Chapter Nine
Paige
I hadn’t even come down from the first orgasm before he was forcing me towards another.
The way he had my legs positioned had me stretched, making him feel larger inside me than he already had.
His piercing stimulated a spot deep inside, and the addition of his thumb in my ass added new sensations that had me shuddering.
Still, my body obeyed him even if my mind wasn’t sure I could take more. After what he’d already proven he could do to me, it shouldn’t have been surprising that I was already close to coming again, even if I should have been sated after my heat.
His thrusts slowed as the base of his shaft thickened, but he continued to move his thumb in my ass. It was a different sensation, not unpleasant, and while his thumb felt larger than I knew it to be, there was still a sense of needing more.
I barely caught the word before it slipped from my lips. I was already trembling and almost delirious from the sensations he caused, and asking him for more would guarantee I’d be ruined for anyone else, because Roderic would deliver.
The hand on my breasts distracted me for a moment, my nipple stinging as he pinched and pulled.
I couldn’t arch away without putting more tension on the delicate flesh, and I couldn’t convince my fingers to release his thigh to bat him away either.
Moving forward to relieve the pressure only bent me further, making his tip hit even deeper with each thrust. There was a cramp of pain with every knock against my cervix, but it only twisted with the pleasure and made me more certain that I could never get enough of this.
Enough of him.
A hiss escaped me as the stretch in my back passage grew. He’d removed his thumb and replaced it with two fingers instead, making me groan at the feeling of being so stuffed in both holes.
If his fingers felt like that, how could I ever take his cock there? Was it even possible? Adam had done it once, but Roderic was larger.
“Good, Sweetheart. You’re being so good. If only I could lick your cunt at the same time, everything would be perfect.”
A shiver traveled down my spine at his words, and my clit throbbed. I was drenched in slick, his cock sliding easily in and out of me, and I couldn’t even blame it on my heat. My cycle was over and this was all me. This was what he did to me.
The motion of his hips slowed more as he ground his growing knot against me, my lower lips burning as they spread to allow him in. It felt like he made it to the widest point before he reversed, pulling back and leaving my core clutching at his length and trying to pull him back where he belonged.
“Do you want my knot, Sweetheart? Do you want me locked tight in your little pussy?”
I whined without thought, biting my lip as I nodded.
Tension was coiled in my belly, my legs trembling as I waited on the edge of a release that felt like it would shatter me.
Every time he pushed me over the edge he raised the bar, but he continued to bring me to the brink faster than I’d have thought possible.
Shifting forward again, he slid into me, pushing his fingers deeper into my back hole at the same time.
Sparks raced along my nerves, making my toes curl and my fingers clench tighter into his flesh.
Even the hint of copper in the air couldn’t make me release him as I held on and waited for him to destroy me.
“You’re stretched so tight. Stuffed so full. Your holes are going to be sore for days. Every time you move you’ll remember how it felt to have me in you. Fucking you. Knotting you.”
I was panting, hanging on his every word.
Leaving my breasts, the hand not occupying my backside traveled over my flank to where he spread me apart, circling my clit with teasingly light strokes as he slowly forced his knot through my opening again. It was larger, more swollen, and I whimpered as the burn briefly overshadowed the pleasure.
“I love watching you stretch around me. How your pussy blanches from red to white, straining to take me. How it all glistens with your slick. Your pussy was made to swallow my knot, Sweetheart.”
My cry grew louder as the pain got sharper.
He did something with the fingers in my ass, sending a burst of tingles through my belly that dampened the pain until he finally popped through, his knot locking behind my pubic bone.
I was so stretched, so full, and while he could only rock against me with his knot inflated, that didn’t stop his fingers from tormenting me, my release dancing on the edge of a blade, but still just out of reach.
“You’re perfect, Paige. My perfect Sweetheart. And since you decided to spy on me, you’re stuck with me now.”
Before the words could fully register he switched from teasing brushes around my clit to pinching it between two fingers. He curled the fingers in my ass at the same time, compressing the tissues separating my channels between them and his knot, triggering the nerves.
