Chapter 34
KAIDEN
Sage jumps from her seat the moment the professor dismisses us, and a laugh vibrates through my chest. Her friend Juliet follows behind her quickly, and once they’ve both disappeared from the room, I swing my legs around and stand up.
“Well, she couldn’t get away from us faster, huh?” Becks says, sadness in his tone.
“Relax,” I answer, as carelessly as possible, even though deep down I’m just as affected by her. But out of the three of us, I need to be the one to keep her farthest away. I need to be the one who thinks with a level head instead of a longing heart and a hard dick like my brothers.
“Relax?!” Vinny spits from behind me, and I turn around to catch his face twisting in anger. “Who knows what she’s been doing. She could be fucking someone else by now!”
His hands curl into fists the second the words leave his mouth, and I shake my head. “It’s been a week. She isn’t.”
“You don’t know that.” Lifting his backpack, he throws it over his shoulder. When he moves to walk away, I grab him by the shoulder and yank him back.
“We aren’t done with this conversation, Vincent,” I growl, my veins filling with fire when he glares at me. Becks clicks his tongue, stepping up next to Vinny before I continue speaking. “She kissed you three days ago. She wants us. Keep your fucking shit together.”
“Like you have your shit together?” Becks asks, accusation and attitude dripping from his tone. “Did you sneak in her window again last night?”
I grow hotter with anger that he’s invading my privacy. “Fucking watch it.”
They both shake their heads, and I can see in their faces that they’re hurting. Even though they have each other, parts of them are yearning for what Sage gives them—us. I hate to admit I’m feeling exactly the fucking same.
It’s freezing cold when I leave my house after nightfall, my hoodie doing nothing to protect me from the aching frost climbing underneath my skin and wrapping itself around me.
I don’t shiver, though. I hold my muscles tight, moving one foot in front of the other as I head to my destination.
Sage.
My blood is pumping so fast I can barely feel the cold hitting my skin anyway.
Stuffing my hands into the front pocket of my hoodie, I twist my fingers together and try to get the feeling back in them. My eyes water as I pick up pace, the cold wind kissing my eyelashes.
My entire body aches for her, every inch of me dying to touch her. When I get into her neighborhood, I walk directly in the center of the empty road, not worrying about anyone being out this late. Once I spot her house, my hands fist, and I move my legs faster, pushing harder to get to her.
It’s easy enough climbing up the tree next to her house, then walking across the roof to her bedroom window on the second floor, since I’ve done it a handful of times now. Not that she knows how much I slide through her window and watch her sleep.
Over the last week, while Sage has needed time away from us to sort out her personal bullshit, I’ve felt so out of control that I needed a tiny piece of comfort. I needed to know she was okay. That she wasn’t plotting or self-destructing or trying to hurt us alongside herself.
I don’t know.
Maybe I just wanted to see her.
Pushing her window up slowly, a smile pulls at my lips as I step through and onto her carpet, the smell of her—vanilla and caramel and something so delectably feminine that I’ve grown addicted to—engulfing my senses and making me ravenous.
When I’m in the darkness of her room, I silently close the window behind me, then I turn to look out across her room. My heart stops when I find Sage sitting up in bed, her face bored and her shoulders stiff.
“Please, come on in.” She waves her hand out, sarcasm dripping from her lips like poison, and it makes my dick throb in my jeans.
Instead of speaking, I creep across the room, my gaze never moving from hers.
When I reach the end of her bed, I kick my shoes off, then climb onto the mattress. She quickly pulls her knees up to her chest. “What are you doing here, Kaiden?”
I lick my lips, crawling up her bed in silence, then I grab her ankles and yank her legs, straightening them out and dragging her down so she’s lying on her back. She squeaks but doesn’t say anything else as I slide up her body, angling my own on hers.
Sage’s chest rises and falls quicker, her heart racing under her breast so powerfully that I feel it shake through my own when I lie down on top of her.
“Kaiden?” she says, but it’s more like a question, rolling her hips without meaning to, making me fall between her open thighs as she spreads her legs.
Dragging my nose up her jaw, I breathe her in, the sensation of being near her making my entire body quake with a groan.
Her hips roll once more, and I know she’s feeling the same.
After a week of torturing ourselves with distance, finally coming together and touching again is the purest form of pleasure.
When my mouth angles over hers, she moans, low and deep.
I drag my tongue over her lips, then swirl it around her mouth, wanting to eat her whole. When she grinds against my cock, it almost bursts through the zipper on my pants.
