Chapter 2
Scott Mason ran a hand through his hair and tried very hard to think about work. He had to approve the exhibition posters, write his speech for the opening gala, and go to the archives for research. He had to think about anything other than that barista, who’d looked like she’d walked straight out of his daydreams and into reality. What idiocy had compelled him to leave the café before getting her number? Damn, he should have offered to get down on his knees and clean up the spilled coffee if it meant he could have continued speaking with her. He didn’t even know her name.
Scott sat in his office in the British Museum and stared at his laptop screen. His office was crammed full of as many books as it could hold—some left over from the curator who had worked here before him—and the towering stacks had a tendency to fall on him when he least expected it. There was a radiator in the corner that occasionally let out a metallic grunt but never actually seemed to warm up, and a family of pigeons had set up roost right outside his window. His desk chair creaked whenever he sat down, and the desk itself was stained with a century of ink spills, but now that he had hung up some postcards and prints from his travels and the previous exhibitions he’d curated, it was starting to feel like home.
Each time Scott had taken a sip of the delectably sweet Earl Grey tea from the café, his mind had strayed back to the barista. She’d reminded him of those Grecian goddess statues, all voluptuous curves and soft open features; those mahogany curls flecked with purple, eyes such a deep brown they were almost black. And those lips…“kissable” didn’t even begin to coverit.
He’d gone on a few dates since he’d moved back to London, mostly through the apps, and there was nothing wrong with the women he’d met up with. They’d all been attractive, intelligent, and funny, but something just wasn’t clicking. It wasn’t that he was still hung up on Alice; more that after being in a long-term relationship for a while he was bloody tired of going over the same first-date questions again. What do you do for work? What sort of stuff do you do on the weekends? All of these dating apps, and none of them could tell you anything about how chemistry worked in real life. It grated on him.
Scott hadn’t been able to get himself out of that funk. Until now. That barista had lit up something within him, like a ray of sunshine finally breaking through the clouds after a storm. She even had him thinking in cheesy similes. For the first time in ages, his body—his senses—felt awake. And he wanted.
This was Scott’s first year as the curator of the permanent collections, and he couldn’t help but feel that apart from Dr. MacDougall, who had stuck her neck out to hire him, some of the other curators and board members looked down their noses at him. Not all, mind you. It just happened to be the most powerful ones.
He’d done his best not to get distracted all afternoon. Dr. Jenkins and Dr. Garcia, two curators who far outranked him in seniority, weren’t pleased with his plans for the summer and autumn exhibition schedule. They had shuddered when Scott had dared to utter the phrase “interactive exhibition.” To them, a museum was not a place for children to learn about embalming mummies, or for anyone without a PhD to have access to the round Reading Room.
He remembered how shocked some of them had been when he’d explained that their idea for an exhibition based around the ancient sewage systems of Mesopotamia wasn’t likely to draw in big crowds.
Again, his mind was pulled back to the smile of the barista, the way she had blushed and touched her neck when he’d drawn attention to the hamsa necklace she wore. Maybe he should go back and offer to buy her a new amulet to replace the one he’d broken? Was that too much? He didn’t want to come on too strong.
Although their interaction had only lasted a moment, it had been delightful to talk about his passion for historical objects with someone else, especially anything related to talismans of luck or good fortune. Eric—Scott’s best friend—was always happy to listen but didn’t really reciprocate his interest. Alice had never been keen to talk about Scott’s work with him, and when she had, it was always to sneer that he could have made more money doing anything else. How many times had he explained that becoming a curator was not something a person did for money?
When he’d first unpacked his work boxes in this office, he’d found a photo of Alice and him from their first trip to see the northern lights in Norway years ago. They looked happy in the picture, but he didn’t feel the same pangs in his chest when helooked at her face anymore.
There was still anger, and there would be for some time, but it had dulled around the edges. Any love Scott had felt for Alice faded in his years abroad and hadn’t returned with his arrival home. It certainly helped that she’d gone off to live with what’s-his-face in the United States. At least he didn’t have to worry about bumping into her at any of their old haunts.
Without a second thought, he’d crumpled the photo and thrown it in the bin. Good riddance.
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Scott checked the time, realizing he’d been daydreaming for longer than he’d thought and it was time to go and meet Eric. Into his rucksack he threw his laptop, a few snack bars—Eric tended to get cranky if he hadn’t eaten enough—and a book on the mythology and traditions of pre-Islamic North Africa; just some light reading for the train journey.
He locked his office door with a large iron key that looked like it belonged in a medieval monastery.
