29. Liam
Chapter 29
Liam
S he is still in my arms, her blue eyes locked on mine, and her body is pressed up against me. I lift my right hand from her waist and gently caress her cheek.
She blinks her beautiful eyes at me, and my breath hitches.
Somehow, she pulls me even closer with one hand and uses the other to brush my hair.
Then she bites her lip and whispers, “Kiss me again, please.”
Her plea slides through me, settling in my cock.
And just like that, all my thoughts fly out of my head.
I lean down and place a kiss on the corner of her mouth.
“Are you sure, Selene?”
“Fuck yes! Please,” she moans back.
The next touch of my lips on hers is explosive. She immediately closes her eyes and opens her mouth to let me in. Her heavy breathing pushes her breasts into my chest, and my cock is straining in my pants by the time our tongues touch.
She tastes like desperation and anger, matching me beat for beat.
Everything about this is wrong.
I should not want this, want her, but I can’t stop myself.
Goddess knows I have tried.
Bright colors flash behind my eyelids when she moans into my mouth.
“Fuck, woman. What you do to me.”
I lift her up, and she wraps her long legs around me again.
I love having her in this position.
I walk to the kitchen counter and place her on it.
My mind has been filled with thoughts of what I would like to do to her, but I do not want her to feel like we’re moving too fast.
Instead, I kiss her neck and the bit of skin showing on her collarbone and her wrists, and then I kneel and take off her shoes for her.
“You know,” I tell her, “This is probably a mistake.”
“I know,” she sighs as she leans on her arms to watch me, “But I do love the sight of you kneeling before me.”
I knead her arches one after the other, and she lets out a long sigh. “That feels so freaking good.”
I am on my knees before her, massaging her feet because she must have been in her shoes for hours.
I want to make her feel good, with my mouth, with my tongue, with my cock. This is a great place to start.
“I know sweetheart.”
She leans back a little, locking her eyes with me as she drags the zipper on her pants down.
I think I might have come a little.
I want to touch her, kiss her, taste her.
I push her pant leg higher and place one kiss on her ankle.
“Liam…”
“Yeah,” I murmured as I run my hands up and down her calves.
“Come up here and kiss me.”
“So bossy.”
I am on my feet a few seconds later, devouring her mouth. She licks my lips, grabs my hair, and moans into my mouth.
I drag her to the edge of the counter, then take down her hair tie so I can finally, finally see all that beautiful dark hair tumbling down.
“So fucking sexy…”
I run my hands through her scalp, and she moans again, then I grab a fistful of it and jerk her head upwards.
“I want to be gentle with you, and I want to be rough too.”
“I want that too.” And then our mouths are clashing once again.
I lift her off the counter.
“Which way is your room, vampire?”
“The left,” she says breathlessly.
I carry her to her bedroom, her legs around my waist, her lips not leaving mine.
I drop her on the bed and she lets out a giggle when she bounces off it.
“So rough, Mr. Night.”
“You have no idea, Miss Black. Oh, the plans I have for you.”
I wrap my hands around her calves and pull her to the edge of the bed. Then I drag her pants down her silky thighs to expose her bright red panties. The shade looks perfect against her pale skin.
“Fuck!”
I lick a path from her calf to her thigh. When I bite her inner thigh and soothe it, she lets out a loud gasp.
“Please, please, please.”
I have to fight down my smirk when I push her panties to the side to expose her pink and glistening center. “You are so wet for me, baby.”
“Yes.” She moans.
“Can I taste you?”
Her eyelids flutter. “You know you are going to regret this later, right?”
“That’s tomorrow’s problem, Selene.”
And then I gently lean down and lick her.
She tastes fucking amazing, and I cannot help the groans of pleasure I let out as I take her little bud in my mouth and suck.
Her hands are fisting the sheets as she struggles not to come apart yet, we are both still mostly dressed. This feels illicit, illegal, damn right sexy.
“Do you want me to stop, vampire?”
“ Fuck no.”
“Then part your thighs for me so I can make you come on my tongue.”
Her breathing hitches as she slides one leg and places it on my shoulder, opening herself up for me.
She smells decadent. I want nothing more than to spend the whole night between her thighs.
My cock is rubbing up against the inner seams of my pants, and I rock against the mattress a little to relieve the pressure.
It only makes me harder.
When Selene’s fingers somehow find their way into my hair, digging into my skull, I dive back into her sweet little pussy.
I hum, and I groan, letting the sound reverberate through her.
I don’t know what I was expecting sex to be like with her, but this is better than I could have ever imagined.
I feel possessive, hungry, feral.
“Say my name, baby.”
“Liam, please,” she sighs as I push my tongue inside her.
