Chosen Love

💌-CHAPTER 47

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The dawn did not break with a roar, it seeped into the room in bruised shades of lavender and grey, finding Shivansh exactly where he had been for the last six hours.

He was slumped in the velvet armchair he had dragged to the bedside, his long legs stretched out and his head lolling against his shoulder in a fitful, exhausted sleep.

His hand was still anchored to Ruhika's, his fingers twitching occasionally as if even in sleep he was checking her pulse.

When Ruhika's eyes finally flickered open, the world felt heavy, as if she were surfacing from the bottom of a deep, dark lake. The fever had broken, leaving her skin damp and her limbs feeling like lead but the and what she found was the grounding, electric warmth of a hand enveloping hers.

She didn't move her head at first. She simply looked down at their joined hands. Shivansh's large, calloused fingers were laced through hers with a grip that suggested he had been holding on as if to pull her back from a ledge.

His skin was the only thing that felt real in a world that had become a blur

Slowly, she turned her head. Shivansh was right there He was slumped in the velvet chair, his head tilted back awkwardly, his usually sharp jawline shadowed by a thick, dark stubble. He looked like a man who had fought a war and stayed awake to stand guard over the ruins.

The sight of him—the man she had screamed at stayed by her side through the fire of her fever, shattered her heart into a thousand pieces of clarity. He hadn't left her. Even after the slamming of the door, even after the jagged tears, he had come back to be with her.

With an effort that felt like moving mountains, Ruhika lifted his hand. It was heavy, the weight of a man who carried the world on his shoulders so she wouldn't have to. She brought his knuckles to her lips, her skin still slightly damp from the broken fever.

She didn't just kiss his hand; she pressed her face into his palm, a silent, weeping surrender.

Her lips lingered against the pulse point of his wrist, a soft, reverent contact that was miles away from the mechanical intimacy of the past months.

It was a kiss of apology, of recognition, and of a deep, romantic rediscovery.

She was kissing the man who had loved her enough to walk away when she was hurting herself, and the man who had loved her enough to come back before the sun rose.

The small movement, the soft pressure of her lips, was enough to break his shallow sleep. Shivansh's breath hitched, and his eyes snapped open—amber and bloodshot, instantly searching her face for signs of the fever

"Ruhi?" he rasped, his voice a low, broken vibration.

She didn't let go of his hand. She pulled it closer, tucking it under her chin as she looked at him through eyes that were finally, blessedly clear.

"You came back," she whispered, her voice a fragile melody in the quiet room. "I was so horrible to you, Ansh... and you came back to hold the cloth to my head."

"I left the moment, the room" he murmured, his thumb finally beginning its familiar, soothing stroke over her knuckles. "I would never leave you"

Ruhika watched his thumb move against her skin—a steady, rhythmic pulse of forgiveness that she didn't feel she deserved.

As Shivansh's words settled over her, the wall she had built out of desperation finally crumbled. The guilt wasn't a sharp pain anymore; it was a drowning sensation. She looked at his face, seeing the toll her obsession had taken on the man she worshipped.

"I'm so sorry, Ansh," she whispered, her voice cracking as the first sob finally escaped.

"I turned into a person I don't even recognize.

I was so scared of the silence in our lives that I stopped listening to you.

I looked at you and didn't see my husband.

.. I saw a chance I've been so selfish, so incredibly blind.

You didn't deserve any of it, in my tragedy I forgot that what we lost was equally yours as much as mine"

She pulled his hand closer to her heart, her fingers trembling. "I saw the way you looked at me these past weeks—the disappointment, the exhaustion. And the worst part is, I didn't care.

Underneath the guilt lay a darker, more primal fear. She looked at him with hazel eyes that were raw

"I was terrified that if I wasn't a mother, I would fail you," she confessed, the words tumbling out in a frantic rush. "I felt like half a woman, Ansh

She clutched his hand as if he might still vanish, despite his promise. "When you walked out that door, I thought, This is it. I've finally pushed him too far. I've traded my husband for a baby, and now I have neither.

