Chapter 60
Riley
That was fucking hot. And also wildly confusing.
I’m hiding in the bathroom after the experience I just had with Sebastian in his bed. When he suggested handcuffing him, I immediately became scared remembering the feeling of being tied up against my will. It wasn’t until he made himself completely vulnerable to me that I realized I could, no I wanted, to do what he was suggesting.
It was as if, with him volunteering to be blindfolded, unable to use his hands, he’d offered me the role of being the one in power. A role I’d felt had been taken away from me so many times recently. And not only was he at my mercy, but he was also letting me use him for my pleasure. I look in the mirror above the sink, seeing the rosiness to my cheeks. I’m embarrassed, but also, happy. And now I want more.
I kind of want to open up more to Sebastian, tell him a little more about what this feels like, but I’m not sure if that’s too much. I quickly shower and wrap a huge towel around myself before leaving the bathroom. As I open the door I can hear his soft snores immediately. He’s passed out in his bed. And for whatever reason this makes me incredibly, unexpectedly content so I slowly pull back the covers and climb in careful not to wake him. In only a few minutes, I’m sound asleep.