Chapter Eleven
Wren
The rusty swing set creaked with every push of the little girl's legs, a rhythmic soundtrack to my clusterfuck of thoughts.
I tapped my boot against the concrete beneath the park bench, fingers drumming against my thigh in time with the restless energy coursing through my veins.
Three days since I'd caught Rocky in his lie.
Three days of replaying every touch, every kiss, every fucking word he'd said to me, trying to pinpoint the exact moment I should have known he played me.
My brain kept returning to one stupid, infuriating fact.
Despite everything, I still couldn't get the lying bastard out of my head.
The afternoon sun shone down on the little neighborhood park nestled at the edge of Bound in Blood territory.
The weather was still cool but kids laughed and squealed as they chased each other around equipment that I knew had been funded by Bound in Blood.
They just didn’t like to advertise that shit.
Parents sat in clusters, nursing coffee and pretending their spawn didn't drive them to the brink of insanity from time to time.
I'd promised Ghost I'd stay put today. Not in those exact words, but the implication hung between us at breakfast when he mentioned the club had plans to deal with the Copperheads.
The way he looked at me, that mix of concern and warning, made it clear he expected me to keep my ass out of trouble while they handled things.
So here I sat, in a park full of normal people leading normal lives, instead of doing something useful. Like finding Rocky and ripping his balls off with my bare hands.
"You better be worth the worry," I muttered, thinking of Ghost's face this morning.
The lines around his eyes deepened more each day.
He hadn't said much after our talk the other night, but I caught him watching me, like he expected me to shatter into a million pieces any second. Truth be told, I didn’t think I was far from it.
I grabbed a lock of my hair and twisted it around my finger.
If Ghost knew I couldn't stop thinking about Rocky, he'd lose his mind.
Worse, he might look at me with pity, and that I couldn't fucking stand.
Ghost took me in when I had nothing, gave me everything, became the father my biological one never came close to being.
I owed him more than stupid, reckless fixation on a man who'd lied to my face while fucking me senseless.
A shadow fell across me.
"Mind if I sit?"
My entire being froze. That voice. Deep and rough like gravel, with an edge that still made my skin tingle despite everything. I didn't need to look up to know who stood there, but I did anyway, tilting my head back to meet Rocky's dark eyes.
"Fuck off," I said, the words coming out automatically, but lacking the venom I intended.
He didn't move. Just stood there, looking down at me with that infuriating intensity that made me feel like I existed in a spotlight focused only on me.
"Wren, please. Five minutes."
"I already gave you five minutes the other night. You used them to shovel bullshit."
His jaw tightened. The stubble along it looked darker than I remembered, like he hadn't bothered shaving. Dark circles hung beneath his eyes. Good. I hoped he suffered.
"One minute, then," he pressed. "I wouldn't be here if it didn't matter."
I should have gotten up and walked away. Should have pulled out my phone and called Ghost right then and there. Instead, I shrugged and looked away from him, not telling him to fuck off again like I should have. Pathetic.
Rocky sat, careful to leave space between us. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, eyes scanning the playground like he expected snipers behind the fucking monkey bars.
"You shouldn't be here," I said, keeping my voice low and cold. "This is Bound in Blood territory."
"I know. Ironically, that makes it safer."
I snorted. "Not for you, it doesn't."
He turned to look at me, his face serious. "Wren, I need you to listen. I don't have much time."
"You’re right. Clock's ticking, asshole."
"I didn't lie about everything." He ran a hand through his hair, the muscles in his forearm flexing beneath a sleeve of tattoos. "My name really is Silvester Russo. People call me Rocky. I really do ride a Harley. I really do work on bikes. And what happened between us—"
"Save it," I cut him off. "I don't need to hear how your dick accidentally fell into my pussy while you just happened to be spying for the Copperheads."
His eyes darkened. "That's not—"
"Then what? Please, enlighten me."
Rocky glanced around again, then lowered his voice even more.
"I'm working with Vittorio Luca and his brothers. I’ve been with them since I was little more than a kid.
Since they were little more than kids. The Copperheads think I'm one of them, but I'm gathering information about their trafficking operation.
