Accidentally Fearless (The Bureau of Accidental Abductions #1)

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RORY

So here's the thing about managing a paintball arena: when a twelve-year-old with a God complex and a rental gun corners three of his friends in the snack shack and refuses to let them leave until they "surrender," you've basically got a hostage situation with pizza.

"Brandon." I kept my voice level, the way I'd learned to do after six years of exactly this. "Brandon, buddy. The pizza's getting cold."

"I don't care about the pizza!" Brandon's voice cracked on pizza, which undermined his authority somewhat. "They have to say I'm the best!"

Behind the counter, three kids in splattered jerseys stared at me with the hollow eyes of prisoners of war. One of them—Connor, I think, based on the birthday party roster I'd memorized an hour ago—had nacho cheese smeared across his face mask. He looked like he'd seen things.

"Here's what's going to happen," I said, stepping into the snack shack doorway. "You're going to put the gun down, everyone's going to eat pizza, and then I'm going to let your team pick the next map. First pick. Before anyone else."

Brandon's eyes narrowed. He was calculating. Good. Calculators I could work with. It was the screamers who gave me gray hairs.

"First pick," he repeated.

"First pick. But only if the gun goes down in three seconds. Three. Two—"

The gun clattered onto the counter. Brandon's hostages scrambled past me like I'd just liberated a small nation.

"You're welcome," I called after them.

Another Saturday at Battlezone Arena. Another crisis resolved with strategic pizza deployment and map rotation privileges. Generals throughout history had worked with less.

I pulled out my phone and updated the incident log I kept in a notes app—2:47 PM, snack shack standoff, resolved nonviolently, no parental complaints—because nobody else was going to document anything around here, and the one time I hadn't logged an incident, Steve Whitfield had acted like the broken rental gun that hit a kid in the shin had materialized out of thin air.

Documentation. That was the unsexy secret to everything.

Document the problem, track the pattern, fix the system.

I had spreadsheets for equipment failure rates, customer complaint categories, peak-hour staffing models, and a color-coded Google Calendar for the arena that would've made a project manager weep with joy.

Nobody asked me for any of it. I made it because the alternative was chaos, and I didn't do chaos. I managed chaos. There's a difference.

I checked the time again: 2:48 PM. Brandon's party had the arena for another hour and twelve minutes, but Jake Whitfield's sixteenth birthday started at 4:30, and Jake's group had specifically requested the Fortress scenario, which meant I needed to reset all the barricades, refill the CO2 tanks on stations three through seven—three and seven leaked, because everything at Battlezone leaked, and somehow convince Darren to actually mop the staging area instead of watching YouTube on his phone behind the rental counter.

I had a transition plan for this. I always had a transition plan.

Forty-five minutes before the current party ended, I started the changeover in the zones they'd already cycled through.

By the time Brandon's group cleared out, I'd have seventy percent of the reset done.

The remaining thirty percent took exactly nineteen minutes if Darren helped and twenty-six if he didn't, which meant I had a four-minute buffer before Jake's group arrived, assuming they were on time, which teenagers never were, so really I had a twelve-minute buffer.

This was what my brain did. Constantly. Mapping logistics, running scenarios, building contingencies. My high school guidance counselor had called it "being anxious." I called it being prepared.

"Rory!" That was Tiffany, Brandon's mom, power-walking toward me in yoga pants and an expression that said someone was about to get a Yelp review. "Brandon says one of the other kids called him a—"

"Already handled, Mrs. Kowalski." I pulled up my customer service smile. It fit like a rental mask—snug, slightly uncomfortable, functionally necessary. "Everyone's having a great time. Brandon showed some really impressive leadership skills out there."

Tiffany's eyes softened. Magic words, every time. Tell a parent their kid showed leadership skills and you could probably charge them double.

"Oh, that's wonderful! You know, he's been taking that junior executive camp—"

"That's great, Mrs. Kowalski. I'm going to go make sure the next round is set up for him. Excuse me."

I left Tiffany mid-sentence and cut through the back corridor to the equipment room, where the real work happened. This was the part nobody saw—the twenty minutes between parties where I sprinted through a checklist that would make an air traffic controller nervous.

