Chapter Forty-Two #3
“But he’s not gone, in fact he’s looking at me like he wants me to hand him the phone again, but he’s not that solid.” Then I realized that I didn’t know much about totems yet, so I added, “Is he? I mean, can a totem be solid enough to hold a phone?”
“Not really, or not usually, but then you’re not supposed to be able to take someone’s totem away from them.
Trauma or abuse can change your totem, either its nature from nice to more protective, or even switch one animal for another that will help you survive what you’re going through, but it’s not possible to steal someone’s totem. ”
“I thought you said that magic could do exactly that?”
“It’s possible to damage someone’s totem, or their connection to it, or sometimes in rare cases totems can even take some of the mental or emotional damage so the human they’re with doesn’t suffer the full brunt of it, but no magic can steal it from you.”
“Guardian Angels do that, take some of the mental and emotional and spiritual damage for the people they guard, especially children,” I said.
“One day we’ll sit down and have a long discussion on the differences between totems, angels, spirit guides, the works, but right now I need you to come for a visit, so I can get back with my little buddy there.”
“Let me say goodbye to my friend and I’ll head your way, and I’m sorry, Ravensong, sorry about all of it.”
“You didn’t do anything wrong, Havoc, you backed me up magically like you’ve done a dozen times before.
I’m too upset to meditate about it yet, but I think my raccoon even tried to warn me off, he was certainly waving at me just before everything went sideways.
If a witch ignores her own guides, then it’s her own damn fault. ”
“I’m still sorry that your hand isn’t completely back to normal, and that Suriel seems to have tried to strip you of your totem.”
“Okay, you can be sorry since it was your friend that did the second part, but I’ll tell you this: All my other totems and guides are exactly where they’re supposed to be, so your little friend wasn’t able to do what she tried to do.”
“I don’t agree with the College stripping children of their totems, but I can see their reasoning, but for Suriel to try to strip you of your totem, that’s . . . an outrage and an insult to a witch of your strength and talent.”
“The Infernalists are the ones most likely to come out of the College to help with demon shit; this makes me wonder if we need to double-check anyone they’ve helped and double-check that their totems and spirit guides are intact,” she said.
“God help us, I hadn’t even thought that far yet.”
“Seeing someone from your past can be hard, especially if you were close once; it messes with all of us, Havoc.”
“Thanks for understanding, Athena.”
“There you go again using my first name, keep that up and I’ll think you’re sweet on me.”
Her tone made me smile. “You’re my favorite witch, you know that.”
“Well, then it’s lucky we’ll have a chaperone; Louie came home early from work to take care of me, so you’ll have to fantasize about sexy witches on your own time.
” She laughed then, her I’m-a-dirty-old-lady laugh, which she wasn’t supposed to use at work anymore.
It made me feel better that she could laugh, and I knew she didn’t mean it. She never meant it.
“Your wife is a good enough witch to keep us both in line,” I said.
She laughed again. “Get your fabulous body over here so we can figure out what’s going on, Havoc.”
I heard a voice in the background and Ravensong said, “Louie reminded me that I’m supposed to practice politically correct speech even when I’m not at work, so I don’t get written up again.”
I almost pointed out that she’d been saying things that sexual at work to me earlier today but stopped myself in time. I was not going to tattle to her wife about work stuff. “I did not report you for sexual harassment,” I finally said.
“I know you didn’t, Havoc, but someone did, and so I’ve got to behave myself a little better.” She had to be thinking she’d already misbehaved today, but we were both going to pretend in case her wife could hear my end of the conversation.
“I’ll help you behave at work, if that’s what you want?”
She sighed. “Not what I want, but . . .” She took the phone away from her mouth and then came back on. “Louie says she’ll have tea waiting for you when you get here.”
“Tell her thanks.”
“You can tell her yourself once you get here.”
I glimpsed Emma in the shop between customers. “I’ve got to say goodbye to my friends, then I’ll be heading your way.”
“See you soon, Havoc.”
“Same, Ravensong.” We both hung up and I went into the shop to at least leave a message for Jamie with Emma. I was waiting while Emma finished checking out some customers when my phone rang again. It was Charleston.
“Hello, Lieutenant, is everything okay?”
“No, if you are fit for duty, I need you.”
“I’m out with friends, I’m good, what’s wrong?”
“I’m looking at what’s left of another college student and her boyfriend.”
“What do you mean, what’s left?” I asked, and started walking away from the happy customers and Emma, because whatever he was about to say was nothing they needed to hear.
