17. Micaiah
NEXT DAY
“Our bodies were designed perfectly for one another. The Creator knew what He was doing when He designed you for me and me for you. You could never be a regret.” –Love You Hard, MJ Stone
“Why did you not want me to contact you after that weekend?”
Myraj and I were lying in the hotel bed the next evening. We had slipped out for some brunch and shopping earlier in the day and then returned back to the hotel to rest. We had just gone online to sign up for the tour of the maternity ward at the hospital.
“I didn’t want what I believed to be a beautiful fairy tale to turn into a lie. I was afraid that the fairy-tale night we had and the image I created of you in my head would disappoint me. Having regrets about who I gave my virginity to wasn’t something that I could live with.”
“Why didn’t you think I would live up to the man you expected me to be?”
“Because men have always disappointed me, and you were too good to be true. I figured you were such a gentleman that weekend because you were probably caught up in the essence of the fiction world like most of us.”
“Nobody is perfect, Myraj. I’m not an optical illusion, any more than you are.
What I am is a strong, deeply flawed and hurting man who has chosen to believe in the power of love and romance.
It’s what keeps me going, despite my disappointments.
It’s what I suggest you do, too, because otherwise, you have nothing to believe in.
If you have nothing to believe in, what’s the purpose of it all?
Dating, marrying, feelings—all that shit is pointless if you don’t believe. ”
“I want to believe, Micaiah, but it’s hard to let go of the memories of my past.”
“And as long as you hold onto them, you’ll always walk in pain and misery. Happiness will always be just beyond your reach, because you’re too busy with one hand pulling you in the opposite direction to hold onto the future.”
“How do I let go?”
“Let me help you forget.”
I gripped her hip with one hand and cupped her face with the other.
My lips smoothed over hers in a sweet caress, and she locked her arms around my neck as I moved into position between her thighs.
I deepened the kiss as I allowed my erection to brush against the warmth of her thighs.
She spread her legs wider, and I moved down to kiss her neck, breasts, and her belly.
I cupped it with both hands, still in disbelief that what was being formed in her body was a part of me, something that she and I created during a magical night where I wanted to make all her dreams come true.
I had no idea that I was making more than one dream come true that night. I kissed her belly, and she cupped my head, holding me there.
“Hey, precious little one,” I whispered to my baby inside of her.
“We cannot wait to meet you. I promise you that Daddy will spoil you and give you the world. I will protect you from all the monsters, and I’ll slay all the dragons.
Nothing will come to harm you as long as I have breath in my body, and I promise to always protect your mommy and keep her safe.
I won’t let a single teardrop fall from her eyes, but I will always work to put a smile on her beautiful face. I love you.”
When I kissed her belly one last time and pulled back, I glimpsed tears in Myraj’s eyes.
“Hey, didn’t I just promise that baby that I wouldn’t let tears fall from your eyes?”
“You’d better catch it then, because with your beautiful heart and those sweet words, tears will always form in my eyes.”
I reached up and wiped her eyes before I moved back up and kissed them.
“What did I do to deserve you?” she whispered before she kissed me.
When we finished kissing, I pulled back and whispered, “Made a wish.”
She bit back her smile, and I took one of her large nipples into my mouth. She arched her back and held my head in place as I swirled my tongue around the dark flesh.
“Oh, Micaiah, please me.”
I bit down on her nipple, and she released a tiny shriek before she pressed her breast deeper into my mouth. I moved away after licking all around it to ease the tenderness I was sure would be there. I moved to the next one and did the same thing.
“I need you inside of me, Micaiah. It’s been too long,” she pleaded.
I slid down again, kissing my way to her core. I lifted her legs over my shoulders and slid my hands underneath her ass. When I was satisfied that she was lifted high enough off the bed, I ate.
Her hips rolled beautifully for me, her thighs shook around my head, and her pussy creamed just the way that I liked it to.
I fluttered my tongue inside of her, slid my fingers deeper and deeper, only to pull back again, and made her scream “Mi-cai-ahhh!” as she gripped the sheets and ripped them away from the edges.
As she continued releasing, I continued sucking, draining her of all her nectar. I sat back on my heels and licked my lips.
I rocked back on my heels and watched her try to pull herself together again after coming apart so beautifully.
When she finally caught her breath and seemed to be resting, I climbed off the bed and walked to the closet.
I removed the bag that I stored away yesterday afternoon, when I checked in and picked up the key card while she was getting pretty for the night.
I removed a feather and slowly dragged it down her side to her hip and then between her thighs. A soft smile formed on her face as she opened her eyes and watched me lazily.
“What are you doing?”
“Pleasuring you, just as you asked me to.”
I dragged the feather between her folds.
She pressed her hand over her mound and formed a V with her fingers.
She dragged it over her folds and up to caress her clit.
She thumbed it before she slid two fingers inside of her wet pussy and fingered herself.
When she pulled her fingers back, she sucked them clean as she watched me for a reaction.
I leaned forward, sucked her lips, gave her a gentle kiss, and complimented her. “Good girl.”
I exchanged the feather for a clitoral stimulator.
“What are you about to do with that lemon?” she asked, her eyes growing wide with wonder and apprehension.
Chuckling, I replied, “It’s an air pulse clitoral stimulator, not a lemon.” I flicked it on and held it between her thighs right up to her pussy without touching it.
“Mm.” She moaned and bit down on her lower lip as she rocked her hips sideways.