When she finally whispered her plea for forgiveness, Shivansh let out a long, shuddering breath. He pulled his hand from her chest only to cup her face, his large thumb wiping away a fresh track of tears. He looked at her—the woman who held his entire world in her hands.

The room was swallowed in a heavy, suffocating silence, the kind that only exists when a house is too quiet for its own good.

She turned on her side, her movements slow and aching. She didn't look at his hands or his chest; she looked at his eyes. In the dim light, she saw it—the frantic, flickering exhaustion of a man who was running out of air but refused to gasp.

"You've been holding it in for so long," she whispered, her voice cracking the stillness. "Just to put me back together... but Ansh, what about you?"

She reached out, her fingers trembling as she traced the deep, dark circles under his eyes. She saw the weight of the world, the weight of the loss, finally sagging behind his pupils.

Softly, she opened her arms, pulling back the duvet to create a space for him. She leaned closer, her warmth a stark contrast to his frozen posture.

"Ansh, Idhar Aao, Please."

It was the "please" that did it. The armor didn't just crack; it shattered.

He leaned into her, his head dropping onto her shoulder, and the first sob that tore out of him sounded like a physical wound opening up. It was a raw, guttural sound—the sound of a father mourning a future he had already built in his mind.

"We lost it Ruhi, he choked out, his fingers clutching her nightgown as if he were drowning. "I was... I was supposed to protect both of you. I failed.

The floodgates were open. They wept together, a messy, rhythmic symphony of shared agony. There was no "being strong" anymore; there was only the truth of what was lost.

They mourned the birthdays that wouldn't happen, the first steps they'd never see, and the quiet dreams that had died in a sterile hospital room.

After a long time, the violent sobs ebbed into soft hiccups. Shivansh pulled back slightly, his face damp and blotched and Ruhika reached up, using her thumbs to brush away the salt from his cheeks, her touch lingering. He did the same for her, his movements no longer mechanical, but tender.

A small, watery smile touched her lips—a flicker of light in the wreckage.

"You didn't fail, don't ever think like that.

Maybe it was not meant to be this time," she breathed, her forehead resting against his.

"Maybe that little soul knew we needed to find each other even deeper before we could bring them home. "

Shivansh looked at her, his eyes red but finally clear. He took her hand and pressed a lingering, fervent kiss to her palm.

"I loved that baby because they were half of you, a part of us" he whispered, his voice thick with a new kind of resolve.

"But if I have to walk through fire, I'm glad it's your hand I'm holding.

You aren't just my wife. You are the very breath in my lungs.

I love you more than the life we lost, and I'll love you through every life we have left. "

"There is nothing to make right, Ruhi," he murmured, his voice low and vibrating with a sudden, fierce tenderness. "You don't have to earn your place in this room, or in my life. You were never half a woman to me.

He tilted her chin up so she was forced to meet his amber eyes, which were now clear and steady.

"I forgive you. I forgave you the moment I walked back through that door last night. But," his voice took on a harder, more serious edge—don't think for a second that I'm not still mad. I am furious, Ruhika. Not because you wanted a baby, and not because you were grieving.

He shifted, pulling her closer until there was no space left between them, his grip on her shoulders firm and grounding.

"I'm mad at the stunts you pulled," he said, his words sharp with the memory of her gritting her teeth and checking the clock.

"I'm mad that you thought so little of my love that you believed it was tied to you being a mother.

I can tolerate your temper, I can tolerate your fire, and I can tolerate your silence.

I can tolerate the world burning down around us as long as I am standing next to you. "

He paused, his gaze intensifying, boring into her hazel eyes with a raw, protective possessiveness.

"But I will never tolerate you hurting yourself.

Not for me, not for a child, not for anyone.

When you push your body to a fever like this, when you treat yourself like a machine you are hurting the person I love most in this world.

And that is the only thing I will not allow.

Do you understand?"

He didn't wait for her to answer. He pulled her into a fierce, protective embrace, crushing her against his chest as if he could physically shield her from her own desperation.

