Chapter 6 #3
“I didn’t give you permission, did I?”
“No, alpha,” I answered, chewing the bottom of my lip anxiously.
“What do you think will happen if you come without your alpha’s permission, little mate?” he pressed, his eyes glinting dangerously and I stared back at him, standing at the precipice of defiance and obedience. I had to make a choice.
“You’ll punish me, alpha,” I murmured, feeling my inner core heat as the true meaning of those words washed over me.
“I will, sweet mate,” he grinned. “When we reach my home, I’m going to take you to my bedroom and claim you in the way that you need to be claimed. The only thing up to you is whether that claiming will be gentle or rough.”
I blushed harder.
“Do I make myself clear, little one?”
I stared down at his chest. I did know. With a hard swallow, I tried to decide on my next move. I studied his dark gaze, wavering back and forth before I realized something about myself.
Gentle didn’t leave me shaking with pleasure. Gentle didn’t make me quiver and needy for more.
I needed his roughness. I wanted the savage beast that I knew was inside him.
I rolled my hips again, a slight smirk playing at my lips. I was playing with fire, and I knew it, but I wanted to get burned.
Maybe he was right, and it was fate playing at my emotions, but it felt like maybe we were meant to be together.
I hadn’t known I was looking for a man like him.
I’d felt it from the very first time I’d laid eyes on him, and he’d freed me from my prison cell.
He’d known it too and he hadn’t listened to my protest. He’d just taken me because he wanted me.
“Maybe I want to be a bad girl,” I purred softly.
His eyes danced at my challenge.
“Your defiance is making my cock very, very hard, little mate,” he snarled, his own need for me broaching on ravenous.
I could feel every inch of his thick length beneath me. He wasn’t lying. He was really hard for me, and I liked that. My thighs squeezed around his waist, and I ground against him with more enthusiasm.
I pressed my lips to his cheek.
“You don’t want me to make love to you gently, do you?”
“No, alpha,” I answered, feeling light in my rebelliousness. It felt like I was floating on air and when I came down, I knew he would be there to catch me when I fell. I grinned.
The fall was going to be the most enjoyable part.
I clutched at his shoulders, and he made no move to stop me. His fingers slung around my throat, feeling like liquid fire until they clutched at the hair at the back of my scalp.
He pulled it. Hard.
I keened, pain blossoming across my head, radiating down my spine, and settling in the needy center between my thighs.
“If you come now, mate, it’s going to hurt when I fuck this pretty little cunt as hard as I please. I promise you that,” he purred.
“I’m counting on it,” I growled ferociously, and he growled even more viciously.
“Oh, little one, I’m looking forward to it,” he murmured with a seductive groan.
I started to move faster, feeling needier and even more aroused with every roll of my hips.
His grip on my hair tightened, causing tendrils of pain and pleasure to rebound inside me with wild abandon.
My eyes started to roll back in my head and my nipples pulsed, still safely encased within the cups of my bra.
I rode him harder, the rough fabric of his slacks driving me closer to the edge of a pleasurable bliss I was going to take myself. Without permission.
The glimmer of danger in his eyes made it all the hotter.
With his other hand, he gripped my bottom cheek and squeezed the welts he’d put there. The painful sting was enough to force me to the very edge of that orgasm I sought.
“If you’re going to come without permission, you better make sure that you scream while you do it. Make sure that Toboe knows exactly what you’re doing on your alpha’s cock, my bad little girl,” he purred.
I lost it after that.
My hips rocked back and forth at a furious pace. My eyes rolled back, and my fingers squeezed at his shoulders. In the back of my mind, I feared that I may be hurting him, but I realized that was silly. He was a wolf. I was a human.
He was the one who was going to hurt me, and I was going to like it.
I started to tremble on top of him, overwhelmed by the consuming pleasure coursing through me. The pain from his grip on the back on my head turned into a vicious sort of bliss and I couldn’t get enough of it.
Oh, fuck.
It was hot disobeying him like this.
I couldn’t wait to find out how he was going to punish me.
My orgasm raged on, sizzling through my body like wildfire. Untamed and feral. His cock was more than rock hard, and I rode it like I was made for it.