Myraj pinched her nipples and formed a cute “O” with her lips as she enjoyed the pleasure.
I teased her for minutes with it before I pulled out the wand massager.
I spread her legs and positioned her in a butterfly, with her legs splayed flat, thighs parallel to the bed, and her feet touching each other, before I slid it along the insides of her thighs, up her belly, and around her nipples.
My free hand fingered her while the rest of her body enjoyed the vibrating sensation of the massager.
Her pussy grew wetter and louder as it made deep suctioning noises the further that I slid my finger inside of her.
When I finally slid the massager down to her clit, I turned it to pulsating to tease her before switching it to other levels.
“I need to cum,” she cried out.
“Not yet, beautiful.”
“Please, Micaiah. I can’t hold it.”
“If you want this dick, you’d better hold that nut.”
“I can’t.”
“You know I don’t play about that shit. What’s my rule, Myraj?”
“Cum only on your dick or your mouth.”
“I mean that shit.”
I removed the wand vibrator and flipped her onto her hands and knees. She thrust her ass in the air, and I grabbed some lube and a bullet from the bag.
“Uhm, that’s virginal territory too, sir.”
“You think I don’t know that? It had better still be virginal territory. This is what I’m about to use to break that ass in, though, okay?” I held out the mini bullet vibrator and showed it to her.
“Will it hurt?”
“No, baby. I promise to make it feel good for you.” I kissed her along her shoulders and upper back before I spoke again. “If you don’t feel comfortable doing it, we don’t have to. My only aim is to please you. If you want me to stop at any time, say it.”
“Okay.”
I poured lube on the bullet and in between her ass cheeks and her hole.
With focused precision, I massaged it in with my fingers as she whimpered and moaned.
I didn’t rush her, because I wanted Myraj to feel that she was in control, and I needed her to feel comfortable and confident in what we were doing.
When she finally relaxed, I eased the bullet between her ass cheeks.
“Ohh, fuck, Micaiah.” She dropped her head and released a loud, unladylike grunt before she rocked back against the bullet.
“Oh, you like having that ass played with. Wait till I give you a reason to grunt. I’ma fill this tight asshole up with my dick and have you cummin’ all on that muthafucka.”
“Ssss. It feels sooo good.”
I grabbed the massager again and slid it between her folds.
“Ohhh shit! I can’t hold it, Micaiah.”
“You better hold it.”
“How?”
“I don’t give a shit if you gotta put that pussy in Fort Knox and put supermax guards around that bitch; you better not let a single drop of cum leak from my pussy. You hear me, Myraj?”
When she didn’t answer immediately, I removed both toys.
“Yes! Please put them back,” she squealed.
I kissed down her spine. “You think you’re in control, beautiful?”
“Please put them back, Micaiah.”
“Why?” I asked, kissing and squeezing her ass cheeks.
“Because I need to be fucked.”
“Only I can do that, pretty girl. Those toys aren’t here to do shit but tease you.”
I slid the massager back between her folds at the same time that I slid the vibrator into her ass. Her body shook with unbridled pleasure as she fought against the waves rolling over her. I knew she needed to release just as I knew she wouldn’t be able to hold out for long.
When sweat trickled down the middle of her back and her arms shook like she had been lifting heavy weights for an hour, I removed both toys. I rolled her onto her back and stared at her.
Taking in her beautiful features, her rounded face, her enlarged breasts, and her swollen belly was my undoing.
I unzipped my pants and freed my erection from my boxer briefs.
I took my swollen dick and stroked it in my hand as I watched her play with her pussy. She was three fingers in, knuckle deep.
My dick was weeping, and I couldn’t contain the precum that dotted the tip of it. My balls tightened as I watched her beauty on display as she pleasured herself.
“I want to suck you.”
“Are you sure?” I asked as my hand continued to glide up and down my rigid shaft. That shit was harder than concrete.
She bobbed her head and licked her lips. “I’m sure.”
I moved into position at the top of the bed, and she scooted closer to the edge.
She kept playing in her pussy as I fed her my dick.
Her jaws hollowed, and her lips puckered beautifully around me.
She sucked me as her eyes remained on mine, and her fingers slid in and out of her pussy.
I had edged her, but I knew that I wouldn’t be able to take the same torture.
Only minutes after she started sucking me, I was ready to release. I pulled free from her jaws and climbed on the bed with her. When I moved between her thighs, she was more than ready to lock me into place.
I easily slid inside of her falls that had more water than Niagara.
“Aww, shit, baby. Talking about welcoming daddy home. This is where I need to be.”
“Oooh fuck, Micaiah. How did I—mmm—how did I go so long?” She cried out as she suctioned me in and tightened her walls around me.
We were the perfect fit in so many ways, but this right here brought me intense joy.
I was careful not to lower my weight on her and crush her beneath me or smoosh her belly.
I didn’t want to create any discomfort, but when I felt the need to be closer to her because I was ready to cum, I knew that I needed to switch positions.
I placed her on her side, and I moved behind her and lifted her leg over mine.
I rocked inside of her, thrusting hard and deep.
My hands caressed her body as I kissed her jaw and shoulders and whispered sweet affirmations about how she radiated with beauty and how thankful I was that she was carrying my seed.
“I can’t—can’t hold it.”
“Come on, beautiful girl. Cum with me,” I coaxed.
She did. We came together, slow, passionately, and hard. As she rained on me and I filled her with my seed, another realization came to me. I didn’t want her to go away. I wanted so much more from her than just co-parenting.