His phone beeped with a text from Eric saying: See you at the boathouse, prepare to get your ass kicked.
We’re rowing in a double today, you moron , Scott replied.
He hurried through the atrium, noticing in his peripheral vision that a couple of women were not so slyly trying to take a picture of him. It was possible they recognized him from the September page of the “Curators Against Cancer” naked calendar he’d done last year, though thankfully that had sold out pretty quickly and now he didn’t need to flush with embarrassment every time he passed the gift shop.
It made him a little uncomfortable, but he tried not to let it bother him. Scott had always been averse to attention, ever since he was a kid. Of course, it had come from a different place back then. There had been a lot of “Where are you from originally?” questions when he was at school, from teachers and other kids. It was that originally that annoyed him. Partly because of the thinly veiled othering, but also because he didn’t even know.
Scott had been adopted when he was ten years old. Before that, it was all short-term foster homes and the group home that he’d stayed at in between. His memories from the time before he moved in with his amazing mums was a bit of a blur. No, that was a lie. He remembered it all; sometimes it was just easier to forget.
Once, Scott had considered doing one of those spit-and-send heritage tests, but then Eric, who worked for a big-money tech firm, had shaken his head and suggested that Scott’s information might be used for things he wouldn’t necessarily approve of, so he’d dropped the matter.
Scott waved at the ticket sellers as he made his way around the east side of the Great Court, the glass roof letting in the last of the afternoon sunlight, bathing the atrium in a buttery glow.
“Ah, Dr. Mason, just the man I was hoping to bump into.” It was Dr. MacDougall, the museum’s head curator. A short, stout Black woman with a crop of salt-and-pepper hair, she always seemed to be dressed in an effortlessly chic suit with a chunky necklace.
“Dr. MacDougall,” Scott said, smiling.
“You look like you’re hurrying off somewhere.”
“Ah yes, sorry. On the way to the boathouse.”
“Well, I won’t keep you, but I do have good news. Your proposal for a global tour of the Symbols of Protection exhibition? The board loved it.”
Blood thrummed in Scott’s ears. He wanted to jump up and down but he also wanted to go and hide in a cupboard. This was a huge deal—career-changing.
“Really? You’re serious?”
“As the plague.” She laughed and patted his arm. “But we can celebrate in a few weeks, at the internal launch.”
“Agreed. I’ll buy you a martini.”
“It’s an open bar, Scott, but I’ll hold you to that. And I know it’s a quick turnaround, but as you said in your pitch, the majority of the artifacts for this one have just been sitting untouched in our archives. It’s time they saw the light.” She gave Scott a toothy smile and patted him on the arm before saying goodbye.
He couldn’t believe it. They wanted his exhibition to go on a global tour. When Dr. MacDougall had first hired Scott as a curator nearly a year ago, he’d just been thrilled to be here. But then he’d been sent the full list of the artifacts in the archives.
It was when he’d spotted the medieval Norwegian troll cross pendant, and a few minutes later found a cornicello dating back to the 1500s made from pure amber, that he’d known he had something remarkable on his hands. All these objects, most of them stolen by the British Museum in the past few centuries, had been stored in near-perfect condition in the archives, ignored because of their perceived lack of value. They weren’t expensive or all that rare; they were amulets and dried herbs glazed in resin and small statues to gods and goddesses that people would have carved themselves and kept in their homes. But to Scott, these small lucky trinkets were his lifeline.
Scott had always wanted to believe in magic. In a universe where if you wished hard enough, and if you did all the rituals in the right order at the right time, things would go the way you hoped. He’d found a book on ancient world mythology in the school library when he was still living in the group home. He could still picture each page, even now.
It’d had a whole chapter on lucky charms from around the world. He’d read that if you kept an acorn in your pocket—as long as it was one you’d found on the ground and hadn’t plucked directly from a tree—it would offer you good luck. Scott had kept an acorn in his pocket for weeks, rubbing it with his fingers until it shone. And when he’d found out he was being fostered with the Marini family, he’d thought it was proof that his luck really had turned. And it was all because of the acorn.
But the Marini family hadn’t wanted to keep him, and so back to the group home Scott went. He’d tried again, with the ankh symbol, with juniper berries, with a wishbone, a clover, a horseshoe, a jade pendant, and a copper penny. None of them had worked. No one had wanted him. It wasn’t until years later, when Scott had entirely given up on lucky charms, that he was adopted by his mums. On the car ride home with them, after they’d stopped for an ice cream at the park, Scott had noticed a small ladybird sitting on his finger, and he had wondered for a moment if perhaps lucky charms worked after all.
