Chapter 18 Melanie
Melanie
It was like a trigger had flipped inside me.
I wanted to do everything I could for my alpha again.
I overflowed with him; every single inch of Caspian echoed in me.
Like I had another body, except that one was hard muscle, anger, and power.
It was the same as before, where I could feel everything of him as Kai dragged me through the restaurant, but this time it came with waves of love as they both kept checking in on me.
It was my turn to stroke Caspian as Kai scraped his teeth over his chest. Caspian hissed, and I shivered at the echoing sting, but I wouldn’t let it stop me.
I pressed my palm against his shaft just as Kai bit his pec, and Caspian cried out in a voice that felt way too vulnerable coming from him.
Sparks flew around my body as I wrapped my fingers around his cock, fascinated as I ran my hand from base to tip.
“Mel,” Caspian groaned. “You’re killing me here.” He thrust his hips, but this time, I shifted my hand so he couldn’t take what he wanted, even though my instincts were yelling at me to give it to him.
“It’s the first time I’ve actually had space to go slow. I want to admire my alpha,” I said, gently squeezing him, and he responded with a growl. But that just made me smile as Kai chuckled as he carried on teasing Caspian’s chest.
If Kai hadn’t been there to keep me in line, I would have already untied him and let him do whatever he wanted to me.
“You know when you went rogue, you pushed Brandy to the breaking point,” Kai hummed. “So she gets to do whatever the fuck she wants to you.”
I’d grown used to being bonded to Kai so quickly that I could tell he was stuffing his real feelings away, so I wasn’t buying his sexy smirk and purrs.
I stroked Caspian again, and his pleasure rose inside me. It pulsed in my pussy and flared through my body, and I whimpered, grabbing both of their attention.
“I already told you I’m sorry,” Caspian growled. “There was too much happening. My dads chucking me in a cold box and separating me from you was my breaking point.”
“And why is that?” Kai asked as he bit at Caspian’s bicep.
Cas’s whole body tremored as the pain flickered through us. I reached up, placing my hand over Kai.
“Don’t stop me. I’m punishing our alpha,” he growled.
“Why do you think I’m going to stop you?” I asked. “I want to help.”
Kai groaned as I lifted myself up. My stomach still twinged as I moved, but it had healed faster than I expected.
“I’m sorry! Fuck,” Caspian cried out as Kai bit harder as I moved to my knees. “I’m fucking sorry, okay?
“Tell it to Brandy,” Kai said, glaring down at him.
Caspian pursed his lips as he turned to me, and I leaned forward so my face hovered over his.
I squeezed his cock harder, shuddering at the way he responded to me.
“Are you going to say anything to me?” I asked, my lips drifting closer. He must have known how desperately I wanted to kiss him, but I’d pull back if he tried it. I needed to hear the words first before I gave him anything else.
“Are you okay now?” he murmured. “I’ve been so worried about you.”
I almost cried with happiness at the way he softened as soon as he met my eyes.
I could have told him that my mind was so blown from the bond and the pain of being apart from him meant it was hard for me to focus on anything that happened after he bit me. That I’d been so torn up from him being asleep that my omega instincts were going crazy like I was in heat again.
But I was so high on the pleasure of being connected to him that those complaints were swept away.
“Nope, come on, Cas, you need to do better than that!” Both of us flinched as Kai bit his arm again, drawing blood this time. But, for some reason, the bond didn’t grow stronger like it had with me and him.
“Well, I have this huge bite on my neck that still needs special treatment,” I said as I pushed my hair away, turning my head so he could see the pulsing red circle that made me horny just thinking about it.
Unlike my stomach, it had barely healed, but Sin said the alpha who gave it had to keep licking it to seal it up.
Caspian’s need for me surged, and I answered him by curving my back, lifting my ass as my scent grew thicker to show him I was ready.
“Do you like seeing your bite on my neck, Caspian?” I purred.
A low growl rumbled from him. “Your alpha will give you more than a bite if you let me, little omega. Just get me out of these handcuffs, and then I can have some fun.”
I whimpered as he said ‘your alpha’. He’d already said it so many times, but it still felt fresh. It was like he was reaffirming how he really felt and what he really wanted.
My eyes flicked to the handcuffs. His presence swelled inside me and filled me with warmth. Kai was still there, sending me bursts of energy to keep me sane through the madness of the bite.
“I think I want something else from you first,” I said, grinning down at him.
Both of them gasped in surprise as I spun on my knees, holding the base of his cock as I suddenly pitched forward and ran my tongue over his cockhead.
