Chapter Seventeen
Andrés
“ Y ou know you really don’t have to wait for me. There will be someone who can walk me to my car. I’m sure you have better things to do with your day,” Dani says, glancing over her shoulder.
I shake my head. “Nope. I don’t have a damn thing to do. Hell, I’m not usually awake yet. This is totally going to fuck up my sleep schedule again.”
She gives a mocking gasp. “What? You might have to sleep like a regular person?”
“After one day? Unlikely, but who knows how it’ll go.” I shrug because it really doesn’t matter. “And I’m not leaving you. The others wouldn’t have left either if they didn’t have somewhere to be.”
She hums as she pulls the sheets off the bed. “I guess I should be lucky Maya was able to make time for us at all since she’s working all night at the burlesque club.”
I roll my eyes. “Like she would ever tell you no. You have that girl wrapped around your finger.”
Hell, she has all of us wrapped around her pretty little finger.
“Yeah, okay.” Dani ducks into the bathroom to grab the used towel and tosses it on top of the pile of sheets.
While she grabs her bag, I pull the fabric into my arms and wait for her in the doorway. She shoots me an unimpressed look when she goes to grab them.
“I was planning on getting those.”
“I’m aware, but why should you when I’m here?” I hold up my hand when her mouth pops open. “And I don’t want to hear about how you’re an independent woman who can do things for herself. I’m well aware of that fact, but why do something when someone else is willing to do it for you?”
Her mouth snaps closed, leaving me to shoot her a smirk before stepping into the hallway. I drop the pile into the laundry bin before wrapping my arm around Dani’s shoulders as nerves race through me.
“Also, I was kind of hoping I could talk to you.”
She frowns as she turns to look up at me. “About what?”
I laugh. “A lot of things, actually. But only if you have time.”
Her face immediately softens as she leans into me. “I always have time for you, Andrés. Where do you want to talk?”
“Would you mind if we just talked in the parking lot? It’s not really something I want anyone to overhear. Plus, it should be nice outside, and the sun still won’t go down for hours.”
“It’s been a long time since I’ve had any kind of meaningful conversation in a parking lot,” she says with a smile. “That sounds perfect, honestly.”
Now, that gives me a few minutes to get my thoughts together.
I’m not sure exactly when I decided that today was the day, but I’m sick and tired of tiptoeing around my own life. I need to learn to start speaking up for myself and telling people what I want.
There’s a very big possibility that this will end up blowing up in my face, but you have to take big chances for big rewards… Or however the saying goes.
I’m totally going to fuck this up.
We both wave at Nova before stepping outside, and I steer us toward Dani’s car. The least I can do is give her the option of a quick getaway, if that’s what she wants.
She climbs onto the hood of the rental and pats the spot beside her. I hesitate for a moment before jumping up to sit at her side.
At least this way I won’t have to look her in the eye while I spill my guts. That should make this easier, right?
“What’s going on, Andrés? You’re starting to worry me.” Dani slips her hand into mine, and I can see the puzzled look she’s giving me in my periphery.
See? I’m already fucking this up.
“I’ve…uhh…been doing a lot of thinking lately about what I want from life.” I shrug. “I’m not getting any younger, and while Victor is proof that I have a good chance of being able to do this for longer than I thought I would, I don’t want my entire life to be about this job.”
She hums, nodding. “That’s understandable. We should always have more in our lives than work.”
“I’m in love with you,” I blurt, wincing as I drop my head.
Yup, definitely fucked that up.
Dani is silent, and when I work up the nerve to turn in her direction, she’s staring at me in shock. Her hand is limp in mine, but she doesn’t try to pull away.
That has to count for something, right?
“You…love me?”
I nod. “I have been for a long time, but not just you. I’m going to be completely upfront with you because doing otherwise would be fucked up. I’m demi. I can’t have sex with people I don’t feel something for. I’m just not attracted to them until there’s an emotional connection.”
“Oh. I didn’t know that.” She squeezes my hand. “Thank you for sharing that with me.”
I shrug again, staring at the warehouse on the other side of the parking lot. She doesn’t seem to be in shock anymore, and I’m afraid of what I’ll find on her face if I look at her.
“Yeah. Sure.”
She laughs, leaning over to lay her head on my shoulder. “It was brave of you to tell me this, but if you need to feel something for someone before you sleep with them…does that mean you’re also interested in Maya and Victor?”
“And Jason.” I snort, running my hand through my hair and finally taking a glance at her. “I’m a mess.”
She shakes her head. “Not at all. I have a confession of my own to make.”
I twist around to face her when she doesn’t immediately speak. “Take all the time you need.”
“I’m at least half in love with all four of you.” Her eyes dart up to meet mine before she looks away again.
“Yeah?”
She nods before frowning. “Wait. You and Maya? I thought the two of you weren’t as close anymore.”
“We’re not.”
“But you slept together…” Dani’s eyes go wide. “Ohmigod, this isn’t the first time you’ve slept together?!”