All these years later, Scott had found hundreds of these charms, amulets, and talismans hidden away in the archives, and he wanted to share them with the world. The Symbols of Protection exhibition was going to begin its tour at the British Museum, and then, hopefully, it would tour the world. And the brilliant part was, as it continued on its tour, the charms and amulets would be dropped off, and exchanged for others, as they were returned to their home countries to be kept and displayed by their own museums and cultures. It was a new era for the British Museum, one that was trying—at least in some small way—to apologize for its past. And Scott would be a part of this; his exhibition would be a part of it. He couldn’t wait to tell Eric.
Scott fell in behind a large tour group and it took longer than expected to extricate himself. He was going to be late and Eric was going to try to shove him in the river as punishment.
With a fair amount of speed, weaving between slow-walking tourists—Scott could not abide them when they strolled off the escalator at a snail’s pace—he made it to Waterloo, catching the fast train to Barnes Bridge. He could already see Eric carrying a pair of oars across the bankside as he walked over the footbridge to the boathouse.
Eric looked up and saw him, taking the time to rest the oars against a wall before giving him the finger. Scott looked down at his watch. Twenty-five minutes late. Not unforgivable.
“I’ll buy you a beer after” was the first thing he said to Eric. Apparently everyone was getting drinks today.
“You owe me at least two beers and some chips. I had to get the trestles out of the back cupboard, the very spider-infested cupboard, and you know how much I hate it in there.”
“Two beers, chips, and I’ll be the trestle chaperone for the rest of the month.”
Eric pretended to consider the deal.
“Done. Go get changed. We have some last-minute wedding prep to get done tonight, so I can’t stay too long.”
“Anything I can help with?” As the best man at Eric’s upcoming wedding, Scott wanted to be as helpful as possible. That was much easier now that he was actually living in the same country and city as Eric, instead of gallivanting across the world for other museums.
Scott and Eric had first met when they were staying at the same hotel in Iceland, both on their gap years. Someone had rung all the rooms at two in the morning to let them know that the northern lights could be seen, but only Scott and Eric had heeded the call. In their haste to see the lights, neither of them had bothered to put on all their layers.
They’d stood outside in the freezing cold, both stunned into silence by the ethereal beauty of it all—completely at peace. After that, they’d stayed in the hotel bar drinking hot cider to warm up, and before Scott knew it they’d been best friends for over a decade.
Over the past couple of years, since the breakup with Alice, their friendship had struggled, and Scott knew he was to blame. When a job offer to work on a collection of artifacts from Petra in Jordan had come up, Scott had taken the chance to flee. He’d left his entire life in London, left Eric, left his mums. It was as if all he’d cared about was getting as far away from his feelings as possible.
But now he was back, his heart somewhat healed, and Eric was about to get married. He hadn’t even met Immy until he’d moved back to London less than a year ago, though he knew from their first meeting that she was perfect for Eric.
His friend waved a hand, interrupting his thoughts. “You okay?”
“I’ll tell you about it in the boat.”
The boathouse was theirs to enjoy on Wednesday evenings. The other regulars tended to live locally, and would take their boats out at lunchtime, and the schools that used it for practice were normally done by four o’clock.
Scott and Eric hauled their double over their heads and carried it down to the river bank. The water that splashed them as they lowered the boat was ice-cold—Scott thanked god that he had remembered to wear an extra-thick pair of woolly socks in his Wellington boots.
They sank into their routine of setting off with quiet ease: feeding their sculling oars through the oarlocks, Scott holding the boat steady while Eric clambered into the bow seat, Eric doing the same for Scott in the stern position.
Scott reluctantly tugged off his wellies and folded them into the little hold area of the boat, strapping his feet into the boat shoes, not relishing the bite of cold he could feel even through his socks.
The low-hanging late-afternoon sun bathed their backs in warmth as they pushed off from the riverbank and made their way under the shadow of Barnes Bridge. A train rattled overhead and droplets of dank bridge water rained down on them.
Scott had rowed this route hundreds of times, and yet every time it was a different experience. The slightest change in weather could be felt on the water, the city around him constantly shifting. He loved the way his muscles fell into the rhythm of each stroke, and how his breathing synced with Eric’s as they feathered each oar into the water, heaving against the current. There was no space for his brain to worry; there was barely enough time to let his mind wander back to the barista from this morning, and her beautiful brown eyes.