"If you ever feel like half a woman again, you look at me," he commanded against her hair, his voice thick with emotion.

"Because in my eyes, you are the whole world.

I didn't choose a mother for my children, Ruhi.

I chose a partner for my life. If the house stays quiet, it stays quiet.

But I will not let it be quiet because I lost you to this madness. "

Ruhika clung to him, her fingers digging into the fabric of his shirt, finally feeling the weight She realized then that his anger wasn't a threat to their love; it was the ultimate proof of it.

He was mad because he valued her life more than the family she was so desperate to build, and for the first time in months, she felt safe enough to simply be his wife again.

Shivansh didn't let her go. He shifted on the bed, pulling the duvet up around her shoulders, his body acting as a human shield against the lingering chill of her broken fever.

"You need to sleep," he whispered, his voice losing its edge of anger and returning to that deep, rumbling baritone that always acted as her anchor

Ruhika nodded, her head resting in the hollow of his shoulder. The exhaustion was absolute, but for the first time, it wasn't a burden; it was a release.

She felt the tension in her jaw—a tension she hadn't realized she'd been carrying for two months—finally melt away.

"Stay with me?" she asked, her voice small, a trace of the old vulnerability resurfacing.

"Try and stop me," Shivansh murmured. He didn't just stay; he tangled his legs with hers, anchoring her to the present. He watched her eyes flutter shut, the rhythm of her breathing finally evening out into a deep, restorative slumber.

He stayed awake for a while longer, watching the rise and fall of her chest, until the two drifted back into sleep.

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Hours later, when the mansion had fully stirred into its afternoon rhythm, Ruhika and Shivansh descended the grand staircase together.

She was dressed in a simple, soft cotton suit

Sunita was in the lounge, a shawl draped and a cup of tea forgotten on the side table as she watched the door. When she saw them, moving together her shoulders visibly dropped with relief.

Shivansh caught his mother's eye, a brief, sharp nod of gratitude passing between them.

"Lunch is ready," Sunita said, her voice warm and intentionally light, as if avoiding the heavy shadows of the previous night

The lunch table served as a neutral ground where the family played their parts to perfection, weaving a safety net of normalcy around the couple

Sunita moved with a motherly grace, her eyes occasionally darting to the faint shadows under Ruhika's eyes, while Vikram kept the conversation focused on the morning headlines.

Aarav, sensing the thin ice, leaned into his role as the energetic younger brother.

"Bhabhi, I hope you're ready for the chaos.

Now that you've cleared your big project, I'm planning a weekend takeover of the lounge for a movie marathon.

No work talk allowed," he teased, nudging a bowl of pulao toward her.

Ruhika managed a soft laugh, appreciative of his effort to fill the silence. Across the table, Shivansh was perfectly composed.

He engaged with Aarav about the quarterly reports, his voice steady and professional.

He was attentive—filling Ruhika's water glass before she even asked but he hadn't yet let her back into the inner sanctum of his heart.

The playful, smoldering glances that used to pass between them were replaced by a polite, distant kindness that felt like she was locked in a cold room

Back in their room the silence felt deafening. Shivansh didn't go to his study; he stayed, but he occupied himself with a stack of files on the desk

He wasn't angry anymore—that sharp, explosive fire had burnt out—but in its place was a quiet, lingering hurt

Ruhika paced the length of the Persian rug, her fingers twisting the edge of her dupatta. Every time she looked at him, she saw the way his jaw remained set, the way he wouldn't catch her eye for more than a second.

It was a bridge she had broken, and she knew she couldn't wait for him to rebuild it.

She stopped pacing abruptly. She knew what she had to do. The apology had been spoken, but the evidence of her obsession was still tucked away in the vanity—a silent threat to their peace.

Ruhika walked to the dressing table and pulled open the bottom drawer. It was full of them: digital tests, strip tests, ovulation trackers, and thermal charts. She gathered them all in her arms, a frantic, rattling bundle of plastic and paper.

