30. Sovereign #2
It was a very early miscarriage that happened within the first five weeks of pregnancy.
The embryo formed and was embedded in the lining of my uterus lining but stopped developing.
I went through a painful miscarriage with lots of heavy blood.
The doctor said it was from chromosomal problems with the developing baby, but I didn’t believe that shit.
Something deep inside of me knew that I couldn’t carry because of that damn abortion I had.
I felt like I was cursed from that point on, so I stopped dreaming about having a fucking kid.
“You say it’s just business like you said about our marriage but even you and I know that it was all a lie.
I’m starting to think you like when I’m on edge, Sovereign.
And in a very toxic way I like seeing your crazy too.
It turns me the fuck on, but this type of crazy is different from you.
It’s the type of crazy that can very well get a nigga killed.
” He stepped into my personal space and placed his hands on my curvaceous hips.
“Being in a hotel with another man other than me while you’re carrying my baby is beyond crazy.
He doesn’t even know how to tend to you properly baby.
You got a nigga threatening my pilot to get me to Mexico in a short amount of time just to see about you.
Tell me Sovereign, do you really think that this thing between us is still business?
” He lowered his head, I backed away. My heart speeding up at just his words alone.
“You’re scared, it’s understandable but you have to accept just what this is.” I shook my head no, and tried to turn away from him, but he grabbed me tight and pulled me into him. His hands were slipping off of my drenched body as he clung on no matter how wet my entire body was.
“I want you bad as fuck, Sovereign. You got to understand the patience I’m trying to have.
If it was left up to me, you’d be glued to my side living in my homes wherever I go.
I’d slide in you raw every fucking night.
This baby growing in you… is just the beginning like it’s the beginning of our relationship.
I’m crazy about you and I’m rich as fuck baby.
That says a whole lot, I don’t and won’t hold back how the fuck I feel.
It’s to make things clearer for how crazy I’m willing to get behind you.
Don’t ever let what happened yesterday happen again, Sove… you understand right?”
I could’ve sworn I seen his left eye twitch.
He let me go and went to stand next to the fireplace.
He left me standing in the same spot speechless, looking at his well-defined back.
No matter how hard I found myself pulling away from Malice.
He’d end up saying or doing some shit that sent me lurching forward and falling hard for his ass.
A baby? He really believed that I had a baby growing inside of me. I didn’t want to disappoint him.
“I can’t conceive, Malice. I had an abortion when I was young, and I think they messed some stuff inside of me up.” I cleared my throat. He didn’t turn to look at me, he just watched the fire like it was his favorite tv show.
“You don’t know that for sure. You forget you told me this already. That was a long time ago. Doesn’t mean my semen isn’t strong enough to send my son right into your uterus.” He put the fire out and went to the window to let air in the room.
“Come shower with me, so you can tell me all about this mission you went on with Bundy.” He walked towards his bathroom. I dropped my head momentarily but picked it up and walked right behind him.
After showering and going into detail about everything that had transpired over the last twenty-four hours.
I laid on Malice chest and listen to his heartbeat as we talked some more.
The feeling was everything. He made me some tea that settled my stomach immediately and I knew he had to bring some of the herbs and spices his house maid provided.
My eyes got heavy again and I found myself ready to close my eyes.
“You are going to see Miguella in the morning. I will have a talk with her first. I don’t know what games she’s playing but it’s time to put an end to this cat and mouse shit.
You want to kill Melvin, I’ll respect that.
You won’t be meeting him in a public place alone though.
So, don’t answer none of them unknown calls.
” He stopped talking like he was thinking.
I watched the way his long curly eye lashes tickled the heavy lid of his prominent eyelid.
“You getting a new phone in the morning too. When we leave Mexico, I’m taking you to the doctor.” Butterflies swarmed in my stomach. I never had a man this bold enough to take the initiative. This shit was turning me on and making me feel special as hell.
“You still thinking about turning the cartel over to Roberto?” I wanted to know. I imagined my business ending out here in Mexico after being done with Abuela. All money wasn’t good money, and I wouldn’t be able to sleep well until I avenged my mother properly.
“Yea, I plan on going to see my mom this week. When I come back out here, I plan on talking to Roberto and my dad.” My heart flared a little.
“So, if we both no longer apart of this cartel shit, then where does that leave us? We won’t have anything forcing us to keep us married.” I couldn’t believe how sad I sounded saying this, I couldn’t hide the disappointment.
Looking up in Malice, magical eyes gave me all the reassurance that I needed in this moment.
“That’s even better, you not going no where. You are going to remain my wife. When I go to see my mom, you coming with me.” He captured my lips with his.
“I don’t need cartel money and you don’t either as long as you are my wife.
” This time instead of him kissing me again, first I threw my arms around him and pulled him until he was on top of me between my legs.
I brought his head down until his thick lips aligned with mine.
I kissed him passionately like my life depended on it.
Gasping at the feel of him invading my snug tunnel, I received all of him as he rocked in and out of me.
“You pregnant with my baby, this pussy biting differently, baby.” He talked directly in my ear as he pulled my double d breast up to his lip and sucked on my tender nipple.
“Pussy feel different, shit gone have me keeping that ass pregnant. We got enough money for a football team.” I blushed and moaned hard at his revelation as he kept stroking me with precision. This man was forcing my stubborn ass to be hooked on him.