The river exhaled around them, and soon they were past the other boathouses, past all the buildings and fancy Victorian mansions that lined the riverside. Soon, it was just trees painted in autumn shades of orange and deep pink, and the sunset reflecting on the water.
“You’re being weirdly quiet,” Eric said after a while.
“Sorry, I’m just distracted.”
“Work stuff?”
“I guess. I had some good news today—my exhibition might have that global tour I was telling you about. There’s still a ton to do to get it ready in time for a winter launch here but nothing I can’t handle.”
“So that’s not what’s distracting you then?”
“Honestly?” Scott admitted. “I met someone this morning.”
Eric let out a whistle. “I thought you’d sworn off dating?”
“That was the plan. But then I went into this café near the museum earlier, and there was this barista and, well, I can’t get her out of my head,” Scott said as they paused for a rest, letting their momentum carry them along.
“Did you get her number?”
“No, but I think I came on too strong anyway.”
“I find that hard to believe,” Eric retorted. “What did you do, ask for her hand in marriage within five minutes of meeting her?”
“Nothing that bad. I just started talking about how cool nazar amulets are, and I got a little overexcited. She did seem interested too, she was even wearing one—but then I walked out before even getting her name.”
Eric laughed. “If she was into it, then you probably weren’t coming off too ‘crazy professor.’ This is exciting! You just need to go back there and try again. Maybe make a joke, then ask for a cup of the weirdest, most flower-infested tea they sell. I’m telling you, women love tea with flowers in it, don’t ask me why. That’ll be sure to win her over.”
“I’ll try it next week and let you know how it goes.” They had a long weekend ahead of them, with Eric and Immy’s wedding happening on Sunday.
As they turned the boat around, Eric reached out and squeezed Scott’s shoulder.
“I’m glad you’re finally ready to meet new people. You really had me worried there for a minute, after…you know…”
“You can say her name,” Scott said.
“Well, after Alice. It’s good to see you getting your mojo back.”
“I will pay you fifty pounds to never utter the word ‘mojo’ again.”
“Done and done. Shall we do some sprints to warm back up?”
Scott groaned. Eric loved to torture him with sprints.
Scott made it home an hour or so later, calling his mums to let them know he would be with them before seven tomorrow evening, in preparation for the wedding weekend. It had been too long since he’d been home, and he could hear their dog, Juniper, barking excitedly on the other end of the line every time they said Scott’s name.
He hung his keys on a hook at the door, kicking off his trainers that smelled of river water.
Scott’s footsteps echoed through the mezzanine apartment; the floors were too polished and bare. The whole flat still felt new and foreign. It had come already furnished when he’d rented it, but the furniture was dull and generic and made him feel like he was staying at a hotel.
Wasn’t that the whole reason he’d come back to London—to get away from that “hotel” feeling? He’d been so scattered after the breakup. The pain from being cheated on had overwhelmed him, and all he’d been able to think was Get out. He’d made a home with Alice, or at least he’d thought he had, and then all of a sudden he’d been unmoored again. Scott had worked in museums all over the world, studied with the most incredible professors and curators, but every night he would go back to whatever hotel or short-term rental he was in and just wait for the night to pass so he could get back to work. For years he’d thrown himself into his travel and studies, but after a while the homesickness was too much to bear. He needed his friends, his family. He wanted…he wanted to love someone again.
This apartment would do for now, but after the wedding he’d start looking for something with some more character. Maybe somewhere a little nearer to his mums, so that he could visit them more often now he was back in the UK. He had missed them both.
At the very least, he needed to buy some rugs—anything would be better than these shiny gray tiles. Maybe some paintings for the walls too, and a pet. A dog would be good—he’d always been more of a dog person, and perhaps he could persuade the museum to let him bring it to work.
Scott had filled the empty shelves with all of his books, which brightened the living room; each of them was a little bit of himself. Scott had even added two of his childhood books on ancient Rome and ancient Egypt to the shelves. They were two of the first books his mums had given him once he’d moved in—two of the first books that he’d owned and hadn’t needed to return to a library—and he’d devoured them. They were probably partly responsible for his whole career choice, now that he thought aboutit.
Scott briefly went out to check the balcony, and saw that all the stale bread he’d left out for the pair of robins he’d seen two days ago had been eaten. He put a few more crumbs into a bowl for them and resolved to buy a bird feeder.
After inhaling a quick dinner and standing in the shower for as long as it took to ease his sore muscles, he slumped into bed. His dreams were filled with the barista’s face, and the scent of Earl Grey tea.