Maybe I was.
I screamed, throwing my head back as much as I could manage and lost myself on top of his cock. My pleasure poured over me, vicious and primal.
Our attraction had its softness and hard edges, a beautiful mix of rough beauty and heart.
I knew then that I was falling for him in a big way and from that point forward, there would be no going back.
I clutched at him as I took my stolen pleasure, enjoying every last moment of my rebelliousness knowing that he was going to punish me for it later.
“That’s it, sweet mate. Let me hear you scream as you defy me,” he purred.
I did. I worried that I screamed too loud, but as I shattered, I realized that I didn’t much care. I shook on top of him, my clit throbbing with pleasure and my pussy tightening desperately against him. I wanted to feel him inside me.
Badly.
The car pulled to a stop and Lawson released the hair at the back of my head.
“We’ve reached my home, little mate. I will give you a moment to gather yourself.
When you’re ready, you will tell me, and I will walk you inside.
I want you to think about how I’m going to use that sweet little cunt in just a little while and then I want you to think about how much it’s going to hurt when I thrust into you tonight,” he warned, and a shudder raced down my spine.
I don’t know how he did it, but I already wanted to come for him again.
“Do you understand me, little mate?” he asked gently.
The blood was still racing underneath my skin, so I nodded at first before I remembered to answer in the way he expected.
“Yes, alpha,” I purred.
“Good,” he answered. “I’m looking forward to watching that bare little bottom walk inside my front door, but do you know what I’m looking forward to seeing even more?”
“No, alpha,” I answered, blushing heartily at the disguised promise in his tone.
“I’m looking forward to seeing that wet little pussy peeking out from between those pretty thighs as you walk up the stairs to my bedroom,” he whispered in my ear, just loud enough so that I could hear.
A quiet sigh of shame fell of my lips and the only thing I could think to do was hide my face in the crook of his shoulder.
He pressed his lips against the side of my head and my heart fluttered inside my chest.
I hadn’t even known I had been missing something like this until he’d found me.
I didn’t know if I’d ever be able to let that go again. I did know that I didn’t want to.
My heart pulsed and I grinned before I pushed off of him.
“Lead the way, wolf,” I sassed and the growl that followed set my core on fire.
The quiet rumble of the engine cut off and I heard Toboe open the driver’s side door behind me.
It shut with a click, and I saw him walk around the car before he opened the door next to us.
I went to climb off his lap, but Lawson shook his head.
He held me there and I fidgeted against him, feeling exceptionally naughty to be sitting there on his cock with his beta watching.
“My mate is beautiful, isn’t she, Toboe?” Lawson asked.
I cried out softly in shame, unable to hide the way my embarrassment catapulted out of my control. I hid my face once more, but he grasped my bottom firmly in his fingers as a firm reminder that he could do what he wanted, when he wanted with me.
“She is indeed, alpha,” Toboe observed. I didn’t even have to look to feel his eyes on me and it made me tremble a bit even as I was wrapped in Lawson’s arms.
I chewed my lip anxiously as Lawson finally decided to lift me off his lap.
He placed me down on the seat behind him and climbed out first. He stood outside the door and offered his hand for me to take.
Feeling vulnerable in my arousal, I tentatively took his fingers within mine.
My eyes flicked downward, and I hummed with shameful need at the hard line of his cock still safely encased in his slacks.
It was only when I noticed the wet spot that I’d left behind that I was forced to look away.
My nipples tightened and my clit pulsed with need.
I tried to ignore it as he pulled me out of the car, but it only grew stronger now that I was outside the safety of the car.
It felt so wrong to have my pussy and bottom bare while I was standing outside.
Nervously, I looked around and tried to see if there was anyone else out there.
The property seemed pretty private and off the beaten path.
On the border was a high fence, with a thick towering wall of vegetation in front of it.
From what I could tell, it was just the three of us out here in the night.
My gaze passed slowly around the perimeter until it settled on the massive mansion set at the center of the property.
“Are we still in the quarter?” I sighed in wonder and my alpha wound his arm around my shoulders, pulling me tight against him.
“We’re a little bit outside of it, but still close enough so that we can watch over it from the top floor,” he explained.