10. Melanie
Melanie
I flung my head back as pleasure assaulted me. My breath stolen, heat bursting, all I could do was rock my hips against his lips as he sucked my clit.
“Oh God,” I cried out as he explored me with his tongue. “Sin, please. Don’t stop.”
I was collapsing, finally finding what I’d needed since the moment I woke up in his arms in the heat suite.
I hadn’t stopped shaking since I’d humiliated myself by perfuming, but I’m sure that’s what Kai had hoped for all along when he proposed the bet.
I buried my fingers in Sin’s pure white hair, dragging him closer, forcing his face into my pussy as a fresh wave of slick rolled from me.
“Please. Just keep sucking me,” I gasped, my thighs quivering with the force of my orgasm.
I couldn’t hold on. I needed some kind of control after what had happened with Zania and Caspian, but his soft licks were too good, and I was already falling.
It was the perfect place to fuck him. As soon as he’d said the room belonged to Zania, I knew I had to cover it with as much of our scent as possible. She was convinced they didn’t want me, and I was desperate to be touched. It was a great deal.
Pleasure built with every lick, and Sin gently stroked my thighs as he feasted, moaning the harder he went. The vibrations hummed through my pussy, like he was enjoying it as much as me. The only reason he wasn’t crying out was because I was grinding on his face.
Even though I’d already come from one brush of his tongue, I wanted more. I wanted to keep chasing the feeling until I couldn’t think anymore. If I could drown out the fear I’d felt when I was trapped by Zania, then maybe I could act like it had never happened.
His tongue paused, and I cried out in complaint as I kept moving, using him without thinking about how it might affect him.
“Sin, don’t stop now.”
“Tell me again,” he murmured, rubbing his nose against my thigh, his teeth grazing my tender flesh as he pressed his cheek against me. “Tell me you don’t need me.”
I melted at his intense look. His mouth still hovered over my pussy, his heat reflecting my feelings for him.
“Sin.” I rolled my hips, asking him to come back to me.
I didn’t see him move, so captured by his presence that it was only when I felt a firm pressure against my pussy did I realise what he was doing.
I groaned as his hot, bare thumb stroked a line from my clit to my entrance, watching every single reaction I made for him. The bumps and grooves on his hands made his exploration even more intense.
The softness was killing me. Just the lightest sweeps were enough to get me worked up, and still too far away from the pleasure I needed.
“What are you going to do?” he asked. “Are you going to say it?” His expressions were always so neutral, so I didn’t know he could tease so easily. But a hint of a smile traced his lips, and the glint in his eyes was like Kai’s when he knew he’d won.
I wanted him inside me. I wanted to show him everything he could have if he took me like this. I was burning up, sweating just thinking about feeling his cock in me.
I whined, a sound that, only weeks ago, I would have been shocked at making. Now it was only for him—for them.
“Sin, please, you have to—” I gasped, my words vanishing as his thumb hovered over my entrance, and he pushed slowly into me. My back arched as he sank in and stroked my inner walls.
“I can wait all day, Melanie,” he said, the lilt in his voice telling me he knew exactly how good he was at this.
I groaned as his thumb pressed down, stroking harder, and my hips jerked, grinding against him.
“Just say the words and I’m there.” His breath was hot and heavy against my clit, a new wave of fire devouring me as another whine poured from me.
I cupped my breasts as I took my nipples between my fingers, pinching myself to find some kind of relief from his teasing.
“You’re so wet for me,” he said with a fond sigh. “Do you like it when I do this?” he asked as he drew his thumb back and thrust for the first time.
Another cry burst from me as my pussy opened for him. It was only his thumb, but it was so much. Because he hadn’t gone this far before. And I needed so badly to connect with him the same way I had with Kai and Caspian.
The heat, the need—it kept me going, each word falling from my lips calling him to me, seeking every unloved spot in my pussy.
“Sin…” I choked as he rubbed his thumb against my sensitive flesh. “Sin, I need you,”
He shuddered under me, but it wasn’t enough to stop him. He wanted this as much as I did, and the blend of our scents and our need made it impossible to stop.
“Tell me.” His smile deepened, loving how I bent for him.
I’d said so many dirty things to them when I was wrapped up in the passion of my heat, but it felt even more intimate when it was only us curled up together.
The words bubbled in my throat, and I squeezed my eyes closed as I let them go.
“I want you to fuck me,” I said in a rushed breath.
He stilled, suddenly quiet, and I was worried something had happened. That I’d said the wrong thing. Even though I was sure that was what he was asking for.
I peeked out of one eye, biting my lip, hoping I hadn’t screwed it up. I could always just run my scent over the rest of the furniture in the room to get back at Zania that way.
But he hovered there between my thighs, watching me closely. I couldn’t tell what he was thinking, but his attention fired me up even more.
Holding his thumb still, his lips pressed against my thigh. The moment could go either way.
Until he spoke, purring as he nuzzled my thigh. “Not before I draw another orgasm from you. I need you to come for me again, Melanie.”
I gasped as he took the skin of my thigh between his teeth, tugging at me. My whole body shivered with need as the heat burst, my omega instincts exploding at the thought of how he might bite me.
One wrong move and he could cut through my skin, and then I’d never be separated from them again.
I spiralled as he pulled his thumb from my pussy, switching to edge two fingers slowly into me.
He moaned with me as they sunk deeper, and pleasure pulsed as he changed tactics.
He switched thighs, giving me a firm bite right as he thrust his fingers, ripping another scream from me.
I wanted to shake his head, to force him to pierce my skin.
I groaned as pleasure surged through me as he thrust and circled, building me up. One touch was all it took. My breathless moans turned into cries as his thumb swept my clit. The most tender strokes, a gentle nip on my thigh, and I fell apart around him.