“Kai,” she breathes, her voice pleading.
I kiss down her throat, her chest, her stomach, then I rip her T-shirt over her head so I can feed on her tits.
“Kai.” My name escaping her lips is a desperate and pathetic prayer as I suck on her nipples one by one.
Sitting back, I look down at her through the darkness, studying how she wiggles her hips as hunger eats her alive. I reach over my head and yank my hoodie off, rolling it up and placing it over her eyes.
“Kaiden,” she begs once more, and I smile, loving the way my name always drips from her mouth like it’s her favorite word. Her hands grab at the hoodie, and I smack them away, lifting her wrists to the top of her headboard and holding them there.
“Don’t move.” I speak for the first time, my voice grating.
With two of her senses taken away, she moans and writhes against the bed before me, aching from the inside out for release, and it makes my head swim.
If I didn’t need to feel her right now, I’d get enough pleasure from simply watching her writhe and whimper with lust.
I use both hands to yank her shorts and panties down her legs, leaving her completely naked for the taking. My mouth waters, so I press my hands to her swollen lips and spread her cunt, giving myself a beautiful view of her tiny clit and soaked entrance.
She moans louder, even though I’ve barely touched her, and it makes precum leak into my boxers.
Releasing her pussy, I quickly shove my jeans and boxers down, then I slam my cock inside her without warning, relishing how she screams and jolts her hips against me.
“Oh, God,” she moans, her head rolling back on the bed hard enough that the makeshift blindfold I made from my hoodie ends up covering her whole face.
I smile, leaning down and grabbing both sides of the fabric and pushing it tight against her face to cut off her oxygen and silence her all at once.
She says something under the thick fleece, but it’s unrecognizable, and I start to fuck into her hard and fast to make her shout unintelligibly again.
Her pussy throbs and quivers around my cock as I thrust, chasing my orgasm so desperately that I don’t bother letting go of the hoodie, and it isn’t until her body falls completely lax that I realize I’m suffocating her.
Ripping the fleece from her face, I grin when I see she’s passed out.
Her chest rises and falls quickly, so to wake her up I lean back, push my cock all the way inside her, then I press her clit with my fingers.
She doesn’t stir, so I rub her clit hard and fast.
I feel her coming around my dick before she wakes, and then her eyes fly open and her body convulses with a shout.
“Fuck! Kaiden!” Looking up at me for a moment, her back curls and she loses control completely.
“Jesus Christ, Sage,” I breathe, my hand cramping from how hard I’m massaging her clit, then my spine burns as my orgasm builds.
Grinding my hips, I pound into her, even as her cunt holds on to my cock for dear life.
Then I’m coming, spurting inside of her and moaning into the darkness of her bedroom.
She screams, her orgasm having subsided, but I continue to assault her clit with two fingers, pressing into her while rolling them around in circles.
“Take my fucking cum, my perfect little slut,” I groan, my climax making me feral. “Give me another orgasm. I need to feel your pussy squeeze around me again.”
She twitches and writhes against the bed, but my vision goes dark, my need for another orgasm from her taking over and blurring everything else. “Sage, now. Come again for me.”
My orgasm slows, but I don’t pull out.
Spitting between us onto her clit to give my fingers more lubrication, I milk another release from her trembling body. “C’mon, I know you want to. You live to give me what I fucking want, baby.”
She screams so loudly her voice cracks, her fingers threading into the messy blonde hair on her head, then her cunt is swallowing my cock as she comes again.
To silence her, my hand slams onto her windpipe, and then her pussy is gushing, flooding my crotch and the bed with cum as her body quakes and rolls underneath me.
My gaze finds hers, and as her face turns red as oxygen is taken away from her again, my cock starts to fill with blood and harden inside her.
When her orgasm has burned out, I let go of her throat and fall on top of her, rolling my hips between her legs and slowly thrusting as the sounds of our mixed releases fills the room.
With a moan, her hands find my back, clawing into me, just as her mouth collides with mine.
We fuck slowly this time, like we’ve spent all our energy, but still can’t help ourselves from giving each other more pleasure. When her fingers dig into the skin at my lower back, I know she’s close again, so I kiss her hard, then pull back to look into her eyes.
“I miss you,” she whispers, and I slide my hands into her hair.
“Me too,” I whisper back, hating the vulnerability of the words, but loving how she reacts to them.
Her mouth twists into a smile, then her body is shaking as she’s taken under by another orgasm, her pussy suffocating my cock until I’m coming alongside her, filling her until her cunt is overflowing with my seed.