Shivansh looked up from his files, his expression unreadable as he watched her.

She walked to the center of the room, right in front of him, and with a decisive, shaking breath, she dropped the entire pile into the wastebasket at the foot of his desk.

The clatter of plastic sounded like a surrender.

"I don't want them in this house, Ansh," she said, her voice trembling but clear.

"I don't want to see another single line or another negative sign. I don't want to know what day it is. I don't want to be obsessed anymore

She stepped closer, sinking to her knees on the rug before him, her hands coming to rest on his knees.

"I know you're still hurt. I know I made you feel like you didn't matter," she whispered, looking up at him with hazel eyes that were raw and pleading.

"I threw them away because they were the things that came between us. I'm not just saying I'm sorry anymore. I'm showing you. It's just us, Ansh. Please... look at me. Not as a woman wanting a baby , but as your Ruhi."

Shivansh's grip on his pen tightened until his knuckles turned white. He looked down at the bin—the physical remains of the two-month nightmare—and then back at her.

The distance in his eyes flickered, the ice finally beginning to crack under the heat of her absolute vulnerability.

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The ice did not melt all at once. Shivansh remained the same composed, impeccable, and agonizingly polite. He would kiss her cheek before leaving for the office, but it lacked that lingering heat that usually left her breathless.

He was caring, yes, but he was careful. And to Ruhika, his caution was more painful than his anger.

Determined to win back her man, She tried the "Gourmet Route," spending two hours in the kitchen with Sunita making his favorite shahi paneer.

When he came home, she served it with a flourish, only for him to take a single, appreciative bite and say, "It's delicious, Ruhika. But you shouldn't have troubled yourself.

He was treating her like a distant roommate and it was driving her mad.

Every time she tried to catch his eye to share a private joke or a lingering look, he would offer a small, tight-lipped smile and redirect his attention to the quarterly reports or his glass of water.

He helped her into her chair, he opened doors for her, and he ensured her glass was never empty, but he did it all with a clinical efficiency that felt like a wall.

She wanted to scream, to throw a plate, to do anything to provoke the raw, visceral man who had yelled at her two nights ago. That man was real. This polite version of Shivansh was one she was not appreciating much

Her attempts began feeling comical She switched her perfume to the heavy, jasmine-infused oil he used to claim made him lose his train of thought.

As they sat on the sofa reading, she leaned in close, almost brushing his shoulder. Shivansh simply cleared his throat, stood up, and opened a window.

"The jasmine is quite strong tonight, isn't it? Might give you a headache, Ruhika"

She tried to "accidentally" trip into his arms as he walked through the door.

Shivansh, with the reflexes of an athlete, caught her by the elbows, steadied her instantly, and asked with genuine, furrowed-brow concern,though aware of her tricks these days "Is your blood pressure low again? Do we need to call the doctor?"

Ruhika groaned, burying her face in her hands as he walked toward the closet. "No, Ansh. My blood pressure is fine. My husband, however, is being a brick wall."

Shivansh's jaw tightened—not in anger, but to suppress a very real, very forbidden urge to laugh. He turned toward the closet, his back to her, but his reflection in the polished wood of the wardrobe door told a different story.

For a split second, the corner of his mouth quirked upward.

He wasn't stupid. He knew exactly what she was doing. He'd noticed the extra-spicy shahi paneer, the lingering jasmine perfume that was currently invading his senses, and now this—the most uncoordinated "trip" in the history of the Kapoor mansion.

He felt a surge of genuine relief that was almost intoxicating.

She wasn't looking at the clock anymore. She wasn't checking her pulse for a fertile window.

She was chasing him.

He wanted to enjoy this. He wanted to see how far she would go to reclaim the territory she had surrendered.

This was something else, The transition from "Ruhi" to "Ruhika" was a slow, agonizing slide into formality. It happened in the quietest moments—the moments that used to belong exclusively to them. When he asked her if she had seen his cufflinks, or when he checked if she wanted tea.

She let out a frustrated huff, her heels clicking sharply against the marble as she turned on her heel and stormed out of the room.