Caspian burst out with a shout as Kai shuddered, and caramel drenched my mouth while perfume poured from me.
I moaned with them, desperately licking just to feel his pleasure.
It was addictive. Kai’s energy in the bond was like a light that led straight to each one of us.
But Caspian’s was a black storm, covering us from above, protecting every part of us with billowing black clouds of anger, and a red sky that curled in different shades.
When he went rogue, it was the deepest red that swallowed me up. But now, when I closed my eyes, all I knew was love and desire.
Heat burned through his body, and his back arched as I slid down his cock. I made sure he could see my bare ass and exactly how ready I was.
The scent of my slick was heavy in the air, and Kai was going as crazy as Caspian, who struggled against cuffs as the bed shook wildly.
“Get these off me,” he snarled, and I spun around, worried he was going to go rogue again.
“Fucking tell her first,” Kai shouted.
Caspian groaned as I turned and leaned in close, pressing the whisper of a kiss on his lips just to taste him.
“I’m not going to kiss you properly until you tell me,” I said, feeding his own line back to him.
He rolled his eyes as he dipped his chin, but he couldn’t hide from us.
He must have felt how badly I needed him to say it. Because he spoke again.
“I love you,” he mumbled, and my heart trembled at how much he actually meant it.
“Again,” Kai snarled, digging his nails into his chest. He scratched a line downwards with one finger and drew two more curved lines.
“What are you doing?” I asked, actually enjoying the way my chest buzzed from it.
“He gets a new letter every time he doesn’t tell you, until I’ve scrawled “bitch” on your chest. Then you’re really in for it.”
“You’re such a piece of shit,” Caspian snapped.
“And you’re a bitch who can’t even tell your omega you love her.”
Even though Kai’s protectiveness made me weak, it still stung as he scratched him.
Kai quickly scored another line down his chest for the “I”.
“Fuck, for fucks sake, Kai. I’m saying it.”
“Louder,” I said as I stroked his cock again. “I want to hear it properly.”
I thought he would fight more, but he met me with a green and red stare.
“I love you, Mel. Are you fucking happy now? You did it. You fucking got me.”
I let out the smallest laugh, and desire exploded through him as I bent to kiss him.
But Kai’s hand landed on my shoulder, holding me back.
“Not yet. It’s not good enough.”
I was pent up from licking Caspian’s cock, and I didn’t want to be stopped.
“You just want to write on him, don’t you?” I asked.
“Yeah. I fucking do.”
“Then do it so I can kiss him. I’m losing my mind here.”
I don’t know what it was, but Kai’s lips parted, and a mix of guilt and jealousy escaped before he hid them again.
“One more time, Cas,” Kai said, already scrawling the “T”.
“Write as much as you want on me, just don’t keep me from my omega.”
Kai’s jaw clenched, and a growl rumbled from him. But Caspian turned his sharp gaze to me.
“I love you,” he said so boldly that it shuddered through me. “And if I ever stop, you’re free to rip my limbs off and burn me alive.”
My brow furrowed. “That’s not exactly romantic,” I chuckled against his lips.
“Well, I tried,” he purred, and I didn’t know if I could get used to a kind Caspian.
“I love you, too,” I hummed.
As soon as our lips touched, it was like we were whole again.
We moaned, and I dived straight into him. My hands moved to cup his jaw, forcing him to stay still as I tasted every inch of caramel that belonged to me—and to Kai. Because Caspian was ours, together, as mated omegas.
But Kai was already drawing the “H” as I pulled back, and Caspian gasped with swollen lips.
“I want to hold you,” Caspian demanded as I licked at his bottom lip. “Get these off of me, Kai. Let me hold my fucking omega.”
I whimpered at the fierce need that tore from him, and I couldn’t stop it. The waves of emotion that poured from him told me he was going to do everything he could to keep us together.
My hand crept up his arm as I sank back into the kiss. As I licked at his tongue, my fingers found the clasp of one handcuff, and I could barely hear Kai as I tugged at it.
“Wait, Brandy! Don’t! We need to—” Kai shouted.
But I’d already unlatched it, and the second it became loose, Caspian surged forward.
A snarl ripped from him as he laughed, shooting out a hand, grabbing me by the throat.
The second he touched me, I melted, slick blooming as he squeezed me too hard, and I choked.
“It’s time to show you why you’re my fucking omega,” he growled as he dragged me forward and crashed his lips against mine.