33. Sin
Sin
C aspian snarled in my ear as he slammed into me with his full strength.
My eyes rolled as his cock sank home, my desk rattling, more objects tumbling to the carpet as pleasure took us both.
I groaned as Caspian’s thick weight bore against my back. He’d pinned my wrists to the surface of the desk, and my left cheek pressed into the wood as I watched him through one eye.
As soon as he made me come with his mouth, he’d grabbed me and flipped me over. He helpfully flung my keyboard and monitor onto my desk chair and kicked them away before forcing me to bend over so he could struggle with my trousers.
I did like his earnestness whenever he was this frantic.
Caspian could growl and rage all he wanted about how much he hated me, but it didn’t change the fact that whenever he thrust, his moans grew more passionate, the warmth between us chipping away at the frustration we usually carried for each other.
But it did not mean I would let him take control in a position where he clearly had the upper hand.
I threw my hips backwards, sighing contentedly as I knocked against him, making sure his cock stayed trapped deep in me as I squeezed my ass.
“Sin!” he gasped. “Wait, I—” but I wasn’t holding back.
He really did fill me thoroughly, and it was difficult not to simply submit and let him thrust into me as hard as he liked.
I hungered for the force of him. But if I gave in too easily, he would get cocky.
The way he moaned and the lust that fired through our bodies as he ground his hips in circles confirmed I was on the right track.
“Sin, I just—” But he groaned as I squeezed my ass again. His lips found my neck, the firm muscles of his chest and stomach stamped into my back.
Caspian had the same expression he did ten years ago when we first made love, even though it was me fucking him back then.
It was a look of total abandon as he gave himself to me for the briefest second and forgot all the fury which tended to dominate him.
Kai was still present between us, but he was so absorbed in Melanie that it was as if we only happened to be part of his bond.
And, really, we deserved it.
If we moved to the upper floors, we could feel them more clearly. But Caspian has thoroughly buried himself inside me and I didn’t want to interrupt him, no matter how much I liked to spoil his fun.
“If you could fuck me properly rather than humping at me, that might help,” I said.
“Shut up,” he growled as he thrust again.
I let out a shout as pleasure thumped through me, soaring down my veins to tingle at the ends of my fingers and toes.
I lifted my heels to give him a better angle.
Normally when we fucked, we were pleasuring or performing for Kai, so it was rare to have space to feel him so intensely.
It meant I could let myself go into him, and not worry about the state of my desk as another thrust creaked it, and I cried out.
My mate really was good at fucking, no matter how awful his personality could be.
“This is what you like, isn’t it?” he asked as he pressed even harder onto my wrists. “You like being fucked by an alpha bigger than you?”
I gave him a pointed look from my right eye, though it didn’t last for long. The moment his cock pistoned deep into me, my eyelids fluttered and I groaned as my body sparked for him.
“I like being fucked by you ,” I sighed. “You’re the one I want, Caspian, not some ‘big alpha’.”
I didn’t need to feel the stutter of his hips to know I’d thrown him off. The way his heart beat did that for me.
I adored the way he looked away from me, refusing to meet my gaze, wonderfully shy because I’d shown him ‘some actual fucking emotion’, as he liked to say.
I’d never intended to act this way in life. I didn’t go out of my way to be cold and emotionless. But one of the benefits was my mate couldn’t handle it when I did open up to him.
Another growl snapped from him as he compensated by thrusting into me so hard I nearly came again.
Eyes rolling, body shuddering, it was only the desk and Caspian’s firm hold which kept me from collapsing.
He would never admit how fascinated he was that whenever he thrust into me, I cried out, both of us sharing the overwhelming pleasure he brought me.
But the problem with Caspian was he was awful at dealing with his feelings. So, instead of taking my lips and kissing me like both of us wanted, he chose to lean closer.
“Liar,” he laughed as his teeth rode my shoulder blade. “That’s exactly what you like. You like being a little bitch and submitting to your alpha.”
All my softness and love for Caspian suddenly cracked as fury whipped through me so fast it left me breathless.
A snarl ripped from me as I flung my head back, hitting his nose with my head. He let out a shout as I jerked my hips backwards, shaking us both.
“Sin! What are you doing?”
“Try it again, Caspian,” I growled as I yanked my elbow back, freeing one hand from his grip.