Her legs are trembling around my head, and I have to hold them open just so I can keep devouring her.
When her orgasm finally crashes into her, she comes so hard that she winds up riding my tongue as I roll her clit between my lips.
“Just like that, baby.”
If this is a mistake, then I am letting it all hang in the balance.
We are both breathless.
I like that it takes me a lot more than a few strokes of my tongue to get her to come. I have to work for it, and when she finally does, it feels like a reward.
I rise up from the bed and start unbuttoning my shirt.
“We have to do that again, Selene. I need you exploding on my tongue again.”
“Are you always so bossy?” she giggles.
I climb up to lock eyes with her. “Are you always such a fucking brat?”
There is defiance in her eyes as she wrestles with what to say, and then there is a sly smile on her face as she spits out. “Yes, sir! Why? Does it make your cock hard?”
Fucking hell! It does.
I wrap my hand around her throat and push her into the mattress.
“Such a strong mouth, yet your thighs are still trembling.”
“Meh! I’ve had better.”
This fucking woman.
“You sure about that?” I ask, using my other hand to push her legs apart.
I slide two fingers up and down her wet center. She is slick from her orgasm, which makes it easy to slide them inside her.
Her eyes roll back a little, her lips parting.
“You were saying?” I ask, pulling out and thrusting deeper.
“Fuck!” she groans as her hands dig into the sheets.
“Thought so,” I gloat, curving my fingers up to hit the spot I know will have her coming in seconds.
But when I pull my fingers out again, I am surprised to see them coated in blood.
I stop, pausing.
My hand around her neck falters as I let her go and then slide my fingers out of her.
She whimpers.
What the actual hell?
“ Selene?” I ask, raising the two fingers to her. “Are you a virgin?”
She is nervously biting her lip and looking everywhere but at me.
“Selene,” I repeat a lot more gently, then I reach out and cup her cheek. There are tears in her eyes, which tear into my soul.
Nothing about my experience with this woman is as it seems.
Why would she not tell me?
She riled me on, saying she had had better when, in actual reality, she had never had sex.
How had she never had sex?
“Oh God! How old are you?”
She sniffles. “Please stop it, Liam. I am not a kid, okay?” There is a definite snarl on her face as she pulls her face from my grasp and struggles to sit upright.
She is clearly embarrassed and angry.
“I never insinuated you were a kid. I just want to know why you wouldn’t tell me you were a virgin.”
“When would I have done that? Between you calling me a monster, then kissing me and running off, then kissing me again. When again would I have had the time to share that tidbit with you, wolf?”
How is it that she is the angry one?
She should have mentioned this. I only care about her well-being. No one’s first time should be that rough.
Wait a minute.
“Are you trying to say I coerced you into this? Because you kissed me back.”
She jumps off the bed as she slides her panties back into place. “Here we go again. Let’s hear it, Liam. Tell me all about how it was all a mistake, again.”
I feel her accusation settle deep in my chest.
“Selene,” I say gently. “I didn’t want to hurt you.”
“Just decapitate me, huh? Oh, I remember. Your actual choice of words was ‘ I will drive the stake through your heart myself.”
She is looking around for something to cover herself in.
This is not how I wanted any of this to go.
“Selene, please.”
“You can go.”
“I am not going anywhere,” and then, before I can overthink anything, I reach out and pull her to me.
She comes willingly.
I sit on the bed and pull her into my lap. She is so soft and small in my arms.
How could I have said such horrible things to her?
In this moment, she is not a vampire. She is not my enemy. She is a vulnerable woman who’s upset, by my actions.
I push her bangs back and cup her cheeks, forcing her to face me. “Stop fighting me right now, okay? We can go back to you wanting to bite my head off in the morning.”
She swallows hard. “Okay.”
“Now, tell me, did I hurt you? And don’t fucking lie to me.”
She shakes her head. “No. It was all intense, but I was not in pain or anything like that.”
“Good. And what about everything else? Have you had someone go down on you before?”
She bites her lower lip again, making my cock stir once more. “No. You were the first.”
Is she blushing right now?
“No one?”
She shakes her head. “Is that weird?”
“No, Selene. I mean, I thought you would have at least experimented with someone before.”
She bites her lips once again. Damn! That’s sexy. It’s making my cock harden.
“I kissed someone once. Does that count?”
I hate the jealousy that I feel at those words.
I know it’s selfish, but I liked the idea of taking all her firsts.
“Please don’t talk about other men when you are just in your panties, sitting a few centimeters from my cock, Selene.”
This is the first time I see actual mirth on her face as she eyes the bulge in my pants and then drags her eyes back to me.
“Are all wolves this possessive? Or is it just you?”
I am your mate.
