The Wayward Daughter
ANDREA
CONTACT: CADE
I called the hospital and they said you’re not there but you’re not home either. Tell me you’re ok.
Cade. Where are you?
You promised not to disappear again
I went to your house. Declan is being cagey as hell and Seba is avoiding me. What the fuck is going on?
I’m worried about you.
I had a dream about you last night. Well, more of a nightmare. You forgot me.
YOUR STEPbrOTHER CAN CHOKE ON A DICK.
You two can’t ignore me forever
I miss you. Fuck, I miss you so fucking much.
Goddammit, I miss that stubborn bossy country fuckface too
I had to meet with THE PRINCIPAL (dear old dad) before the first day of school. It didn’t go well. Remy and his parents came with me. Pretty sure if they weren’t there, it would’ve turned into a crime scene and I’d be behind bars for patricide.
I’m crying over a pair of boots. Remy’s Ma surprised me with them. I’ve never been allowed to wear anything like them since they’re “sanatist crap.” They remind me of you.
Seba was at school today. No idea why, but he had the fucking AUDACITY to look like a kicked puppy. Like I’ve been the one ignoring HIM. Then he ambushed me in the parking lot. So I slapped him. You know what he said? That he was just trying to PROTECT US. I hate him.
I wish things were different.
I know you never respond but I can’t let you go.
Seba is here. At prom. Watching me like a creep. I need to get drunk.
druunckkk and ducking miss yuo. I miss that dumbass stepbrother of urs too but wen I look at him I see the three of us togethr and it hurts too much. Its easier to be mad at him.
I told Remy I get the whole not wanting to move on thing. He told me we have to. I said I’d delete both of your numbers. I lied.
I got in a fight with my father at graduation. He tried to use Lilly to guilt me into coming home. Then he blew up saying I tarnished his name and I’m a stain on the family. Go me.
This town sucks.
I got my tongue pierced! Hurt like a bitch.
You’d love my roommate. Her name is Melody and omg she’s so funny.
Is it weird that her and I kiss sometimes when we’re drunk?
Well. We fucked.
I tried. I really tried. She’s gorgeous and hilarious and amazing in bed, but every time I’m with her, I think of you and Seba. It’s not fair to her. It kills me. So I broke it off with her. And now I need to get shitfaced.
4 margs not enuff. Still miss u.
I called Seba. He answered for once. Told him I’m miserable and it’s all his fault.
Be proud of me, I went a whole six months without texting you.
Today marks 2 years since the three of us were together. Nothing has felt right since.
I thought I saw you on campus. It nearly killed me. I’m gonna get drunk now.
you haunt me.
Someone left flowers for me again this year. Kinda creepy. But kinda sweet too. Is it from you? Probably not but I’ll pretend it is.
When will I stop missing you?
Whenever you show up in my dreams, I hope it’s a sign that you’re coming back to us.
I went to an FMU game today. Seba played well but he looks miserable, if I’m being honest. I don’t think he’s smiled since you left. Without you, we’re empty.
No matter how many years go by, I can’t forget you. But it’s past time that I let you go. I can’t go on like this forever. I can’t. It’s killing me. If you’re out there, please know you hold my heart. Goodbye, Cade Warren.
I’ll always love you both. (Not Delivered.)