Chapter Seventeen #2
“Stephen?” she whispered. “Can you see me?”
He suddenly blinked and the eyes came into focus, staring at her as if absolutely horrified. His pale face tightened.
“Joselyn?” he repeated, raspy. “Is… is it really you?”
She smiled, the tears returning full-force. “Aye,” she leaned down, kissing his parched lips. “’Tis me, my angel. I am here.”
Since his right wrist was broken, he could only grip her with his left hand. His eyes were wide with astonishment.
“I thought I was dreaming,” he rasped. “I saw you but thought it was my mind playing tricks.”
She shook her head, falling against him and trying to hold him. But he grunted as she came down on him and she startled, recoiling at the sound.
“I am so sorry,” she gasped, her expression creased with pain. “I did not mean to hurt you.”
He grunted again, shifting slightly and reaching out to grasp her with his left arm. “You did not, sweetheart,” he lied for her benefit. “But I would like to know what you are doing here. You are supposed to be at Forestburn.”
He sounded much calmer than he felt about it, rather proud that his horror and shock hadn’t come blasting out at her. Dazed, muddled and in utter anguish, he could only think of his wife and her unwelcome, yet welcome, appearance. He was thrilled, confused and terrified at the same time.
“I was,” she pressed against him as much as she dared so she would not hurt him. “But Kenneth escaped Berwick and came to tell us what had happened.”
There was some relief for him in her statement. “Ken is unharmed?”
She nodded. “He is fine,” she replied. “Tate sent me to take you away from here.”
He lifted a dark eyebrow at her. “Tate sent you?” he repeated, extraordinarily unhappy at the news. “He and I are going to have words about this and not pleasant ones. I cannot begin to describe how displeased I am at the moment.”
Her warm expression faded and she wiped the remaining tears from her cheeks. “You will not be angry with him,” she told him. “He would not have asked it of me if there had been another way. You must trust that we have a plan for this.”
“That is nonsense,” he hissed. “I cannot believe he would play with your life in such a way.”
Joselyn put her hand on his cheek. “He is not playing with my life,” she insisted.
“Moreover, I would have come with or without him. I could not sit back while my kin holds you prisoner. I had to come. Do you not understand, husband? I love you and would do anything to help you. Surely you know that about me by now.”
He did, but he was still agitated. “I have always trusted Tate with my life and, consequently, your life as well. That is why I sent you to Forestburn. I feel as if I have been betrayed.”
Joselyn sighed. “It was not easy for him to make the decision,” she said, defending de Lara.
“Kenneth was deeply opposed to it. In fact, I saw him arguing with Tate quite strongly. Even Toby was opposed. She threatened to hide me from her husband. But Tate said something that caused them both to reconsider their stance. He said that Toby saved him from Roger Mortimer once and that women are stronger than we know. He believes I can do this and I am strong with his confidence. Do not weaken me with your anger.”
Stephen’s building rage abruptly cooled. He touched his wife’s head, feeling her soft hair beneath his hand. It was the most wonderful sensation in the world and he thanked God that he was given another chance to touch her regardless of the circumstances.
“Your strength is not in question,” he murmured. “Simply de Lara’s sanity.”
She pursed her lips at him in irritation. “Stephen, I do not want our first words in weeks to be cross ones. I am doing exactly what you would do if the situation were reversed. I am going to do all I can to get you out of this place.”
Stephen felt himself folding, resigned because he knew there was nothing he could do about it.
“I do not want our first words in weeks to be cross, either,” he agreed.
“But you should not have come back. You were safe at Forestburn and that thought has kept me alive. Now that you are here, my worries for you are overwhelming.”
She leaned down and kissed him gently. “I know,” she whispered. “But as the daughter of Alexander Seton, the last man to hold command over Scots at Berwick, my word carries weight. I am going to demand you be released to my custody.”
Stephen stared at her a moment before sighing faintly. “They will not do it,” he breathed. “I am the Guardian Protector of Berwick. They mean to make an example out of me.”
She knew what he meant but refused to accept it, shaking her head so hard that her hair came loose. “Nay,” she insisted strongly. “They are not going to do anything to you. They will release you and I am going to take you out of this place.”
Stephen looked at her, unable to refute her.
It would do no good. He knew the truth of it and she did not.
When he saw tears in her eyes again, he reached up with both arms and pulled her down to him, holding her against his battered torso.
Joselyn clung to him and wept, holding him tightly.
But she quickly composed herself, knowing her tears would not help him.
She was focused on making him well enough to leave and she could not do that if she fell apart at every turn. Pulling herself up, she wiped her face.
“Now,” she tried to sound confident and in charge. “Kynan is bringing your medicament bag. How badly are you injured?”
He wriggled his eyebrows. “I have several broken ribs,” he said, trying not to make it sound as bad as he felt. “And my right wrist is broken. Other than that, I can move my arms and legs adequately.”
Shocked at the assessment, she went immediately for his wrist. It was grossly swollen and she gingerly inspected it. “Can you move your fingers?”
“Barely.”
“What can I do to help you?”
He sighed faintly, thinking on how he would treat the injury. “If at all possible, it would do well to find a length of board or a small branch to use as a wrist brace,” he told her. “As for my ribs, the only thing to do is wrap my torso tightly until they heal.”
“I shall find something to brace your wrist with,” she said, bolting up and hunting around for a piece of kindling. But there was no kindling to be found and her focus suddenly fell on the turned-up table. She grasped one of the legs. “Will this do?”
Stephen turned to see what she was looking at. “It should.”
Joselyn was about to start bashing the table around when a knock sounded at the door. She raced to it.
“Who is it?” she demanded.
“Open the door,” Kynan told her.
Joselyn threw the bolt and Kynan entered, carrying Stephen’s familiar black bag. With Joselyn hovering behind him, he laid it down next to Stephen.
“The bag has been strewn about,” he informed him. “I tried tae recover what I could but I dunna know if I got it all.”
Stephen simply nodded. There was not much he could do about it and tried not to think about the precious ingredients that may have been lost. What mattered now was ingesting something to ease the pain he was feeling. Only then would he be able to think more clearly.
“My thanks,” he said, peering at the bag. “Now we shall see how great a physic I truly am if I can heal myself.”