Chapter 30 #3
“I’m not talking about birth control.” I was, but I meant so much more and for a guy not used to talking about feelings, I would lay my heart at her damn feet.
“I want forever with you. I love you, Wynter Kerrigan. Frosty. I want the marriage. The house—your house, right here in Bourbon Canyon. The kids. I’ve let horrible people chase me away from the good parts of life.
You’re the best thing to happen to me, and I’m going nowhere without you. ”
I couldn’t be bared anymore to her. My dick at full rise. Her fully clothed. Me spilling out my feelings. She had all the power.
Her eyes grew watery. “I love you, too. I have for a long time. But…” She propped herself on her elbows. “I don’t know what happened today, but you need time to think.”
“That’s exactly why you’re perfect for me.” She cared about me. I’d almost ruined a future with this woman. I was ready to commit. “But I don’t need time. I need you. Today, tomorrow, whenever you want. I. Love. You.”
She swiped her delicious tongue across her bottom lip again and dropped her gaze to my pants on the floor. “Leave the condom.”
A primal surge took over my brain. “Yes, ma’am.”
“Ooh, I like that. Can I order you around more?”
“I’m yours, Frosty.”
She rolled up and ripped her top off. Her bra followed. Lust pounded through my veins harder with each inch of skin she bared. She peeled her leggings down her curvy legs and lay back down.
“Then get inside me.” She tugged on my hand until I was crawling over her.
Blood rushed between my ears, a steady beat, every cell in my body straining to plunge into her.
I held back until my muscles shook. I wasn’t rushing this.
We weren’t just having sex. We were making a commitment.
Making love. Later, we’d do rings and vows and have more sex, but this was the beginning of forever.
“I knew from the moment I saw you in the parking lot of Foster House, you’d be the end of me.” I brushed a hand down her cheek. “I didn’t know it’d be in the best way possible.”
She widened her legs to cradle me better. I pressed a kiss to the base of her neck. A little sigh left her. A noise that was the only measure of success I needed.
She bared her neck and arched into me. “Myles.”
I’d spend the rest of my life coaxing those needy whimpers from her. “When that house is done, we’re going to fuck in every room, and you’re going to be really goddamn loud.”
She moaned and rolled her hips. I couldn’t hold back any longer. I slicked the tip of my cock through her soaking pussy and slowly pushed inside.
“Fuck, Wynn. Every time, I can’t believe how good you feel.” I stopped when I was seated to the hilt.
She slid her hands through my hair, and her heels hooked into my ass cheeks. I pumped in and out of her, loving the way her body gripped me, how perfectly we fit, the way pleasure glazed her eyes with each stroke.
She brought my head down to capture her mouth. I caught every breath, each moan, and all of her whimpers.
One day, we’d make love in our own bed. Our own house. I’d build that place for her where we were first together. Her plans. My gift.
Energy raced down my spine, coiling around my balls. I wasn’t going to last much longer, and from the way heat bloomed between us and the wet slap of our bodies together, neither was she.
I hitched one of her legs up to hit deeper.
“Oh god, Myles.” She ignited, her mouth dropping open, and her eyelids falling shut. Her pussy clamped around me, and I detonated.
Energy coursed through me, one long blast of lightning with the power to destroy me. I released inside of her, and she hugged me close through our orgasms. When I collapsed on top of her, she clung to me, kissing my cheek, my mouth, and my neck.
Fucking perfect.
“I really love you.” She stroked her hands down my shoulders. “And this body.” I chuckled, and she rocked her hips. “And that cock.”
My laughter grew. “My dick loves you almost as much as I do.”
She grinned. Thanks to the light streaming through the window, I saw more than her pale hair strewn around her like a crown. Or her warm brown eyes and pink lips. I caught the flash of uncertainty.
“You think I’m going to leave?”
“I’m more worried you’ll feel pressured to stay. Since we didn’t use protection.”
“I’m not scared of having kids anymore.” I kissed the corner of her mouth and gently pulled out.
We were on top of the covers, nothing between us or covering us.
Open. Honest. “I was scared of having kids with someone I didn’t love.
There was that. Terrified I might have an accident with a woman who was the type of mother to manipulate her kids.
In reality, I was terrified of having a family that would have no support if something happened to me.
I didn’t realize the exact reason until I saw for myself how alone and scared my mother must’ve been. ”
“Oh, Myles.” She rolled into me and tucked herself against my chest. “You’ve got such a big heart. You know that?”
“No one’s ever accused me of a big heart.
” I rubbed her back. “I’m going to go grab my overnight bag and laptop.
Then I’m going to cancel my room in Bozeman and feed you and tell you about the phone call.
Then we’re going to have barely audible sex all night even though Mae will know exactly what’s going on. ”
She giggled. “Sounds like the first of many perfect nights.”