“I mean that it’s worse than the last victim, but it’s another woman that Cookson was stalking.”
“He’s dead, we found his body exploded into bits at the hospital,” I said.
“We found skin, just skin.”
“Are you saying he’s alive and that he did this?”
“I don’t know, Havoc. I’ve already got a request in for the ME to give me a piece of the skin so I can ask the loa which side of the veil Cookson is on. Give me a piece of him and I’ll find him on Earth or in Hell.”
“Give me the address and I’ll—”
“No, I don’t need you here. I assumed that the demon inside Cookson had betrayed and killed him like they usually do, but either Cookson is still alive or the demon is doing it as part of the bargain, so either way the women are in danger.”
“Agreed, what do you want me to do, Lieutenant?”
“We have three more women to protect. I’ve got uniforms en route to them, but they’re going to need magic.”
“Just tell me where and I’ll meet them.”
“Tell me where you are, Havoc, and I’ll send you to the nearest potential victim. You may be the closest to the university campus and to the two women we have a bead on.”
“Where’s the third?”
“She’s meeting her boyfriend somewhere, no one seems to know where.”
“Okay, send me pictures so I can recognize them all, and I’ll head to the university to back up the uniforms. Are you sure you don’t need me at the crime scene?”
“We got plenty of hands at the crime scene. What I don’t have is enough people covering these girls.”
“Yes, sir.”
I sent a quick text to Ravensong, apologizing for canceling our meet-up and promising to reschedule as soon as I could.
I’d pressed SEND when the first pictures came through.
They all had long, straight, dark hair and looked eerily like our first victim.
Cookson really did have a type. Then a fourth picture came through that was a blonde and it wasn’t a school photo, but something more candid.
“Are we looking for three or four other potential victims?” I asked.
“Three, but the last girl dyed her hair blond recently, so I’m sending you her school shot and one her roommate took this week.”
I stared at the last two photos. “Can you send me a better full face of the blonde, sir?”
“I’ll check, what’s up?”
“I think I know where she is, but I want to be sure I’m guarding the right person. I don’t want to divide our resources on the wrong blonde.”
“I’ll check with the roommate, hold on.” Then I was listening to silence on hold.
I went to Emma, who was between customers. “I have to go to work, please hug Jamie for me.”
“The hugging is easy.” Then her eyes were less full of smiles and more serious. “But whatever is at work is bad, isn’t it?”
“Don’t try to read me on this one, Emma, because you don’t want these images in your head.”
She nodded, almost briskly, sending her thick hair bobbing. “It’s more your emotions that I’m reading, but I’ll shield harder.”
“Thanks, and thanks for all you’ve done for Jamie.”
She was all smiles again. “You don’t have to thank me for that.”
I realized I didn’t have to wait for a picture. “The blonde in the café, what was her name again?”
Emma looked less happy. “I thought you had better taste than that, Zaniel.”
“I do, but there’s been another incident on campus and we’re trying to locate a girl who dyed her hair blond recently and that wasn’t her natural hair color, so just checking before I run off to the university to look.”
“Oh,” Emma said, “it’s Shelby Jackson and she dyed her hair a week ago, or less. Is that the name?”
“I’m waiting to see a second picture to make sure of the face, but now I’ll just check the name.”
“Havoc, sending you another photo,” Charleston said in my ear.
“What’s the name of the blonde?”
“Shelby Jackson.”
“She’s next door to my location, sir.”
“Where?”
“The Cozy Cauldron, it’s a tea and coffee shop just off campus two doors down from the metaphysical shop I’m at.”
“You’re at Harm None?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Good shop, now get eyes on Shelby Jackson.”
“Moving that way now, sir, can I tell her she’s in danger?”
“We don’t know that she is in danger, so just keep an eye on her. We’re not supposed to start a panic if it can be avoided. If any demons show up, then the panic will start without us.”
“Let’s hope it doesn’t come to that, sir, the coffee shop is packed with customers.” I waved at Emma and went for the door.
“I’ll send uniforms your way ASAP, Havoc.”
“I’ll keep an eye out for them.”
“Havoc, be careful; the demon or whatever it is just tore the latest victim’s boyfriend into pieces.”
“You mentioned it, Lieutenant.”
“I wanted to mention it a little more forcefully since you’re on your own.”
“Thanks, I understand what’s at stake.”
“Good, uniforms are en route to you.”
“I’m going in.” I reached for the door.