Chapter 2
CHAPTER
TWO
They held hands through the bar and walked out into the muggy night air. CJ was sure everyone had witnessed them leaving together, and it would be the town gossip by sunrise. She refused to back down now.
“My car is right here.” She pointed to the blue sedan. It was several years old, but she had paid for it herself and was proud of that fact. She had bought it with her first paycheck, and her brother had helped her fix it up.
Chase slid into the passenger seat, his size making her small car feel that much more cramped. She turned the ignition, and they were off.
On the outside, CJ looked like a confident woman, but on the inside, she was shaking like a leaf.
She was going home with Chase Jenkins. The man she had been in love with most of her life.
He was her brother Bobby’s best friend. She had mourned his loss since he’d left for the military, and never once would she have expected to see him at the bar.
She’d been so excited, she had run over to say hi to him.
No one had told her he was finally coming home.
Some of her happiness dimmed when he didn’t recognize her.
What did she expect; it had been ten years since she’d last seen him, and she had just hit puberty then.
She’d changed a lot over the years. She had filled out in all the right places, and her hair grew out.
She’d learned to put on makeup. But one thing that had never changed were her feelings for him.
Tonight was a fantasy, one she didn’t want to end, and she had every intention of fulfilling. It was wrong to take advantage of him not knowing who she was, but this was probably her only chance to live out the dream of being in Chase’s arms.
She slipped her hand from the gear shift to the top of Chase’s leg.
Loving the feel of his muscle bunch under her fingers.
He had always been fit in school. An athlete who had taken care of himself.
He had filled out more since he’d left. He wasn’t bulky like a body builder but had firm, hard muscles she couldn’t wait to explore.
Chase placed his hand over hers and glided their hands along his thigh, then cupped his cock. CJ gasped in shock that he would do that in the car. It made him chuckle. “That’s all for you, sweetheart.”
CJ’s hand trembled under his, but she stroked him like an expert when she was anything but. She was still a virgin. An embarrassment for a twenty-three year old, but she had been saving herself for Chase. It had been a foolish hope as a teen, but she was glad now that she had saved herself for him.
She pushed her foot on the gas pedal; the drive back to her house didn’t take long. With town being so small and only a dozen streets, it didn’t take long to get to her house.
Chase was out of the car before she had it fully in park. CJ’s nerves returned, but she wouldn’t let it show. She was nervous about making love for the first time, but she was more excited it would be with Chase.
Chase ran around the front of the car and pulled her out of the seat. She laughed at his eagerness as they raced across the yard to the house. She fumbled to get her keys out of her pocket and stick them in the hole. Chase made it that much harder when he started nibbling on her earlobe.
“Better get that key in before I take you right here on the porch.”
As hot as that sounded, she had neighbors and didn’t want her first time to be with an audience. CJ focused and managed to get the door unlocked and opened.
Chase dragged her inside and shut the door with the heel of his shoe. He didn’t give her a chance to speak but pulled her in for a toe-curling kiss. CJ was momentarily stunned that he’d kissed her but quickly recovered.
She wrapped her arms around his neck, pressing against him to feel all of him, similar to how they had been when they’d danced. Not a ray of light would shine between them. She felt the hard press of his cock against her core.
After cupping him, she had an inkling of how big he was. Her sex clenched in anticipation. She knew there would be pain, her mother and sex education had covered the basics, but her mother had also assured her if she had an attentive lover, the pain would be minimal. How she hoped that was true.
His kiss was hard and demanding. He was taking what he wanted from her, and she was happy to give it. He pressed her against the door, his knee wedging between her legs and pinning her in place. As if there was anything on earth that would tear her from his arms right now.
His lips move possessively, his hands gliding along her shoulders and pushing her straps down. His tongue thrust in and out her mouth. All CJ could do was hang on from his sensual attack. She could barely catch her breath.
There had been no slow burn. No getting to know each other. They had gone 0 to 180 in seconds.
Her sex started tingling like when she played with herself. She wanted to come so bad. CJ rubbed herself over his leg, needing some kind of friction. CJ pulled her mouth from his, taking in a much-needed gulp of air. “I need to come.”