Shivansh stood by the mahogany wardrobe, listening to the retreating sound of her indignation.

Only when he was sure she was out of earshot, a low, genuine chuckle rumbled in his chest, and he leaned his forehead against the cool wood of the closet, a rare, boyish grin spreading across his face.

He was enjoying this far too much, but seeing her fire back at him was a thousand times better than seeing her wither over a thermometer.

Ruhika marched straight to the sunlit morning room where Sunita was calmly organizing the week's menu.

"Maa! Why is your son so incredibly stubborn?"

Ruhika threw herself into a chair, her face flushed with a mix of leftover fever and current irritation. "I've apologized. I've thrown the kits in the bin. I even tried to—well, I've tried everything! But he just stands there like a statue calling me 'Ruhika' as if we're at a board meeting.

Sunita didn't even look up from her list, though the corners of her eyes crinkled with suppressed mirth.

"These are the Kapoor genes beta, you will get to know all in time, let us enjoy for a while" she finally broke into a small laugh

"Exactly, Bhabhi! You've turned the man into a romantic lead. Don't spoil the climax for us!"

Ruhika jumped as Aarav strolled in, snagging an apple from the fruit bowl.

He had clearly overheard the tail end of her vent.

"I saw him in the hallway. He was wearing his 'serious businessman' face, but his eyes were practically dancing.

You've got him right where you want him—miserable and completely obsessed. "

Later that afternoon, Aarav was still riding the high of teasing his sister-in-law. He caught Shivansh near the grand staircase and couldn't help himself.

Before Aarav could finish his sentence, a heavy arm draped over his shoulders.

Shivansh didn't look angry, but there was a sudden, predatory stillness in his posture that made Aarav's grin falter.

Shivansh leaned in, his voice dropping into that low, dangerous rumble that usually preceded a hostile takeover.

"I've noticed you've been enjoying yourself today, little brother," Shivansh murmured, his grip on Aarav's shoulder tightening just enough to be felt.

"Just a little fun, Bhai..." Aarav stammered, his bravado evaporating.

"Listen closely," Shivansh said, his amber eyes flashing with a mix of fierce protection and a hint of a smile.

"I'm the only one allowed to trouble her. I'm the only one allowed to push her buttons. You? You don't dare.

Aarav swallowed hard, nodding vigorously. "Crystal clear. She's your wife. Got it."

The weekend was looming, and the air in the Kapoor mansion was thick with the scent of unsaid things.

The next morning, the sun broke through the curtains in jagged, golden spears.

Ruhika was already awake, sitting on the edge of the bed, her fingers mindlessly pleating the silk of her nightgown. She was paralyzed by a new kind of fear—not the fear of a negative test, but the fear of a rejected heart.

She wanted to reach out, to touch the small of his back, to bridge the six inches of mattress that felt like a canyon, but she froze. What if he thinks I'm just performing again? she wondered. What if he thinks this is just another tactic?

The sound of the shower cutting off made her heart skip a beat.

A moment later, the door creaked open, and Shivansh stepped out. He was a vision of raw, unpolished masculinity.

Droplets of water clung to his skin like a second layer, and his hair was a dark, damp mess. He had a white towel hitched dangerously low on his hips, exposing the hard, rhythmic movement of his abdomen and the powerful expanse of his chest.

Ruhika tried to look away. She really did. But her eyes were mutinous.

From her position on the bed, she found herself checking him out with a hunger that was almost painful. Her gaze traced the water droplets as they slid over the bridge of his collarbone, down the carved musculature of his torso, disappearing into the white terrycloth.

She felt a familiar, long-forgotten pull in her stomach—a purely visceral reaction to the man she loved.

Shivansh didn't miss it. He felt her eyes like a physical touch, burning trails across his skin.

He walked to the dresser, his movements unhurried and agonizingly deliberate.

He reached for a bottle of cologne, his arm muscles flexing as he tilted his head, exposing the long, corded line of his neck.

