Chapter 10 #2
The bell over the corner shop door chimed a cheery welcome as Amber hurried inside, exclaiming with pleasure as an effective heating system embraced her.
“Amber! We’ve missed you!” Cindi, the woman who owned the corner shop, exclaimed. “Welcome back!”
“It’s good to be back.”
And it was. She’d enjoyed this same welcome all the way down the street. But this wasn’t so great, Amber thought as she stood in front of the counter trying to decide what to eat from the wide selection of meals for one.
“Amber?” Cindi looked at her shrewdly. “Whatever you decide to take, take a packet of these as well,” Cindi insisted, pushing a box of chocolate biscuits into Amber’s hands.
“My belated Christmas gift to you—I overbought,” she explained with a shrug when Amber tried to refuse and wanted to pay for them.
“There’s nothing like a bit of chocolate to ease a heartache. ”
“That obvious?” Amber asked ruefully.
Cindi smiled wryly. “Flashing neon sign?”
Leaving Cindi’s, she went to the florist. They still had glittery leaves and red berries left over from Christmas, she’d noticed when she’d walked past.
The florist had closed early.
Oh well. She’d have trouble carrying anything more, Amber told herself, turning for home.
It was a cold night, and she walked briskly back to her flat and was glad to see her front door as the driving sleet started to find its way down a rip at the back of her hood. Lowering her bag to the step, she put her key in the lock—and nearly died of shock when the door swung open. “Alexei!”
“Sorry. I didn’t mean to frighten you.”
Amber tried to catch her breath. “What are you doing here? How did you get in? Okay—” Holding up her hand like a traffic cop, she sucked in a steadying breath.
“You have a jet. Your name works miracles. A flight plan to London’s no problem for you.
And then…” She tried her hardest not to scream with outrage and didn’t quite make it. “You broke into my home?”
Alexei remained perfectly composed. “The lock didn’t take much ingenuity,” he admitted as she walked past him.
“You had no right,” she flared.
“Correct,” he agreed. “But I needed to see you, to make things right between us.”
She shook her head, still trying to get over the fact that he was there and taking up all the available space—and looking more than gorgeous—big and strong and tanned, and ridiculously sexy in his heavy winter clothes, and as fiercely determined as she’d ever seen him.
Most people would quail beneath that laser stare, Amber decided, lifting her chin determinedly.
Not a chance she would. “And you bought out the florist, I see?” She surveyed the riot of floral exuberance that took up every spare inch of her room, exotic flowers in fantastic displays: bird of paradise, protea, and sunflowers, all imported, she was sure, at this time of year, and all strikingly fabulous.
There were peonies and lavender roses in romantic posies secured with jute laces, and, of course, seasonal displays of poinsettia, orchids, and white Christmas roses.
Her expression as she stared at them and then looked at him brought a mock rueful expression to Alexei’s face. “You don’t like them?”
She loved them, but wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of saying so.
“Apologies if you’re allergic.”
“I’m not allergic. So, what are you doing here, Alexei?”
She was so tense, she wouldn’t have been surprised if she’d shattered into tiny pieces as she waited for him to speak. No answer to a question had ever mattered more.
“No, don’t touch me,” she insisted when he reached out.
She wouldn’t be able to think straight if he did.
Backing away, she succeeded only in stumbling over the end of her sofa bed, forcing Alexei to perform a flying tackle to save her.
To his credit, once he’d steadied her, he dropped his hands to his side and let her go.
“I would have thought my reasons for being here are obvious?”
“To you, maybe—” Emotion threatened to overwhelm her, but she couldn’t fold now. Lifting her chin, she gave it to him straight. “You can’t just walk back into my life as if nothing’s happened. I can’t do this again—”
“Yes, you can,” he insisted. “You’ve never been a quitter.”
“But I shouldn’t have to fight so hard, and, frankly, I don’t want to.”
“You’re right,” he agreed. “I’ve been a bastard. But with your help, I intend to change.”
Taking the single step necessary, he pulled her into his arms. “You have to do this again—we have to do this again, and we have to get it right this time. Give us a chance, Amber. I know I messed up, and I get that there aren’t any guarantees, but without you, my life is meaningless.
I couldn’t even last a day without you.”
“Is this your pride talking? I left you, so now you have to be the one to walk away?”
“You’re so wrong,” he insisted. “This isn’t a polo match. This is forever.”
Forever?
Did he have to raise a brow, slant those lips, and let the smile in his eyes do the talking for him?
“You’ve got as little reason to trust as I have,” Alexei told her, “but in the end, we both want the same thing, which is to trust and be trusted; to love and be loved. You have to take the same first step I do, if you want that.”
She wanted to believe him. “What do you want me to say?”
“That you love me would be a start. Then move on to Happy New Year, followed swiftly by Happy Christmas, because tomorrow is another Christmas Day.”
“The seventh of January,” she whispered.
“I love you, Amber. You tore my heart out of my chest and took it with you. I had to come here to get it back.”
“You love me?” she repeated, staring into Alexei’s eyes.
“Forever—if that’s long enough for you? And I know you don’t want to live on a boat. I get that.”
“It’s very nice for a holiday,” she said politely.
Alexei laughed out loud, and it was the most glorious sound she’d ever heard.
“Very nice,” he agreed, his steel-gray eyes dancing with warmth and laughter.
“But now—” He looked around. “I can see you’re a homemaker, and I’m doubly determined to win your heart by showing you all the raw material I can give you to work on. ”
“Your houses.”
“My houses,” he confirmed.
She couldn’t pretend her heart didn’t rush with excitement at that thought. “A homemaker?” She glanced around. She supposed it was true. Her bed-sit was tiny and modest, but it was warm and comfy and safe, and full of all the things she loved, but for Alexei to see that meant a lot.
“Could you do the same for me?” he asked.
“If you want to build a home like this, you’ll have to share the work, but I can tell you what to do—”
“That sounds about right,” he agreed, grabbing her close. “So, what’s your answer?”
“What’s the question?”
“Provocative woman! Will you marry me, Amber Smith?”
“I love you. Happy New Year!” She smiled. “Merry Christmas. And…yes, I will marry you, Alexei Riga.”
“If only to save me from myself?” Alexei suggested dryly.
“There is that,” she said wryly. “But I think we’ve saved each other.”
Swinging her off her feet, Alexei kissed her, and the end became the beginning as they started all over again.