She felt her cheeks heat at saying that out loud, but by the smile on Chase’s lips, he didn’t mind. “My pleasure.”
Suddenly Chase dropped to his knees in front of her and practically ripped the shorts from her body in his desperation to get inside of her. He tossed them aside and stared at her. Why wasn’t he doing anything? She looked down, seeing nothing out of the ordinary when he spoke.
“You are so gorgeous.” His focus was on her pussy. “Oh the things I want to do to you.” He leaned forward, pressing his face between her thighs, and inhaled deeply. “I’m going to gobble you up, baby girl.”
CJ didn’t have a chance to be embarrassed by his words. He lifted one of her legs over his shoulder and covered her pussy with his mouth. CJ threw her head back at the onslaught of sensation, barely feeling her head crack against the glass.
Her hands gripped the doorknob and the back of his head, needing something to hang onto as her other leg threatened to give out. Chase licked her opening, lapping her wetness as if savoring every drop.
“Chase,” CJ panted, words and thoughts seeming to fail her. “I need…I want…” She couldn’t get it out, but Chase seemed to know what she was trying to say.
“I know what you need, sweetheart. I’ll take care of you.” He slipped a finger inside her, her internal muscles clenching around the invasion. “Fuck, so tight.”
Did he realize now she was a virgin? Could he tell? Should she just tell him? Some guys freaked out bedding virgins.
He added a second finger, pressing deeper, and she forgot what she was thinking about. He worked her in tandem, his fingers scissoring inside of her as his lips sucked her clit. Like a bolt of lightning, her climax washed over her, and she screamed his name.
Chase stood up and grinned, juices glistening on his chin. Like a loon, CJ smiled back. That had been hands down the best orgasm in her life. So much better than her hand or vibrator. “Bedroom,” he said.
“Down the hall and to the left.” Chase scooped her up and carried her down the hall. “I have legs.”
“You do, and they are going to look so pretty over your head in a minute.” CJ’s sex clenched at his words.
His long legs walked the hall in moments, and he set her down at the foot of the bed. CJ pulled her tank top over her head, then reached forward and pulled Chase’s shirt over his head. Her eyes raked over his naked chest. She reached out to touch him but hesitated. How did she start this?
“You’re killing me here, sweetheart. Touch me.”
Don’t mind if she did. She started with his broad shoulders and worked down his pecs. CJ had only dreamed about doing this before; she wanted to pinch herself and make sure this was real, but if it was a dream, she didn’t want to wake.
She worked her hands down his chiseled abs to the top of his pants. They were pushed from his waist, his cock making its presence known. With shaking fingers, she unsnapped his jeans and lowered the zipper.
Chase groaned as his cock sprang free like a jack in the box.
Her eyes widened in slight panic at the size of it.
It was much bigger than she’d thought it would be.
For a moment, she wondered if it would fit, then realized she was being silly.
Of course, it would, but it was probably going to hurt a lot the first time.
“Having second thoughts?” Chase asked as if he could sense her inner turmoil.
“No.” No; she had decided Chase would be her first and last. She wasn’t going to back down now. She leaned forward and kissed his neck, leaving butterfly touches down his chest to his right nipple.
She had read about this in a book once and always wanted to try it. She nipped at his nipple and sucked it between her teeth.
“Fuck,” he hissed. CJ panicked, wondering if the books had been wrong about this bringing a man pleasure, but he cupped the back of her head and held her there.
She licked and nipped it as her hand wrapped around his steely length, her fingers not able to touch. It flexed in her hand. She stroked his length from stem to root, learning the feel of him as she moved her kisses to his other pec.
She felt Chase flexing his hips, working himself in her hand. She kept a slow rhythm, but his hips moved faster, so she tried to match him. As much as she loved jerking him off, she wanted more. Feeling brave, she trailed kisses down his chest to his stomach as she dropped to her knees.
CJ looked up to see interest flare in Chase’s eyes, and he widened his stance as much as he could with the restriction of his jeans.
His cock was at face level; she could smell his masculine scent and musk. She licked her suddenly dry lips and wondered if she should be doing this. Surely, he was experienced and would know she was a novice and tease her for such a bad job, but she wanted to try and please him.
