Chapter Three #3
The moment he realized it, though, the moment he comprehended how easily she had made him forget himself, he thrust her away, leaving them both panting and dazed, her eyes looking as stunned and delighted as he was feeling.
Although, he wasn’t ready to admit to the delighted part.
He was too busy telling himself that it was wrong for him to forget himself like that.
That he had to keep focused. So why, then, in the next moment did he seize her again and draw her back into his body, kissing her once more as if his life depended on it?
A strange concept, a surreal one, considering he was immortal.
But oh, she was so sweet. So tender in form and function.
He had kissed many women in his time, but none had had the combination of sultry innocence he was deriving from Jileana’s kisses.
She was not practiced and yet she was a natural.
She was not cynical; she was wide-eyed with wonder and excitement.
He read all of this from her even though she now said not a word and spoke to him only through her kisses and the flight of her body against his.
He found himself regretting that he had not kissed her before she had put on his tunic. To be holding all that bare, succulent skin beneath his hands would have been more than he could imagine.
This time when he moved away from her mouth it was only in increments, just enough to see down into those iridescent green eyes of hers, to see the flush on her dusky cheeks, the wetness of her ripe lips as her breath came in rapid pants.
“Oh my,” she breathed, her hands clutching at his shoulders.
It made him smile, an expression he used very little.
He smiled in spite of the clamoring of his mind and the painful arousal of his body.
He was not yet fully healed and his pain had been considerable to begin with.
Add to it a racing heart, perspiration, and a hardened cock, and it made for a bit of discomfort.
“I suspect you were sent to seduce me,” he said softly. “Perhaps by those who wish to turn my head from my warring course.”
“Well, I certainly do not wish to get in your way, and I doubt I could make you do anything you don’t want to do. I do not seek that kind of power over you. Those are the ways of the sirens.”
“Sirens?” he asked. But then he shook his head. It was unimportant. “So if you were not purposely sent to turn my head … what is it you want from me?”
“Only to learn you, to know you. I confess it had not occurred to me to kiss you in order to know you, but I find doing so has given me a great deal of information.”
That made him laugh because he knew exactly how she was feeling.
“So, what do we do now?” he asked. “Do I continue to kiss you?”
“If you like,” she said, her tone eager and delighted. He found himself smiling again.
“And then what? Do I bed you, sea sprite? Take you into the roughness of my camp and the coarseness of my bed?”
“You do not make it sound at all attractive,” she pointed out with some measure of consternation.
“It isn’t. A war camp is not a pretty thing.”
“Then stay with me on the beach,” she said invitingly. “It is clean. The sand is soft. It makes for the best of beds.”
“Hmm. Methinks you are a siren after all. You make it sound too damn inviting.”
“Oh, I’m no siren,” she assured him, making a face as if he had suggested something offensive as opposed to the compliment he had intended.
“And sleeping on the beach is the most wonderful thing. To sleep under the stars, hearing the sound of the ocean upon the sand. The call of the sea birds as they dive for their supper. They like to eat the kelp whistles. They are the little fish that swim around seaweeds and glow in the dark. It makes the sea light up so pretty … and yet it makes the fish easy prey for the sea birds. So beautiful and so sad at the same time. But that is the way of things. Everything falls prey to something else.”
“This is too true,” he said with a frown.
Even her people, wherever she was from, could fall prey to him.
They worshipped Diathus. His task was to seed the world with temples to Weysa.
To lure more followers to her way so she could grow stronger through their devotion.
If they would not be lured by peaceful means … then he would more firmly demand.
“You would be well advised to make your way clear of me,” he said, his frown darkening.
“My mother says I am not very good at taking the advice of others.”
And just like that, his frown was gone; his dark mood lightened again.
“So,” he said, moving her to his side a little so he could lead them out of the grotto, “what am I to do with you? As much as I would like to, I cannot spend the night on the beach.”
“Why not?” she asked curiously.
“My brothers will be looking for me. Also, we have a newly acquired city and an army that must be managed.”
“I see. Well, I could come with you. I have never seen the city before. I have been told it holds many fascinating things.”
“I’m sure it does. But if you live here, why have you never been to the city before?”
“I’ve never had a reason,” she said with a simple shrug. “Besides, my brothers would not approve. They are quite overprotective of me. At least they are in my opinion.”
“If I were your brother, I would be protective too. Especially if you make a habit of wandering the beach naked and kissing strange men.”
“Well … I do not have any clothes … and I do not usually kiss strange men. But most men don’t burn like a star. Certainly not and live to tell about it after. You are unique. Jaykun.”
“We are all unique in some way, Jileana,” he said, shrugging the matter off.
He wished she had never seen him suffer his torment, but then she might not have been fascinated enough to approach him.
He found that idea unpalatable on two levels: one, that she found his curse so enthralling, and two, that he would have regretted not knowing her.
Even after such a brief encounter, he knew his life would have been poorer had it never touched hers. Even in the smallest of ways.
They were walking on the sand now, his arm across her back, still holding her to his side as they traveled up the beach.
“I would see this city, if you please. All I ask is for a small place to sleep that is clean. I do not want anything else … except perhaps to learn more about you.”
“I am not so fascinating,” he said.
“Oh, but you are,” she argued, her eyes light and eager.
