46. Reaper #4
“I don’t want to run no more, I’m not perfect though Christian.
” His hands traced up the spine of my back as I sighed.
“I battle with my mental every day. Sometimes, I like to be alone in sit in silence and say nothing for days straight as the voice-” I swallowed down hard.
“The voice in my head does all the talking on days I sit alone in my house and don’t want to talk. ” I admitted.
“Then you teach me how to help you battle that. I can’t sit here in lie to you and act like, I know a whole lot about pleasing and making a woman feel secure.
I ain’t never fell so hard for a female like I’m doing with you.
Ain’t shit soft about me, but when it comes to you that shit changes.
We gotta give each other time, you got to break your strong walls down when it comes to me like I gotta do for you.
We got to give each other a chance to know each other better.
” I nodded my head because I agreed with him on that.
“I’m sorry, I killed our baby. That shit ate me up, I wanted the baby, but I didn’t want to be selfish and bring a kid in this world with the possibilities of it being more fucked up then me or…
or like my dad.” Now my tears were flowing fast onto his chest, he slowly wiped them as more sprang out.
I couldn’t turn my feelings off for this topic because it still fucked with me.
“I ain’t tripping no more off of that, I was gone hold that shit against you.
You really made a nigga feel unworthy like I wasn’t good enough for you to feel like you could carry a baby by me.
Then, I stepped into your shoes, I know it’s hard to battle what you go through.
You gotta remember I saw you have an attack and freeze up.
That moment right there, made me feel even closer to you.
I want to be there to catch your ass when you freeze up, and make sure you get the help you need.
I want to be the nigga that’s there for you, I don’t want you turning to no other nigga.
You can’t just up and feel like, I’m feeling sorry for you.
I know you bad as fuck, strong as fuck and can do it on your own.
I just want to do it with you. You got me?
” He looked down at me forcing me to look up at him.
“I got you Ream.”
“I like it when you call me baby.” He licked his lips and smiled.
“I got you baby.” It sounded weird coming from my lips, at the same time it felt right.
“No more talking to that nigga that’s a lawyer, I mean that shit.” His eyes went dark as I smiled at his jealousy of Joshua.
“Josh is a good friend though.” I tried to argue a little, not wanting to give in too fast.
“A good friend that wants to fuck you.” He spat, I sat up and slid from on top of him. Crossing my legs Indian style, I looked at him like he was crazy.
“Nigga please! I know you still fucking bitches.” I rolled my eyes hard at him with my own jealousy rising.
“I ain’t been fucking bitch-essss just one chubby chick that works at my studio.
She real lizzo size, probably a lil bigger, she gives good head too.
Her name is Summer, pussy hot and gushy.
Shit was singing to me like Summer Walker.
” I socked him hard as fuck in the chest and slid out the bed with my arms folded over my chest pissed as he smiled hard.
“What? I’m being honest as fuck. You already Megan the Stallion thick, you might can add a couple more pounds on baby.” He chuckled as I got on the bed and start hitting his ass anywhere I could as he laughed harder.
“Damn, stop Mattea, I’m just playing man. I ain’t gone bang that broad no more man, I was only fucking her because you were running from a nigga.” I pouted and still frowned my face up as he forced me to lay back on top of him. I could feel his dick hardening back up.
“Fire her.” I put it simple not caring how I sounded.
“Damn like that? Daddy got you acting out tonight.” He pinched my ass and rubbed the sore spot.
“I mean that shit Christian, fire that bitch.” I pinched him hard on the side as he laughed, pissing me off.
“All right Mattea, keep your hands to yourself man.” He pushed me off of him and got out the bed causing me to panic a little. I didn’t want him to leave, I enjoyed having him here with me surprisingly. He headed for the bathroom as my eyes roamed his muscular ass.
“You leaving?” I asked softly as he stopped and turned around. The cocky look on his face made me want to shrink and hide under a box for asking him.
“Nah, I plan on holding you tight with my dick buried deep inside of you.” He winked and went into the bathroom to take a piss.
When he got back in the bed with me, he rubbed his feet on mine and complained about how cold I had the room.
I loved the AC up high, while I slept with a big ass comforter to keep me warm.
It might sound backward but I loved the feeling of that.
He kept his promise he spooned me tight with his dick pushing in and out of me until we both came.
I fell asleep with Reams’s huge dick lodged deep inside of me.