Chapter 12
CHAPTER TWELVE
KAI
I know it’s only Tuesday, but I’m already beyond exhausted. To add insult to injury, I can’t keep my dick from hardening whenever he’s around. It really feels like I’m a horny teenager, just getting turned on from the breeze blowing the wrong way.
It leads me to tonight, sitting in this cold shower trying to will myself to deflate, because it has to be wrong for me to jack off to the thought of my new assistant, right?
The back of my body has become almost numb to the spray, spinning so the water now hits me directly in the face, and well, the rest of the front of my body too. Even with the water acting as an ice pack, I’m hard as a rock.
I twist the knobs, annoyed over the lack of a resolution before storming out of the shower. It’s not my fault that my brain is constantly replaying the way he looks in my office, and every depraved thing I want to do with him. Clearly the attraction is still there.
The towel runs over my body, my body jerking as the rough fabric runs over the sensitive skin between my legs.
It does nothing to bring down the desire coursing through my veins, there’s really only one way to get away from this.
If I ignore it, I’m sure I’ll be up all night tossing and turning, which will only lead to me being a complete dick tomorrow since I’m grumpy when I’m overly tired.
Yeah, this will just be to benefit everyone. Not for any other reason than to get him out of my system. I’ll be refreshed and ready to go, making myself the best boss I can be.
Getting into bed, I reach into the bedside table, pop the top on the bottle of lube that I have sitting in there, and coat my length.
It’s slippery, slightly cool, but it heats to my body temperature quickly as I work myself from base to tip.
I make sure to squeeze the tip, enjoying the extra bit of zing it gives everything overall.
My free hand cups my balls, rolling them in my hand as my legs butterfly open more.
Hips thrust up into my hand as his face fills my vision.
Those heart-flutter-inducing green eyes, the black hair I want to rake my hands through.
His perfect face I want to hold with both hands as I kiss those plush lips.
His toned body that I want to admire every inch of as I thrust into him.
Slow, hard movements as we both moan in between passionate kisses.
Yeah, that would be perfect. I have a whole vision in my head, it seems so life-like as I work myself, chasing after my orgasm.
It’s a blinding heat that starts in my toes and top of my head as my toes curl and back arches as ropes of cum spill from me.
My hand continues to work myself, ringing out every drop as my chest heaves and heart pounds away from the confines of my chest.
I’m so royally fucked.
He has taken up every spare spot in my mind since I found out it was him, and seeing him was like coming up to breathe for the first time in a long time.
It’s easy between us, fuck it always has.
Having him in my space again erupts those butterflies deep in my belly, and has the fire burning deep inside my veins.
Of course he’s a fucking turn on, but it’s so much deeper than that.
It’s like seeing my best friend for the first time in years, although we were never that close.
I just want to know everything, and catch up on life.
Get to know every little fucking detail about his life, his likes and dislikes, his wants and desires.
What his favorite food is, how does he spend his free time, all the things that only those closest to him know.
None of the mundane stuff that a boss gets to know, no.
Even then, I want to know even more. I want to know everything a lover would.
Does he overheat when he sleeps? What’s his favorite position? What is he into? Does he also love to sleep naked because clothes feel too restrictive?
My mind races with the laundry list of questions as the cum on my stomach cools.
I force myself out of my own mind, getting up and now opting for a warmer shower since I’ve taken care of the main problem.
Even as the water runs over my shoulders, as I shampoo and condition my hair, as I shave my face and get out and head back to bed, he still fills my mind. I wonder what he’s doing. I wonder if he’s just as affected by my presence, as I am his.
My eyes grow heavy, the weight of the day finally catching up with me as I pull the covers up to my chin and let my eyes fall closed. More than anything, I’m glad I have someone I’m comfortable with around me during this time.
There’s a lot of change happening, a lot going on in general, and knowing jax is going to be by my side makes it all seem a little less scary.
A small smile pulls at my lips as sleep starts to overtake me, a vision of Jax laying on the other side of the bed, facing me like a lover would, the last thing I remember before I fall asleep.