“Not just because you burn. You are tall and have a very nice shape. I can see you are quite strong. I find I like your face. It is an interesting face. Your eyes are far more somber than they ought to be, but they are a pretty green and glitter like sea glass.”
“Somber, hmm?”
“Yes. Quite. But not as much when you smile like you are doing now.”
“Well, it is good to know it is not entirely off-putting. Though I confess to cultivating a stern look to keep my men in line.”
“My father leads a great many men and he is quite jovial. Perhaps you are going about it wrong.”
“Perhaps I am,” he said, smiling again in spite of himself. Truth be told, he hadn’t felt this light of mood since … well, since he had been brought back.
“What is that?” she asked suddenly.
“What?”
“The thought that takes your smile away so quickly and so thoroughly like that. What is it?”
“It is none of your concern,” he said brusquely, immediately widening the distance between their bodies. But for some inexplicable reason he did not drop his hand away from her back.
“Very well. But I am sad for you because of it. Your smile is quite handsome and should spend more time on your face.” She switched topics quickly and brightly. “Do you think you will let me stay, then?”
He should tell her no. He should put an end to this strange encounter right now.
He had far too much to deal with and too much riding on his actions.
His daily considerations were life-or-death decisions.
It was clear her choices in life were of much lighter importance.
But he was glad of that, glad that she was not burdened with the weight of things that would steal the bright, childlike eagerness from her features.
He was not so cynical that he would begrudge her her innocent life.
But he found he could not put her off, could not make himself push her aside so he could continue on in his life without the burden of her …
whatever that burden may end up being. He found it was a weight he would willingly carry …
for the time being. Besides, if she made a nuisance of herself, she was easily disposed of.
It wasn’t as though she had any power over him.
He was in complete command of the situation, just as he always was.
“So tell me, Jileana. Is it my bed you wish to warm tonight?”
Perhaps he’d asked the question to shock her, to sabotage the fragile trust between them. But she seemed to consider the question very carefully.
“All things considered, you would probably make a fine lover. You certainly give very exciting kisses,” she mused aloud, startling a laugh out of him. “But I think I would like to know you a little bit better first. Do you not agree?”
This was territory to be cautious of Getting to know him better implied a level of intimacy he simply was not of a mind to give, even had the circumstances been ideal.
“Then why would I want to give you a bed?” he asked baldly.
“Because you would like to get to know me better as well,” she explained to him very clearly, as if it were a plainly obvious fact.
To his consternation, she was right. He did want to know her better.
At the very least, he found her intriguing.
He told himself that he simply wanted to learn more about her people, to perhaps contemplate bringing Weysa to their temples.
But the truth was, he’d already had goals set out for himself that allowed for no room for deviation.
There was no way to add another city to his conquering schedule.
Still, perhaps it could be a peaceful integration, something only a few days of negotiation could bring about.
“Very well, then, a clean, safe bed for the night. What you do after … I suppose that is your own affair. I will not have you underfoot. I have a great deal to accomplish and won’t have time to spend with you.”
“A meal.”
“What?” he asked.
“You must eat, I am assuming, yes? So I ask a meal of you. Well, how else are we to know each other better? It would be silly for me to stay only to spend no time with you. Since I do not wish to get in your way, we shall spend a meal together.”
He thought on it a moment. It really wasn’t much to ask for. And she was right; he would have to eat at some point.
“Very well,” he said.
“For three days.”
“Now, wait a minute—”
“One meal a day for three days. It is very little to ask of you. And I promise not to interfere in your day otherwise. Not unless you wish me to.”
He thought about it for a long minute, part of him crying out that this was a bad idea all around.
The sensible part of his brain knew he did not need distractions of any kind.
But another part of his brain found her to be engaging in a way he simply did not experience in his life.
It was impossible to turn his back on her offer.
“One meal. Three days. Otherwise, I’m not to be bothered by you.”
“I promise,” she swore, her hand over her heart. Seeing her slender fingers against the beige of his tunic made him frown.
“But you have no clothing.” His frown deepened. “Why is it you have no clothing? It is not safe for a naked woman to walk the beach.”
“Oh, I am perfectly safe,” she assured him. “And my people have little use for clothing.”
“Your entire people do not wear clothes? Where is this place you come from?”
“It is not far,” she said. Jaykun was well aware she was being vague on purpose, but he did not press at that moment.
In truth, it mattered little. Although, from a conqueror’s perspective, it would be very easy to fight a people who hadn’t the sense to wear clothes.
Then again, she’d said she had never been to the city before, so it was unlikely her people were worth his time if they didn’t have a city of their own.
“Tomorrow, after our midday meal, I will take you to the shops for clothing,” he said.
“But that is not part of our agreement,” she pointed out.
“I shall make an exception this once.”
“But how do you know that I wish to make the exception?”
That took him aback. She was right. He had not even bothered to ask if she wanted new clothes …
or if she wanted to spend more time with him than just what a meal allowed for.
For some reason the thought that she might not want to spend the time with him put him out. He couldn’t explain why; it just did.
“Do not worry,” she said after a moment, patting him kindly on his arm. “I will accept this time.”
“Well … thank you,” he said awkwardly. Mainly because she continually shifted the world beneath him and he couldn’t seem to get traction with her. He couldn’t decide if he was perturbed or delighted. It had been quite awhile since he had been entertained by something in the world.
And just like that, he was looking forward to his meals for the next three days.