Chapter 12
Niko Freeman
A Week Later
A nigga went from no kids to two kids in a matter of a fucking day.
I still wasn’t fucking with Maddie ‘cause of the shit she did. What type of bitch got herself fucking pregnant? I was the shit, but I wasn’t the shit to the point bitches needed to trap a nigga.
I’m sure it was a million other niggas out there that would happily take Maddie as their bitch, but it wasn’t me.
That ship had sailed between Maddie and me.
Her sneaking and getting an abortion, I couldn’t get past that shit and instead of dragging our relationship out knowing how I felt I wanted to end it.
Her being pregnant wasn’t going to change my mind.
As much as I wanted to raise my seed under the same roof, I couldn't see myself faking it. I was too real of a nigga to be fake about shit I did. Maddie wanted to make shit difficult and fight me on everything. She tried to pull the guilt card, she wanted me to feel bad for leaving while she was pregnant. But I didn’t get her pregnant, she got her mutha fuckin’ self pregnant, so there wasnt shit for me to feel bad for.
If she hadn’t taken it upon herself to get herself pregnant, she wouldn’t have to worry about being a single mama.
I was gonna be there for my seed all the way.
I wasn’t missing anything when it came to my seed, despite how he/she came into existence.
I was letting Maddie keep the house we stayed in together.
She wasn’t finna have to worry about bills.
She could chill her entire pregnancy ‘cause I still planned to break bread with her until she got on her feet. It didn’t need to be said, my seed wouldn’t want for shit.
If she was smart, she’d use her pregnancy time to figure out what she wanted to do with herself, instead of tryna run a nigga crazy.
Maddie needed to count her blessings that I wasn’t a fuck nigga.
I could have said fuck her and my seed just off the strength of what she did.
Most niggas would have made her ass disappear, but I wasn’t cut like that.
On top of Maddie and me having history, I might have felt like fuck her, but I still cared for her wellbeing.
Maddie wasn’t the bitch for me, but I still wanted her to live a good life.
More so now knowing we were finna be co-parenting.
Yanna caught a nigga all the way off guard.
When she turned around, my heart skipped a beat.
I really did miss not talking to her over these last few months.
I know the time we spent together was short, but Yanna made a nigga feel like we’d known each other our entire lives.
Talking to her was like talking to my better half.
She really heard a nigga when he talked, and she wasn’t just into a nigga ‘cause he had money. Honestly, Yanna had never pried into my finances. She went with the flow of shit, and I hated that I cut her off tryna do right by Maddie’s trifling ass.
I had been tempted to call her a few times, but knowing how her mean ass operated, she wouldn’t have answered my calls.
I basically played her cock thinking she wanted some dick.
After our stash house got robbed, I was on go mode.
Even my shit with Maddie got placed on the back burner.
Me and my brothers worked too hard to let niggas think they could take from us.
We combed the streets heavy looking for the niggas who were crazy enough to try us.
Niggas in Beaumont knew better than to fuck with us.
For the most part, we didn’t have enemies, niggas fucked with us.
That was what was making this shit so puzzling.
The streets were silent, acting like the mutha fuckas who robbed us were ghosts.
Shit got hectic, and my attention was needed elsewhere.
Chasing behind pussy was the least of my worries.
We still were combing the streets for the niggas, but we’d pulled back some, we were hoping them niggas got comfortable thinking we were gonna take that L and reveal their hand.
Since there wasn’t shit I could do, I had to let that shit ride for now.
If so much time hadn’t passed, I would have reached out to Yanna, but I figured it was for the best. She was dangerous for a nigga like me. She had me debating leaving my bitch after knowing her for a day. That type of shit wasn’t normal, and I told myself to let sleeping dogs be.
I never imagined I would see her again and she’d be carrying my seed.
I really wanted to choke the fuck outta Yanna when I first laid eyes on her round belly.
Honestly, I think it was better that I found out about our daughter while she was still inside of her mama ‘cause I can’t say what I would have done to Yanna if she wasn’t pregnant.
I don’t get how she was so nonchalant about her keeping her pregnancy from me.
Something was wrong with Yanna’s brain; it had to be, and my daughter better not get that slow shit from her either.