He caught her reflection in the mirror. She was staring, her hazel eyes wide and dark with a desire that was raw and unfiltered. Her lips were parted, her breath hitched in a way that made his own pulse thunder.

He turned toward her, ostensibly to reach for his watch, but he stopped just two feet away. The scent of sandalwood and wet skin filled the space between them.

"Is there something on my face, Ruhika?" he asked, his voice a low, vibrating velvet.

Ruhika snapped her eyes up to his, her face flooding with a heat so intense it felt like the fever had returned. She fumbled for words, her hands twisting in her lap.

"I... I was just wondering if you'd seen my... my sketchbook. I thought I left it here."

Shivansh leaned down, placing one hand on the mattress on either side of her, pinning her in with his heat. He didn't touch her, but he was close enough that she could feel the dampness of his skin radiating toward her.

"The sketchbook is in the study," he murmured, his gaze dropping to her mouth for a heartbeat too long before returning to her eyes. "But I think we both know that's not what you were looking at."

She wanted to touch him so badly it made her ache, but she pulled back at the last second, her eyes clouding with that persistent, nagging guilt. "I don't want to make you angry.

Shivansh's expression shifted. The playfulness vanished, replaced by a deep, smoldering intensity. He took her hand, the one she had just pulled away, and pressed it firmly against his heart.

he said, finally dropping the formality, his voice thick with a decade's worth of devotion. "If you think I'm still mad because you want me, you've forgotten who I am.

It was evening, and the sun was setting over the Delhi skyline, casting long, amber shadows across their bedroom. Shivansh was standing by the window, his back to her spoke

The name hit her like a splash of ice water and a wave of anger at once Ruhika, who had been trying to be patient snapped

Shivansh didn't turn around immediately.

"Stop what?"

"I don't like you calling me that," she said, her hazel eyes flashing with the first real sparks of her old self.

"You only use it when you're trying to keep me at arm's length.

It feels like you're putting a fence around yourself.

It's cold, and it's clinical, and I hate it.

It sounds like you're talking to a business associate

"Is that so?" he murmured, his voice dropping an octave, becoming that dangerous, velvet growl she hadn't heard in weeks. He took a half-step forward, forcing her to look up at him.

"And what if I find that 'Ruhika' helps me remember the boundaries? What if it helps me stay focused when I'm trying very hard not to remember how much I want to grab you and forget everything that happened this month?"

Hearing her, Shivansh's mask of stoic, Kapoor"

indifference didn't just crack—it shattered.

the predatory stillness in his posture vanished. He didn't just step toward her; he closed the distance in a single, blurring motion, his large hands coming up to frame her face with a grip that was finally, blessedly possessive.

"God, Ruhi," he rasped, the name coming out like a prayer and a confession all at once.

He rested his forehead against hers, his eyes closed as he drew in a long, shuddering breath, filling his lungs with the jasmine scent he had pretended to find overpowering just nights before.

"You have no idea," he murmured, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through her very bones.

"You think you were the only one suffering?

This past week has been the hardest test of my life.

Every time you 'tripped' near me, every time you walked past me smelling like this.

.. I had to dig my nails into my palms just to keep from dragging you back to me

A small, dark chuckle escaped him, raw and unpolished. "And 'Ruhika'? It was my only armor.

Ruhika's jaw dropped. The guilt and fear she had been carrying for seven days transformed instantly into a white-hot spark of indignation.

"You... How mean are you!" she cried out, her voice a mix of a sob and a laugh.

She balled her fists and hit him—not hard, but a flurry of frustrated strikes against his solid chest.

"I was miserable! I thought I'd lost you! I was making shahi paneer and throwing myself at you like a fool, and you were enjoying it?

He leaned down, his nose brushing against hers, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "The shahi paneer was a bit saltier than usual—probably because you were fuming while you stirred it—but it was the best meal I've had in months. Because you made it for me."

Ruhika tried to pull an indignant face, but the heat of his body and the way his thumbs were now tracing slow, rhythmic circles on the inside of her wrists made it impossible to stay angry. "You let me trip, Shivansh! I could have actually hurt myself!"