I swung backwards, hoping to catch him with my fist, but even buried seven inches inside me, his defence training still came into play. He batted my hand away, dropping his weight to crush my back and chest.
His arm shot forward to wrap around my neck, but I wouldn’t let him go that far.
He simply laughed as I grabbed his forearm. He was an idiot if he thought I would let him get away with this game.
I sank my teeth into the thick muscle of his forearm with no mercy.
He roared as I bit down, trapping his arm to the desk to get a better bite. Pain burst in my arm, right as Kai sent us a pulse of anger through the bond.
Serum had already built in my mouth from a blend of our fucking and my love. As his blood welled, I kept my jaw locked, feeding into him, strengthening our bond whether he liked it or not.
Moans ran between us as I opened myself to him, showing him how deeply I felt for him, and for both Kai and Melanie. I might’ve struggled to express it, but Caspian could not deny me as he cried with need.
But it was lost under the desk’s clattering as his thrusts became frantic, driving him wilder, both growing hotter. Until the cycle of pleasure brought us higher with every movement.
I bounced backwards again, and again, finding my own way to fuck him from underneath.
And I wanted my mate to bite into me to reestablish our connection.
Melanie was there, too, reaching for us through Kai’s bond. Caspian and I had to lose ourselves if we were to experience her properly without exchanging bites.
Caspian panted and moaned, shouting at me to stop, to let him go. But if he called me a little bitch, then I would show him he was one, too.
“Sin, please,” he gasped as I bit harder, both of us wincing. The desk gave me the perfect anchor to swing my hips back and forth. He couldn’t exit me without tearing his arm away, and he was stuck against me. “Sin, I want to come,” he whined after barely a minute.
He liked to talk big, but, in the end, my mate could submit just as well as I could.
And it wasn’t only that. As I took control, his cock hardened, his aura grew sharper, and he joined me in my thrusts. My anger beat with Kai’s, and it only served to make Caspian weaker.
It was rare for me to lose my composure, and Caspian was one of the few people who caused it.
“Sin, I’m going to—” he cried. “Sin.” His teeth scraped along my shoulder blade. “Sin, I just—” were the last words he managed before I sped up my aching hips and he descended into moans.
I drew a whimper from Caspian as he shook, torturing my mate while he poured himself into me.
His cries became softer and his grip became a desperate hold as he clung to me, chanting my name as he came.
I’d missed his moans and cries. He didn’t need to be an ‘alpha’ for me. He was my mate, and I wanted to love him again, but he wouldn’t release me.
As Caspian came down, he leaned towards me. He couldn’t hide his gentle purrs as he pulled his cock from my ass.
Soft kisses traced my neck, and he groaned as he nudged my ear. I closed my eyes, sensing every part of him, luxuriating in the love of my mate.
This was the Caspian I missed.
Until a harsh edge took over him, and he chuckled.
“See?” he said. “Even in the end, after all that, you’re still a little bitch.”
My eyes flew open and a snarl cracked from me as I jolted my body backwards.
With a fresh orgasm softening his limbs, Caspian had no chance as I snapped upright, knocking him away with my shoulder. He stumbled backwards as I spun, lunging for him before he could react.
Why did he insist on playing the big alpha card? Would it kill him to simply tell me he loved me as well?
“Caspian,” I snapped as my hand shot out. I grasped his throat, thrusting forward to fix him against the wall not a foot from my desk. Hung pictures rattled as his back slammed against it, my aura flaring around him.
He gasped as the impact shuddered through him, and a deep growl rumbled from me.
“Tell me again who’s the little bitch?” I growled.
He sucked in a breath, tension humming between us.
Because there was nothing Caspian loved more than when I grew angry.
His cock instantly pulsed, his legs instinctively spreading as I came in close.
I moulded my body to his, going straight for his lips. He moaned the second I kissed him. As soon as his caramel blended with my vanilla, we both sighed into each other.
Snarls and growls escaped us as I kept a tight hold on his throat.
I wouldn’t let him take the upper hand again.
He’d submitted once when he had his lips around my cock, and I’d allowed him to fuck me because of his pent-up need.
But I would not let him steal all the pleasure simply because he was dissatisfied that he couldn’t fuck an omega he claimed he did not want.
I tugged at his lip, biting him roughly enough to cut the skin. Our bond throbbed as serum flowed from me, blending with his blood, and strengthening our connection again.