Chapter 13 #2
While Lee was busy in the bathroom, Drew rolled to the side and took the liberty of searching in the drawer of the bedside table.
Thankfully, he found exactly what he was looking for there.
Among the lube and condoms were a handful of toys that he definitely wanted to know more about, but not right now.
The mood had diminished a lot as Drew waited on the bed, fiddling with the lube bottle, but heat raced through him again when Lee emerged, looking gorgeous and flushed and mischievous.
“You really want to do this,” he said as he crawled back onto the bed with Drew.
“Yes!” Drew laughed. “You don’t need to keep asking me.”
“I just want to be sure,” Lee said, half teasing, half concern. “Because I know you’re upset about things with Jessica, and I don’t want to let you do something so intense because you’re mad at someone else.”
Any temptation to be pissed off about Lee dragging his feet melted in an instant, and feelings that were dangerously tender rushed in to take their place. No one had ever been so considerate of him in bed in his life.
“I want you,” he said, looking Lee dead in the eyes with fire. “I have a choice of anyone in the world, and I want you.”
Maybe it was gross of him to say that, but Lee took it the way it was intended. He let out a heavy breath and surged into Drew, kissing him hard and grinding their mouths together.
Drew wanted other things ground together, but it suddenly dawned on him as he kissed Lee and wrestled him awkwardly onto his back that the only things he knew about having gay sex were the ways he’d faked it for a camera before and the conversations he’d had with Nikky.
It should have been easy. Lee had a hole, he had a dick that was getting harder by the second.
But Drew wanted the experience to be good for both of them, not just sticking his dick in a tight space and getting off because of it.
“Tell me,” Lee said, legs spread, gripping Drew’s arms as he balanced above him.
The tenderness was still there, even though Lee was sweating and desperate for it. Knowing they both wanted the other to really enjoy themselves made Drew feel free.
“I don’t actually know what I’m doing,” he confessed. “I want it to be good for you, but this is my first time with a guy.”
Lee nodded. “We’ll go for simple,” he said, shifting and rolling to his stomach and lifting his hips to more or less point his ass at Drew. “Don’t overthink it, and don’t worry about me.”
“I’m definitely worried about you,” Drew said, adjusting so he was positioned right between Lee’s spread legs. “I don’t want to hurt you or anything.”
Lee laughed. “Baby, you aren’t going to hurt me. I’ve bottomed before and I enjoy it.”
“But you said it’s been a while.”
“That’s why you’re going to lube me up and get me loose.” Lee reached for the lube bottle and handed it back to Drew. “Remember, one, two, three, dick.”
Drew laughed. Mostly as a way to release tension, but also because he understood exactly what Lee meant.
They were directions he could follow, and surprisingly enough, he really liked sticking his fingers in Lee’s hole.
He loved touching Lee intimately and feeling the man’s reactions as he got turned on and worked up.
Knowing Lee was enjoying it had him hard and hungry for it in no time.
Watching his fingers disappear into Lee’s hole made him want to bury his dick even deeper.
When he couldn’t take the anticipation anymore, Drew set aside the lube with shaking hands and somehow, miraculously, managed to sheath up, though he was in such a hurry he had a hard time with the condom wrapper. As soon as he was protected, he positioned himself and slid inside.
“Oh, fuck,” he gasped as he worked past Lee’s ring of muscle and pushed into the hot tightness of his body. “Fuck, fuck!”
It was better than he could have imagined.
The friction was incredible, and with a few instructions from Lee about depth and direction, he was pretty sure he started thrusting against Lee’s prostate.
It was easy to find a rhythm from there, and once his orgasm started to build in his core, he let loose and put everything he had into it.
“Fuck, I’m coming,” Lee moaned right before Drew felt a squeezing tremor of tightness sucking him in.
It was glorious. He hit the edge almost at once, then spilled into Lee with a strangled cry, pumping until he felt like he had nothing left in him. He wanted to keep moving, keep the pleasure going, even after he knew he was done, but it was as if all the energy had been drained from him.
He pulled out and flopped to the side, tugging Lee with him.
He could hardly catch his breath, but that didn’t stop him from seeking out Lee’s mouth, even though they were in an awkward position, to kiss him until he needed air more than connection.
Even then, Lee turned in his arms so they were face to face, and as soon as he had breath in his lungs, they kissed some more.
Drew wanted to say something. He wanted to say everything.
He wanted to thank Lee for blowing his world wide open and to tell him how much he cared about him.
He wanted the rest of the world to go away for a while so he could devote all his time to the man in his arms and the man he wanted to let himself become.
He wanted so much, but exhaustion was rushing up on him hard.
“Was it good?” Lee asked, clearly drowsy himself.
Drew nodded, but it took a lot of effort to say, “Yeah.”
Lee smile, stroked the side of his face, and surged in to kiss him. “We’ll talk in the morning,” he said.
Drew nodded again. It felt like the only response he was capable of. He then settled against Lee and embraced him completely with arms and legs. He didn’t want to let go of this new, magical thing he’d discovered. Not now, not ever.
But there was one thing he couldn’t escape from, even as sleep took him. He needed to fully and definitively break up with Jessica as immediately as possible if he was going to be able to continue forward to have what he wanted with Lee.