Chapter 16 #3
She’d been trying to save him from himself ever since she’d come to the island. It was a matter of time now—a very short time he’d guess—before she realized the futility. Then he’d be left to himself. The only company he was fit for.
He shut his bedroom door behind him and didn’t bother pulling the blinds. It was barely mid afternoon but the storm had darkened the sky to near nightfall proportions. It suited him. He’d sleep through the storm. Maybe when he woke the darkness would be gone.
Shana wished she had some kind of miracle up her sleeve to pry Dane out of his depression.
She looked at his closed bedroom door. There was no way she’d go in there after him.
Sympathy sex was no good. She’d end up as depressed as he was and there’d be nothing left of Beachcomber Investigations. Or her. Or him.
Cap thought Dane needed a shrink or heavy medication. But short of hitting him over the head and dragging him bodily, Dane couldn’t be convinced to see a professional. Now, weeks since his mother’s death, Shana had hoped the Christmas season would cheer him, but if anything he was worse.
So far, today being Christmas Eve hadn’t cheered her much either.
Anxiety had moved into her bones. She’d never worried over anyone or anything the way she worried now about Dane.
Cap wasn’t the only one who felt the same way.
Peter John Douglas, the governor of Massachusetts—Dane’s ex-special ops unit commander and friend—called almost daily.
Acer, a member of their special ops unit and, as far as she could tell, his closest comrade—texted her every other day.
Sassy and Ronnie, their local twenty-something junior investigators, came by often and she was lucky they did.
Sassy brought pies from her shop and Ronnie brought pilfered food from the restaurant where he worked.
If they hadn’t brought the food and forced her to eat, she would have diminished to a stick figure by now. As it was, her clothes hung on her.
And Dane hadn’t noticed. Nothing stirred him. Nothing made a difference to him. If she left now, would he care? Would he notice?
Would he be better off?
Would she be better off?
No. She’d never forgive herself. It was just as much her fault that his mother was dead.
On her watch. She should have been able to protect Dane’s mother, to prevent the murder—should have seen it coming and have been able to do something.
That was her job, her life’s work—to protect people. And she’d failed.
The problem was, she knew Dane felt the same way—and it was his mother. She shuddered.
A rap on the back door saved her from sinking further.
She’d hidden the bottle from herself as well as from Dane.
She hoped she’d be able to enjoy a splash of brandy in her eggnog tonight without succumbing to sobbing.
But Cap had been a shiny spot in the bleakness, her North Star, for this past month.
Cap pushed open the back door and stepped into the kitchen with a rush of fat wet snowflakes riding on the cold wind.
Behind Cap, in a bright red snow-covered sweater and white knit hat, a stranger stepped forward. Shana jumped back and automatically felt for her gun in the back of her waistband, but it wasn’t there.
“Don’t worry—he’s with me.” Cap smirked and moved forward.
The stranger stepped inside behind him and pushed the door closed.
Shana shivered. Then she remembered she ought to smile at her guest. She was turning into her crazy aunt Shirley and she wasn’t yet thirty years old.
She noticed the man had a bag. She looked at Cap for an introduction or an explanation or something.
“This is Father Pedro.”
She looked closer at the man. He had wet graying hair and dark eyes. Maybe they were kind eyes, but right now they were noncommittal. Intelligent and searching like he was looking into her soul and sizing her up.
“I’m Shana. Have a seat. I’m about to put the final touches on the eggnog.”
“Do you have anything hot?”
“Of course—you must be frozen.” He had no coat and his sweater was wet.
Cap took off his coat and glanced around. She knew he was looking for Dane.
As if by thinking about him they had some cosmic pull, Dane’s door banged opened and a second later he appeared on the threshold of the kitchen. Shana was surprised he wasn’t aiming his old Glock at them, but the look he leveled was threatening enough.
“Dane—” Shana said.
“Who the hell are you?”
Father Pedro stepped around her and his face transformed to warm saintliness. He went to Dane with his arms extended. The man had to be nuts.
Dane put his arms out too—to stop the man in his tracks.
“Whoa there, fellow—answer my question. Who the fucking hell are you?”
The padre stopped a yard away as Shana went to Dane’s side—or as close to his side as his porcupine mood would allow.
“Dane—” Cap began.
Dane glared at Cap to silence him. The padre stood and took his time studying Dane—brave for a man with Dane the Demon expecting an answer.
All the while Shana figured what kept the padre safe was the new expression on his face.
It was as if seeing Dane made his heart weep.
In fact he looked like he was about to cry when he spoke in a sad but deeply ominous voice.
“I came from South America. Oscar sent me.”
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