I was screaming before I knew I was coming, my entire body convulsing with the orgasm that ripped through me.
The world was white, all I could hear was ringing, and every synapse in my brain was focused on where we were connected.
Each pulse of his cock inside me sent another wave through my body, leaving me trembling, my muscles spasming, as I continued to scream even though I’d run out of air.
There was nothing like it.
Roderic took me higher than I’d ever been, wringing a depth of pleasure from me that left my muscles liquid and my bones, mush.
I couldn’t speak, couldn’t think, couldn’t even muster the energy to hold on to him anymore, my arms flopping to the bed as the spasms eased and the ringing faded.
I couldn’t have moved if my life depended on it, but it didn’t matter, because the alpha who’d destroyed me had no trouble tossing my leg across him and rolling me to my back so he could lie over me, enclosing me in a world of him.
I couldn’t say how long it took before my brain rebooted, and I winced at the fullness of my belly. His knot was still swollen and firm, trapping his cum inside, and it felt as if he’d emptied everything he had into me even though there shouldn’t have been much after days of fucking.
It took another whole minute before I moved past the soreness registering throughout my body and remembered his last words.
“What did you mean?”
It might have been smarter to keep my mouth shut and try to pretend like I hadn’t heard what he’d said, but even as I floated in a cloud of relaxation brough on by orgasms, a trickle of fear danced along my spine.
I might have learned that Roderic was good in bed and had enough control to keep his teeth out of me, but I didn’t know him, and the worry I’d felt when I’d overheard him from the hallway was returning.
His smile didn’t help ease the worry.
“You know exactly what I mean. You decided to sneak down the hall, heard things you shouldn’t have, so now I’m going to have to keep you close until I’m sure I can trust you.”
The pleasant feelings left over from the orgasm evaporated, my mouth going dry as I stared up at the hulking alpha pinning me to the bed. Despite the position and conversation, my instincts were still insisting I was safe, but the smarter part of me was ringing the alarm.
“I—I don’t know what you mean. I didn’t—”
I hadn’t expected him to lean down and cut me off with a kiss, and for a moment my surprise let me enjoy it.
Before I pulled my thoughts together enough to figure out what I should have been doing instead of opening to him, he pulled away, the soft look in his eyes at odds with the meaning behind his words.
“Don’t lie to me, Paige. That’s not a good way to make me trust you.”
Gaping, my stuttering mind couldn’t form a coherent thought. I should have been afraid. Angry even, that this alpha was threatening me.
So why was warmth spreading in my chest and settling my instincts?
Snapping my mouth shut, I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth, using the pain of biting it to focus. I wasn’t sure how he’d found out so fast, perhaps he had cameras in his home, but denying his accusation wasn’t going to get me anywhere.
“I’m sorry. I wasn’t trying to spy on you. You weren’t here when I woke up, and we don’t know each other, and I just thought it best to leave before you kicked me out.”
It hadn’t been my intention, but my voice broke towards the end. I might have found new worries to occupy my thoughts instead, but that had been my initial fear, and part of me clung to it. I’d been rejected too often to ever believe it wasn’t a possibility.
Roderic’s growl pulled me from my spiraling thoughts, the anger in his expression finally sparking the fear I should have felt before.
“So, you were trying to sneak out on me, Sweetheart? I would never kick out an omega whose heat just ended. You weren’t even dressed properly! Even if my scent would have warned off some alphas, there are those out there who would have taken advantage of you anyway.”
That warmth was back, confusing things. The omega part of me wanted to snuggle into him and purr, the lingering hormones from my cycle making it hard for the thinking side to process.
Everything Roderic had done so far made me want to believe he wasn’t the type of man to kick me out while I was vulnerable, but it was hard to trust someone I barely knew, who was also an alpha.
“I just thought it was what was best.”
He stopped his growl at my whisper, sucking in an audible breath that made his chest press down on me even more. The weight of him over me was calming, and I couldn’t help wishing I could let my weary body rest longer without having to think, but his threat lingered in the back of my mind.