She stopped struggling then, her hands softening in his. The mock-anger evaporated, leaving behind a raw, aching vulnerability. "I never stopped wanting you, Ansh. I just forgot how to show it without making it feel like a task."

Shivansh's expression shifted instantly. The teasing glint vanished, replaced by a smoldering, protective intensity. He released her wrists, his hands sliding up her arms to cup her face, his palms warm and grounding against her cheeks.

"Then show me now, He didn't wait for her to bridge the gap.

He leaned in, his mouth claiming hers with a slow, deliberate heat that felt like a long-awaited homecoming.

This wasn't the frantic, desperate kiss of the weeks prior; it was a deep, lingering exploration.

It tasted of forgiveness and the faint, sweet trace of the jasmine tea they'd shared earlier.

Ruhika let out a soft, shaky breath against his lips, her fingers finally finding their way into the thick, dark hair at the nape of his neck.

She pulled him closer, her body arching into his, seeking the solid, familiar comfort of her husband

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The air in the room seemed to thrum with a new frequency, one that had been silent for far too long. As Shivansh deepened the kiss, his hands left the safety of her face, sliding down to her waist to pull her flush against him

He lifted her effortlessly, her legs instinctively locking around his hips as he carried her the short distance to the bed.

When he lowered her onto the silk covers, he didn't immediately move to join her. He hovered over her, his arms braced on either side of her head, simply looking at her.

The amber glow of the setting sun caught the gold in her hazel eyes, and for the first time in months, they weren't clouded by grief or desperation

"You're so beautiful, Ruhi," he whispered, his voice thick with a reverence that made her breath catch.

"I missed this. I missed us."

Ruhika reached up, her fingers trembling as she traced the sharp line of his jaw. "I'm with you, Ansh. I promise. I'm right here."

His eyes locked on hers with a hunger that made her skin hum. His hand, large and calloused, traveled slowly from the curve of her jaw down the column of her throat, his thumb tracing the frantic, erratic pulse beating there.

"I'm going to take my time, Ruhi," he murmured, his voice a low, vibrating growl against her skin.

"I want to erase every memory of the last two months.

Every time you touched me while being somewhere else .. I'm replacing it now."

He began a slow, agonizingly beautiful exploration. His lips followed the path of his hand, tasting the salt of her skin at the hollow of her collarbone. He was worshipping her, his administrations devoid of the mechanical efficiency that had plagued them.

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"You've been chasing me all week," he teased, his breath hot, "You wanted the brick wall to crumble didn't you?

" he murmured, his voice a low, vibrating hum that seemed to resonate directly against her skin.

He didn't wait for an answer, his lips hovering just a fraction of an inch from her earlobe, his hot breath sending a fresh wave of shivers down her spine

His calloused palms slid from her waist up the sides of her ribs, his thumbs tracing the delicate undersides of her breasts through the thin fabric, a touch so light it was almost a tease, yet so intentional it made her toes curl.

He was taking his time, savoring the way her breath hitched with every inch he claimed

His tongue tasting the salt and jasmine on her skin with slow, swirling strokes that made her head loll back against the pillows.

Ruhika moaned, her fingers tangling deep into the thick, dark silk of his hair, pulling him closer, needing the friction. "I hate you for being so good at it," she whispered, her voice a ragged thread of desire. "For making me wait."

He peeled away the layers until there was nothing left between them but the electric charge of the air and the heat of their skin. His eyes, dark and molten like liquid amber, roamed over her with a reverence that was more erotic than any touch.

He traced the curve of her hip with his fingers, the touch firm and searing, before leaning down to press a lingering, open-mouthed kiss to the center of her stomach.

She met him move for move, her own hands becoming bold and predatory. She reclaimed the territory of his broad shoulders, her nails grazing the hard musculature of his back, drawing a low growl from deep in his chest.

She leaned up, her lips catching his jaw, her tongue tracing the sharp line until she reached his mouth. The kiss was a collision of souls—wet, deep, and desperate—as they tasted the shared hunger of months of suppression.