Yanna had the nerve to get mad ‘cause I was mad. Talking about, I was dragging this situation out. Did she forget she was carrying my seed and hadn’t told a nigga shit?
I was tempted to pop her in her mouth she had me so fucking heated.
I swear my daughter knew her mama was sending a nigga, ‘cause she started to kick the fuck outta Yanna. It tripped me out seeing her little feet stretching Yanna’s skin.
That was when I fell in love with our daughter.
I couldn't wait to actually hold her. I actually found myself looking forward to my daughter being born.
Low key, it made me feel fucked up because when I thought about Yanna and our daughter, a smile always came to my face.
But when I thought about Maddie and our baby, I didn't feel anything.
I chalked it up to Maddie being earlier in her pregnancy.
I figured those feelings would come. I prayed they did ‘cause dealing with Maddie already was making a nigga go crazy. I had been ignoring her ass all day. She didn’t want shit.
She never did. After she called me this morning crying claiming she and the baby missed me, I hung up on her stupid ass.
I decided then that I wasn't finna entertain her shit today. Not when I was about to hear my daughter’s heartbeat for the first time.
Yanna had a doctor's appointment, and I was on my way to meet her there. She wanted to act like a nigga was doing too much when I wanted us to ride together. She was really playing like I had cooties or some shit. I had to cuss her goofy ass out before she stopped fighting me on picking her up. Yanna wanted to play like she didn’t miss bouncing on my dick.
I couldn’t play like I wasn't tryna slide back between her thighs. Her pussy was top notch, and seeing her walking around glowing with my seed growing in her kept my dick hard. I never understood why niggas would keep they bitches pregnant, but seeing Yanna had me contemplating. But Yanna wasn’t beat for fucking with me.
She was playing like she was scared of this dick.
Yanna made it clear we weren’t fucking, she was spitting some other shit about having boundaries, but I wasn’t stuttin’ that shit.
If she wanted to fuck around and find out the hard way, then by all means, she could try a nigga.
My phone ringing echoing through my car speakers broke me from my thoughts.
“Hello,” I said, after answering the call from my mama.
“Niko, where are you?” she asked me in a condescending tone.
“Around. What you need?”
I hadn’t really told anyone about Yanna being pregnant by me yet.
It wasn’t a secret, and I definitely wasn’t ashamed of my daughter.
I just hadn’t had the time to talk about it.
I knew my brothers would talk shit knowing they all met Yanna at the BBQ my dad threw for me.
Yaro, I was close to him, so he already knew I was fucking Yanna without me having to tell him.
He was the only one who peeped me dipping off with Yanna that day.
As soon as he could, he called me out. I just laughed at Yaro’s nosey ass.
My other brothers wouldn’t give a fuck about me fucking with Yanna.
Will, that nigga might have a sucka attack.
Just ‘cause of the type of nigga he was. I wanted to say I felt bad for fucking with Yanna, but I didn’t.
When I first started fucking with her, I had no clue about him fucking with her.
Yanna wasn’t even the type of broad Will would fuck with.
By time I found out, it was too late for me not to fuck around with her.
I sampled that pussy, and it was a wrap for any other nigga.
I had it in my mind that she was mine. Now, she was finna have my daughter.
There was definitely no chance for no other nigga.
Especially not Will, he’d lose his life tryna fuck around behind Yanna.
Will was my brother, but I wasn’t fucking around behind mine.
Either he was gonna accept Yanna being my baby mama, or she was gonna get his feelings hurt.
There were too many bitches out here for him to be losing his mind over Yanna.
“You do know that you’re about to have a family? You need to answer when the mother of your child is calling.”
“Oh, yeah?” I replied, not caring about what she was talking about.
“Don’t piss me off, Niko. You shouldn’t have been fucking that girl if you didn’t want a baby with her. It’s time for you to st-“
“That’s the thing though. I ain’t fuck her unprotected.
I didn’t nut in her pussy. Her trifling ass got a condom with my nut out the trash and stuck it in her pussy.
So, really, I ain’t gotta do shit but take care of my seed.
” I cut my mama off ASAP. She had me fucked up if she thought she was finna guilt trip me.