Chapter 13 What You Wanted #2
The cold bite of the night air catches on my skin and I writhe against the darkness holding me.
Kade used his magic to strip me, and I’m completely vulnerable, unable to protect myself from his gaze.
He smirks as he stares into my eyes, and I realize there’s only him now.
Only his darkness and what he’ll give me.
Only this and right now, I don’t want anything else.
My head shakes slightly and he steps back, his eyes softening for a moment.
It’s the pause I need and I stare at him, my eyes wandering down him as it takes a moment for my head to catch up with what it’s seeing.
He’s naked too and the man is flawless. He’s covered in muscles, each one toned and made more perfect by the tattoos covering him.
I’ve rarely understood their appeal before, but Kade’s are an art form I’ll never tire of staring at.
My words escape me before I can stop them.
“You’re stunning.”
Kade nods simply and ensures I see him taking me in. He’s noticing all my lines and curves, all the bits of myself I hate and hide. There’s nowhere to hide and he takes his time, his fingers stroking my skin as he traces some of my swells.
“As are you, Zara.” His hand plays with the bulge of my stomach and I look away.
“I fucking mean it, kitten. You’re sexy as fuck, and I’m going to enjoy playing with you.
” His fingers grip my chin and force me to stare into his eyes.
“I don’t know which fucker made you feel this way about yourself, but when I find the cunt, he’ll be paying for his offense.
Now get out of your head and let me fuck you how you need to be fucked. ”
I nod and his eyes narrow.
“How you deserve to be fucked, kitten.”
Kade’s fingers grab my clit and he’s still not gentle.
He rubs hard and I gasp as pleasure and pain spread through me, making me gasp and grind against and away from him.
My back arches and I don’t know if I’m trying to escape him or offer him more, and my eyes close as I let the sensations wash over me.
“Eyes on me, Zara,” he snarls, his hand connecting with my cheek. “Always on me when we fuck. Always on the man that your fucking hot body worships.”
I bite my lip and stare into his eyes, trying to obey.
Goddess, I’m trying. Actually trying for him.
But the sensations are too much, and I’m being overwhelmed by Kade and his magic.
I’m high and lost in my excitement, desperate for anything he’ll give me and struggling to hold back my climax as he keeps fingering my clit.
“Please,” I moan.
“Not yet, kitten,” he growls before kissing me roughly. “I want it to hurt, and so do you.”
I groan and his other hand taps my clit, making red hot pain explode through my pelvis.
I scream and he laughs, building my climax again until I’m on the verge of another orgasm.
This time he pinches my clit and my scream is a sound of pain and pleasure that I’ve never made before as I beg and plead for it to end.
“You want me to stop?” he asks.
“Gods, no,” I respond without missing a beat.
He kisses me again and I moan into his mouth. “Good girl. I think you’ve earned my cock.”
Kade’s cock finds my entrance and he thrusts inside me hard enough to make me catch my breath.
He stops when our hips connect and the pause is surprising, giving me a chance to adjust to his size.
The pinch recedes as his grin widens and I stare at him through my daze, noticing how good he looks when he’s smiling.
“I’m not being nice,” he whispers in my ear. “It’ll make the pain hurt more when I move again.”
I whimper and he kisses my neck, biting harder and harder until the sharpness wakes me up. Kade shifts his weight and his cock moves, catching me as my pussy clenches around it.
“Are you going to be a good little fucktoy and let me abuse that perfect cunt of yours?”
I nod and his fingers grope my breasts.
“Words, Zara. I want your consent before I destroy you.”
I shudder and Kade stills, insisting I give him what I want. I clench around him and try to move, trying to take the pleasure I need more than I need to breathe. But I can’t get enough and no matter what I do, I can’t find any satisfaction or relief.
“Please,” I breath against him, “just fuck me, Kade.”
He doesn’t wait.
Kade moves hard and fast and the pain is unreal.
I scream as heat explodes inside me, every movement exaggerated as his cock thrusts into me and catches every goddamn time.
His cock is difficult to take, but he’s making it impossible, moving faster than I can keep up with as he fucks me with a rhythm I can’t match.
Kade’s cock fills every inch of me and I scream, trembling as pleasure and pain breaks over me, the agony merging with the ecstasy until I’m high on both.
I scream and writhe and thrash, losing my mind as my orgasm builds and I plead with him to let me come.
Kade rams into me again and again, telling me to fucking hold on, and my pussy shakes around his cock as I try to hold back my climax.
He growls and thrusts hard enough to shove my back against the tree bark and I break, coming in a burst of fire that destroys any semblance of sanity I have left.
Kade doesn’t stop.
He keeps fucking me at the same frantic rhythm and his cock doesn’t let up, sending more and more pleasure and pain through me.
I’ve got no idea if I’ve come more than once or if this is just one hellishly long orgasm, but this is beyond anything I’ve ever experienced, and I don’t know if I want it to end.
Goddess, I don’t know if I can withstand it and I roll my head back, closing my eyes and seeing bursts of color and starlight I never dreamed I’d know.
Kade grunts and groans and I claw at him, begging for something that I don’t even understand. The sounds deepen as the woods around us shake and the ground trembles as he loses all control and slams into me, finally coming with a roar that devastates and destroys me.
He finally stills and the shadows pinning me to the tree fade away, releasing me from their grip. I pant and sweat, collapsing onto him as I throw my arms around his broad shoulders.
And he takes my weight, holding me still as my emotions wash over me.
I’m euphoric and I’d be lost in bliss if it wasn’t for the pain that lingers and grounds me.
I’m spent, exhausted, but exhilarated, both dead and more alive than ever.
I want more, but I’m too damn tired to do anything except flop on him and try to recover.
“You okay?” he asks.
I nod.
“Was that what you wanted?”
I hesitate, and the growl rolling off his chest catches my attention.
“I shouldn’t like it.” I swallow. “I shouldn’t like the things you do.”
“From now on, Zara, the only shame you feel is the kind I want you to know. The type of degradation you get off on. You’ll stop being ashamed of wanting and liking what you need and deserve. Get out of your fucking head and enjoy the pleasure of being my perfect little fucktoy.”
Kade’s arms wrap around me and he carries me away, and I no longer care where we’re going. I glance up at him and he smiles, nodding his head as the warm fog of contentment swirls around me and I know I’m losing the battle to stay awake.
“You’re safe,” he whispers. “I’ll keep you safe, whether I like it or not. Now sleep, before I’m tempted to fuck you again.”