Chapter 16 #3
This is the moment I get everything I’ve always dreamed of.
I want to be present for every second. I watch everything he does to me, even when he makes my eyes roll back.
When I’m able, I focus on him, his grin the sexiest I’ve ever seen, with his lips wrapped around my dick.
I can’t quite believe it. He thrusts a finger inside again, and I shiver.
I slide my hand down in protest, trying to hold him back.
I know once I come, that’ll be it, game over.
“Killian, stop… Please…” I gasp, but my hips betray me, bucking into his mouth. His throat opens, and the rumble that spreads around my dick, vibrating into my balls, makes me buck off the bed as my orgasm hits. I scream out, snatching at his hair to pull him off me.
“Sorry.” I try to pull out of his mouth, but he holds me down, sucking at me harder while I scream. I shoot ribbons of cum deep down his throat; his rumble of pleasure spreads through my thighs as I try to pull away.
He keeps sucking, his movements almost frantic as he drains every drop out of me.
My orgasm continues to erupt out of me, my skin is on fire, electricity courses through everywhere he touches me, but I keep coming, bucking into his mouth, unable to stop.
Tensing, my body finally comes down from the intensity of all the sensations.
If this is it, if this is all I get, then fuck me, that was amazing.
I’ll cherish it. I can’t imagine it gets better than that.
I sag. My whole body goes limp, panting.
I flick my gaze away, embarrassed at how quickly he had me coming.
And now the reality crashes in around me.
He’s done. That was my only chance. He kneels up and grabs his dick, leaning over and grabbing a condom off the bed.
My eyes widen.
He licks his lips. “You done, Nerd?” His gravelly voice echoes around the room.
Staring at him, in awe, I shake my head.
As he slides the condom over his thick, long dick, my eyebrows rise.
I wonder where the hell he’s gonna fit all that.
He grins down at me, with his dick in one hand.
I can’t look away as he reaches under my thigh and lifts it over his shoulder.
He leans forward, and I gasp. With my legs pulled back, my ass now on full display, and my cheeks flushed.
He looks down, smirks and spits into his hand, sliding it over his sheathed cock and pressing his tip to my ass.
“Relax for me, Nerd.” The jesting, taunting that normally lingers in my nickname is long gone. He says it like a term of endearment, as if he were calling me lover or babe, and I shudder.
I hold my breath and try to relax. He presses gently against me, watching intently as he steadily pushes inside me.
I cover my mouth. My scream wants to tear out of me.
The smile he gives me makes my knees weak, and my ass relax.
He tentatively pushes inside. He leans forward, kissing the back of my hand that’s clamped over my mouth.
“Fuck, you’re taking me better than I ever imagined.” My eyes widen. My hand falls away from my mouth. Has he thought about this before, about us?
“Oh, fuck,” I whisper. He leans in closer, his lips meet mine, and he kisses me so freaking tenderly that I melt.
I wrap my arms around him, and he lets go of my thigh.
His lips caress mine as he drags out of me, only to slide back in when I think he’s gonna pull out completely.
I groan and grind against him as he bottoms out.
Fuck, he’s so big. I’m so full, but honestly, everything I thought I knew about sex is being destroyed with every thrust and flick of his hips.
“Killian,” I gasp, unable to believe this is really happening.
It feels too much. Too close to everything.
My skin feels on fire. My heart is hammering, and he’s what can only be described as making love to me as his hips slowly pull out and glide back in.
I jolt and jerk as he holds me close. He stares into my soul and kisses me.
I can’t help but fall deeper for the man I always wanted and never thought I’d have.
This is gonna hurt so much when the reality ends, but I’m happy to stay in the dream for now.
His hands caress every inch of me. His fingers slide over the planes of my abs, rolling and tugging when they reach my nipples.
His hot mouth licks and sucks at my neck while he whispers against my ear, “Jesus, you’re gonna make me nut so fucking fast if I’m not careful…
Shit, your body… Fuck me, where did all these muscles come from?
Fuck, you’ve been holding out on me. Hiding all this fucking sexiness beneath those nerdy clothes.
” He sucks my ear into his mouth, groaning around it.
“Fuck, Nerd. Your ass is so fucking tight, it’s sinful how good it feels.
It was made for me.” He glides in and out so smoothly, my dick crushed between us, getting harder as his body rubs over it.
“Scott, you feel so fucking good. I’ve needed this for so fucking long.
” He sucks and nips at my neck. I turn my head for him when he finds the spot that drives me wild, and I start to squirm, my hips buck.
“Fuck, you like that, huh?”
“Oh God, yes, there, just fucking there,” I pant as he sucks harder.
My fingers dig in, I’m clawing at him now.
Needing him closer. I grip his back, pulling him against me.
My dick throbbing between us, his pace picks up, and he growls a low rumble that sparks something inside me, a flicker of resignation, that no matter what, this will be the best night of my life.
“I don’t think I’ll ever get enough, Nerd.
Fuck, you’ve got me. Fuck,” he yells as his hips crash into mine.
He holds against me as his body pulses. Jerking and convulsing as he fires into the condom.
His skin glistens, and his teeth dig into his bottom lip.
I grind against him, my dick trapped between us, but I stutter a breath, trying not to let him know I’m about to come in case he stops.
But he grins at me and slides against me.
His dick softens inside me, but his body crushes against mine as he slides over my dick.
“Oh, oh God. Fuck yes. Oh, fuck,” I scream as I come. It spurts between us. I grunt as Killian slides over me a couple more times before his arms give in and his body fully collapses on mine.
“Jesus,” he exhales. He stares at me, and my face flushes, realising how intimate this is.
His dick buried inside me, cum covering our abdomens, and his eyes staring into mine.
Before I can look away, his lips collide with mine.
Strong hands come up, binding around me, one sliding to the back of my neck and the other pressing down on my hip.
Our bodies pressed against each other, his dick still inside me as he groans and sucks my bottom lip into his hot, dirty mouth.
Bang, bang, bang. “Fuck your boyfriend quieter, I can hear you over my fucking headphones.” Steven’s voice screams through the closed door. I freeze. Killian doesn’t, though.
“Fuck him!” he whispers against my mouth as he kisses me harder.
He grips my hair at the back of my neck, my legs wrap around his hips, holding him against me, and he kisses me like we’ve been together for years, like we belong together.
It all feels so natural. It’s like I’m encapsulated within a dream.
The way he touches me is so heightened. Every cell of my being is electrified, and my entire future has just slotted into place.
I allow myself time to believe, to get lost in the fantasy, because when I wake up and he’s gone, that will be it.
I cling to him, my hand slides into his hair, my fingers tighten on the strands, and he groans.
“Fuck yeah. I wanna stick my dick in you so many times I forget what my name is,” he grunts at me.
“Killian, what the hell are we doing?” I gasp, shocked, my mind racing as the adrenaline wears off.
He cups my face. “Stay with me. Don’t overthink it. It’s just me and you, right here, right now.”
Nodding, I know what he means. We have this here, and now. Once we leave this bed, this room, the illusion will shatter, and we will go back to normal. I swallow hard and nod again.
“Fuck, you’re addictive.” He bites his lip, pulling it between his teeth. “I wanna fuck you again.”
My eyes widen, but my dick throbs, my heart pounds, and I smile at him. “So, do it.” He laughs and pulls out of me, flopping onto his back at my side. He tugs off the condom and ties it up, dropping it at the side of the bed.
“I’m an old man compared to you. I’ll need a minute.” He winks at me, and I start to sit up, but he grabs my arm. “Nerd.” I turn to look at him, and he nods toward the bed. “Stay.”