His hands were everywhere now, a symphony of touch; his fingers explored the soft dip of her waist, the sensitive skin of her inner thighs, and the arch of her foot, worshipping every part of her that she had felt was broken.

He was teasing her, hovering at the edge of her needs, his touch light one moment and demanding the next, until she was a live wire of sensation, arching beneath him, her skin flushed and glistening in the fading light.

"Ansh, please," she gasped, her eyes wide and searching his, her fingers digging into his biceps.

"No more waiting. I can't... I need you."

He paused, bracing his weight on his forearms, his face inches from hers. He looked at her with a raw, soul-shaking intensity, his chest heaving in time with hers.

"Look at me, Ruhi," he pleaded intensely , his voice a velvet rasp. "Tell me who I am to you."

Then, he dipped his head, his mouth finding the center of her being with a devastating tenderness

His tongue was a velvet flame, tracing, tasting, and worshipping her in a way that was purely, unapologetically about her pleasure.

He used his fingers to explore her with a deep, rhythmic familiarity, his touch firm yet incredibly soft, ensuring she was ready, that she was drowning in him before he even thought of taking her.

Ruhika arched her back, her fingers digging into the silk sheets, a low, melodic sound of longing escaping her throat. He was stripping away every clinical memory, replacing the ghost of duty with the raw, electric reality of his mouth and his hands.

When he finally rose back up, bracing his weight on his forearms, he looked down at her with a raw, primal intensity.

He positioned himself at her threshold, pausing for a heartbeat, his eyes searching hers one last time and he reached out for the bedside, ensuring her safety yet again.

When she nodded, circling her hands in his neck, he slowly entered her, the sensation was so profound, so complete, that it felt less like a physical act and more like a soul returning to its body.

Ruhika gasped, her eyes fluttering shut as she felt the stretch, the sting and the incredible warmth of him filling the emptiness she had carried for so long.

He stopped when he was fully inside, buried deep within her, his forehead resting against hers. He waited, letting her body adjust to the weight and the depth of him, his own breath coming in ragged, shallow bursts.

She felt a single, hot tear escape the corner of her eye, tracking down into her hair—not out of pain or grief, but out of a sheer, overwhelming relief.

Despite the tear, a serene, radiant smile touched her lips. She reached up, cupping his face, her thumb tracing the line of his lower lip.

"Finally," she whispered, her voice a fragile, beautiful thread in the quiet room. "Finally, it's just you, Ansh. I can feel you... I can finally feel my husband again and I am so sorry what I made you feel the past months, I will make it right till my last breath

Shivansh's jaw tightened, his own eyes glistening with an emotion he rarely allowed the world to see. He began to move then—not with the frantic pace of the past, but with a slow, powerful rhythm that was both a prayer and a vow.

Every thrust was a reclamation, a deep, deliberate stroke that seemed to reach the very center of her heart.

He was possessive and unyielding, but in the way his hands shook as he held her, he was also just a man who had almost lost his world.

They didn't notice the passage of time. The sun dipped lower, casting long, bruised shadows across the suite, but they didn't care that it wasn't night yet.

They didn't care that it was not even dinner time yet anda family was sitting downstairs that the world was continuing its mundane rotation outside their door.

For hours, the room belonged only to them. The lovemaking was a symphony of soft moans, the rhythmic creak of the bed, and the desperate, whispered promises that only lovers make in the dark.

It was passionate, bordering on the edge of frantic as their hunger built, yet it remained anchored in a deep, soul-level romance.

When the end came, it was an explosion that left them both shattered and whole at the same time.

Shivansh collapsed against her, his face buried in the crook of her neck, his heart hammering a frantic rhythm against her chest.

He didn't pull away; he stayed joined to her, his arms wrapping around her with a finality that suggested he might never let her go.

This was them, under the winter chill, Ruhi and Ansh as a singular, enduring flame that had finally, blessedly, found its way back to the hearth.

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