Chapter 22
Iris
As I enter the bungalow, I glimpse Roman on the deck through an open French door.
He’s got his feet up and a beer in his hand.
My entire body buzzes at the sight of him.
As pathetic as it sounds, despite the short time I’ve spent with him, I missed Roman like crazy today. So much so, I physically ached for him.
I thought it’d be a nice change of pace to have some alone time while Roman played golf with his old friend, so I used a couple of my activity vouchers for two all by my lonesome.
But as it turned out, even when I was having fun, I couldn’t stop thinking I’d be having even more fun if Roman were there, too.
Even when my cute windsurfing instructor asked me out to dinner, my only thoughts were about Roman and how much I wanted to come back here and have dinner with him.
“Hey there, handsome,” I say, as I enter the patio.
Roman looks up and flashes me a million-dollar smile. “Hey, beautiful.” He pats the cushion next to him on the couch and kisses me when I plop onto it. “Did you have fun today?”
“So much fun. I missed you, though.” The minute the admission leaves my mouth, I’m worried I shouldn’t have made it.
But as soon as I’ve had the thought, Roman, unfazed, replies breezily with, “I missed you, too. What’d you do?”
I snuggle into him and rattle off all the fun stuff I did today, wrapping things up with, “And nobody recognized me, even once!” Granted, I was wearing sunglasses and a hat all day.
Also, no makeup, like all the times I’ve been out and about with Roman without getting recognized.
But, still, I’m hoping today’s uneventfulness is a sign my internet fame is already a thing of the past.
Roman squeezes my hand. “I told you everything would blow over quickly. What happens on the internet isn’t real.”
I hold up crossed fingers. “How was golf?”
A wide grin spreads across Roman’s achingly handsome face. “It was life-changing.”
“You got a hole in one?”
He laughs. “Even better. I got a new team. I know where I’m going to play next season.”
“Congratulations! What team?”
“I can’t tell you that yet. Everything is still on a need-to-know basis. All I can say is I’m elated about where I’m going. It was my top pick.”
I pepper his face with kisses, making him belly laugh.
“I’m so happy for you. How on earth did a game of golf lead to this incredible news?”
Roman tells me the identity of his golfing partner, confidentially, and also how everything went down today and why it’s such a big deal—although, once again, he emphasizes he can’t divulge the identity of his new team or its city.
When he’s done talking, I pepper him with kisses and freak out with happiness for him.
Clearly, wherever Roman is going, today’s events are positively enthralling to him, and his obvious elation is a thrill for me to witness.
“This is all highly confidential, okay?” Roman repeats, even though he’s already told me that, more than once. “The only people who know are my closest family members, my agent, and you.”
My heart flutters to think he’s trusting me so much. “I won’t say a word to anyone. I promise.”
“Not even to your closest family or friends. The internet is already going wild with speculation.”
“My lips are sealed. How long will I be keeping this secret?”
“A week or two, maybe. You’ll know when the secret is out, because there’ll be a big news conference and social media will blow up. Trust me, football fans are going to go batshit crazy over this news.”
I bite my lower lip. “Sounds like we’ve got a lot to celebrate tonight.”
Roman’s smile falls. “Unfortunately, my good news comes with some bad. I’m sorry, Iris. I have to catch a flight, first thing tomorrow, for a meeting with the team owners.”
My heart sinks. I’ve always known I’d have to say goodbye to Roman, but I wasn’t prepared to say it to him tomorrow.
I know it’s only a difference of a day, which really shouldn’t matter to me.
But whether it’s logical or not, I feel gutted by this news—like a kid who’s just been told Christmas has been cancelled.
Roman takes my hand. “I want you to know I tried to get the meeting pushed back, but it wasn’t possible.”
I put on a smile. “No need to apologize. You got your top pick of teams. Of course you need to drop everything and go to that meeting.”
Roman touches my cheek. “I’m sorry to miss out on our last date tomorrow. I was looking forward to it.”
I feel absurdly close to tearing up, so I take a deep breath. “We’ve always known goodbye was coming. Is it a bummer to miss out on tomorrow? Yes. But when it’s for such a great reason, it’s a paper cut.”
“Thank you for understanding.” He turns to look at the ocean. “I still can’t believe this is happening. I’ve been sitting here for an hour, trying to wrap my head around how amazing this is going to be.”
“I’m so happy for you.”
Roman shakes off whatever he’s thinking and returns to me. When our eyes meet, I plaster a grin on my face again.
“Should we order some champagne to celebrate?” I ask brightly.
Roman pulls my hand to his mouth and kisses it. “Nope. I made a reservation at the best restaurant in Kauai. I figured we’d dine in style as Part One of tonight’s celebration, before coming back here for Part Two.”
Crap. I’m sure the restaurant Roman’s picked out is swanky and fabulous, but I’d much rather eat room service on the deck again, like we’ve been doing every night, so I can have Roman to myself for every minute of our last night together.
“You don’t feel up to going out?” Roman asks.
“No, yes. I do. Absolutely. We should celebrate in style, like you said.”
He bites his lip and looks out at the ocean again, like he’s having deep thoughts.
And I can’t help feeling like there’s something he wants to tell me—something he’s holding back.
But when he returns to me and our gazes lock, he smiles, winks, pats my thigh, and says, “Go on now, baby. Get showered and dressed. Our reservation is in an hour.”