Chapter 33
REGAN
Ah, crap.
I’ve never had so many guns aimed at me before.
Honestly?
Not a fan.
One twitch, one wrong move, and bam—I’m done.
Too many chances to die.
At least Cormac positions himself in front of me. The bag man doesn’t seem bothered by all the hot metal pointed his way. If anything, he’s vibrating with excitement.
Vera doesn’t seem pleased. “What’s with the smile, Whelan? You’re finished. We’re taking this city.”
“It’s always like this, you know.” Cormac steps closer.
The guns bristle.
“Always like what?” Vera seems uncertain for the first time. She scans the clearing. “You’re outnumbered, outgunned, outmatched. You’re finished. Why are you smiling?!”
“It’s always like this,” Cormac repeats, taking another step. “They come, they always come. Men and women with guns. They come with brute force, with plans, with subterfuge, with lies and spying and games. They come and it’s always like this.”
“Stop fucking saying that,” Vera snaps, rattled. She grabs a gun from the man standing to her left and aims it at Cormac’s head. “Take another step. Go ahead, one more step, and I’ll shoot you myself. Stop smiling!”
Cormac laughs, head thrown back. “It’s always like this!” His shoulders tense as he spreads his arms wide. “But look upon my works and tremble.”
A strange red haze fills the air. Long rays of red, streams of them moving through the night. I look back and there are eyes in the trees, glowing red, bloody and ugly eyes watching with a sick and hungry horror. Cormac’s laughter sends a terrified chill straight into my bones as I turn back.
Vera looks down at herself. “What the fuck?” She turns to the soldier next to her, but there’s a red dot on his chest. “What the fuck is happening?” He doesn’t answer, only mutely faces forward, sweating.
He lowers his gun. “What the fuck is happening?!” Around her, more men begin putting their weapons on the ground, each of them covered by red dots, four or five per person, including Vera herself.
“Laser sights, miss,” the soldier says gruffly. “We’re outnumbered, I’d guess, at least five to one.”
“No! We swept the woods!” Vera screams it, raising her gun. More dots appear on her, including one in the center of her forehead. “It’s a trick!”
“Miss Vera, I don’t think it is,” the soldier says uncertainly.
“It’s always like this when they come!” Cormac shouts with laughter.
“They think we’re weak. They think we’re stupid!
But time and again, they look upon me, and they tremble, they cry out for their parents, for protection, for their god, and find nothing but the cold emptiness of a gun waiting at the other end.
” Cormac levels a finger at Vera. “Lay down your guns and be spared. Last warning.”
Vera snarls. I have to admit, she’s terrifying and very pretty.
Her hair’s in a perfect blond braid down her back and her cheekbones are fantastic.
Maybe in another life, we could’ve been friends.
I’d love to know where she got those jeans.
They look functional and surprisingly attractive, flattering her good figure.
She raises her gun. “Fuck that.”
“No! Don’t!”
He shoves forward, stumbling, barreling ahead. I reach out, shouting for him to stop, but Kieren storms toward Vera in a blur, too fast for me to catch him. Cormac must not have been ready for it as Kieren breaches the gap between the two sides, making straight for his future wife.
She fires. The bullet grazes Cormac as Kieren distracts her. And all hell breaks loose.
The hidden Whelan snipers do their bloody business.
It’s the sound of a thousand buildings falling down, a constant wall of crumbling noise, so massive and impossible that I can hardly connect the shattering, blood-soaked bodies in front of me with the racket.
Kieren rams into Vera, knocking her over, both of them covered in a crimson spray, as Cormac turns and grabs me, hugging me close and sprinting away, using his body to shield me from the worst of what’s happening.
“No! Kieren! Please, please, let me go, let me go, let me—“
Cormac’s grip is iron. He smells like salt and skin as I’m thrown to the grass behind one of the cars.
He pins me there with a massive hand, holding me down as I thrash, the constant crack of death playing out but slowing now, easing to a sporadic chirp, ending in a hush.
There aren’t any moans of pain. There aren’t any signs of life.
“That was stupid,” Cormac comments, letting me go. He stands to his full height and squints over the car’s hood. “Good work though.”
“Kieren.” I get to my feet. Tears pour down my face as I walk woodenly back toward the slaughter.
The bodies look too human, and that’s the problem: bullets took them in chests, in heads, making a bloody mess but leaving them strangely intact.
Brothers, husbands, fathers. All of them dead, the whole Baranov contingent, slaughtered by Cormac’s personal guard.
I find him lying on top of her. He took two bullets through the back, straight into his heart and lungs.
He’s curled up against her, face to her neck like he’s trying to kiss her and whisper something nice in her ear.
Her mouth is locked open in pure shock, her eyes empty and cold, one hand gripping her gun, the other laced in Kieren’s hair.
I kneel beside them, a sob ripping from my throat.
I know Cormac and his men are watching, but I don’t care.
I cry hard at the fucked up injustice of it all, at the obscenity of watching Kieren perform one final brave act, one desperate and doomed attempt to save the woman he clearly loved, only to fail, only for it to happen for someone other than me.
But that’s good, isn’t it? He did get to love, and I’m happy it wasn’t me in the end. I’m happy I wasn’t trapped with him, trapped in that old life trying to be the perfect daughter for my monster of a father, never able to even imagine any other way of being.
This is how he died then. A traitor, a liar, a cheat and a faker, but in the arms of the woman he clearly cared about.
How she felt, I’ll never know, and fuck, isn’t it so damn messed up?
“Didn’t know you cared about the creep.” Cormac appears at Kieren’s side and pushes his body away from Vera. My ex’s corpse rolls onto its back, blood seeping from a wound in his chest.
Beneath him, Vera gasps.
“Shit!” I say, scrambling back in shock, as Vera Baranov starts to moan in pain.
“Huh, interesting.” Cormac sounds like he’s looking over fish at the market. “This worked out well.”
“Kieren. What… Kieren…” Vera tries to sit up but Cormac puts a boot to her chest and holds her down. “Oh god… what happened…”
I get to my feet and walk over. She’s cut and bruised, but otherwise alive. The bullets that would’ve ended her were all taken by Kieren.
In the end, he did something right.
I crouch at Vera’s side and take her hand. She looks at me, frightened, but clearly desperate for some comfort. I hold tightly, squeezing, and smile.
“Don’t worry, you’re going to be okay.”
“But Kieren… he’s dead.”
“No more than he deserves.” I pat her hand and stand up. “Cormac? Let’s tie her up and throw her in the trunk. I have an idea.”
“No!” Vera struggles, screaming as Cormac throws her over his shoulder. “No, please! No!”
Cormac fixes me with a long look. “I like you.” Then he walks to the cars with a kicking and struggling Vera Baranov over his shoulder.
“Best compliment I’ve gotten all day,” I say quiet, looking down at Kieren. I wipe my face, feeling better. “Now back to work.”