CO2 pressure on all stations. Check.

Rental guns cleaned, tested, and racked. Check.

Safety netting on the east wall where Tyler Huang had somehow punched a hole last Tuesday. Patched with zip ties and a prayer.

Floor mopped. Not checked, because Darren.

"Darren!" I stuck my head through the service window. He had earbuds in. He always had earbuds in. "Darren, staging area. Mop. Now."

He gave me a thumbs up without looking away from his phone. I gave myself sixty-forty odds the floor would actually get mopped.

I was elbow-deep in the CO2 manifold on station five when the back door banged open and Kyle walked in.

Kyle Whitfield. Twenty-four years old, Communications degree from Penn State, and the owner's son.

My boss, technically, in the same way that a golden retriever is technically in charge when you put a tie on it.

"Rory, hey!" Kyle had the kind of confidence that came from never having his abilities tested. "Big day today, huh? Jake's party. I told Dad I'd handle it personally."

"I've already got it set up," I said, because I had. "Fortress scenario, sixteen players, I booked two extra refs because last time Jake's group got into it with the walk-in players."

Kyle nodded like this was information he'd known and had merely forgotten. "Awesome, awesome. I was actually thinking we should do something special. Like a smoke machine. For ambiance."

"The smoke machine's been broken since October."

"The small one?"

"Both of them."

"Oh." Kyle's forehead did that thing it did when he encountered a problem he couldn't delegate. "Well, can we fix it?"

"Sure. With a new smoke machine. Which costs money. Which your dad said we don't have because we need new netting for the east wall."

"Right, right." Kyle was already checking his phone. "Hey, I gotta take this. Can you handle everything? You're a rockstar."

"Yep." I wiped CO2 residue on my jeans. "Rockstar. That's me."

Kyle vanished through the back door, already talking to someone about weekend plans.

Tomorrow, when his dad asked about Jake's party, Kyle would describe it with the comfortable confidence of a person who'd been there the whole time.

He'd mention the Fortress setup. The extra refs.

Maybe even the snack shack hostage situation, retold as his own quick thinking.

And Steve Whitfield would nod and say, "That's my boy."

I tightened the manifold wrench harder than necessary.

Jake's party went off clean. I ran comms from the observation deck, calling rotations, managing the flow of sixteen teenagers who all believed they were the protagonist of their own action movie.

Two tried to climb the barricades. One lost a shoe.

Nobody cried, nobody bled, and the birthday boy got the final kill in the last round because I'd quietly told ref Todd to make sure Jake's team had the angle on the south corridor.

You don't just manage a paintball party.

You direct it. You read the room—who's flagging, who's getting too aggressive, who's about to have a meltdown because their gun jammed and they think the whole world is unfair.

You make micro-adjustments on the fly. Swap a player from one team to another to balance the skill gap.

Open up a new corridor to keep the aggressive kids from camping the spawn point.

Delay the round timer by thirty seconds because someone's still in the bathroom and if they miss the start they'll absolutely lose it.

It's resource management, morale monitoring, and tactical deployment, all happening simultaneously while a woman named Cheryl asks you for the fourth time if the paint washes out.

Yes, Cheryl. It washes out.

By 7:30 the last group had cleared out and I was alone in the arena. I walked the floor one more time, picking up discarded paintballs and a single shoe—Tyler Huang's, probably, which meant this kid was running a one-shoe deficit for the month.

My phone buzzed in my back pocket. I already knew what it was.

Jess: Hey Ror! Quick update. I got onto Law Review! Mom and Dad are SO excited. How's everything with you?

I stared at the screen. My thumb hovered over the keyboard.

Jess was twenty-four and already on Law Review at Temple.

My parents had sent a family group text about it three days ago with seventeen exclamation points and a GIF of champagne popping.

My mom had called to tell me about it separately, in case I'd missed the text, which I hadn't, because I was in the group chat. I just hadn't responded.

