Chapter 25 #3
I didn’t advocate for bitches sleeping with other females niggas.
I can say I would have reacted a lot worse than Maddie would have if Niko was carrying on the way he was but that only would have lasted so long.
So I understood Maddie’s distress to a degree.
However, I wasn’t begging a nigga to want to be with me.
Especially when the nigga was the one who’d done wrong initially.
Niko would have had to kiss my ass a long time ago.
I didn’t understand how Pricilla and Maddie wanted to make this entire situation my fault.
Like I cast some spell over Niko to make him want to be with me and not Maddie.
It was like they wanted to portray Maddison as a victim when her hands were just as dirty as Nikos.
At the end of the day nobody forced her to stay with Niko.
Maddie seemed like the type of female who liked to throw the rock and hide her hand.
She wanted everyone to see her as the one who was done wrong while she fought to save her relationship.
I didn’t get her fascination with wanting to be with Niko so bad it made her think having a baby would keep him.
I didn’t even understand why she wanted to have any of his babies when she’d already killed two of them.
It was crazy to hear the lack of accountability Maddie had for herself.
From the conversation I’ve heard Maddie tried to justify everything she’d done by blaming Niko for her actions.
Which had to be some kind of mental illness in itself.
Before I thought I had empathy for Maddie but the more I found out the more I felt like her actions were less based on emotion.
Instead her actions came off as calculated and manipulative.
That was the only thing that made sense in my head because if it was me I would have been got the fuck on.
Wasn’t no nigga worth my dignity or self esteem.
Pricilla and Maddison were clearly having a shared delusion with the shit coming out of their mouths.
“She’s carrying your youngest child and your acting like you don’t give a damn.” Pricilla carried on.
A cracked smirk appeared on Niko’s face as he said. “I care about my seeds all of them. but Maddie ain’t carrying my youngest.”
”Excuse me,” I frowned grabbing Niko back by his arm cause he had me fucked up if he thought I was finna deal with another baby mama.
I felt myself getting enraged thinking about him having another baby on the way and his stupid ass just asked me to be his fucking girlfriend.
This was finna be the shortest relationship I’d ever been in.
“What you mad for?” Niko asked me with an amused grin. “You the one carrying my seed.”
“Me,” I said pointing a finger at my own chest to make sure he was talking to me. Niko had to be out of his mind if he thought I was pregnant and Zuriyah was only three, almost four months old.
“Stop playing Yanna. You really ain’t realize you pregnant again? You ain’t bleed since you had Zuriyah.”
Niko said popping my bubble because he wasn’t wrong. I was honestly enjoying not having a period for the last three months to consider what that really meant. I swear if I was really pregnant I was gonna kill Niko’s strong sperm having ass.
“Oh wow and your happy about this?” Pricilla replied, disgust was written all over her face.
Niko gave her a blank stare before he said, “We finna leave,” Niko replied tightly, his irritation seeping through his words. “If you don’t want nothing else you can go.”
Pricilla pursed her lips together tightly, looking at me then Niko, “I can tell I when I’m not welcome. I doubt you care but I’m having a balloon release for Sonni this weekend. You know his death anniversary is coming up. The theme is long live King Sonni,”
If I blinked I would have missed the odd look that dashed across Niko’s face. I had no idea what that look was about but I made a note to ask Niko about it later.
“Cool, I’ll come out.” Niko answered with a hardened expression.
Pricilla nodded her head before spinning on her heels heading down the steps to her black Benz truck parked in our driveway. We both watched silently as she pulled off.
“What picture was your momma talking about?” I asked the easiest of questions I had been wondering about.
Listening to Pricilla and Niko go back and fourth, I had a lot of things I wanted to ask but I could see Niko was still irritated. I didn’t want to make him any madder so I kept my question light.
“Look on my IG. But fuck all that we got pictures to take come on,” He urged me out the door while he grabbed Zuriyah. He locked the door then we went over to his car getting in.
I was too busy scrolling to his IG to pay him any attention to my surroundings.
I smiled as I found what I was looking for.
It was a picture of Zuriyah, Niko and me at Yaro’s block party before everything occurred that day.
I had the biggest smile on my face as Niko held me.
Niko captioned the picture: Meet the Freeman’s.
Team us. If you not with us you against us.
Nothing was going to be able to take this smile from my face. Niko had spoken and wasn’t any arguing with him. If I did happen to be pregnant would it really be that bad Niko was an amazing dad. One more baby wouldn’t hurt.