilly’s nails dig into my back as I thrust in and out.
“You’re made for me, baby. You can take it. Let me get in nice and deep.” My dirty words relax her a little more, and I go harder. “That’s it, just like that. I want to cum inside you. You’ll let me, right?”
“I-I’m not on anything,” Tilly says, but I feel her pussy clench like she’s trying to get me to do it.
“Fuck, that's hot.” I stay still, loving the feeling of her wet cunt sucking me deeper. “Let me do it, Tilly. Let me cum in you.” I can feel my balls already tightening up, ready to go off. “I can pull out next time, but let me feel it in you just once.”
Sure, I’m lying to myself because I know if I get a taste of this, I won’t be able to stop. But I also know getting her pregnant means binding her to me in every way possible. I would get to take care of her and our babies for the rest of our lives. Sounds like a solid plan to me.
“Yes,” she moans before arching her back and taking me deeper.
That’s all the encouragement I need as I reach between us and rub her clit. “Cum for me; that way your pussy sucks every drop out of my cock.”
With a few quick rubs, her pretty cunt squeezes around my length as she goes off.
I can feel each clench as my cock throbs and I fill her up.
It’s so much that I see stars in the corner of my vision and I’m worried I’m going to black out.
I manage to keep myself from collapsing on top of her as the last of my orgasm leaves me breathless and somehow energized.
“Holy shit,” I say as I roll us over while staying inside her. “Let’s do that again.”
“Already? Don’t you need to take a second or something?” Tilly’s eyes are wide with shock as I lift her slightly and then lower her back down on my cock. “Okay, I guess not.”
“I’ve waited for so long,” I say. “I’ve been dreaming of this and all the ways I’m going to love you.”
“Love me?” She sits up, and I sit up with her so we’re face to face.
“Of course I love you. I’ve loved you from the moment I first saw you. I thought about telling you a dozen times. But I was worried you’d kick me in the balls.”
There are tears in her eyes but she lets out a little laugh. “I probably would have. But it turns out I happen to like our balls.”
“Good, because they are eager to please you. Along with the rest of me.” Reaching out, I tuck a lock of hair behind her ear. “I love you, Tilly.”
“I love you too, Paxton.” She throws her arms around me, and we kiss like it’s the first time.
It’s a moment I’ve been waiting on and one that connects us deep in our souls. I’m finally whole, and this time when we make love, it’s slow and sweet. She tells me to cum inside her again, and I happily do it. Then I do it again and again and again until the sun comes up.
We might have taken our time getting to this point, but now that we’re here, it’s full steam ahead. Between our marathon bouts of lovemaking, we take care of the animals and plan our future together. It’s everything I dreamed of the first time I looked at Tilly.
Now that she’s mine, I plan on always making sure she knows how incredible she is, how much she’s loved, and how lucky I am that she chose me.