It wasn't that I wasn't proud of Jess. I was. She was brilliant and driven and she'd wanted to be a lawyer since she was fourteen and watched Legally Blonde six times in one weekend. She'd set a goal and she was crushing it.

The problem was the second part of the text. How's everything with you?

How's everything with me? Same as last month. Same as last year. Same as the last six years. I manage a paintball arena. I'm good at it. Nobody notices.

I'd tried to explain it to my mom once. How the arena wasn't just a job—how the logistics of it, the people management, the split-second tactical adjustments, all of it lit up some part of my brain that nothing else reached.

She'd listened with the patient expression she used when Jess talked about tort law, except with Jess the patience was real and with me it was an act.

"That's nice, sweetie," she'd said. "But have you thought about going back to school? You could do so much more."

So much more. The implication being that what I did was less. That managing a hundred moving parts on a Saturday afternoon—reading group dynamics, preventing injuries, keeping seventeen-year-olds from committing actual violence over who got the last slice of pepperoni—was somehow not enough.

Maybe it wasn't. Maybe that was the problem. Not that I was bad at my job, but that my job was small. A paintball arena in suburban Pennsylvania. The kind of place people came to for two hours and forgot about by dinner.

I typed. That's amazing Meg! So proud of you!

I did not type anything about how things were with me. I locked my phone and finished closing up.

On the drive home, I passed the billboard for Drexel University's adult education program. It's never too late to start. I'd been passing that billboard for three years. At first I'd felt a little kick of possibility every time I saw it. Now I just checked my mirrors and changed lanes.

My apartment was a twelve-minute drive from the arena, which I'd timed across every possible traffic configuration, because that's the kind of thing I did for fun.

Optimized routes. The GPS said fourteen minutes, but the GPS didn't know about the left turn on Maple that skipped the light at Third and Franklin.

My apartment itself was fine. One bedroom, galley kitchen, a living room just big enough for a couch and a TV that had been new when Obama was in his first term.

The walls were painted a color the landlord called "eggshell.

" I called it "depressing beige." I'd hung exactly one thing on them—a framed photo of me at age nineteen, standing on the rim of the Grand Canyon, grinning like someone who still thought the world was going to be big.

I'd driven there alone. Two days straight from Pennsylvania because my friends had all bailed at the last minute. I'd stood on the rim and taken the picture with a self-timer balanced on a rock and thought, This is the beginning of something.

That was ten years ago.

I kicked off my sneakers, nuked leftover pad thai, and dropped onto the couch. Netflix asked if I was still watching something I'd started three days ago. I honestly didn't remember. I hit continue.

The pad thai tasted like Tuesday. The show was about people with better lives making worse decisions.

My feet hurt from ten hours on concrete.

There was a bruise forming on my right hip where I'd clipped station seven's barricade during the Fortress reset, and CO2 residue under my fingernails that wouldn't scrub out no matter how hard I tried.

I picked up the stress ball from the coffee table—a promotion shaped like a grenade that we'd ordered for the arena and never used, and squeezed it while I stared at the TV without seeing it.

Twenty-nine years old. Six years at Battlezone. An apartment I could afford but couldn't make feel like home. A family that loved me the way you love a plant you keep forgetting to water, not neglect, exactly, just a consistent, gentle failure of attention.

The thing about being competent at something nobody values is that after a while, you stop valuing it too.

I was good at reading rooms. Good at managing chaos.

Good at making split-second calls under pressure and keeping everyone alive and reasonably happy while doing it.

Those were skills. Real skills. The kind of skills that mattered when everything was going sideways and someone needed to be the calm one.

But there was no career path for "good at keeping things from falling apart." No LinkedIn title. No salary bump. No mom telling her friends at brunch about it.

How's everything with you?

Everything's fine, Meg. Everything's exactly, precisely, suffocatingly fine.

I fell asleep on my couch with Netflix asking if I was still watching for the third time. The stress-ball grenade had rolled onto the floor, and my phone screen glowed with a notification I didn't check. Tomorrow I'd wake up, go back to the arena, and do it all over again.

That was the plan, anyway. Turns out, the universe had other ideas.