That phone call you overheard? That shipment they're bringing in?
It's people, Wren. Young girls. I'm trying to stop it. "
I stared at him, searching his face for signs he lied. His eyes held steady on mine, not flinching, not shifting away. Either he told the truth or he ranked among the best fucking liars I'd ever met.
"Vittorio Luca?" I repeated. "Bloody Jack's friend?" I deliberately used Jack’s road name to let Rocky know I meant business.
"Yes. Ask him if you don't believe me."
I crossed my arms over my chest. "So you expect me to believe you're what—some kind of undercover hero?"
"Not a hero. Just a man trying to right some wrongs."
"And fucking me? Where did that fit into your noble mission?"
Pain flashed across his face. "That shouldn't have happened."
The words hit like a slap. "Wow. Thanks for clearing that up."
"No, I mean—" He reached for my hand, but I jerked away. "I mean I never intended to drag you into this mess. Vittorio suggested I make friends with you as an emergency backup if things went sideways. You’d never be in danger and he wouldn’t have to involve Bound in Blood unless it was life or death. Vittorio said you would be the one person both Ghost and Bloody Jack might listen to. They’d come for me if you told them to.
” He winced and shook his head slightly, as if he were truly in pain.
“What happened between us..." His voice dropped.
"That crossed a line I never meant to cross. "
I laughed bitterly. "So I went from being your exit strategy to your fuck buddy. Should I feel honored?"
"You know it meant more than that." His voice carried an edge of frustration now. "At least to me it did."
"How convenient. Now that you're caught, suddenly it meant something." I turned away, watching a little boy push his sister off the slide. The girl fell hard but bounced up laughing. Kids. Resilient little monsters. "Why should I believe anything you say?"
"Because I'm risking everything coming to you now. If the Copperheads find out I'm talking to you, they'll kill me. Slowly."
"Again with the hero complex."
Rocky leaned in closer, his voice barely above a whisper.
"The Copperheads are moving thirty girls this Saturday.
Some as young as thirteen. I need to stop it.
Vittorio and his brothers are planning to move on the information I've gathered, but if something goes wrong.
.." He trailed off, his eyes locked on mine.
"I didn't want to leave things between us like this. "
Something cold slithered down my spine. Despite my anger, the thought of Rocky dead made my chest tight in ways I didn't want to examine. "If you're telling the truth, why not go to Ghost? To Jack? Bound in Blood would help shut that shit down in a heartbeat."
"Vittorio says the Bound in Blood men might get a little out of hand on something like this.
He wants the pipeline shut down. Not half the city taken down in the wake.
There are some pretty high ranking people involved.
Both in the selling and the buying. They want to take care of it quietly and discreetly.
" He rubbed his jaw. "Besides, after what happened between us, how receptive would Ghost be? "
He had a point there. Ghost would sooner shoot Rocky than hear him out. Jack too, likely.
I studied his face, the tension in his shoulders, the way his eyes kept darting around the park.
Either he told the truth or delivered an Oscar-worthy performance.
The rational part of my brain screamed to walk away, but another part, the part that remembered how he'd held me, how he'd looked at me like I mattered, wanted to believe him. Plus, I saw an opportunity. If Rocky lied and he did work for the Copperheads, I could maybe turn the tables on him. If he was on the up and up, I’d be helping in a major way and might prove I wasn’t a complete fuck up to Ghost.
"What exactly do you want from me?" I asked carefully.
"Nothing." He shook his head. "I just needed you to know the truth. I couldn't stand the thought of you believing I used you that way."
"But you did use me," I pointed out. "Whether you enjoyed it or not doesn't change that fact."
"You're right." He nodded, shoulders slumping slightly. "And I'm sorry. For all of it. But I swear on my life, Wren, I never meant to hurt you."
Part of me wanted to punch him in his stupidly handsome face. Part of me wanted to believe every word. I settled for neither. "So Vittorio Luca sent you to make friends with me as a backup plan. And you decided fucking me would make us better friends?"
Rocky's jaw tightened. "It didn't happen like that."
"Then how did it happen, Rocky? Enlighten me."