Carpe diem.
She darted her tongue out and swiped over the crown.
She felt Chase shudder, and she worried she’d hurt him, but he leaned his head back, looking like he was enjoying it.
She licked him again, then took the whole tip in her mouth.
She swirled her tongue over and around like she was licking her favorite lollipop.
“Fuck, that’s so good,” Chase encouraged her.
CJ tightened her grip on his cock with her hand and worked over her him.
Taking him as deep as she could, then she pulled back to just the tip inside her mouth before doing it again.
CJ was encouraged by his heavy breathing.
She started to find a rhythm until she was suddenly yanked up and unceremoniously tossed on the bed.
Before she finished bouncing, Chase was over her, completely naked. “I wasn’t done,” she complained. She had enjoyed sucking him.
“Well, I would have been if you kept it up, and I want to be balls deep in you when I do.”
“Oh,” she sighed. That was alright with her. She spread her legs in open invitation, cradling his hips.
Chase lifted up to his hands and shifted his hips so he was lined up with her sex.
He parted her wet folds with his thick cock.
CJ’s heart thundered heavily in her chest, and she wondered if he could hear it.
She looked down, wanting to see him take her, when she realized something.
“Do you have a condom?” she asked in a panic.
Losing her virginity to him was one thing, but she didn’t want an unplanned pregnancy.
And since she’d planned on waiting for him, there hadn’t been a point in buying any.
Chase froze, hovering over her as if he hadn’t realized that either. “Fuck.” He scrambled from the bed and dug around his pants until he found one. CJ was happy he had one, but she also hated that he had one at the ready. Not a problem for now though.
He gloved up and was back in her arms. “Ready?” he asked.
“Yes.” More than. She wanted this more than anything.
Chase leaned over her and shifted his weight to one hand, took his length in the other and pressed against her opening. His eyes closed, and he clenched his jaw as he sunk in an inch then pulled out.
CJ gritted her teeth from the pressure, but she was determined to see this through. She widened her legs and thrust up into his next thrust. She felt something tear inside of her, and he groaned as he pushed through her barrier.
CJ clamped her mouth shut as a scream threatened to tear from her throat. Fuck, that hurt. Her mother was full of shit. She felt like she had been ripped in two.
Chase pulled back and glared at her in accusation. Uh oh. She was in for it now. “Why didn’t you tell me you were a virgin?” Chase accused.
“I thought you would turn me away.” The pain had lessened, and her muscles started to relax. She lost her death grip on his arms and released a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding.
Chase snorted. “I don’t have that kind of willpower, but I would have been more gentle.”
“It’s perfect,” she reassured him. He was perfect. This was perfect. She couldn’t imagine their first time any better. “Though it would be better if you started moving.” Now that the pain was gone, her body yearned for something more. Something she knew he could give her.
“Yes, ma’am.” Chase drew his hips back and slid forward. There was still a slight burn, but it in no way compared to before. With each glide, she felt her sex opening and liquid pooling, making his passage easier.
“More,” she gasped. She wrapped her legs around his waist, trying to get him to drive deeper into her.
Chase picked up his pace, his hips snapping forward and backward. His pelvis rubbing against her clit with every thrust. She groaned and lifted her hips, meeting him thrust for thrust. She began to feel that all too familiar tingle in her clit. CJ was close, but it wasn’t enough.
Chase adjusted and wedged a hand between them as if he’d sensed her plight. His finger strummed her clit, keeping up a firm and fast pressure as he worked her.
Her eyes rolled into the back of her head as she felt herself lifting higher and higher toward her pinnacle until she splintered at the seams and came calling his name. Chase thrust through her climax, and after a few more thrusts, he followed after her.
He fell to his side, his chest heaving from the exertion. She snuggled into him, feeling exhaustion overtaking her as well. “Are you too sore?” Chase asked, wrapping an arm around her waist with one hand and taking off the condom with the other.
“I’m perfect,” she mumbled sleepily. She was a little sore, but it had been worth it.
Chase kissed the top of her head, and his breathing started to even out.
She fell asleep with a smile on her face.
She was in the arms of the man she loved.
CJ couldn’t wait for tomorrow and what their future might hold.