I hated people looking at my stomach, and I wished I could pretend the scar and the weight of it never existed. But the sweetest part was how he held me, his other palm flat on my stomach as we danced together, gently healing the scar I despised.
He didn’t ask me about it. He just rested his hand there as he pleasured me, my soft mewls pleading for him to keep going as it grew so intense that the only movement I could make was the desperate rocking of my hips.
He stopped again, pulling a sound of frustration from me. I wanted him to stretch out my orgasm and make me dissolve in a pool of desire, but he had a better idea.
He rose above me, his cock leaking, his scent thick. One knee between my thighs, his hands dented the pillow by my ears.
“Are you sure you want me to fuck you?” he asked, leaning over me, murmuring it against my lips.
“Are you crazy? I’ve been waiting for you for so long,” I gasped as his energy swirled around us. I could still taste anger in his scent from where he stopped Kai and Caspian beating those two men, but his passion was so much stronger.
Sin’s head dropped, his forehead pressing against mine as his cock lay against my stomach. He sighed as our scents and auras blended.
“Melanie,” he groaned. The word was filled with more emotion than I could have ever dreamed. “I need to be inside you more than I need to breathe.”
I whimpered as he drew back, and his serious gaze went straight through me, and my heart pulsed at how quickly I gave into him.
When I’d bitten Kai, he’d torn me open, leaving me exposed, and I wanted to feel the same thing from Sin. I wished I could see inside his heart, and I hoped I was there.
I couldn’t wait another second. “I need you, too,” I whispered as I reached up, wrapping my arms around his neck and spreading my legs as he shifted his balance.
I loved how the muscles of his chest strained as he reached down, taking hold of his cock and finding my entrance.
Just that simple touch left me shuddering.
“I’m right here. Are you ready for me?”
“Just fuck me, Sin,” I growled, and his lips hitched again. My heart jumped at his playfulness, melting even more. Everything I felt for him was splashed across my face as he started to push inside me.
I cried out, dragging myself up to him, my hips rising, notching a leg over his ass. I wanted to be as close to him as possible.
Using the freedom of my body, I rocked again, swinging to bring him further inside me.
“Oh God,” he choked out. “Melanie, wait,”
“I can’t,” I gasped. He’d wound me up to the point where I would do anything to feel his hot cock inside me. “Sin, you have to go deeper.”
He moaned, releasing his cock, drawing his hips back.
He suddenly slammed into me, fireworks exploding behind my eyes as I let out a sharp scream as his cock completely filled me.
I never expected him to go so hard. And a dark look filled his face as he clenched his jaw, pulling back to thrust into me again.
My mouth fell wide and my nails dug into his shoulders as I squeezed tighter.
I wanted to kiss him, to touch him, to tell him how good it was, but every thrust drove me crazier, until all I could do was cling to him and cry out as he took me away.
“You are so beautiful,” he groaned as he pistoned into me again.
Slick drenched us both as I perfumed and his scent blended with mine. I wanted it to be stronger, more potent, more powerful, so Zania knew what we had done the second she opened the door.
I focused on Sin’s face, on his strained expression, like he was holding himself back. His brow furrowed, and his upper arms and stomach flexed with each thrust.
“I’m so close,” I said as I arched my back even more, angling my pussy, so he hit me even deeper.
“Let go for me.” He dropped to kiss me again. My mouth burst with vanilla and my pleasure peaked as an orgasm tore through me so fast that shock pounded me along with his cock.
I was shouting, chanting his name, our voices mixing in the heavy air of the room.
“Melanie,” he groaned as he nibbled at my bottom lip.
It was so frenzied and I was so overwhelmed that I couldn’t tell if the feelings pouring from us were love, or just our instincts.
“I won’t let you go,” he gasped as a hand rounded the back of my neck, and he held me there, like an offering to him. “Do you understand? You’re mine.”
I pulled him to me, kissing him as he kept desperately thrusting. I couldn’t give him a reply when my heart sank. He couldn’t claim me when the other two members of his pack despised me.
There was no room for words now, not when everything was so jumbled.
Even though he consumed me with every movement, I couldn’t give him my heart.
He couldn’t give me his either. We could give each other this moment, but I refused to be any more than that.
Not when they were part of the reason my life was ruined.
My omega instincts flared up again, hoping he would knot me. His knot needed to become a hard bulb at the base of his cock. If it swelled up when he was buried inside me, we could stay connected for hours.
Caspian hadn’t knotted me when I was in heat, and my body was still suffering from it. But I didn’t know if I could ask Sin for a knot.
“Just stay with me,” Sin murmured, as if he could sense my hesitation. He lowered his head, pinning himself against my chest, his ear over my heart as he ground his cock into me.
“I desperately want to bite you,” he said as he pressed a kiss against my collarbone. “Not being bonded to you is killing me.”
My omega instincts fired up at his words, but I knew it wasn’t right. No matter how deeply I needed his bite, it would do so much more damage to force myself into their pack. Especially after everything Kai had said to me since we’d met.
Just the reminder of them had guilt slashing through me as I realised how easily I’d given in to my desires. Kai had made it so clear I shouldn’t touch his alphas, and I’d tempted Sin to fuck me the first chance I had.
I notched my chin against the top of his head as he spread kisses over my chest.
I should have pushed him off me. I should have told him that was enough. But his scent and his aura flowed over me again, and the feeling I’d craved so much all my life, the feeling of being completely loved—it stole all my common sense.
Sin lifted himself up to look at me, like we had all the time in the world to decide what to do. Instead, he bent down to kiss me, and I let him.
All we became were shouts and moans as we continued to fuck, lost in the sensation of being together.
I was still coming. Over and over again, the waves of pleasure took me. With every thrust I collapsed around him, and I wanted to stay there in the blaze of need where I could pretend we were real lovers.