“She didn’t tell you?” I ask, scoffing when she shakes her head. “Yeah, a little over a year ago, and right after is when she started pulling away.”
She shakes her head. “Gods, she’s a dumbass. I’m sorry she did that to you… Did she tell you about why she has issues with commitment?”
I nod. “She did. I get it, but it doesn’t make it hurt any less.”
“Trust me, I know.” Suddenly, she grins. “So what does this mean? For us, I mean.”
I hadn’t really thought that far ahead—mainly because I didn’t expect her to admit to having feelings for me too.
“Ummm…what do you want it to mean?” I ask her, rubbing the back of my neck with my free hand.
When the hell did I get so awkward? I feel like someone else has taken over my body.
Suddenly, she’s straddling my lap, grinding against my cock that immediately perks up. “I want to see if we can be something more than friends, if that’s what you want. With the others too, if they’re interested in that.”
I grin. “That sounds…amazing. I’m still happy to do scenes with you for your channel any time, but I’d like to just hang out with you.”
“Does that mean no sex because I don’t think I can agree to that?”
A snort of laughter escapes me, my hands tightening on her hips as I grind her against my erection. “Does this feel like someone who wants to say no sex?”
She shakes her head. “No. It feels like someone who wants me to ride his dick in the backseat of my car.”
“Here? In the parking lot where we work?” I blink at her. “I’m not saying no. I just want to make sure there’s no confusion.”
Dani grins, climbing off my lap and off the trunk. She grabs my hand, dragging me down as she unlocks the car. She practically pushes me into the backseat as soon as she wrenches the door open, and I barely manage to pull myself into an upright position when she climbs on top of me.
“You know we both have apartments. We’re not teenagers who have to have sex in the backseat of a car.”
“I’ve actually never had sex in a car before, and it’s definitely on my bucket list. I don’t really want to wait until we make it to either of our places, but if you don’t want to—“
“That’s not what I said,” I tell her, yanking her back into my lap when she starts to climb off me. I pull her toward me until I can capture her lips with mine.
It starts out tentatively, but it’s not like it’s our first kiss. I think we’re both just a little worried about messing this up.
I quickly lose myself in the kiss, deepening it as I rock her against my cock. She picks up speed on her own, working herself over me, and I know if I were to push her skirt up, I’d find her drenched.
In fact, that’s a great idea. I run my hand down her thigh until I can sneak it beneath the fabric. A shiver runs through her as I trace a path up her bare skin. She’s panting into the kiss now, and when my fingers brush against the fabric of her panties, she explodes.
“Andrés!!!” she screams loud enough that there’s no way anyone can mistake what’s going on in the back of this car right now.
Unable to wait any longer, I fumble with the front of my jeans. As soon as they’re undone, I lift my hips to shuffle them and my boxer briefs down just far enough for my cock to slide free of their confines. I push her panties to the side and thrust up into her.
Dani is completely boneless as I bottom out inside of her. I hold her against me, just enjoying the feel of her wet heat wrapped around me.
As cheesy as it sounds, it’s like coming home.
It doesn’t take long for Dani to start rocking her hips against me.
“That’s right, mi reina . Ride my cock for me.”
She’s smiling when she lifts her head, her lips immediately finding mine.
This feels so different from the other times I’ve been with her, and I wonder if it’s because there’s no camera there to capture the moment. Or maybe it’s because we admitted how we feel about one another.
Honestly, I don’t care what the cause is—I just want it to always feel like this.
“You feel so fucking good, mi reina .“ Unable to hold back any longer, I thrust into her. I fuck her hard and fast from beneath her as she continues to ride me. I wish I’d thought to take off her shirt so I could watch her tits swinging as she rides me, but thinking about the fact that we’re in a public parking lot, I’m glad I didn’t.
There will be all the time in the world for me to watch her tits bounce. I’ll be able to fuck her all I want because she’s mine.
“Be my girlfriend?” I mumble against her lips, and she giggles.
“I haven’t been anyone’s girlfriend in a long time,” she admits, her voice breathy as she continues to move on top of me. “I think I’d like that.”
“Fuck yes!” I tighten my grip on her hips as the need to prove to her that she’s mine races through me.
I lift her almost completely off my cock before slamming her back down on me, her mouth falling open in shock as I hit her even deeper than I have been.
“Do you like that?”
She nods frantically. “I do. I’m so close, Andrés. Don’t stop.”
And I don’t. I continue to fuck into her from below, but completely take over her rhythm for riding me as we both chase the high we know is coming.
Dani reaches down between us, rubbing her clit desperately before her body locks up and she comes—harder than I’ve ever seen her come. Her pussy squeezes me before releasing, then squeezes again. My hips stutter, and then I’m spilling inside her.
We continue to rock together as we come down from our highs before I settle back onto the seat with her resting her head on my chest.
“So we’re doing this?” I find myself asking again, and she nods.
“We sure the fuck are.”
Thank fuck for that.
That’s one down and three to go—for both of us.