I am allowed to be possessive.
“ Why? Are you planning to fuck any more wolves?”
“I am still deciding,” she says.
She shifts her hips again, and her arousal hits my nostrils.
She just had an orgasm.
It might not have been her first one, but it sure had done the trick.
“Stop playing with me,” I say, tracing my fingers up her thighs before settling on the seam of her panties.
She whimpers as I use my thumb to rub her clit through her panties.
“Or what?”
“You don’t want to find out.” Then, my other hand is at the nape of her neck, pulling her in for another kiss.
This is ferocious. Teeth and tongues scrape against each other as my thumb rubs tentative circles.
She gets wetter and wetter on my lap, and I know she will leave a wet spot there.
I love that.
“Liam,” she moans when I push her panties aside and run my thumb over her wet slit.
“What?”
She tugs on my lower lip and bites me.
I can feel the tangy taste on my tongue as she sucks it dry.
“You taste so good,” she whispers.
Her eyes are a deeper shade of blue, just like they had been just before she had gone into a frenzy feeding on my blood.
The memory makes my heart race faster.
I wonder what it would feel like if she sucked on my blood as I sank into her warm tight heat.
When I slide a finger a little inside her, she groans.
Just like that, I am lost in the sensation of wanting to bring her pleasure again.
“Has anyone touched you here before, Selene?” I groan.
“No, I-. Fuck. No, just me.”
“So, you have made yourself come before?” I say, sliding my finger deeper. Her thighs fall open for me.”
“Yes. But it didn’t feel like it did when you did it.”
She is fucking amazing for my ego.
“And that was just my tongue. Imagine what my cock would feel like.”
Her hand reaches down to rub me through my pants.
I jerk forward, pushing my finger deeper into her.
Her eyes roll back. “Right there, Liam.”
“There,” I ask, “Or there?” And I push my finger a little deeper.
She is clenching around me… and so fucking tight.
Her fingers wrap around my arm, clenching hard.
I thrust a little deeper and then pull out.
“Why did you stop?” she asks.
“Because I have a better idea.”
Then I stand up and, with her in my arms, lay her gently on the bed.
“I wish you would have told me that you were a virgin.”
“Why? I don’t understand why this is such a big deal.”
“I would have been a lot gentler with you, Selene.”
“But I wanted you to be rough.” There is a slight exasperation in her voice.
I shift towards her and take her head in my hands, then gently kiss her forehead.
“Sex can be rough, but not for your first time. Your first time should be gentle and careful and with someone you really care about.”
She holds my hands to her face. “Don’t give me that bullshit, Liam. This is not a fairytale, okay? I was not waiting for some prince charming. I just never got the opportunity to fuck before. That’s why I’m a virgin.”
“Selene…”
“I don’t want this to change what we were going to do. Please.”
I lean down and gently kiss her lips.
“We don’t have to do it tonight, Selene.”
“So, you can change your mind in the morning?”
I brush her hair back. “See, this is why I think this is a bad idea. You only want this now.”
“That is where you are wrong, wolf. I could go out there and fuck anyone I want. I keep telling you to stop romanticizing this shit, okay? This is just sex.”
But it is not.
It is sex with my mate.
“Selene…”
“Fine,” she reaches down to slide her own fingers down into her panties. “I am not going to beg you. I will make myself come, and then tomorrow I will go to the bar and find someone to fuck me properly.”
My jealousy comes loose. I lunge at her, wrapping a hand on her throat. “No, you fucking won’t.”
She bites her lower lip.
She knew exactly what reaction I would give and this is her proving her point. “Why? It seems this is an issue for you.”
“Because, vampire, you belong to me.” And then I crash my lips into hers.
She whimpers as I drag my teeth and lips against her neck and chest, pulling her top down.
Her breasts peek from a matching red bra.
“I want this,” I groan as I lick down her throat before nuzzling her breasts.
Then I push the top down and suck just below her bra. I kiss her rib cage and her flat stomach swirling my tongue into her belly button.
She whimpers as I kiss her pubic bone through her panties.
I bite on her hip, leaving a mark.
“I want you.”
“Are you sure?” she groans.
I slide her panties to the side and then press my lips to her wet center. “No. But that hasn’t stopped me before.”
I swipe my tongue over her wet folds, my other hand caressing her breast through her bra.
I slide my tongue into her, lapping up all her juices.
She whimpers as her nails dig into my hair.
Mine.
She is mine.
I suck her clit into my mouth, swirling my tongue over and over again, feeling it tighten in my mouth.
“Oh, fuck Liam. I am going to come,” she screams, bucking into my mouth.
I smile as I devour her.
“Then shut up and fucking come, vampire.”