71. LUCIAS DIARY ENTRIES MARCH 2013
Mom got drunk last night. Beckett was asleep, and I didn’t want to wake him up, so I took care of it. She seemed so sad. I don’t know what to do to make her feel better. I just want everyone to be happy again like we used to be when I was little
I keep having nightmares about what I saw, but I’m not even sure anymore.
Some days I think I made the whole thing up because she seems okay to me.
No one will believe me because I’m not a good person, and I’ve been mean to other kids sometimes.
I was really mean to Alice. I’m mean to Angelina sometimes, too.
I just hate everything.
Especially him.
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I talked to Mr. Leblanc today but he didn’t think I was telling the truth. He laughed at me.I know what I saw through the window. It was real. I know it but it doesn’t even matter anymore. No one is listening to me.
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Antony told me he doesn’t know if he loves me anymore.